Molly grew up among these quiet people in calm monotony of life, without any
greater event than that which has been recorded, - the being left behind at the
Towers, until she was nearly seventeen. She had become a visitor at the school,
but she had never gone again to the annual festival at the great house; it was
easy to find some excuse for keeping away, and the recollection of that day was
not a pleasant one on the whole, though she often thought how much she should
like to see the gardens again.
Lady Agnes was married; there was only Lady Harriet remaining at home; Lord
Hollingford, the eldest son, had lost his wife, and was a good deal more at the
Towers since he had become a widower. He was a tall ungainly man, considered to
be as proud as his mother, the countess; but, in fact, he was only shy, and slow
at making commonplace speeches. He did not know what to say to people whose
daily habits and interests were not the same as his; he would have been very
thankful for a handbook of small-talk, and would have learnt off his sentences
with good-humoured diligence. He often envied the fluency of his garrulous
father, who delighted in talking to everybody, and was perfectly unconscious of
the incoherence of his conversation. But, owing to his constitutional reserve
and shyness, Lord Hollingford was not a popular man, although his kindness of
heart was very great, his simplicity of character extreme, and his scientific
acquirements considerable enough to entitle him to much reputation in the
European republic of learned men. In this respect Hollingford was proud of him.
The inhabitants knew that the great, grave, clumsy heir to its fealty was highly
esteemed for his wisdom; and that he had made one or two discoveries, though in
what direction they were not quite sure. But it was safe to point him out to
strangers visiting the little town, as 'That's Lord Hollingford - the famous
Lord Hollingford, you know; you must have heard of him, he is so scientific.' If
the strangers knew his name, they also knew his claims to fame; if they did not,
ten to one but they would make as if they did, and so conceal not only their own
ignorance, but that of their companions, is to the exact nature of the sources
of his reputation.
He was left a widower, with two or three boys. They were at a public school; so
that their companionship could make the house in which he had passed his married
life but little of a home to him, and he consequently spent much of his time at
the Towers; where his mother was proud of him, and his father very fond, but
ever so little afraid of him. His friends were always welcomed by Lord and Lady
Cumnor; the former, indeed, was in the habit of welcoming everybody everywhere;
but it was a proof of Lady Cumnor's real affection for her distinguished son,
that she allowed him to ask what she called 'all sorts of people' to the Towers.
'All sorts of people' meant really those who were distinguished for science and
learning, without regard to rank; and, it must be confessed, without much regard
to polished manners likewise.
Mr Hall, Mr Gibson's predecessor, had always been received with friendly
condescension by my lady, who had found him established as the family medical
man, when first she came to the Towers on her marriage; but she never thought of
interfering with his custom of taking his meals, if he needed refreshment, in
the housekeeper's room, not with the housekeeper, bien entendu. The comfortable,
clever, stout, and red-faced doctor would very much have preferred this, even if
he had had the choice given him (which he never had) of taking his 'snack,' as
he called it, with my lord and my lady, in the grand dining-room. Of course, if
some great surgical gun (like Sir Astley) was brought down from London to bear
on the family's health, it was due to him, as well as to the local medical
attendant, to ask Mr Hall to dinner, in a formal and ceremonious manner, on
which occasions Mr Hall buried his chin in voluminous folds of white muslin, put
on his black knee-breeches, with bunches of ribbon at the sides, his silk
stockings and buckled shoes, and otherwise made himself excessively
uncomfortable in his attire, and went forth in state in a post-chaise from the
'George,' consoling himself in the private corner of his heart for the
discomfort he was enduring with the idea of how well it would sound the next day
in the ears of the squires whom he was in the habit of attending. 'Yesterday at
dinner the earl said,' or 'the countess remarked,' or 'I was surprised to hear
when I was dining at the Towers yesterday.' But somehow things had changed since
Mr Gibson had become 'the doctor' par excellence at Hollingford. The Miss
Brownings thought that it was because he had such an elegant figure, and 'such a
distinguished manner;' Mrs Goodenough, 'because of his aristocratic connections'
- 'the son of a Scotch duke, my dear, never mind on which side of the blanket' -
but the fact was certain; although he might frequently ask Mrs Brown to give him
something to eat in the housekeeper's room - he had no time for all the fuss and
ceremony of luncheon with my lady - he was always welcome to the grandest circle
of visitors in the house. He might lunch with a duke any day that he chose;
given that a duke was forthcoming at the Towers. His accent was Scotch, not
provincial. He had not an ounce of superfluous flesh on his bones; and leanness
goes a great way to gentility. His complexion was sallow, and his hair black; in
those days, the decade after the conclusion of the great continental war, to be
sallow and black-a-vised was of itself a distinction;' he was not jovial (as my
lord remarked with a sigh, but it was my lady who endorsed the invitations),
sparing of his words, intelligent, and slightly sarcastic. Therefore he was
perfectly presentable.
