"Is Judge Corbet at home? Can I see him?" she asked of the footman,
who at length answered the door.
He looked at her curiously, and a little familiarly, before he
replied,
"Why, yes! He's pretty sure to be at home at this time of day; but
whether he'll see you is quite another thing."
"Would you be so good as to ask him? It is on very particular
business."
"Can you give me a card? your name, perhaps, will do, if you have not
a card. I say, Simmons" (to a lady's-maid crossing the hall), "is
the judge up yet?"
"Oh, yes! he's in his dressing-room this half-hour. My lady is
coming down directly. It is just breakfast-time."
"Can't you put it off and come again, a little later?" said he,
turning once more to Ellinor--white Ellinor! trembling Ellinor!
"No! please let me come in. I will wait. I am sure Judge Corbet
will see me, if you will tell him I am here. Miss Wilkins. He will
know the name."
"Well, then; will you wait here till I have got breakfast in?" said
the man, letting her into the hall, and pointing to the bench there,
he took her, from her dress, to be a lady's-maid or governess, or at
most a tradesman's daughter; and, besides, he was behindhand with all
his preparations. She came in and sat down.
So Ellinor waited. Presently down the stairs, with slow deliberate
dignity, came the handsome Lady Corbet, in her rustling silks and
ample petticoats, carrying her fine boy, and followed by her majestic
nurse. She was ill-pleased that any one should come and take up her
husband's time when he was at home, and supposed to be enjoying
domestic leisure; and her imperious, inconsiderate nature did not
prompt her to any civility towards the gentle creature sitting down,
weary and heart-sick, in her house. On the contrary, she looked her
over as she slowly descended, till Ellinor shrank abashed from the
steady gaze of the large black eyes. Then she, her baby and nurse,
disappeared into the large dining-room, into which all the
preparations for breakfast had been carried.
The next person to come down would be the judge. Ellinor
instinctively put down her veil. She heard his quick decided step;
she had known it well of old.
He gave one of his sharp, shrewd glances at the person sitting in the
hall and waiting to speak to him, and his practised eye recognised
the lady at once, in spite of her travel-worn dress.
"Will you just come into this room?" said he, opening the door of his
study, to the front of the house: the dining-room was to the back;
they communicated by folding-doors.
The astute lawyer placed himself with his back to the window; it was
the natural position of the master of the apartment; but it also gave
him the advantage of seeing his companion's face in full light.
Ellinor lifted her veil; it had only been a dislike to a recognition
in the hall which had made her put it down.
Judge Corbet's countenance changed more than hers; she had been
prepared for the interview; he was not. But he usually had the full
command of the expression on his face.
"Ellinor! Miss Wilkins! is it you?" And he went forwards, holding
out his hand with cordial greeting, under which the embarrassment, if
he felt any, was carefully concealed. She could not speak all at
once in the way she wished.
"That stupid Henry told me 'Jenkins!' I beg your pardon. How could
they put you down to sit in the hall? You must come in and have some
breakfast with us; Lady Corbet will be delighted, I'm sure." His
sense of the awkwardness of the meeting with the woman who was once
to have been his wife, and of the probable introduction which was to
follow to the woman who was his actual wife grew upon him, and made
him speak a little hurriedly. Ellinor's next words were a wonderful
relief; and her soft gentle way of speaking was like the touch of a
cooling balsam.
"Thank you, you must excuse me. I am come strictly on business,
otherwise I should never have thought of calling on you at such an
hour. It is about poor Dixon."
"Ah! I thought as much!" said the judge, handing her a chair, and
sitting down himself. He tried to compose his mind to business, but
in spite of his strength of character, and his present efforts, the
remembrance of old times would come back at the sound of her voice.
He wondered if he was as much changed in appearance as she struck him
as being in that first look of recognition; after that first glance
he rather avoided meeting her eyes.
