'Such foolishness was better than some men's wisdom.'
'Listen, belle demoiselle. I have been forth into the world, and
have learnt to see that monasteries have become mere haunts for the
sluggard, who will not face the world; and that honour, glory, and
all that is worth living for, lie beyond. Ah, lady! those eyes first
taught me what life could give.'
'Hush, Sir!' said Esclairmonde. 'I can believe that as a child you
mistook your vocation, and the secular life may be blest to you; but
with me it can never be so; and if any friendship were shown to you
on my part, it was when I deemed that we were brother and sister in
our vows. If I unwittingly inspired any false hopes, I must do
penance for the evil.'
'Call it not evil, lady,' entreated Malcolm. 'It cannot be evil to
have wakened me to life and hope and glory.'
'What should you call it in him who should endeavour to render Lady
Joan Beaufort faithless to your king, Lord Malcolm? What then must
it be to tempt another to break troth-plight to the King of Heaven?'
'Nay, madame,' faltered Malcolm; 'but if such troth were forbidden
and impossible?'
'None has the right or power to cancel mine,' replied the lady.
'Yet,' he still entreated, 'your kindred are mighty.'
'O lady, yet-- Say, at least,' cried Malcolm, eagerly, 'that were you
free in your own mind to wed, at least you would less turn from me
than from the others proposed to you.'
'That were saying little for you,' said Esclairmonde, half smiling.
'But, Sir,' she added gravely, 'you have no right to put the
question; and I will say nothing on which you can presume.'
'You were kinder to me in England,' sighed Malcolm, with tears in his
eyes.
'Then you seemed as one like-minded,' she answered.
'And,' he cried, gathering fresh ardour, 'I would be like-minded
again. You would render me so, sweetest lady. I would kiss your
every step, pray with you, bestow alms with you, found churches,
endow your Beguines, and render our change from our childish purpose
a blessing to the whole world; become your very slave, to do your
slightest bidding. O lady, could I but give you my eyes to see what
it might be!'
'It could not be, if we began with a burthened conscience,' said
Esclairmonde. 'We have had enough of this, Sieur de Glenuskie. You
know that with me it is no matter of likes or dislikes, but that I am
under a vow, which I will never break! Make way, Sir.'
He could but obey: she was far too majestic and authoritative to be
gainsaid. And Malcolm, in an access of misery, stood lost to all the
world, kneeling in the window-seat, where she had left him resting
his head against the glass, when suddenly a white plump hand was laid
on his shoulder, and a gay voice cried:
'All a la mort, my young damoiseau! What, has our saint been
unpropitious? Never mind, you shall have her yet. We will see her
like the rest of the world, ere we have done within her!'
And Malcolm found himself face to face with the free-spoken Jaqueline
of Hainault.
'You shall think me very good yet! I have no notion of being opposed
by a little vassal of mine; and we'll succeed, if it were but for the
fun of the thing! Monseigneur de Therouenne is on your side, or
would be, if he were sure of the Duke of Burgundy. You see, these
prelates hate nothing so much as the religious orders; and all the
pride of the Luxemburgs is in arms against Clairette's fancy for
those beggarly nursing Sisters; so it drives him mad to hear her say
she only succoured you for charity. He thinks it a family disgrace,
that can only be wiped off by marrying her to you; and he would do it
bon gre, mal gre, but that he waits to hear what Burgundy will say.
You have only to hold out, and she shall be yours, if I hold her
finger while you put on the ring. Only let us be sure of Burgundy.'
This was not a very flattering way of obtaining a bride; but Malcolm
was convinced that when once married to Esclairmonde, his devotion
would atone to her for all that was unpleasant in obtaining her. At
least, she loved no one else; she had even allowed that she had once
thought him like-minded; she had formerly distinguished him; and
nothing lay between them but her scruples; and when they were
overcome, by whatever means, his idol would be his, to adore, to
propitiate, to win by the most intense devotion. All now must,
however, turn upon the Duke of Burgundy, without whose sanction
Madame of Hainault would be afraid to act openly.
The Duke was expected at Paris for the Whitsuntide festival, which
was to be held with great state. The custom was for the Kings of
France to feast absolutely with all Paris, with interminable banquet
tables, open to the whole world without question. And to this Henry
had conformed on his first visit to the city; but he had learnt that
the costly and lavish feast had been of very little benefit to the
really distressed, who had been thrust aside by loud-voiced
miscreants and sturdy beggars, such as had no shame in driving the
feeble back with blows, and receiving their own share again and
again.
