"Jack, she played with me deliberately, heartlessly. I can never
forgive her."
"In that case, Will, I congratulate you. Such a girl isn't worth a
second thought, and you've made a happy escape."
"No congratulations, if you please. You can talk coolly, because
in regard to such matters you are cool, and, I may add, a trifle
cold. Ambition is your mistress, and a musty law-book has more
attractions for you than any woman living. I'm not so tempered. I
am subject to the general law of nature, and a woman's love and
sympathy are essential to success in my life and work."
"Oh, have done with your trite nonsense," interrupted Will Munson,
impatiently. "I'd consult you on a point of law in preference to
most of the gray-beards, but I was a fool to speak of this affair.
And yet as my most intimate friend--"
"Come, Will, I'm not unfeeling;" and John Ackland rose and put his
hand on his friend's shoulder. "I admit that the subject is remote
from my line of thought and wholly beyond my experience. If the
affair is so serious I shall take it to heart."
"Serious! Is it a slight thing to be crippled for life?"
"Oh, come, now," said Ackland, giving his friend a hearty and
encouraging thump, "you are sound in mind and limb; what matters a
scratch on the heart to a man not twenty-five?"
"Very well; I'll say no more about it. When I need a lawyer I'll
come to you. Good-by; I sail for Brazil in the morning."
"Will, sit down and look me in the eyes," said Ackland,
decisively. "Will, forgive me. You are in trouble. A man's eyes
usually tell me more than all his words, and I don't like the
expression of yours. There is yellow fever in Brazil."
"Business complications have arisen there, and I promptly
volunteered to go. My employers were kind enough to hesitate and
warn me, and to say that they could send a man less valuable to
them, but I soon overcame their objections."
"That is your excuse for going. The reason I see in your eyes. You
are reckless, Will."
"I can't agree with you, but I feel for you all the same. Tell me
all about it, for this is sad news to me. I had hoped to join you
on the beach in a few days, and to spend August with you and my
cousin. I confess I am beginning to feel exceedingly vindictive
toward this pretty little monster, and if any harm comes to you I
shall be savage enough to scalp her."
"The harm has come already, Jack. I'm hit hard. She showed me a
mirage of happiness that has made my present world a desert. I am
reckless; I'm desperate. You may think it is weak and unmanly, but
you don't know anything about it. Time or the fever may cure me,
but now I am bankrupt in all that gives value to life. A woman
with an art so consummate that it seemed artless, deliberately
evoked the best there was in me, then threw it away as
indifferently as a cast-off glove."
"How can I tell you? How can I in cold blood recall glances,
words, intonations, the pressure of a hand that seemed alive with
reciprocal feeling? In addition to her beauty she had the
irresistible charm of fascination. I was wary at first, but she
angled for me with a skill that would have disarmed any man who
did not believe in the inherent falseness of woman. The children
in the house idolized her, and I have great faith in a child's
intuitions."
"Oh, that was only a part of her guile," said Ackland, frowningly.
"Probably; at any rate she has taken all the color and zest out of
my life. I wish some one could pay her back in her own coin. I
don't suppose she has a heart; but I wish her vanity might be
wounded in a way that would teach her a lesson never to be
forgotten."
"It certainly would be a well-deserved retribution," said Ackland,
musingly.
"Jack, you are the one, of all the world, to administer the
punishment. I don't believe a woman's smiles ever quickened your
pulse one beat."
"You are right, Will, it is my cold-bloodedness--to put your
thought in plain English--that will prove your best ally."
"I only hope that I am not leading you into danger. You will need
an Indian's stoicism."
"Bah! I may fail ignominiously, and find her vanity invulnerable,
but I pledge you my word that I will avenge you if it be within
the compass of my skill. My cousin, Mrs. Alston, may prove a
useful ally. I think you wrote me that the name of this siren was
Eva Van Tyne?"
"Yes; I only wish she had the rudiments of a heart, so that she
might feel in a faint, far-off way a little of the pain she has
inflicted on me. Don't let her make you falter or grow remorseful,
Jack. Remember that you have given a pledge to one who may be dead
before you can fulfil it."
Ackland said farewell to his friend with the fear that he might
never see him again, and a few days later found himself at a New
England seaside resort, with a relentless purpose lurking in his
dark eyes. Mrs. Alston did unconsciously prove a useful ally, for
her wealth and elegance gave her unusual prestige in the house,
and in joining her party Ackland achieved immediately all the
social recognition he desired.
While strolling with this lady on the piazza he observed the
object of his quest, and was at once compelled to make more
allowance than he had done hitherto for his friend's discomfiture.
Two or three children were leaning over the young girl's chair,
and she was amusing them by some clever caricatures. She was not
so interested, however, but that she soon noted the new-comer, and
bestowed upon him from time to time curious and furtive glances.