His Scotch blood (for that he was of Scotch descent there could be no manner of
doubt) gave him just the kind of thistly dignity which made every one feel that
they must treat him with respect; so on that head he was assured. The grandeur
of being an invited guest to dinner at the Towers from time to time, gave him
but little pleasure for many years, but it was a form to be gone through in the
way of his profession, without any idea of social gratification.
But when Lord Hollingford returned to make the Towers his home, affairs were
altered. Mr Gibson really heard and learnt things that interested him seriously,
and that gave a fresh flavour to his reading. From time to time he met the
leaders of the scientific world; odd-looking, simple-hearted men, very much in
earnest about their own particular subjects, and not having much to say on any
other. Mr Gibson found himself capable of appreciating such persons, and also
perceived that they valued his appreciation, as it was honestly and
intelligently given. Indeed, by-and-by, he began to send contributions of his
own to the more scientific of the medical journals, and thus partly in
receiving, partly in giving out information and accurate thought, a new zest was
added to his life. There was not much intercourse between Lord Hollingford and
himself; the one was too silent and shy, the other too busy, to seek each
other's society with the perseverance required to do away with the social
distinction of rank that prevented their frequent meetings. But each was
thoroughly pleased to come into contact with the other. Each could rely on the
other's respect and sympathy with a security unknown to many who call themselves
friends; and this was a source of happiness to both; to Mr Gibson the most so,
of course; for his range of intelligent and cultivated society was the smaller.
Indeed, there was no one equal to himself among the men with whom he associated,
and this he had felt as a depressing influence, although he had never recognized
the cause of his depression. There was Mr Ashton, the vicar, who had succeeded
Mr Browning, a thoroughly good and kind-hearted man, but one without an original
thought in him; whose habitual courtesy and indolent mind led him to agree to
every opinion, not palpably heterodox, and to utter platitudes in the most
gentlemanly manner. Mr Gibson had once or twice amused himself, by leading the
vicar on in his agreeable admissions of arguments 'as perfectly convincing,' and
of statements as 'curious but undoubted,' till he had planted the poor clergyman
in a bog of heretical bewilderment. But then Mr Ashton's pain and suffering at
suddenly finding out into what a theological predicament he had been brought,
his real self-reproach at his previous admissions, were so great that Mr Gibson
lost all sense of fun, and hastened back to the Thirty-nine Articles with all
the good-will in life, as the only means of soothing the vicar's conscience. On
any other subject, except that of orthodoxy, Mr Gibson could lead him any
lengths; but then his ignorance on most of them prevented bland acquiescence
from arriving at any results which could startle him. He had some private
fortune, and was not married, and lived the life of an indolent and refined
bachelor; but though he himself was no very active visitor among his poorer
parishioners, he was always willing to relieve their wants in the most liberal,
and, considering his habits, occasionally in the most self-denying manner,
whenever Mr Gibson, or any one else, made them clearly known to him. 'Use my
purse as freely as if it was your own, Gibson,' he was wont to say. 'I'm such a
bad one at going about and making talk to poor folk - I dare say I don't do
enough in that way - but I am most willing to give you anything for any one you
may consider in want.'