By the advice of Dr. Bennet, his almoner, he was resolved that this
should not happen again; that the feast should be limited to the
official guests, and that the cost of the promiscuous banquet should
be distributed to those who really needed it, and who should be
reached through their parish priests and the friars known to be most
charitable.
Dr. Bennet, as almoner, with the other chaplains, was to arrange the
matter; and horrible was the distress that he discovered in the city,
that had for five-and-twenty years been devastated by civil fury, as
well as by foreign wars; and famines, pestilences, murders, and
tyrannies had held sway, so as to form an absolute succession of
reigns of terror. The poor perished like flies in a frost; the
homeless orphans of the parents murdered by either faction roamed the
streets, and herded in the corners like the vagrant dogs of Eastern
cities; and meantime, the nobles and their partisans revelled in
wasteful pomp.
Scholar as he was, Dr. Bennet was not familiar enough with Parisian
ways not to be very grateful for aid from Esclairmonde in some of his
conferences, and for her explanations of the different tastes and
needs of French and English poor.
What she saw and heard, on the other hand, gave form and purpose to
her aspirations. The Dutch Sisters of St. Bega, the English
Bedeswomen of St. Katharine, were sorely needed at Paris. They would
gather up the sufferers, collect the outcast children, feed the
hungry, follow with balm wherever a wound had been. To found a
Beguinage at Paris seemed to her the most befitting mode of devoting
her wealth; and her little admirer, Alice, gave up her longing desire
that the foundation should be in England, when she learned that, as
the wife of Nevil, her abode was likely to be in France as long as
that country required English garrisons.
To the young heiress of Salisbury, her own marriage, though close at
hand, seemed a mere ordinary matter compared with Esclairmonde's
Beguinage, to her the real romance. Never did she see a beggar
crouching at the church door, without a whisper to herself that there
was a subject for the Beguines; and, tender-hearted as she was, she
looked quite gratified at any lamentable tale which told the need.
If Esclairmonde had a climax to her visions of her brown-robed
messengers of mercy, it was that the holy Canon of St. Agnes should
be induced to come and act the part of master to her bedeswomen, as
did Master Kedbesby at home.
She had even dared to murmur her design to Dr. Bennet; and when he,
under strict seal of secrecy, had sounded King Henry, the present
real master of Paris, he reported that the tears had stood in the
King's eyes for a moment, as he said, 'Blessings on the maiden!
Should she be able to do this for this city, I shall know that Heaven
hath indeed sent a blessing by my arms!'
For one brief week, Esclairmonde and Alice were very happy in this
secret hope; but at the end of that time the Bishop of Therouenne
appeared. Esclairmonde had ventured to hope that the King's
influence, and likewise the fact that her intention was not to enrich
one of the regular monastic orders, might lead him to lend a
favourable ear to her scheme; but she was by no means prepared to
find him already informed of the affair of the Dance of Death, and
putting his own construction on it.
'So, my fair cousin, this is the end of your waywardness. The tokens
were certainly somewhat strong; but the young gentleman's birth being
equal to yours, after the spectacle you have presented, your uncle of
St. Pol, and I myself, must do our utmost to obtain the consent of
the Duke of Burgundy.'
'Child, we will have no more folly. You have flown after this young
Scot in a manner fitted only for the foolish name your father culled
for you out of his books of chivalry. You have given a lesson to the
whole Court and city on the consequences of a damsel judging for
herself, and running a mad course over the world, instead of
submitting to her guardians.'
'The Court understands my purpose as well as you do, Monseigneur.'
'Silence, Mademoiselle. Your convent obstinacy is ended for ever
now, since to send you to one would be to appear to hide a scandal.'
'I do not wish to enter a convent,' said Esclairmonde. 'My desire is
to dedicate my labour and my substance to the foundation of a house
here at Paris, such as are the Beguinages of our Netherlands,'
The Bishop held up his hands. He had never heard of such lunacy and
it angered him, as such purposes are wont to anger worldly-hearted
men. That a lady of Luxemburg should have such vulgar tastes as to
wish to be a Beguine was bad enough; but that Netherlandish wealth
should be devoted to support the factious poor of Paris was
preposterous. Neither the Duke of Burgundy, nor her uncle of St.
Pol, would allow a sou to pass out of their grasp for so absurd a
purpose; the Pope would give no license--above all to a vain girl,
who had helped a wife to run away from her husband--for new religious
houses; and, unless Esclairmonde was prepared to be landless,
penniless, and the scorn of every one, for her wild behaviour, she
must submit, bon gre, mal gre, to become the wife of the Scottish
prince.