That these were not returned seemed to occasion her some surprise,
for she was not accustomed to be so utterly ignored, even by a
stranger. A little later Ackland saw her consulting the hotel
register.
"I have at least awakened her curiosity," he thought.
"I've been waiting for you to ask me who that pretty girl is,"
said Mrs. Alton, laughing; "you do indeed exceed all men in
indifference to women."
"I know all about that girl," was the grim reply. "She has played
the very deuce with my friend Munson."
"Yes," replied Mrs. Alston, indignantly, "it was the most shameful
piece of coquetry I ever saw. She is a puzzle to me. To the
children and the old people in the house she is consideration and
kindness itself; but she appears to regard men of your years as
legitimate game and is perfectly remorseless. So beware! She is
dangerous, invulnerable as you imagine yourself to be. She will
practice her wiles upon you if you give her half a chance, and her
art has much more than her pretty face to enforce it. She is
unusually clever."
Ackland's slight shrug was so contemptuous that his cousin was
nettled, and she thought, "I wish the girl could disturb his
complacent equanimity just a little. It vexes one to see a man so
indifferent; it's a slight to woman;" and she determined to give
Miss Van Tyne the vantage-ground of an introduction at the first
opportunity.
And this occurred before the evening was over. To her surprise
Ackland entered into an extended conversation with the enemy.
"Well," she thought, "if he begins in this style there will soon
be another victim. Miss Van Tyne can talk to as bright a man as he
is and hold her own. Meanwhile she will assail him in a hundred
covert ways. Out of regard for his friend he should have shown
some disapproval of her; but there he sits quietly talking in the
publicity of the parlor."
"Mrs. Alston," said a friend at her elbow, "you ought to forewarn
your cousin and tell him of Mr. Munson's fate."
"He knows all about Mr. Munson," was her reply. "Indeed, the
latter is his most intimate friend. I suppose my cousin is
indulging in a little natural curiosity concerning this destroyer
of masculine peace, and if ever a man could do so in safety he
can."
"Well, I never knew so unsusceptible a man. With the exception of
a few of his relatives, he has never cared for ladies' society."
Mrs. Alston was far astray in supposing that curiosity was
Ackland's motive in his rather prolonged conversation with Miss
Van Tyne. It was simply part of his tactics, for he proposed to
waste no time in skirmishing or in guarded and gradual approaches.
He would cross weapons at once, and secure his object by a sharp
and aggressive campaign. His object was to obtain immediately some
idea of the calibre of the girl's mind, and in this respect he was
agreeably surprised, for while giving little evidence of thorough
education, she was unusually intelligent and exceedingly quick in
her perceptions. He soon learned also that she was gifted with
more than woman's customary intuition, that she was watching his
face closely for meanings that he might not choose to express in
words or else to conceal by his language. While he feared that his
task would be far more difficult than he expected, and that he
would have to be extremely guarded in order not to reveal his
design, he was glad to learn that the foe was worthy of his steel.
Meanwhile her ability and self-reliance banished all compunction.
He had no scruples in humbling the pride of a woman who was at
once so proud, so heartless, and so clever. Nor would the effort
be wearisome, for she had proved herself both amusing and
interesting. He might enjoy it quite as much as an intricate law
case.
Even prejudiced Ackland, as he saw her occasionally on the
following day, was compelled to admit that she was more than
pretty. Her features were neither regular nor faultless. Her mouth
was too large to be perfect, and her nose was not Grecian; but her
eyes were peculiarly fine and illumined her face, whose chief
charm lay in its power of expression. If she chose, almost all her
thoughts and feelings could find their reflex there. The trouble
was that she could as readily mask her thought and express what
she did not feel. Her eyes were of the darkest blue and her hair
seemed light in contrast. It was evident that she had studied
grace so thoroughly that her manner and carriage appeared
unstudied and natural. She never seemed self-conscious, and yet no
one had ever seen her in an ungainly posture or had known her to
make an awkward gesture. This grace, however, like a finished
style in writing, was tinged so strongly with her own
individuality that it appeared original as compared with the
fashionable monotony which characterized the manners of so many of
her age. She could not have been much more than twenty; and yet,
as Mrs. Alston took pains to inform her cousin, she had long been
in society, adding, "Its homage is her breath of life, and from
all I hear your friend Munson has had many predecessors. Be on
your guard."
"Your solicitude in my behalf is quite touching," he replied. "Who
is this fair buccaneer that has made so many wrecks and exacts so
heavy a revenue from society? Who has the care of her and what are
her antecedents?"
"She is an orphan, and possessed, I am told, of considerable
property in her own name. A forceless, nerveless maiden aunt is
about the only antecedent we see much of. Her guardian has been
here once or twice, but practically she is independent."