'Thank you; I come upon you pretty often, I believe, and make very little
scruple about it; but if you'll allow me to suggest, it is, that you should not
try to make talk when you go into the cottages; but just talk.'
'I don't see the difference,' said the vicar, a little querulously; 'but I dare
say there is a difference, and I have no doubt what you say is quite true. I
should not make talk, but talk; and as both are equally difficult to me, you
must let me purchase the privilege of silence by this ten-pound note.'
'Thank you. It is not so satisfactory to me; and, I should think, not to
yourself. But probably the Joneses and Greens will prefer it.'
Mr Ashton would look with plaintive inquiry into Mr Gibson's face after some
such speech, as if asking if a sarcasm was intended. On the whole they went on
in the most amicable way; only beyond the gregarious feeling common to most men,
they had very little actual pleasure in each other's society. Perhaps the man of
all others to whom Mr Gibson took the most kindly - at least, until Lord
Hollingford came into the neighbourhood - was a certain Squire Hamley. He and
his ancestors had been called squire as long back as local tradition extended.
But there was many a greater landowner in the county, for Squire Hamley's estate
was not more than eight hundred acres or so. But his family had been in
possession of it long before the Earls of Cumnor had been heard of; before the
Hely-Harrisons had bought Coldstone Park; no one in Hollingford knew the time
when the Hamleys had not lived at Hamley. 'Ever since the Heptarchy,' said the
vicar. 'Nay,' said Miss Browning, 'I have heard that there were Hamleys of
Hamley before the Romans.' The vicar was preparing a polite assent, when Mrs
Goodenough came in with a still more startling assertion. 'I have always heerd,'
said she, with all the slow authority of an oldest inhabitant, 'that there was
Hamleys of Hamley afore the time of the pagans.' Mr Ashton could only bow, and
say, 'Possibly, very possibly, madam.' But he said it in so courteous a manner
that Mrs Goodenough looked round in a gratified manner, as much as to say, 'The
Church confirms my words; who now will dare dispute them?' At any rate, the
Hamleys were a very old family, if not aborigines. They had not increased their
estate for centuries; they had held their own, if even with an effort, and had
not sold a rood of it for the last hundred years or so. But they were not an
adventurous race. They never traded, or speculated, or tried agricultural
improvements of any kind. They had no capital in any bank; nor what perhaps
would have been more in character, hoards of gold in any stocking. Their mode of
life was simple, and more like that of yeomen than squires. Indeed Squire
Hamley, by continuing the primitive manners and customs of his forefathers, the
squires of the eighteenth century, did live more as a yeoman, when such a class
existed, than as a squire of this generation. There was a dignity in this quiet
conservatism that gained him an immense amount of respect both from high and
low; and he might have visited at every house in the county had he so chosen.
But he was very indifferent to the charms of society; and perhaps this was owing
to the fact that the squire, Roger Hamley, who at present lived and reigned at
Hamley, had not received so good an education as he ought to have done. His
father, Squire Stephen, had been plucked at Oxford, and, with stubborn pride, he
had refused to go up again. Nay, more! he had sworn a great oath, as men did in
those days, that none of his children to come should ever know either university
by becoming a member of it. He had only one child, the present squire, and he
was brought up according to his father's word; he was sent to a petty provincial
school, where he saw much that he hated, and then turned loose upon the estate
as its heir. Such a bringing up did not do him all the harm that might have been
anticipated. He was imperfectly educated, and ignorant on many points; but he
was aware of his deficiency, and regretted it in theory. He was awkward and
ungainly in society, and so kept out of it as much as possible; and he was
obstinate, violent-tempered, and dictatorial in his own immediate circle. On the
other side, he was generous, and true as steel; the very soul of honour in fact.
He had so much natural shrewdness, that his conversation was always worth
listening to, although he was apt to start by assuming entirely false premisses,
which he considered as incontrovertible as if they had been mathematically
proved; but, given the correctness of his premisses, nobody could bring more
natural wit and sense to bear upon the arguments based upon them.