'Landless and penniless then will I be, Monseigneur,' said
Esclairmonde. 'Was not poverty the bride of St. Francis?'
The Bishop made a growl of contempt; but recollecting himself, and
his respect for the saint, began to argue that what was possible for
a man, a mere merchant's son, an inspired saint besides, was not
possible to a damsel of high degree, and that it was mere
presumption, vanity, and obstinacy in her to appeal to such a
precedent.
There was something in this that struck Esclairmonde, for she was
conscious of a certain satisfaction in her plan of being the first to
introduce a Beguinage at Paris, and that she was to a certain degree
proud of her years of constancy to her high purpose; and she looked
just so far abashed that the uncle saw his advantage, and discoursed
on the danger of attempting to be better than other people, and of
trying to vapour in spiritual heights, to all of which she attempted
no reply; till at last he broke up the interview by saying, 'There,
then, child; all will be well. I see you are coming to a better
mind.'
'I hope I am, Monseigneur,' she replied, with lofty meekness; 'but
scarcely such as you mean.'
Alice Montagu's indignation knew no bounds. What! was this noble
votaress to be forced, not only to resign the glory of being the
foundress of a new order of beneficence, but to be married, just like
everybody else, and to that wretched little coward? Boemond of
Burgundy was better than that, for he at least was a man!
'No, no, Alice,' said Esclairmonde, with a shudder; 'any one rather
than the Burgundian! It is shame even to compare the Scot!'
'He may not be so evil in himself,' said Alice; 'but with a brave man
you have only his own sins, while a coward has all those other people
may frighten him into.'
'He bore himself manfully in battle,' said the fair Fleming in
reproof.
But Alice answered with the scorn that sits so quaintly on the gentle
daughter of a bold race: 'Ay, where he would have been more afraid
to run than to stand.'
'You are hard on the Scot,' said Esclairmonde. 'Maybe it is because
the Nevils of Raby are Borderers,' she added, smiling; and, as Alice
likewise smiled and blushed, 'Now, if it were not for this madness, I
could like the youth. I would fain have had him for a brother that I
could take care of.'
'Trust,' said she, sighing. 'Maybe, my pride ought to be broken; and
I may have to lay aside all my hopes and plans, and become a mere
serving sister, to learn true humility. Anyhow, I verily trust to my
Heavenly Spouse to guard me for himself. If the Duke of Burgundy
still maintains Boemond's suit, then in the dissension I see an
escape.
'And my father will defend you; and so will Sir Richard,' said Alice,
with complacent certainty in their full efficiency. 'And King Harry
will interfere; and we will have your hospital; ay, we will. How can
you talk so lightly of abandoning it?'
'I only would know what is human pride, and what God's will,' sighed
Esclairmonde.
The Duke arrived with his two sisters, his wife being left at home in
bad health, and took up his abode at the Hotel de Bourgogne, whence
he came at once to pay his respects to the King of England; the poor
King of France, at the Hotel de St. Pol, being quite neglected.
Esclairmonde and Alice stood at a window, and watched the arrival of
the magnificent cavalcade, attended by a multitude, ecstatically
shouting, 'Noel Noel! Long live Philippe le Bon! Blessings on the
mighty Duke!' While seated on a tall charger, whose great dappled
head, jewelled and beplumed, could alone be seen amid his sweeping
housings, bowing right and left, waving his embroidered gloved hand
in courtesy, was seen the stately Duke, in the prime of life,
handsome-faced, brilliantly coloured, dazzlingly arrayed in gemmed
robes, so that Alice drew a long breath of wonder and exclaimed,
'This Duke is a goodly man; he looks like the emperor of us all!'
But when he had entered the hall, conducted by John of Bedford and
Edmund of March, had made his obeisance to Henry, and had been
presented by him to King James, Alice, standing close behind her
queen, recollected that she had once heard Esclairmonde say, 'Till I
came to England I deemed chivalry a mere gaudy illusion.'
Duke Philippe would not bear close inspection; the striking features
and full red lips, that had made so effective an appearance in the
gay procession seen from a distance, seemed harsh, haughty, and
sensual near at hand, and when brought into close contact with the
strange bright stern purity, now refined into hectic transparency, of
King Henry's face, the grand and melancholy majesty of the royal
Stewart's, or even the spare, keen, irregular visage of John of
Bedford. And while his robes were infinitely more costly than--and
his ornaments tenfold outnumbered--all that the three island princes
wore, yet no critical eye could take him for their superior, even
though his tone in addressing an inferior was elaborately affable and
condescending, and theirs was always the frankness of an equal.