Miss Van Tyne's efforts to learn something concerning Ackland were
apparently quite as casual and indifferent and yet were made with
utmost skill. She knew that Mrs. Alston's friend was something of
a gossip; and she led her to speak of the subject of her thoughts
with an indirect finesse that would have amused the young man
exceedingly could he have been an unobserved witness. When she
learned that he was Mr. Munson's intimate friend and that he was
aware of her treatment of the latter, she was somewhat
disconcerted. One so forewarned might not become an easy prey. But
the additional fact that he was almost a woman-hater put her upon
her mettle at once, and she felt that here was a chance for a
conquest such as she had never made before. She now believed that
she had discovered the key to his indifference. He was ready
enough to amuse himself with her as a clever woman, but knew her
too well to bestow upon her even a friendly thought.
"If I can bring him to my feet it will be a triumph indeed," she
murmured exultantly; "and at my feet he shall be if he gives me
half a chance." Seemingly he gave her every chance that she could
desire, and while he scarcely made any effort to seek her society,
she noted with secret satisfaction that he often appeared as if
accidentally near her, and that he ever made it the easiest and
most natural thing in the world for her to join him. His
conversation was often as gay and unconventional as she could
wish; but she seldom failed to detect in it an uncomfortable
element of satire and irony. He always left her dissatisfied with
herself and with a depressing consciousness that she had made no
impression upon him.
His conquest grew into an absorbing desire; and she unobtrusively
brought to bear upon him every art and fascination that she
possessed. Her toilets were as exquisite as they were simple. The
children were made to idolize her more than ever; but Ackland was
candid enough to admit that this was not all guile on her part,
for she was evidently in sympathy with the little people, who can
rarely be imposed upon by any amount of false interest. Indeed, he
saw no reason to doubt that she abounded in good-nature toward all
except the natural objects of her ruling passion; but the very
skill and deliberateness with which she sought to gratify this
passion greatly increased his vindictive feeling. He saw how
naturally and completely his friend had been deceived and how
exquisite must have been the hopes and anticipations so falsely
raised. Therefore he smiled more grimly at the close of each
succeeding day, and was more than ever bent upon the
accomplishment of his purpose.
At length Miss Van Tyne changed her tactics and grew quite
oblivious to Ackland's presence in the house; but she found him
apparently too indifferent to observe the fact. She then permitted
one of her several admirers to become devoted; Ackland did not
offer the protest of even a glance. He stood, as it were, just
where she had left him, ready for an occasional chat, stroll, or
excursion, if the affair came about naturally and without much
effort on his part. She found that she could neither induce him to
seek her nor annoy him by an indifference which she meant should
be more marked than his own.
Some little time after there came a windy day when the surf was so
heavy that there were but few bathers. Ackland was a good swimmer,
and took his plunge as usual. He was leaving the water when Miss
Van Tyne ran down the beach and was about to dart through the
breakers in her wonted fearless style.
"Be careful," he said to her; "the undertow is strong, and the man
who has charge of the bathing is ill and not here. The tide is
changing--in fact, running out already, I believe." But she would
not even look at him, much less answer. As there were other
gentlemen present, he started for his bath-house, but had
proceeded but a little way up the beach before a cry brought him
to the water's edge instantly.
"Something is wrong with Miss Van Tyne," cried half a dozen
voices. "She ventured out recklessly, and it seems as if she
couldn't get back."
At that moment her form rose on the crest of a wave, and above the
thunder of the surf came her faint cry, "Help!"
The other bathers stood irresolute, for she was dangerously far
out, and the tide had evidently turned. Ackland, on the contrary,
dashed through the breakers and then, in his efforts for speed,
dived through the waves nearest to the shore. When he reached the
place where he expected to find her he saw nothing for a moment or
two but great crested billows that every moment were increasing in
height under the rising wind. For a moment he feared that she had
perished, and the thought that the beautiful creature had met her
death so suddenly and awfully made him almost sick and faint. An
instant later, however, a wave threw her up from the trough of the
sea into full vision somewhat on his right, and a few strong
strokes brought him to her side.
"Don't cling to me," he said sternly. "Do as I bid you. Strike out
for the shore if you are able; if not, lie on your back and
float."
She did the latter, for now that aid had reached her she
apparently recovered from her panic and was perfectly tractable.
He placed his left hand under her and struck out quietly, aware
that the least excitement causing exhaustion on his part might
cost both of them their lives.
As they approached the shore a rope was thrown to them, and
Ackland, who felt his strength giving way, seized it--desperately.
He passed his arm around his companion with a grasp that almost
made her breathless, and they were dragged half suffocated through
the water until strong hands on either side rushed them through
the breakers.
Miss Van Tyne for a moment or two stood dazed and panting, then
disengaged herself from the rather warm support of the devoted
admirer whom she had tried to play against Ackland, and tried to
walk, but after a few uncertain steps fell senseless on the sand,
thus for the moment drawing to herself the attention of the
increasing throng. Ackland, glad to escape notice, was staggering
off to his bath-house when several ladies, more mindful of his
part in the affair than the men had been, overtook him with a fire
of questions and plaudits.