"I knew how much you would feel it. Some one at Hellingford told me
you were abroad, in Rome, I think. But you must not distress
yourself unnecessarily; the sentence is sure to be commuted to
transportation, or something equivalent. I was talking to the Home
Secretary about it only last night. Lapse of time and subsequent
good character quite preclude any idea of capital punishment." All
the time that he said this he had other thoughts at the back of his
mind--some curiosity, a little regret, a touch of remorse, a wonder
how the meeting (which, of course, would have to be some time)
between Lady Corbet and Ellinor would go off; but he spoke clearly
enough on the subject in hand, and no outward mark of distraction
from it appeared.
"I came to tell you, what I suppose may be told to any judge, in
confidence and full reliance on his secrecy, that Abraham Dixon was
not the murderer." She stopped short, and choked a little.
"Yes," she replied, with a low, steady voice, looking him full in the
face, with sad, solemn eyes.
The truth flashed into his mind. He shaded his face, and did not
speak for a minute or two. Then he said, not looking up, a little
hoarsely, "This, then, was the shame you told me of long ago?"
Both sat quite still; quite silent for some time. Through the
silence a sharp, clear voice was heard speaking through the folding-
doors.
"Take the kedgeree down, and tell the cook to keep it hot for the
judge. It is so tiresome people coming on business here, as if the
judge had not his proper hours for being at chambers."
He got up hastily, and went into the dining-room; but he had audibly
some difficulty in curbing his wife's irritation.
"Oh! it's all nonsense!" said he, in a tone of annoyance. "You've
done quite right." He seated himself where he had been before; and
again half covered his face with his hand.
"And Dixon knew of this. I believe I must put the fact plainly--to
you--your father was the guilty person? he murdered Dunster?"
"Yes. If you call it murder. It was done by a blow, in the heat of
passion. No one can ever tell how Dunster always irritated papa,"
said Ellinor, in a stupid, heavy way; and then she sighed.
"How do you know this?" There was a kind of tender reluctance in the
judge's voice, as he put all these questions. Ellinor had made up
her mind beforehand that something like them must be asked, and must
also be answered; but she spoke like a sleep-walker.
"I came into papa's room just after he had struck Mr. Dunster the
blow. He was lying insensible, as we thought--dead, as he really
was."
"What was Dixon's part in it? He must have known a good deal about
it. And the horse-lancet that was found with his name upon it?"
"Papa went to wake Dixon, and he brought his fleam--I suppose to try
and bleed him. I have said enough, have I not? I seem so confused.
But I will answer any question to make it appear that Dixon is
innocent."
The judge had been noting all down. He sat still now without
replying to her. Then he wrote rapidly, referring to his previous
paper, from time to time. In five minutes or so he read the facts
which Ellinor had stated, as he now arranged them, in a legal and
connected form. He just asked her one or two trivial questions as he
did so. Then he read it over to her, and asked her to sign it. She
took up the pen, and held it, hesitating.
"No; I shall take care that no one but the Home Secretary sees it."
"Thank you. I could not help it, now it has come to this."
"There are not many men like Dixon," said the judge, almost to
himself, as he sealed the paper in an envelope.
"No," said Ellinor; "I never knew any one so faithful."
And just at the same moment the reflection on a less faithful person
that these words might seem to imply struck both of them, and each
instinctively glanced at the other.
"Ellinor!" said the judge, after a moment's pause, "we are friends, I
hope?"
"But you come sometimes to town, don't you? Let us know always--
whenever you come; and Lady Corbet shall call on you. Indeed, I wish
you'd let me bring her to see you to-day."
"Thank you. I am going straight back to Hellingford; at least, as
soon as you can get me the pardon for Dixon."
"The pardon must be sent to the sheriff, who holds the warrant for
his execution. But, of course, you may have every assurance that it
shall be sent as soon as possible. It is just the same as if he had
it now."
"Pray don't go without breakfast. If you would rather not see Lady
Corbet just now, it shall be sent in to you in this room, unless you
have already breakfasted."