Where they gave the sense of pure gold, he seemed like some ruder
metal gilt and decorated; as if theirs were reality, his the
imitation; theirs the truth, his the display.
But in reality his birth was as princely as theirs; and no monarch in
Europe, not even Henry, equalled him in material resources; he was
idolized by the Parisians; and Henry was aware that France had been
made over to England more by his revenge for his father's murder at
Montereau than by the victory at Agincourt. Therefore the King
endured his grand talk about our arms and our intentions; and for
Malcolm's sake, James submitted to a sort of patronage, as if meant
to imply that if Philippe the Magnificent chose to espouse the cause
of a captive king, his ransom would be the merest trifle.
When Henry bade him to the Pentecostal banquet, 'when kings keep
state,' he graciously accepted the invitation for himself and his two
sisters, Marguerite, widow of the second short-lived Dauphin, and
Anne, still unmarried; but when Henry further explained his plan of
feasting merely with the orderly, and apportioning the food in real
alms, the Duke by no means approved.
'Feed those miserables!' he said. 'One gains nothing thereby! They
make no noise; whereas if you affront the others, who know how to cry
out, they will revile you like dogs!
'I will not be a slave to the rascaille,' said Henry.
'Ah, my fair lord, you, a victor, may dispense with these cares; but
for a poor little prince like me, it is better to reign in men's
hearts than on their necks.'
'In the hearts of honest men--on the necks of knaves,' said Henry.
Philippe shrugged his shoulders. He was wise in his own generation;
for he had all the audible voices in Paris on his side, while the
cavils at Henry's economy have descended to the present time.
'Do you see your rival, Sir?' said the voice of the Bishop of
Therouenne in Malcolm's ear, just as the Duke had begun to rise to
take leave; and he pointed out a knight of some thirty years,
glittering with gay devices from head to foot, and showing a bold
proud visage, exaggerating the harshness of the Burgundian
lineaments.
Malcolm shuddered, and murmured, 'Such a pearl to such a hog!'
And meanwhile, King James, stepping forward, intimated to the Duke
that he would be glad of an interview with him.
Philippe made some ostentation of his numerous engagements with men
of Church and State; but ended by inviting the King of Scotland to
sup with him that evening, if his Grace would forgive travellers'
fare and a simple reception.
Thither accordingly James repaired on foot, attended only by Sir
Nigel and Malcolm, with a few archers of the royal guard, in case
torches should be wanted on the way home.
How magnificent were the surroundings of the great Duke, it would be
wearisome to tell. The retainers in the court of the hotel looked,
as James said, as if honest steel and good cloth were reckoned as
churls, and as if this were the very land of Cockaigne, as Sir
Richard Whittington had dreamt it. Neither he nor St. Andrew himself
would know their own saltire made in cloth of silver, 'the very metal
to tarnish!'
Sir Nigel had to tell their rank, ere the porters admitted the small
company: but the seneschal marshalled them forward in full state.
And James never looked more the king than when, in simple crimson
robe, the pure white cross on his breast, his auburn hair parted back
from his noble brow, he stood towering above all heads, passively
receiving the Duke of Burgundy's elaborate courtesies and greetings,
nor seeming to note the lavish display of gold and silver, meant to
amaze the poorest king in Europe.
Exceeding was the politeness shown to him--even to the omission of
the seneschal's tasting each dish presented to the Duke, a
recognition of the presence of a sovereign that the two Scots
scarcely understood enough for gratitude.
Malcolm was the best off of the two at the supper; for James had of
course to be cavalier to the sickly fretful-looking Dauphiness, while
Malcolm fell to the lot of the Lady Anne, who, though not beautiful,
had a kindly hearty countenance and manner, and won his heart by
asking whether the Demoiselle de Luxemburg were still in the suite of
Madame of Hainault; and then it appeared that she had been her
convent mate and warmest friend and admirer in their girlish days at
Dijon, and was now longing to see her. Was she as much set as ever
on being a nun?
Meantime, the Duke was pompously making way for the King of Scots to
enter his cabinet, where--with a gold cup before each, a dish of
comfits and a stoup of wine between them--their interview was to take
place.
'These dainties accord with a matter of ladies' love,' said James, as
the Duke handed him a sugar heart transfixed by an arrow.