"Please leave me alone," he said almost savagely, without looking
around.
"What a bear he is! Any one else would have been a little
complacent over such an exploit," they chorused, as they followed
the unconscious girl, who was now being carried to the hotel.
Ackland locked the door of his little apartment and sank panting
on the bench. "Maledictions on her!" he muttered. "At one time
there was a better chance of her being fatal to me than to Munson
with his yellow-fever tragedy in prospect. Her recklessness to-day
was perfectly insane. If she tries it again she may drown for all
that I care, or at least ought to care." His anger appeared to act
like a tonic, and he was soon ready to return to the house. A
dozen sprang forward to congratulate him, but they found such
impatience and annoyance at all reference to the affair that with
many surmises the topic was dropped.
"You are a queer fellow," remarked his privileged cousin, as he
took her out to dinner. "Why don't you let people speak naturally
about the matter, or rather, why don't you pose as the hero of the
occasion?"
"Because the whole affair was most unnatural, and I am deeply
incensed. In a case of necessity I am ready to risk my life,
although it has unusual attractions for me; but I'm no
melodramatic hero looking for adventures. What necessity was there
in this case? It is the old story of Munson over again in another
guise. The act was that of an inconsiderate, heartless woman who
follows her impulses and inclinations, no matter what may be the
consequences." After a moment he added less indignantly, "I must
give her credit for one thing, angry as I am--she behaved well in
the water, otherwise she would have drowned me."
"She is not a fool. Most women would have drowned you."
"She is indeed not a fool; therefore she's the more to blame. If
she is ever so reckless again, may I be asleep in my room. Of
course one can't stand by and see a woman drown, no matter who or
what she is."
"Jack, what made her so reckless?" Mrs. Alston asked, with a
sudden intelligence lighting up her face.
"Hang it all! How should I know? What made her torture Munson? She
follows her impulses, and they are not always conducive to any
one's well-being, not even her own."
"Mark my words, she has never shown this kind of recklessness
before."
"Oh, yes, she has. She was running her horse to death the other
hot morning and nearly trampled on a child;" and he told of an
unexpected encounter while he was taking a rather extended ramble.
"Well," exclaimed Mrs. Alston, smiling significantly, "I think I
understand her symptoms better than you do. If you are as cold-
blooded as you seem, I may have to interfere."
"Oh, bah!" he answered impatiently. "Pardon me, but I should
despise myself forever should I become sentimental, knowing what I
do."
"Jack, had you no compunctions when fearing that such a beautiful
girl might perish? We are going to have an awful night. Hear the
wind whistle and moan, and the sky is already black with clouds.
The roar of the surface grows louder every hour. Think of that
lovely form being out in those black angry waves, darted at and
preyed upon by horrible slimy monsters. Oh, it fairly makes my
flesh creep!"
"And mine too," he said with a strong gesture of disgust;
"especially when I remember that I should have kept her company,
for of course I could not return without her. I confess that when
at first I could not find her I was fairly sick at the thought of
her fate. But remember how uncalled for it all was--quite as much
so as that poor Will Munson is on his way to die with the yellow
fever, like enough."
"Jack," said his cousin, affectionately, laying her hand on his
arm, "blessings on your courage to-day! If what might have
happened so easily had occurred, I could never have looked upon
the sea again without a shudder. I should have been tormented by a
horrible memory all my life. It was brave and noble--"
"Oh, hush!" he said angrily. "I won't hear another word about it
even from you. I'm not brave and noble. I went because I was
compelled to go; I hated to go. I hate the girl, and have more
reason now than ever. If we had both drowned, no doubt there would
have been less trouble in the world. There would have been one
lawyer the less, and a coquette extinguished. Now we shall both
prey on society in our different ways indefinitely."
"Having so narrowly escaped death, you ought to be subdued and
grateful."
"On the contrary, I'm inclined to profanity. Excuse me; don't wish
any dessert. I'll try a walk and a cigar. You will now be glad to
be rid of me on any terms."
"Stay, Jack. See, Miss Van Tyne has so far recovered as to come
down. She looked unutterable things at you as she entered."
"Of course she did. Very few of her thoughts concerning me or
other young men would sound well if uttered. Tell your friends to
let this topic alone, or I shall be rude to them," and without a
glance toward the girl he had rescued he left the dining-room.
"Well, well," murmured Mrs. Alston, "I never saw Jack in such a
mood before. It is quite as unaccountable as Miss Tyne's
recklessness. I wonder what is the matter with him."
Ackland was speedily driven back from his walk by the rain, which
fact he did not regret, for he found himself exhausted and
depressed. Seeking a retired piazza in order to be alone, he sat
down with his hat drawn over his eyes and smoked furiously. Before
very long, however, he was startled out of a painful revery by a
timid voice saying:
"And possibly you think that it is scarcely worth saving."
