"Well, grandfather," said Lily Cardew, "the last of the Cardews is
home from the wars."
"So I presume," observed old Anthony. "Owing, however, to your
mother's determination to shroud this room in impenetrable gloom,
I can only presume. I cannot see you."
His tone was less unpleasant than his words, however. He was in one
of the rare moods of what passed with him for geniality. For one
thing, he had won at the club that afternoon, where every day from
four to six he played bridge with his own little group, reactionaries
like himself, men who viewed the difficulties of the younger
employers of labor with amused contempt. For another, he and Howard
had had a difference of opinion, and he had, for a wonder, made
Howard angry.
"Well, Lily," he inquired, "how does it seem to be at home?"
Lily eyed him almost warily. He was sometimes most dangerous in
these moods.
"I'm blessed," said old Anthony, truculently, "if I understand what
has come over this country, anyhow. What is different? We've had
a war. We've had other wars, and we didn't think it necessary to
change the Constitution after them. But everything that was right
before this war is wrong after it. Lot of young idiots coming back
and refusing to settle down. Set of young Bolshevists!"
He had always managed to arouse a controversial spirit in the girl.
"Maybe, if it isn't right now, it wasn't right before." Having
said it, Lily immediately believed it. She felt suddenly fired with
an intense dislike of anything that her grandfather advocated.
"Meaning what?" He fixed her with cold but attentive eyes.
"Oh - conditions," she said vaguely. She was not at all sure what
she meant. And old Anthony realized it, and gave a sardonic chuckle.
"I advise you to get a few arguments from your father, Lily. He is
full of them. If he had his way I'd have a board of my workmen
running my mills, while I played golf in Florida."
Dinner was a relatively pleasant meal. In her gradual rehabilitation
of the house Grace had finally succeeded in doing over the dining
room. Over the old walnut paneling she had hung loose folds of faded
blue Italian velvet, with old silver candle sconces at irregular
intervals along the walls. The great table and high-backed chairs
were likewise Italian, and the old-fashioned white marble fireplace
had been given an over-mantel, also white, enclosing an old tapestry.
For warmth of color there were always flowers, and that night there
were red roses.
Lily liked the luxury of it. She liked the immaculate dinner dress
of the two men; she liked her mother's beautiful neck and arms; she
liked the quiet service once more; she even liked herself, moderately,
in a light frock and slippers. But she watched it all with a new
interest and a certain detachment. She felt strange and aloof, not
entirely one of them. She felt very keenly that no one of them was
vitally interested in this wonder-year of hers. They asked her
perfunctory questions, but Grace's watchful eyes were on the service,
Anthony was engrossed with his food, and her father -
Her father was changed. He looked older and care-worn. For the
first time she began to wonder about her father. What was he,
really, under that calm, fastidiously dressed, handsome exterior?
Did he mind the little man with the sardonic smile and the swift
unpleasant humor, whose glance reduced the men who served into
terrified menials? Her big, blond father, with his rather slow
speech, his honest eyes, his slight hesitation before he grasped
some of the finer nuances of his father's wit. No, he was not
brilliant, but he was real, real and kindly. Perhaps he was strong,
too. He looked strong.
With the same pitiless judgment she watched her mother. Either
Grace was very big, or very indifferent to the sting of old Anthony's
tongue. Sometimes women suffered much in silence, because they loved
greatly. Like Aunt Elinor. Aunt Elinor had loved her husband more
than she had loved her child. Quite calmly Lily decided that, as
between her husband and herself, her mother loved her husband.
Perhaps that was as it should be, but it added to her sense of
aloofness. And she wondered, too, about these great loves that
seemed to feed on sacrifice.
Anthony, who had a most unpleasant faculty of remembering things,
suddenly bent forward and observed to her, across the table:
"I should be interested to know, since you regard present conditions
as wrong, and, I inferred, wrong because of my mishandling of them,
just what you would propose to do to right them."
"Don't answer a question with a question. It's a feminine form of
evasion, because you have no answer and no remedy. Yet, heaven
save the country, women are going to vote!" He pushed his plate
away and glanced at Grace. "Is that the new chef's work?"
"Send him back," ordered Anthony. And when Grace observed that it
was difficult to get servants, he broke into a cold fury. What had
come over the world, anyhow? Time was when a gentleman's servants
stayed with the family until they became pensioners, and their
children took their places. Now - !
Grace said nothing. Her eyes sought Howard's, and seemed to find
some comfort there. And Lily, sorry for her mother, said the first
thing that came into her head.
"The old days of caste are gone, grandfather. And service, in your
sense of the word, went with them."
"Really?" he eyed her. "Who said that? Because I daresay it is not
original."
"A little less thinking and more working wouldn't hurt the country
any," observed old Anthony. He bent forward. "As my granddaughter,
and the last of the Cardews," he said, "I have a certain interest in
the sources of your political opinions. They will probably, like
your father's, differ from mine. You may not know that your father
has not only opinions, but ambitions." She saw Grace stiffen, and
Howard's warning glance at her. But she saw, too, the look in her
mother's eyes, infinitely loving and compassionate. "Dear little
mother," she thought, "he is her baby, really. Not I."