'Good, good,' said Philippe. 'The alliance is noble and our crowns
and influence might be a good check in the north to your mighty
neighbour; nor would I be hard as to her dowry. Send me five score
yearly of such knaves as came with Buchan, and I could fight the
devil himself. A morning gift might be specified for the name of the
thing--but we understand one another.'
'I am not certain of that, Sir,' said James, smiling; 'though I see
you mean me kindly.'
'Nay, now,' continued Philippe, 'I know how to honour royalty, even
in durance; nor will I even press Madame la Dauphine on you instead
of Anne, though it were better for us all if she could have her wish
and become a queen, and you would have her jointure--if you or any
one else can get it.'
'Stay, my Lord Duke,' said James, with dignity, 'I spake not of
myself, deeming that it was well known that my troth is plighted.'
'How?' said Burgundy, amazed, but not offended. 'Methought the House
of Somerset was a mere bastard slip, with which even King Henry with
all his insolence could not expect you to wed in earnest. However,
we may keep our intentions secret awhile; and then, with your lances
and my resources, English displeasure need concern you little.'
James, who had learned self-control in captivity, began politely to
express himself highly honoured and obliged.
'Do not mention it. Royal blood, thus shamefully oppressed, must
command the aid of all that is chivalrous. Speak, and your ransom is
at your service.'
The hot blood rushed into James's cheek at this tone of
condescension; but he answered, with courteous haughtiness: 'Of
myself, Sir Duke, there is no question. My ransom waits England's
willingness to accept it; and my hand is not free, even for the prize
you have the goodness to offer. I came not to speak of myself.'
'Not to make suit for my sister, nor my intercession!' exclaimed
Philippe.
'I make suit to no man,' said James; then, recollecting himself, 'if
I did so, no readier friend than the Duke of Burgundy could be found.
I did in effect come to propose an alliance between one of my own
house and a fair vassal of yours.'
'Ha! the runaway jade of Luxemburg!' cried Burgundy; 'the most
headstrong girl who lives! She dared to plead her foolish vows
against my brother Boemond, fled with that other hoyden of Hainault,
and now defies me by coming here. I'll have her, and make her over
to Boemond to tame her pride, were she in the great Satan's camp
instead of King Henry's.'
And this is the mirror of chivalry! thought James. But he persevered
in his explanation of his arrangement for permitting the estates of
Esclairmonde de Luxemburg to be purchased from her and her husband,
should that husband be Malcolm Stewart of Glenuskie; and he soon
found that these terms would be as acceptable to the Duke as they had
already proved to her guardian, Monseigneur de Therouenne. Money was
nothing to Philippe; but his policy was to absorb the little
seignoralties that lay so thick in these border lands of the Empire;
and what he desired above all, was to keep them from either passing
into the hands of the Church, or from consolidating into some
powerful principality, as would have been the case had Esclairmonde
either entered a convent or married young Waleran de Luxemburg, her
cousin. Therefore he had striven to force on her his half-brother,
who would certainly never unite any inheritance to hers; but he much
preferred the purchase of her Hainault lands; and had no compunction
in throwing over Boemond, except for a certain lurking desire that
the lady's contumacy should be chastised by a lord who would beat her
well into subjection. He would willingly have made a great show of
generosity, and have laid James under an obligation; and yet by the
King's dignified tone of courtesy he was always reduced to the air of
one soliciting rather than conferring a favour.
Finally, Malcolm was called in, and presented to the Duke, making his
own promise on his word of honour as a prince, and giving a written
bond, that so soon as he obtained the hand of the Demoiselle de
Luxemburg he would resign her Hainault estates to the Duke of
Burgundy for a sum of money, to be fixed by persons chosen for the
purpose.
This was more like earnest than anything Malcolm had yet obtained;
and he went home exulting and exalted, his doubts as to
Esclairmonde's consent almost silenced, when he counted up the forces
that were about to bear upon her.
And they did descend upon her. Countess Jaqueline had been joined by
other and more congenial Flemish dames, and was weary of her grave
monitress; and she continually scolded at Esclairmonde for
perverseness and obstinacy in not accepting the only male thing she
had ever favoured. The Bishop of Therouenne threatened and argued;
and the Duke of Burgundy himself came to enforce his commands to his
refractory vassal, and on finding her still unsubmissive, flew into a
rage, and rated her as few could have done, save Philippe, called the
Good.
All she attempted to answer was, that they were welcome to her lands,
so they would leave her person free; her vows were not to man, but to
God, and God would protect her.
It was an answer that seemed specially to enrage her persecutors, who
retorted by telling her that such protection was only extended to
those who obeyed lawful authority; and hints were thrown out that, if
she did not submit willingly, she might find herself married
forcibly, for a bishop could afford to disregard the resistance of a
bride.