"Possibly your own conscience suggested that thought to you."
"You are heartless," she burst out indignantly. He began to laugh.
"That's a droll charge for you to make," he said.
She looked at him steadfastly for a moment, and then murmured:
"You are thinking of your friend, Mr. Munson."
"That would be quite natural. How many more can you think of?"
"You are indeed unrelenting," she faltered, tears coming into her
eyes; "but I cannot forget that but for you I should now be out
there"--and she indicated the sea by a gesture, then covered her
face with her hands, and shuddered.
"Do not feel under obligations. I should have been compelled to do
as much for any human being. You seem to forget that I stood an
even chance of being out there with you, and that there was no
more need of the risk than there was that my best friend's life
should be blight--"
"You--you out there?" she cried, springing toward him and pointing
to the sea.
"Certainly. You cannot suppose that having once found you, I could
come ashore without you. As it was, my strength was rapidly giving
way, and were it not for the rope--"
"Oh, forgive me," she cried passionately, seizing his hand in
spite of him. "It never entered my mind that you could drown. I
somehow felt that nothing could harm you. I was reckless--I didn't
know what I was doing--I don't understand myself any more. Please-
-please forgive me, or I shall not sleep to-night."
"Certainly," he said lightly, "if you will not refer to our little
episode again."
"Please don't speak in that way," she sighed, turning away.
"I suppose I must be content," she resumed sadly. Then turning her
head slowly toward him she added hesitatingly: "Will you forgive
me for--for treating your friend--"
"No," he replied, with such stern emphasis that she shrank from
him and trembled.
"You are indeed heartless," she faltered, as she turned to leave
him.
"Miss Van Tyne," he said indignantly, "twice you have charged me
with being heartless. Your voice and manner indicate that I would
be unnatural and unworthy of respect were I what you charge. In
the name of all that's rational what does this word 'heartless'
mean to you? Where was your heart when you sent my friend away so
wretched and humbled that he is virtually seeking the death from
which you are so glad to escape?"
He laughed bitterly, and continued, "Love! That's a word which I
believe has no meaning for you at all, but it had for him. You are
a remarkably clever woman, Miss Van Tyne. You have brains in
abundance. See, I do you justice. What is more, you are beautiful
and can be so fascinating that a man who believed in you might
easily worship you. You made him believe in you. You tried to
beguile me into a condition that with my nature would be ruin
indeed. You never had the baby plea of a silly, shallow woman. I
took pains to find that out the first evening we met. In your art
of beguiling an honest, trusting man you were as perfect as you
were remorseless, and you understood exactly what you were doing."
For a time she seemed overwhelmed by his lava-like torrent of
words, and stood with bowed head and shrinking, trembling form;
but when he ceased she turned to him and said bitterly and
emphatically:
"I did not understand what I was doing, nor would my brain have
taught me were I all intellect like yourself. I half wish you had
left me to drown," and with a slight, despairing gesture she
turned away and did not look back.
Ackland's face lighted up with a sudden flash of intelligence and
deep feeling. He started to recall her, hesitated, and watched her
earnestly until she disappeared; then looking out on the scowling
ocean, he took off his hat and exclaimed in a deep, low tone:
"By all that's divine, can this be? Is it possible that through
the suffering of her own awakening heart she is learning to know
the pain she has given to others? Should this be true, the affair
is taking an entirely new aspect, and Munson will be avenged as
neither of us ever dreamed would be possible."
He resumed his old position and thought long and deeply, then
rejoined his cousin, who was somewhat surprised to find that his
bitter mood had given place to his former composure.
"How is this, Jack?" she asked. "As the storm grows wilder
without, you become more serene."
"Only trying to make amends for my former bearishness," he said
carelessly, but with a little rising color.
"I don't understand you at all," she continued discontentedly. "I
saw you sulking in that out-of-the-way corner, and I saw Miss Van
Tyne approach you hesitatingly and timidly, with the purpose, no
doubt, of thanking you. Of course I did not stay to watch, but a
little later I met Miss Van Tyne, and she looked white and rigid.
She has not left her room since."
"You take a great interest in Miss Van Tyne. It is well you are
not in my place."
"I half wish I was and had your chances. You are more pitiless
than the waves from which you saved her."
"I can't help being just what I am," he said coldly. "Good-night."
And he too disappeared for the rest of the evening.
The rain continued to fall in blinding torrents, and the building
fairly trembled under the violence of the wind. The guests drew
together in the lighted rooms, and sought by varied amusements to
pass the time until the fierceness of the storm abated, few caring
to retire while the uproar of the elements was so great.
At last as the storm passed away, and the late-rising moon threw a
sickly gleam on the tumultuous waters, Eva looked from her window
with sleepless eyes, thinking sadly and bitterly of the past and
future. Suddenly a dark figure appeared on the beach in the track
of the moonlight. She snatched an opera-glass, but could not
recognize the solitary form. The thought would come, however, that
it was Ackland; and if it were, what were his thoughts and what
place had she in them? Why was he watching so near the spot that
might have been their burial-place?