"No, thank you; I would rather not. You are very kind, and I am very
glad to have seen you once again. There is just one thing more,"
said she, colouring a little and hesitating. "This note to you was
found under papa's pillow after his death; some of it refers to past
things; but I should be glad if you could think as kindly as you can
of poor papa--and so--if you will read it--"
He took it and read it, not without emotion. Then he laid it down on
his table, and said -
"Poor man! he must have suffered a great deal for that night's work.
And you, Ellinor, you have suffered, too."
Yes, she had suffered; and he who spoke had been one of the
instruments of her suffering, although he seemed forgetful of it.
She shook her head a little for reply. Then she looked up at him--
they were both standing at the time--and said:
"I think I shall be happier now. I always knew it must be found out.
Once more, good-by, and thank you. I may take this letter, I
suppose?" said she, casting envious loving eyes at her father's note,
lying unregarded on the table.
"Oh! certainly, certainly," said he; and then he took her hand; he
held it, while he looked into her face. He had thought it changed
when he had first seen her, but it was now almost the same to him as
of yore. The sweet shy eyes, the indicated dimple in the cheek, and
something of fever had brought a faint pink flush into her usually
colourless cheeks. Married judge though he was, he was not sure if
she had not more charms for him still in her sorrow and her
shabbiness than the handsome stately wife in the next room, whose
looks had not been of the pleasantest when he left her a few minutes
before. He sighed a little regretfully as Ellinor went away. He had
obtained the position he had struggled for, and sacrificed for; but
now he could not help wishing that the slaughtered creature laid on
the shrine of his ambition were alive again.
The kedgeree was brought up again, smoking hot, but it remained
untasted by him; and though he appeared to be reading the Times, he
did not see a word of the distinct type. His wife, meanwhile,
continued her complaints of the untimely visitor, whose name he did
not give to her in its corrected form, as he was not anxious that she
should have it in her power to identify the call of this morning with
a possible future acquaintance.
When Ellinor reached Mr. Johnson's house in Hellingford that
afternoon, she found Miss Monro was there, and that she had been with
much difficulty restrained by Mr. Johnson from following her to
London.
Miss Monro fondled and purred inarticulately through her tears over
her recovered darling, before she could speak intelligibly enough to
tell her that Canon Livingstone had come straight to see her
immediately on his return to East Chester, and had suggested her
journey to Hellingford, in order that she might be of all the comfort
she could to Ellinor. She did not at first let out that he had
accompanied her to Hellingford; she was a little afraid of Ellinor's
displeasure at his being there; Ellinor had always objected so much
to any advance towards intimacy with him that Miss Monro had wished
to make. But Ellinor was different now.
"How white you are, Nelly!" said Miss Monro. "You have been
travelling too much and too fast, my child."
"My head aches!" said Ellinor, wearily. "But I must go to the
castle, and tell my poor Dixon that he is reprieved--I am so tired!
Will you ask Mr. Johnson to get me leave to see him? He will know
all about it."
She threw herself down on the bed in the spare room; the bed with the
heavy blue curtains. After an unheeded remonstrance, Miss Monro went
to do her bidding. But it was now late afternoon, and Mr. Johnson
said that it would be impossible for him to get permission from the
sheriff that night.
"Besides," said he, courteously, "one scarcely knows whether Miss
Wilkins may not give the old man false hopes--whether she has not
been excited to have false hopes herself; it might be a cruel
kindness to let her see him, without more legal certainty as to what
his sentence, or reprieve, is to be. By to-morrow morning, if I have
properly understood her story, which was a little confused--"
"She is so dreadfully tired, poor creature," put in Miss Monro, who
never could bear the shadow of a suspicion that Ellinor was not
wisest, best, in all relations and situations of life.
Mr. Johnson went on, with a deprecatory bow: "Well, then--it really
is the only course open to her besides--persuade her to rest for this
evening. By to-morrow morning I will have obtained the sheriff's
leave, and he will most likely have heard from London."