He had married a delicate fine London lady; it was one of those perplexing
marriages of which one cannot understand the reasons. Yet they were very happy,
though possibly Mrs Hamley would not have sunk into the condition of a chronic
invalid, if her husband had cared a little more for her various tastes, or
allowed her the companionship of those who did. After his marriage he was wont
to say he had got all that was worth having out of that crowd of houses they
called London. It was a compliment to his wife which he repeated until the year
of her death; it charmed her at first, it pleased her up to the last time of her
hearing it; but, for all that, she used sometimes to wish that he would
recognize the fact that there might still be something worth hearing and seeing
in the great city. But he never went there again, and though he did not prohibit
her going, yet he showed so little sympathy with her when she came back full of
what she had done on her visit that she ceased caring to go. Not but what he was
kind and willing in giving his consent, and in furnishing her amply with money.
'There, there, my little woman, take that! Dress yourself up as fine as any on
'em, and buy what you like, for the credit of Hamley of Hamley; and go to the
park and the play, and show off with the best on 'em. I shall be glad to see
thee back again, I know; but have thy fling while thou art about it.' Then when
she came back it was, 'Well, well, it has pleased thee, I suppose, so that's all
right. But the very talking about it tires me, I know, and I can't think how you
have stood it all. Come out and see how pretty the flowers are looking in the
south garden. I've made them sow all the seeds you like; and I went over to
Hollingford nursery to buy the cuttings of the plants you admired last year. A
breath of fresh air will clear my brain after listening to all this talk about
the whirl of London, which is like to have turned me giddy.'
Mrs Hamley was a great reader, and had considerable literary taste. She was
gentle and sentimental; tender and good. She gave up her visits to London; she
gave up her sociable pleasure in the company of her fellows in education and
position. Her husband, owing to the deficiencies of his early years, disliked
associating with those to whom he ought to have been an equal; he was too proud
to mingle with his inferiors. He loved his wife all the more dearly for her
sacrifices for him; but, deprived of all her strong interests, she sank into
ill-health; nothing definite; only she never was well. Perhaps if she had had a
daughter it would have been better for her; but her two children were boys, and
their father, anxious to give them the advantages of which he himself had
suffered the deprivation, sent the lads very early to a preparatory school. They
were to go on to Rugby and Cambridge; the idea of Oxford was hereditarily
distasteful in the Hamley family. Osborne, the eldest - so called after his
mother's maiden name - was full of tastes, and had some talent. His appearance
had all the grace and refinement of his mother's. He was sweet-tempered and
affectionate, almost as demonstrative as a girl. He did well at school, carrying
away many prizes; and was, in a word, the pride and delight of both father and
mother; the confidential friend of the latter, in default of any other. Roger
was two years younger than Osborne; clumsy and heavily built, like his father;
his face was square, and the expression grave, and rather immobile. He was good,
but dull, his schoolmasters said. He won no prizes, but brought home a
favourable report of his conduct. When he caressed his mother, she used
laughingly to allude to the fable of the lap-dog and the donkey; so thereafter
he left off all personal demonstration of affection. It was a great question as
to whether he was to follow his brother to college after he left Rugby. Mrs
Hamley thought it would be rather a throwing away of money, as he was so little
likely to distinguish himself in intellectual pursuits; anything practical -
such as a civil engineer - would be more the line of life for him. She thought
that it would be too mortifying for him to go to the same college and university
as his brother, who was sure to distinguish himself - and, to be repeatedly
plucked, to come away wooden-spoon at last. But his father persevered doggedly,
as was his wont, in his intention of giving both his sons the same education;
they should both have the advantages of which he had been deprived. If Roger did
not do well at Cambridge it would be his own fault. If his father did not send
him thither, some day or other he might be regretting the omission, as Squire
Roger had done himself for many a year. So Roger followed his brother Osborne to
Trinity,' and Mrs Hamley was again left alone, after the year of indecision as
to Roger's destination, which had been brought on by her urgency. She had not
been able for many years to walk beyond her garden; the greater part of her life
was spent on a sofa, wheeled to the window in summer, to the fireside in winter.