"At least he shall not think that I can stolidly sleep after what
has occurred," she thought, and she turned up her light, opened
her window, and sat down by it again. Whoever the unseasonable
rambler might be, he appeared to recognize the gleam from her
window, for he walked hastily down the beach and disappeared.
After a time she darkened her room again and waited in vain for
his return. "If it were he, he shuns even the slightest
recognition," she thought despairingly; and the early dawn was not
far distant when she fell into an unquiet sleep.
For the next few days Miss Van Tyne was a puzzle to all except
Mrs. Alston. She was quite unlike the girl she had formerly been,
and she made no effort to disguise the fact. In the place of her
old exuberance of life and spirits, there was lassitude and great
depression. The rich color ebbed steadily from her face, and dark
lines under her eyes betokened sleepless nights. She saw the many
curious glances in her direction, but apparently did not care what
was thought or surmised. Were it not that her manner to Ackland
was so misleading, the tendency to couple their names together
would have been far more general. She neither sought nor shunned
his society; in fact, she treated him as she did the other
gentlemen of her acquaintance. She took him at his word. He had
said he would forgive her on condition that she would not speak of
what he was pleased to term that "little episode," and she never
referred to it.
Her aunt was as much at fault as the others, and one day
querulously complained to Mrs. Alston that she was growing anxious
about Eva. "At first I thought she was disappointed over the
indifference of that icy cousin of yours; but she does not appear
to care a straw for him. When I mention his name she speaks of him
in a natural, grateful way, then her thoughts appear to wander off
to some matter that is troubling her. I can't find out whether she
is ill or whether she has heard some bad news of which she will
not speak. She never gave me or any one that I know of much of her
confidence."
Mrs. Alston listened but made no comments. She was sure she was
right in regard to Miss Van Tyne's trouble, but her cousin
mystified her. Ackland had become perfectly inscrutable. As far as
she could judge by any word or act of his he had simply lost his
interest in Miss Van Tyne, and that was all that could be said;
and yet a fine instinct tormented Mrs. Alston with the doubt that
this was not true, and that the young girl was the subject of a
sedulously concealed scrutiny. Was he watching for his friend or
for his own sake, or was he, in a spirit of retaliation, enjoying
the suffering of one who had made others suffer? His reserve was
so great that she could not pierce it, and his caution baffled
even her vigilance. But she waited patiently, assured that the
little drama must soon pass into a more significant phase.
And she was right. Miss Van Tyne could not maintain the line of
action she had resolved upon. She had thought, "I won't try to
appear happy when I am not. I won't adopt the conventional mask of
gayety when the heart is wounded. How often I have seen through it
and smiled at the transparent farce--farce it seemed then, but I
now fear it was often tragedy. At any rate there was neither
dignity nor deception in it. I have done with being false, and so
shall simply act myself and be a true woman. Though my heart break
a thousand times, not even by a glance shall I show that it is
breaking for him. If he or others surmise the truth, they may; let
them. It is a part of my penance; and I will show the higher,
stronger pride of one who makes no vain, useless pretence to happy
indifference, but who can maintain a self-control so perfect that
even Mrs. Alston shall not see one unmaidenly advance or
overture."
She succeeded for a time, as we have seen, but she overrated her
will and underrated her heart, that with deepening intensity
craved the love denied her. With increasing frequency she said to
herself, "I must go away. My only course is to hide my weakness
and never see him again. He is inflexible, yet his very obduracy
increases my love a hundred-fold."
At last after a lonely walk on the beach she concluded, "My
guardian must take me home on Monday next. He comes to-night to
spend Sunday with us, and I will make preparations to go at once."
Although her resolution did not fail her, she walked forward more
and more slowly, her dejection and weariness becoming almost
overpowering. As she was turning a sharp angle of rocks that
jutted well down to the water she came face to face with Ackland
and Mrs. Alston. She was off her guard; and her thoughts of him
had been so absorbing that she felt he must be conscious of them.
She flushed painfully and hurried by with slight recognition and
downcast face, but she had scarcely passed them when, acting under
a sudden impulse, she stopped and said in a low tone:
He turned expectantly toward her. For a moment she found it
difficult to speak, then ignoring the presence of Mrs. Alston,
resolutely began:
"Mr. Ackland, I must refer once more to a topic which you have in
a sense forbidden. I feel partially absolved, however, for I do
not think you have forgiven me anything. At any rate I must ask
your pardon once more for having so needlessly and foolishly
imperilled your life. I say these words now because I may not have
another opportunity; we leave on Monday." With this she raised her
eyes to his with an appeal for a little kindness which Mrs. Alston
was confident could not be resisted. Indeed, she was sure that she
saw a slight nervous tremor in Ackland's hands, as if he found it
hard to control himself. Then he appeared to grow rigid. Lifting
his hat, he said gravely and unresponsively:
"Miss Van Tyne, you now surely have made ample amends. Please
forget the whole affair."