Would Malcolm--would his king--consent to her being thus treated?
As to Malcolm, he seemed to her too munch changed for her to reckon
on what remnant of good feeling there might be to appeal to in him.
And James, though he was certain not to permit palpable coercion in
his presence, or even if he were aware that it was contemplated,
seemed to have left the whole management of the affair to
Esclairmonde's own guardians; and they would probably avoid driving
matters to extremities that would revolt him, while he was near
enough for an appeal. And Esclairmonde was too uncertain whether her
guardians would resort to such lengths, or whether it were not a vain
threat of the giddy Countess, to compromise her dignity by crying out
before she was hurt; and she had no security, save that she was
certain that in the English household of King Henry such violence
would not be attempted; and out of reach of that protection she never
ventured.
Once she said to Henry, 'My only hope is in God and in you, my lord.'
And Henry bent his head, saying, 'Noble lady, I cannot interfere; but
while you are in my house, nothing can be done with you against your
will.'
Yet even Henry was scarcely what he had been in all-pervading
vigilance and readiness. Like all real kings of men, he had been his
own prime minister, commander-in-chief, and private secretary,
transacting a marvellous amount of business with prompt completeness;
and when, in the midst of shattered health which he would not avow,
the cares of two kingdoms, and the generalship of an army, with all
its garrisons, rested on him, his work would hardly have been
accomplished but for his brother's aid. It was never acknowledged,
often angrily disdained. But when John of Bedford had watched the
terrible lassitude and lethargy that weighed on the King at times in
the midst of his cabinet work, he was constantly on the watch to
relieve him; and his hand and style so closely resembled Henry's that
the difference could scarce be detected, and he could do what none
other durst attempt. Many a time would Henry, whose temper had grown
most uncertain, fiercely rate him for intermeddling; but John knew
and loved him too well to heed; and his tact and unobtrusiveness made
Henry rely on him more and more.
If the illness had only been confessed, those who watched the King
anxiously would have had more hope; but he was hotly angered at any
hint of his needing care; and though he sometimes relieved oppression
by causing himself to be bled by a servant, he never allowed that
anything ailed him; it was always the hot weather, the anxious
tidings, the long pageant that wearied him--things that were wont to
be like gnats on a lion's mane.
Those solemn banquets and festivals--lasting from forenoon till
eventide, with their endless relays of allegorical subtleties, their
long-winded harangues, noisy music, interludes of giants, sylvan men,
distressed damsels, knights-errant on horseback, ships and forests
coming in upon wheels, and fulsome compliments that must be answered-
-had been always his aversion, and were now so heavy an oppression
that Bedford would have persuaded the Queen to curtail them. But to
the fair Catherine this appeared an unkind endeavour of her
disagreeable brother-in-law, to prevent her from shining in her
native city, and eclipsing the Burgundian pomp; and she opened her
soft brown eyes in dignified displeasure, answering that she saw
nothing amiss with the King; and she likewise complained to her
husband of his brother's jealousy of her welcome from her own people,
bringing on him one of Henry's most bitter sentences.
Henry would only have had her abate somewhat of the splendour that
gratified her, because he did not think it becoming to outshine her
parents; but Catherine scorned the notion. Her old father would know
nothing, or would smile in his foolish way to see her so brave; and
for her mother, she recked not so long as she had a larded capon
before her: nor was it possible to make the young queen understand
that this fatuity and feebleness were the very reasons for deferring
to them.
The ordering of the feast fell to Catherine and her train; and its
splendours on successive days had their full development, greatly to
the constraint and weariness, among others, of Esclairmonde, who was
always assigned to Malcolm Stewart, and throughout these long days
had to be constantly repressing him; not that he often durst make her
any direct compliment, for he was usually quelled into anxious
wistful silence, and merely eyed her earnestly, paying her every
attention in his power. And such a silent tedious meal was sure to
be remarked, either with laughing rudeness by Countess Jaqueline, or
with severe reproof by the Bishop of Therouenne, both of whom assured
her that she had better lay aside her airs, and resign herself in
good part, for there was no escape for her.
One day, however, when the feast was at the Hotel de Bourgogne, and
there were some slight differences in the order of the guests, the
Duke of Bedford put himself forward as the Lady Esclairmonde's
cavalier, so much to her relief, that her countenance, usually so
guarded, relaxed into the bright, sweet smile of cheerfulness that
was most natural to her. Isolated as the pairs at the table were,
and with music braying in a gallery just above, there was plenty of
scope for conversation; and once again Esclairmonde was talking
freely of the matters regarding the distress in Paris, that Bedford
had consulted her upon before he became so engrossed with his
brother's affairs, or she so beset by her persecutors.