The room which she inhabited was large and pleasant; four tall windows looked
out upon a lawn dotted over with flower-beds, and melting away into a small
wood, in the centre of which there was a pond, filled with water-lilies. About
this unseen pond in the deep shade Mrs Hamley had written many a pretty four-
versed poem since she lay on her sofa, alternately reading and composing poetry.
She had a small table by her side on which there were the newest works of poetry
and fiction; a pencil and blotting-book, with loose sheets of blank paper; a
vase of flowers always of her husband's gathering; winter and summer, she had a
sweet fresh nosegay every day. Her maid brought her a draught of medicine every
three hours, with a glass of clear water and a biscuit; her husband came to her
as often as his love for the open air and his labours out-of-doors permitted;
but the event of her day, when her boys were absent, was Mr Gibson's frequent
professional visits.
He knew there was real secret harm going on all this time that people spoke of
her as a merely fanciful invalid; and that one or two accused him of humouring
her fancies. But he only smiled at such accusations. He felt that his visits
were a real pleasure and lightening of her growing and indescribable discomfort;
he knew that Squire Hamley would have been only too glad if he had come every
day; and he was conscious that by careful watching of her symptoms he might
mitigate her bodily pain. Besides all these reasons, he took great pleasure in
the squire's society. Mr Gibson enjoyed the other's unreasonableness; his
quaintness; his strong conservatism in religion, politics, and morals. Mrs
Hamley tried sometimes to apologize for, or to soften away, opinions which she
fancied were offensive to the doctor, or contradictions which she thought too
abrupt; but at such times her husband would lay his great hand almost
caressingly on Mr Gibson's shoulder, and soothe his wife's anxiety, by saying,
'Let us alone, little woman. We understand each other, don't we, doctor? Why,
bless your life, he gives me better than he gets many a time; only, you see, he
sugars it over, and says a sharp thing, and pretends it's all civility and
humility; but I can tell when he's giving me a pill.'
One of Mrs Hamley's often-expressed wishes had been, that Molly might come and
pay her a visit. Mr Gibson always refused this request of hers, though he could
hardly have given his reasons for these refusals. He did not want to lose the
companionship of his child, in fact; but he put it to himself in quite a
different way. He thought her lessons and her regular course of employment would
be interrupted. The life in Mrs Hamley's heated and scented room would not be
good for the girl; Osborne and Roger Hamley would be at home, and he did not
wish Molly to be thrown too exclusively upon them for young society; or they
would not be at home, and it would be rather dull and depressing for his girl to
be all the day long with a nervous invalid.
But at length the day came when Mr Gibson rode over, and volunteered a visit
from Molly; an offer which Mrs Hamley received with the 'open arms of her
heart,' as she expressed it; and of which the duration was unspecified. And the
cause for this change in Mr Gibson's wishes was as follows: - It has been
mentioned that he took pupils, rather against his inclination, it is true; but
there they were, a Mr Wynne and Mr Coxe, 'the young gentlemen,' as they were
called in the household; 'Mr Gibson's young gentlemen,' as they were termed in
the town. Mr Wynne was the elder, the more experienced one, who could
occasionally take his master's place, and who gained experience by visiting the
poor, and the 'chronic cases.' Mr Gibson used to talk over his practice with Mr
Wynne, and try and elicit his opinions in the vain hope that, some day or
another, Mr Wynne might start an original thought. The young man was cautious
and slow; he would never do any harm by his rashness, but at the same time he
would always be a little behind his day. Still Mr Gibson remembered that he had
had far worse 'young gentlemen' to deal with; and was content with, if not
thankful for, such an elder pupil as Mr Wynne. Mr Coxe was a boy of nineteen or
so, with brilliant red hair, and a tolerably red face, of both of which he was
very conscious and much ashamed. He was the son of an Indian officer, an old
acquaintance of Mr Gibson's. Major Coxe was at some unpronounceable station in
the Punjaub, at the present time; but the year before he had been in England,
and had repeatedly expressed his great satisfaction at having placed his only
child as a pupil to his old friend, and had in fact almost charged Mr Gibson
with the guardianship as well as the instruction of his boy, giving him many
injunctions which he thought were special in this case; but which Mr Gibson with
a touch of annoyance assured the major were always attended to in every case,
with every pupil. But when the poor major ventured to beg that his boy might be
considered as one of the family, and that he might spend his evenings in the
drawing-room instead of the surgery, Mr Gibson turned upon him with a direct
refusal.