She turned from him at once, but not so quickly but that both he
and his cousin saw the bitter tears that would come. A moment
later she was hidden by the angle of the rock. As long as she was
visible Ackland watched her without moving, then he slowly turned
to his cousin, his face as inscrutable as ever. She walked at his
side for a few moments in ill-concealed impatience, then stopped
and said decisively:
"I'll go no further with you to-day. I am losing all respect for
you."
Without speaking, he turned to accompany her back to the house.
His reticence and coldness appeared to annoy her beyond endurance,
for she soon stopped and sat down on a ledge of the rocks that
jutted down the beach where they had met Miss Van Tyne.
"John, you are the most unnatural man I ever saw in my life," she
began angrily.
"What reason have you for so flattering an opinion," he asked
coolly.
"You have been giving reason for it every day since you came
here," she resumed hotly. "I always heard it said that you had no
heart; but I defended you and declared that your course toward
your mother even when a boy showed that you had, and that you
would prove it some day. But I now believe that you are
unnaturally cold, heartless, and unfeeling. I had no objection to
your wounding Miss Van Tyne's vanity and encouraged you when that
alone bid fair to suffer. But when she proved she had a heart and
that you had awakened it, she deserved at least kindness and
consideration on your part. If you could not return her affection,
you should have gone away at once; but I believe that you have
stayed for the sole and cruel purpose of gloating over her
suffering."
"She has not suffered more than my friend, or than I would if--"
"You indeed! The idea of your suffering from any such cause! I
half believe you came here with the deliberate purpose of avenging
your friend, and that you are keeping for his inspection a diary
in which the poor girl's humiliation to-day will form the hateful
climax."
They did not dream that the one most interested was near. Miss Van
Tyne had felt too faint and sorely wounded to go further without
rest. Believing that the rocks would hide her from those whose
eyes she would most wish to shun, she had thrown herself down
beyond the angle and was shedding the bitterest tears that she had
ever known. Suddenly she heard Mrs. Alston's words but a short
distance away, and was so overcome by their import that she
hesitated what to do. She would not meet them again for the world,
but felt so weak that she doubted whether she could drag herself
away without being discovered, especially as the beach trended off
to the left so sharply a little further on that they might
discover her. While she was looking vainly for some way of escape
she heard Ackland's words and Mrs. Alston's surmise in reply that
he had come with the purpose of revenge. She was so stung by their
apparent truth that she resolved to clamber up through an opening
of the rocks if the thing were possible. Panting and exhausted she
gained the summit, and then hastened to an adjacent grove, as some
wounded, timid creature would run to the nearest cover. Ackland
had heard sounds and had stepped around the point of the rocks
just in time to see her disappearing above the bank. Returning to
Mrs. Alston, he said impatiently:
"In view of your opinions my society can have no attractions for
you. Shall I accompany you to the hotel?"
"No," was the angry reply. "I'm in no mood to speak to you again
to-day."
He merely bowed and turned as if to pursue his walk. The moment
she was hidden, however, he also climbed the rocks in time to see
Miss Van Tyne entering the grove. With swift and silent tread he
followed her, but could not at once discover her hiding-place. At
last passionate sobs made it evident that she was concealed behind
a great oak a little on his left. Approaching cautiously, he heard
her moan:
"Oh, this is worse than death! He makes me feel as if even God had
no mercy for me. But I will expiate my wrong; I will, at the
bitterest sacrifice which a woman can make."
She sprang up to meet Ackland standing with folded arms before
her. She started violently and leaned against the tree for
support. But the weakness was momentary, for she wiped the tears
from her eyes, and then turned to him so quietly that only her
extreme pallor proved that she realized the import of her words.
"Mr. Ackland," she asked, "have you Mr. Munson's address?"
It was his turn now to start, but he merely answered: "Yes."
"Since then you are so near a friend, will you write to him that I
will try"--she turned away and would not look at him as, after a
moment's hesitation, she concluded her sentence--"I will try to
make him as happy as I can."
"Do you regret your course?" he asked with a slight tremor in his
voice.
"I regret that I misled--that I wronged him beyond all words. I am
willing to make all the amends in my power."
"Can you believe he would wish it?" he asked indignantly. "Can you
believe that any man--"
"Then avenge him to your cruel soul's content," she exclaimed
passionately. "Tell him that I have no heart to give to him or to
any one. Through no effort or fault of mine I overheard Mrs.
Alston's words and yours. I know your design against me. Assuage
your friend's grief by assuring him of your entire success, of
which you are already so well aware. Tell him how you triumphed
over an untaught, thoughtless girl who was impelled merely by the
love of power and excitement, as you are governed by ambition and
a remorseless will. I did not know--I did not understand how cruel
I was, although now that I do know I shall never forgive myself.