Towards the evening, when the feast had still some mortal hours to
last, there fell a silence on the Duke; and at length, when the music
was at the loudest, he said 'Lady, I have watched for this moment.
You are persecuted. Look not on me as one of your persecutors; but
if no other refuge be open to you, here is one who might know better
how to esteem you than that malapert young Scot.'
'How, Sir?' exclaimed Esclairmonde, amazed at these words from the
woman-hating Bedford.
'Make no sudden reply,' said John. 'I had never thought of you save
as one consecrate, till, when I see you like to be hunted down into
the hands of yon silly lad, I cannot but thrust between. My brother
would willingly consent; and, if I may but win your leave to love
you, lady, it will be with a heart that has yearned to no other
woman.'
He spoke low and steadily, looking straight before him, with no
visible emotion, save a little quiver in the last sentence, a slight
dilating of the delicately cut nostril; and then he was silent,
until, having recovered the self-restraint that had been failing him,
he prevented the words she was trying to form by saying, 'Not in
haste, lady. There is time yet before you to bethink yourself
whether you can be free in will and conscience. If so, I will bear
you through all.'
How invitingly the words fell on the lonely heart, so long left to
fight its own battles! There came for the first time the full sense
of what life might be, the shielding tenderness, the sure reliance,
the pure affection, such as she saw Henry lavish on the shallow
Queen, but which she could meet and requite in John. The brutal
Boemond, the childish Malcolm, had aroused no feeling in her but
dislike or pity, and to them a convent was infinitely preferable; but
Bedford--the religious, manly, brave, unselfish Bedford--opened to
her the view of all that could content a high-souled woman's heart,
backed, moreover, by the wonder of having been the first to touch
such a spirit.
It would not have been a mesalliance. Her family was one of the
grandest of the Netherlands; the saintly Emperor, Henry of Luxemburg,
was her ancestor; and Bedford's proposal was not a condescension such
as to rouse her sense of dignity. His rank did not strike her as did
his lofty stainless character; the like of which she had never known
to exist in the world of active life till she saw the brothers of
England, who came more near to the armed saints and holy warriors of
Church legend than her fancy had thought mortal man could do, bred as
she had been in the sensual, violent, and glittering Burgundy of the
fifteenth century. In truth, as Malcolm had thought the cloister the
only refuge from the harshness and barbarism of Scotland, so
Esclairmonde had thought piety and purity to be found nowhere else;
and both had found the Court of Henry V. an infinitely better world
than they had supposed possible; but, until the present moment,
Esclairmonde had never felt the slightest call to take a permanent
place there. Now however the cloister, even if it were open to her,
presented a gloomy, cheerless life of austerity, in comparison with
human affection and matronly duty. And most vivid of all at the
moment was the desire to awaken the tender sweetness that slept in
those steady gray eyes, to see the grave, wise visage gleam with
smiling affection, and to rest in having one to take thought for her,
and finish this long term of tossing about and self-defence. Was not
the patience with which he kept his eyes away from her already a
proof of his consideration and delicate kindness?
But deep in Esclairmonde's soul lay the sense that her dedication was
sacred, and her power over herself gone. She had always felt a
wife's allegiance due to Him whom she received as her spiritual
Spouse; and though the sense at this moment only brought her
disappointment and self-reproach, her will was loyal. The bond was
cutting into her very flesh, but she never even thought of breaking
it; and all she waited for was the power of restraining her grateful
tears.
In this she was assisted by observing that Bedford's attention had
been attracted towards his brother, who was looking wan and weary,
scarcely tasting what was set before him; and, after fitfully trying
to converse with Marguerite of Burgundy, at last had taken advantage
of an endless harangue from all the Virtues, and had dropped asleep.
The Lady Anne was seen making a sign to her sister not to disturb
him; and Bedford murmured, with a sigh, 'There is, for once, a
discreet woman.' Then, as if recalled to a sense of what was
passing, he turned on Esclairmonde his full earnest look, saying,
'You will teach the Queen how he should be cared for. You will help
me.'
'Sir,' said Esclairmonde, feeling it most difficult not to falter,
'this is a great grace, but it cannot be.'
'Cannot!' said Bedford, slowly. 'You have taken thought?'