When Miss Monro returned to the bedroom, Ellinor was in a heavy
feverish slumber; so feverish and so uneasy did she appear, that,
after the hesitation of a moment or two, Miss Monro had no scruple in
wakening her.
But she did not appear to understand the answer to her request; she
did not seem even to remember that she had made any request.
The journey to England, the misery, the surprises, had been too much
for her. The morrow morning came, bringing the formal free pardon
for Abraham Dixon. The sheriff's order for her admission to see the
old man lay awaiting her wish to use it; but she knew nothing of all
this.
For days, nay weeks, she hovered between life and death, tended, as
of old, by Miss Monro, while good Mrs. Johnson was ever willing to
assist.
One summer evening in early June she wakened into memory, Miss Monro
heard the faint piping voice, as she kept her watch by the bedside.
Then Ellinor went to sleep again out of very weakness and weariness.
From that time she recovered pretty steadily. Her great desire was
to return to East Chester as soon as possible. The associations of
grief, anxiety, and coming illness, connected with Hellingford, made
her wish to be once again in the solemn, quiet, sunny close of East
Chester.
Canon Livingstone came over to assist Miss Monro in managing the
journey with her invalid. But he did not intrude himself upon
Ellinor, any more than he had done in coming from home.
"He is at the canon's house. He sent for him from Bromham, in order
that he might be ready for you to see him when you wished."
"Please let him come directly," said Ellinor, flushing and trembling.
She went to the door to meet the tottering old man; she led him to
the easy-chair that had been placed and arranged for herself; she
knelt down before him, and put his hands on her head, he trembling
and shaking all the while.
"Forgive me all the shame and misery, Dixon. Say you forgive me; and
give me your blessing. And then let never a word of the terrible
past be spoken between us."
"It's not for me to forgive you, as never did harm to no one--"
But no more was spoken on the subject. The next day, Canon
Livingstone made his formal call. Ellinor would fain have kept Miss
Monro in the room, but that worthy lady knew better than to stop.
They went on, forcing talk on indifferent subjects. At last he could
speak no longer on everything but that which he had most at heart.
"Miss Wilkins!" (he had got up, and was standing by the mantelpiece,
apparently examining the ornaments upon it)--"Miss Wilkins! is there
any chance of your giving me a favourable answer now--you know what I
mean--what we spoke about at the Great Western Hotel, that day?"
"Yes! I know; to Mr. Corbet--he that is now the judge; you cannot
suppose that would make any difference, if that is all. I have loved
you, and you only, ever since we met, eighteen years ago. Miss
Wilkins--Ellinor--put me out of suspense."
"I will!" said she, putting out her thin white hand for him to take
and kiss, almost with tears of gratitude, but she seemed frightened
at his impetuosity, and tried to check him. "Wait--you have not
heard all--my poor, poor father, in a fit of anger, irritated beyond
his bearing, struck the blow that killed Mr. Dunster--Dixon and I
knew of it, just after the blow was struck--we helped to hide it--we
kept the secret--my poor father died of sorrow and remorse--you now
know all--can you still love me? It seems to me as if I had been an
accomplice in such a terrible thing!"
"Poor, poor Ellinor!" said he, now taking her in his arms as a
shelter. "How I wish I had known of all this years and years ago: I
could have stood between you and so much!"
Those who pass through the village of Bromham, and pause to look over
the laurel-hedge that separates the rectory garden from the road, may
often see, on summer days, an old, old man, sitting in a wicker-
chair, out upon the lawn. He leans upon his stick, and seldom raises
his bent head; but for all that his eyes are on a level with the two
little fairy children who come to him in all their small joys and
sorrows, and who learnt to lisp his name almost as soon as they did
that of their father and mother.
Nor is Miss Monro often absent; and although she prefers to retain
the old house in the Close for winter quarters, she generally makes
her way across to Canon Livingstone's residence every evening.