She felt a vague stirring of what married love at its best must be
for a woman, its strange complex of passion and maternity. She
wondered if it would ever come to her. She rather thought not. But
she was also conscious of a new attitude among the three at the
table, her mother's tense watchfulness, her father's slightly squared
shoulders, and across from her her grandfather, fingering the stem
of his wineglass and faintly smiling.
"It's time somebody went into city politics for some purpose other
than graft," said Howard. "I am going to run for mayor, Lily. I
probably won't get it."
"You can see," said old Anthony, "why I am interested in your views,
or perhaps I should say, in Willy Cameron's. Does your father's
passion for uplift, for instance, extend to you?"
"What!" he exclaimed, "after the bath-house and gymnasium you have
built at the mill? And the laundries for the women - which I
believe they do not use. Surely, Howard, you would not accuse the
dear people of ingratitude?"
"They are beginning to use them, sir." Howard, in his forties, still
addressed his father as "Sir!"
"Antagonist!" Anthony repeated in mock protest. "I am a quiet
onlooker at the game. I am amused, naturally. You must understand,"
he said to Lily, "that this is a matter of a principle with your
father. He believes that he should serve. My whole contention is
that the people don't want to be served. They want to be bossed.
They like it; it's all they know. And they're suspicious of a man
who puts his hand into his own pocket instead of into theirs."
"Good wine, this," he observed. "I'm buying all I can lay my hands
on, against the approaching drought."
Lily's old distrust of her grandfather revived. Why did people
sharpen like that with age? Age should be mellow, like old wine.
And - what was she going to do with herself? Already the atmosphere
of the house began to depress and worry her; she felt a new, almost
violent impatience with it. It was so unnecessary.
She went to the pipe organ which filled the space behind the
staircase, and played a little, but she had never been very
proficient, and her own awkwardness annoyed her. In the dining room
she could hear the men talking, Howard quietly, his father in short
staccato barks. She left the organ and wandered into her mother's
morning room, behind the drawing room, where Grace sat with the
coffee tray before her.
"I'm afraid I'm going to be terribly on your hands, mother," she
said, "I don't know what to do with myself, so how can you know
what to do with me?"
"It is going to be rather stupid for you at first, of course," Grace
said. "Lent, and then so many of the men are not at home. Would
you like to go South?"
"We can have some luncheons, of course. Just informal ones. And
there will be small dinners. You'll have to get some clothes. I
saw Suzette yesterday. She has some adorable things."
"I'd love them. Mother, why doesn't he want father to go into
politics?"
"I must, mother. Why, out at the camp - " She checked herself.
"All the papers say the city is badly governed, and that he is
responsible. And now he is going to fight his own son! The more I
think about it, the more I understand about Aunt Elinor. Mother,
where do they live?"
Grace looked apprehensively toward the door. "You are not allowed
to visit her."
"That's different. And I only go once or twice a year."
"Just because she married a poor man, a man whose father - "
"Not at all. That is all dead and buried. He is a very dangerous
man. He is running a Socialist newspaper, and now he is inciting
the mill men to strike. He is preaching terrible things. I haven't
been there for months."
"Socialism isn't revolution, mother, is it? But even then - is all
this because grandfather drove his father to - "
"I wish you wouldn't, Lily. Of course it is not that. I daresay
he believes what he preaches. He ought to be put into jail. Why
the country lets such men go around, preaching sedition, I don't
understand."
Lily remembered something else Willy Cameron had said, and promptly
repeated it.
"We had a muzzled press during the war," she said, "and now we've
got free speech. And one's as bad as the other. She must love him
terribly, mother," she added.
But Grace harked back to Suzette, and the last of the Cardews harked
with her. Later on people dropped in, and Lily made a real attempt
to get back into her old groove, but that night, when she went
upstairs to her bedroom, with its bright fire, its bed neatly turned
down, her dressing gown and slippers laid out, the shaded lamps
shining on the gold and ivory of her dressing table, she was
conscious of a sudden homesickness. Homesickness for her bare
little room in the camp barracks, for other young lives, noisy,
chattering, often rather silly, occasionally unpleasant, but young.
Radiantly, vitally young. The great house, with its stillness and
decorum, oppressed her. There was no youth in it, save hers.
She went to her window and looked out. Years ago, like Elinor, she
had watched the penitentiary walls from that window, with their
endlessly pacing sentries, and had grieved for those men who might
look up at the sky, or down at the earth, but never out and across,
to see the spring trees, for instance, or the children playing on
the grass. She remembered the story about Jim Doyle's escape, too.
He had dug a perilous way to freedom. Vaguely she wondered if he
were not again digging a perilous way to freedom.
Men seemed always to be wanting freedom, only they had so many
different ideas of what freedom was. At the camp it had meant
breaking bounds, balking the Military Police, doing forbidden things
generally. Was that, after all, what freedom meant, to do the
forbidden thing? Those people in Russia, for instance, who stole
and burned and appropriated women, in the name of freedom. Were
law and order, then, irreconcilable with freedom?
After she had undressed she rang her bell, and Castle answered it.
"Please find out if Ellen has gone to bed," she said. "If she has
not, I would like to talk to her."