'Sir, it is not the part of a betrothed spouse to take thought. My
vows were renewed of my own free will and it were sacrilege to try to
recall them for the first real temptation.'
She spoke steadily, but the effort ached through her whole frame,
especially when the last word illumined John Plantagenet's face with
strange sweet light, quenched as his lip trembled, his nostril
quivered, his eye even moistened, as he said, 'It is enough, lady; I
will no more vex one who is vexed enough already; and you will so far
trust me as to regard me as your protector, if you should be in
need?'
'Indeed I will,' said Esclairmonde, hardly restraining her tears.
'That is well,' said Bedford. And he neither looked at her nor spoke
to her again, till, as he led her away in the procession from the
hall, he held her hand fast, and murmured: 'There then it rests,
sweet lady unless, having taken counsel with your own heart, you
should change your decree, and consult some holy priest. If so, make
but a sign of the hand, and I am yours; for verily you are the only
maiden I could ever have loved.'
She was still in utter confusion, in the chamber where the ladies
were cloaking for their return, when her hands were grasped on either
side by the two Burgundian princesses.
'Sweet runaway, we have caught you at last! Here, into Anne's
chamber. See you we must! How is it with you? Like you the limping
Scot better than Boemond?' laughed the Dauphiness, her company
dignity laid aside for school-girl chatter.
'If you cannot hold out,' said Anne, 'the Scot seems a gentle youth;
and, at least, you are quit of Boemond.'
'Yes,' said Marguerite, 'his last prank was too strong for the Duke:
quartering a dozen men-at-arms on a sulky Cambrai weaver till he paid
him 2000 crowns. Besides, it would be well to get the Scottish king
for an ally. Do you know what we two are here for, Clairette? We
are both to be betrothed: one to the handsome captive with the gold
locks; the other to your hawk-nosed neighbour, who seemed to have not
a word to say.'
'But,' said Esclairmonde, replying to the easiest part of the
disclosure, 'the King of Scots is in love with the Demoiselle of
Somerset.'
'What matters that, silly maid?' said Marguerite 'he does not
displease me; and Anne is welcome to that melancholy duke.'
'Oh, Lady Anne!' exclaimed Esclairmonde, 'if such be your lot, it
would be well indeed.'
'What, the surly brother, of whom Catherine tells such tales!'
continued Marguerite.
'Credit them not,' said Esclairmonde. 'He never crosses her but when
he would open her eyes to his brother's failing health.'
'Yes,' interrupted Marguerite; 'my lord brother swears that this king
will not live a year; and if Catherine have no better luck with her
child than poor Michelle, then there will be another good Queen Anne
in England.'
'If so,' said Esclairmonde, looking at her friend with swimming eyes,
'she will have the best of husbands--as good as even she deserves!'
Anne held her hand fast, and would have said many tender words on
Esclairmonde's own troubles; but the other ladies were arrayed, and
Esclairmonde would not for worlds have been left behind in the Hotel
de Bourgogne.
Privacy was not an attainable luxury, and Esclairmonde could not
commune with her throbbing heart, or find peace for her aching head,
till night. This must be a matter unconfided to any, even Alice
Montagu. And while the maiden lay smiling in her quiet sleep, after
having fondly told her friend that Sir Richard Nevil had really
noticed her new silken kirtle, she knelt on beneath the crucifix,
mechanically reciting her prayers, and, as the beads dropped from her
fingers, fighting out the fight with her own heart.
Her mind was made up; but her sense of the loss, her craving for the
worthy affection which lay within her grasp--these dismayed her. The
life she had sighed for had become a blank; and she passionately
detested the obligation that held her back from affection,
usefulness, joy, and excellence--not ambition, for the greatest help
to her lay in Bedford's position, his exalted rank, and nearness to
the crown. Indeed, she really dreaded and loathed worldly pomp so
much that the temptation would have been greater had he not been a
prince.
It was this sense of renunciation that came to her aid. She had at
least a real sacrifice to offer; till now, as she became aware, she
had made none. She folded her hands, and laid her offering to be
hallowed by the One all-sufficient Sacrifice. She offered all those
capacities for love that had been newly revealed to her; she offered
up the bliss, whose golden dawn she had seen; she tried to tear out
the earthliness of her heart and affections by the roots, and lay
them on the altar, entreating that, come what might, her spirit might
never stray from the Heavenly Spouse of her betrothal.
Therewith came a sense of His perfect sufficiency--of rest, peace,
support, ineffable love, that kept her kneeling in a calm, almost
ecstatic state, in which common hopes, fears, and affections had
melted away.