'He must live like the others. I can't have the pestle and mortar carried into
the drawing-room, and the place smelling of aloes.'
'Must my boy make pills himself, then?' asked the major, ruefully.
'To be sure. The youngest apprentice always does. It's not hard work. He'll have
the comfort of thinking he won't have to swallow them himself. And he'll have
the run of the pomfret cakes, and the conserve of hips, and on Sundays he shall
have a taste of tamarinds to reward him for his weekly labour at pill-making.'
Major Coxe was not quite sure whether Mr Gibson was not laughing at him in his
sleeve; but things were so far arranged, and the real advantages were so great
that he thought it was best to take no notice, but even to submit to the
indignity of pill-making. He was consoled for all these rubs by Mr Gibson's
manner at last when the supreme moment of final parting arrived. The doctor did
not say much; but there was something of real sympathy in his manner that spoke
straight to the father's heart, and an implied 'you have trusted me with your
boy, and I have accepted the trust in full,' in each of the last few words.
Mr Gibson knew his business and human nature too well to distinguish young Coxe
by any overt marks of favouritism; but he could not help showing the lad
occasionally that he regarded him with especial interest as the son of a friend.
Besides this claim upon his regard, there was something about the young man
himself that pleased Mr Gibson. He was rash and impulsive, apt to speak, hitting
the nail on the head sometimes with unconscious cleverness, at other times
making gross and startling blunders. Mr Gibson used to tell him that his motto
would always be 'kill or cure,' and to this Mr Coxe once made answer that he
thought it was the best motto a doctor could have; for if he could not cure the
patient, it was surely best to get him out of his misery quietly, and at once.
Mr Wynne looked up in surprise, and observed that he should be afraid that such
putting out of misery might be looked upon as homicide by some people. Mr Gibson
said in a dry tone, that for his part he should not mind the imputation of
homicide, but that it would not do to make away with profitable patients in so
speedy a manner; and that he thought that as long as they were willing and able
to pay two-and-sixpence for the doctor's visit, it was his duty to keep them
alive; of course, when they became paupers the case was different. Mr Wynne
pondered over this speech; Mr Coxe only laughed. At last Mr Wynne said, -
'But you go every morning, sir, before breakfast to see old Nancy Grant, and
you've ordered her this medicine, sir, which is about the most costly in
Corbyn's bill?'
'Have you not found out how difficult it is for men to live up to their
precepts? You've a great deal to learn yet, Mr Wynne!' said Mr Gibson, leaving
the surgery as he spoke.
'I never can make the governor out,' said Mr Wynne, in a tone of utter despair.
'What are you laughing at, Coxey?'
'Oh! I'm thinking how blest you are in having parents who have instilled moral
principles into your youthful bosom. You'd go and be poisoning all the paupers
off, if you hadn't been told that murder was a crime by your mother; you'd be
thinking you were doing as you were bid, and quote old Gibson's words when you
came to be tried. "Please, my lord judge, they were not able to pay for my
visits, and so I followed the rules of the profession as taught me by Mr Gibson,
the great surgeon at Hollingford, and poisoned the paupers." '
'And I like it. If it wasn't for the governor's fun, and the tamarinds, and
something else that I know of, I would run off to India. I hate stifling rooms,
and sick people, and the smell of drugs, and the stink of pills on my hands; -
faugh!'