Ah! What a frightful blow he has given me! How cruelly has he put me
to confusion! If matters are as this villain says, to what a state
are my honour and my affection reduced? What course can I adopt? Am
I to noise it abroad or keep it secret? Ought I, in my anger, to
keep the dishonour of my house to myself or make it public? Come!
Must one even think what to do in so gross an affront? I have no
standing, nothing to hope for; all my anxiety now shall be how to
avenge myself.