But if you had the heart of a man you might have seen that you
were subjecting me to torture. I did not ask or expect that you
should care for me; but I had a right to hope for a little
kindness, a little manly and delicate consideration, a little
healing sympathy for the almost mortal wound that you have made.
But I now see that you have stood by and watched like a grand
inquisitor. Tell your friend that you have transformed the
thoughtless girl into a suffering woman. I cannot go to Brazil. I
cannot face dangers that might bring rest. I must keep my place in
society--keep it too under a hundred observant and curious eyes.
You have seen it all of late in this house; I was too wretched to
care. It was a part of my punishment, and I accepted it. I would
not be false again even in trying to conceal a secret which it is
like death to a woman to reveal. I only craved one word of
kindness from you. Had I received it, I would have gone away in
silence and suffered in silence. But your course and what I have
heard have made me reckless and despairing. You do not leave me
even the poor consolation of self-sacrifice. You are my stony-
hearted fate. I wish you had left me to drown. Tell your friend
that I am more wretched than he ever can be, because I am a woman.
Will he be satisfied?"
"Yes, my pledge to make you suffer as far as possible as he
suffered."
She put her hand to her side as if she had received a wound, and
after a moment said wearily and coldly:
"Well, tell him that you succeeded, and be content;" and she
turned to leave him.
"Stay," he cried impetuously. "It is now your turn. Take your
revenge."
"My revenge?" she repeated in unfeigned astonishment.
"Yes, your revenge. I have loved you from the moment I hoped you
had a woman's heart, yes, and before--when I feared I might not be
able to save your life. I know it now, though the very thought of
it enraged me then. I have watched and waited more to be sure that
you had a woman's heart than for aught else, though a false sense
of honor kept me true to my pledge. After I met you on the beach I
determined at once to break my odious bond and place myself at
your mercy. You may refuse me in view of my course--you probably
will; but every one in that house there shall know that you
refused me, and your triumph shall be more complete than mine."
She looked into his face with an expression of amazement and
doubt; but instead of coldness, there was now a devotion and
pleading that she had never seen before.
She was too confused and astounded, however, to comprehend his
words immediately, nor could the impression of his hostility pass
away readily.
"You are mocking me," she faltered, scarcely knowing what she
said.
"I cannot blame you that you think me capable of mocking the noble
candor which has cost you so dear, as I can now understand. I
cannot ask you to believe that I appreciate your heroic impulse of
self-sacrifice--your purpose to atone for wrong by inflicting
irreparable wrong on yourself. It is natural that you should think
of me only as an instrument of revenge with no more feeling than
some keen-edged weapon would have. This also is the inevitable
penalty of my course. When I speak of my love I cannot complain if
you smile in bitter incredulity. But I have at least proved that I
have a resolute will and that I keep my word; and I again assure
you that it shall be known this very night that you have refused
me, that I offered you my hand, that you already had my heart,
where your image is enshrined with that of my mother, and that I
entreated you to be my wife. My cousin alone guessed my miserable
triumph; all shall know of yours."
As he spoke with impassioned earnestness, the confusion passed
from her mind. She felt the truth of his words; she knew that her
ambitious dream had been fulfilled, and that she had achieved the
conquest of a man upon whom all others had smiled in vain. But how
immeasurably different were her emotions from those which she had
once anticipated! Not her beauty, not her consummate skill in
fascination had wrought this miracle, but her woman's heart,
awakened at last; and it thrilled with such unspeakable joy that
she turned away to hide its reflex in her face. He was misled by
the act into believing that she could not forgive him, and yet was
perplexed when she murmured with a return of her old piquant
humor:
"You are mistaken, Mr. Ackland; it shall never be known that I
refused you."
"If your words are sincere, you will submit to such terms as I
choose to make."
"I am sincere, and my actions shall prove it; but I shall permit
no mistaken self-sacrifice on your part, nor any attempt to shield
me from the punishment I well deserve,"
She suddenly turned upon him a radiant face in which he read his
happiness, and faltered:
"Jack, I do believe you, although the change seems wrought by some
heavenly magic. But it will take a long time to pay you up. I hope
to be your dear torment for a lifetime."
He caught her in such a strong, impetuous embrace that she gasped:
"Well, Jack, I've had the yellow fever, and it was the most
fortunate event of my life. I was staying with a charming family,
and they would not permit my removal to a hospital. One of my
bravest and most devoted nurses has consented to become my wife. I
hope you punished that little wretch Eva Van Tyne as she
deserved."
"Confound your fickle soul!" muttered Ackland. "I punished her as
she did not deserve; and I risked more than life in doing so. If
her heart had not been as good as gold and as kind as Heaven she
never would have looked at me again."
Ackland is quite as indifferent to the sex as ever, but Eva has
never complained that he was cold to her.