The city of Edmonton was in an uproar, its streets thronged with
excited men, ranchers and cowboys from the ranches, lumberjacks
from the foothill camps, men from the mines, trappers with lean,
hard faces, in weird garb, from the north.
The news from the front was ominous. Belgium was a smoking waste.
Her skies were black with the burning of her towns, villages and
homesteads, her soil red with the blood of her old men, her women
and children. The French armies, driven back in rout from the
Belgian frontier, were being pounded to death by the German hordes.
Fortresses hitherto considered impregnable were tumbling like
ninepins before the terrible smashing of Austrian and German
sixteen-inch guns. Already von Kluck with his four hundred
thousand of conquering warriors was at the gates of Paris.
Most ominous of all, the British army, that gallant, little
sacrificial army, of a scant seventy-five thousand men, holding
like a bulldog to the flank of von Bulow's mighty army, fifty times
as strong, threatened by von Kluck on the left flank and by von
Housen on the right, was slowing down the German advance, but was
itself being slowly ground into the bloody dust of the northern and
eastern roads of Northern and Eastern France.
Black days these were for the men of British blood. Was the world
to see something new in war? Were Germans to overcome men of the
race of Nelson, and Wellington and Colin Campbell?
At home, hundreds of thousands were battering at the recruiting
offices. In the Dominions of the Empire overseas it was the same.
In Canada a hundred thousand men were demanding a place in the
first Canadian contingent of thirty-five thousand, now almost ready
to sail. General Sam at Ottawa was being snowed under by entreating,
insistent, cajoling, threatening telegrams. Already northern
Alberta had sent two thousand men. The rumour in Edmonton ran that
there were only a few places left to be filled in the north Alberta
quota. For these few places hundreds of men were fighting in the
streets.
Alighting from their train, Duff and his men stood amazed, aghast,
gazing upon the scene before them. Duff climbed a wagon wheel and
surveyed the crowd packing the street in front of the bulletin
boards.
"No use, this way, boys. We'll have to go around. Come on."
They went on. Up side streets and lanes, through back yards and
shops they went until at length they emerged within a hundred yards
of the recruiting office.
"Boys, we'll have to bluff them," he said. "You're a party of
recruits that Col. Kavanagh expects. You've been sent for. I'm
bringing you in under orders. Look as much like soldiers as you
can, and bore in like hell. Come on!"
They began to bore. At once there was an uproar, punctuated with
vociferous and varied profanity.
"Here, let me pass," he shouted into the backs of men's heads.
"I'm on duty here. I must get through to Colonel Kavanagh. Keep
up there, men; keep your line! Stand back, please! Make way!"
His huge bulk, distorted face and his loud and authoritative voice
startled men into temporary submission, and before they could
recover themselves he and his little company of hard-boring men
were through.
Twenty-five yards from the recruiting office a side rush of the
crowd caught them.
"They've smashed the barricades," a boy from a telegraph pole
called out.
Duff and his men fought to hold their places, but they became
conscious of a steady pressure backwards.
"What's doing now, boy?" shouted Duff to the urchin clinging to the
telegraph pole.
"The fusileers--they are sticking their bayonets into them."
Before the line of bayonets the crowd retreated slowly, but Duff
and his company held their ground, allowing the crowd to ebb past
them, until they found themselves against the line of bayonets.
"Let me through here, sergeant, with my party," said Duff. "I'm
under orders of Colonel Kavanagh."
The sergeant, an old British army man, looked them over.
"Have you an order, sir--a written order, I mean?"
"No," said Duff. "I haven't, but the colonel expects us. He is
waiting for me now."
"Sorry, sir," replied the sergeant, "my orders are to let no one
through without a written pass."
Duff argued, stormed, threatened, swore; but to no purpose. The
N. C. O. knew his job.
"Here, take this through to your colonel," he said, passing the
note to the sergeant.
Almost immediately Colonel Kavanagh came out and greeted Duff
warmly.
"Where in this wide creation have you been, Duff?" he exclaimed.
"I've wanted you terribly."
"Here I am now, then," answered Duff. "Six of us. We're going
with you."
"It can't be done," said the colonel. "I have only twenty places
left; every one promised ten times over."
"That makes it easy, Kavanagh. You can give six of them to us."
"Duff, it simply can't be done. You know I'd give it to you if I
could. I've wires from Ottawa backing up a hundred applicants,
actually ordering me to put them on. No! It's no use," continued
the colonel, holding up his hand. "Look here, I'll give you a
pointer. We have got word to-day that there's to be a second
contingent. Neil Fraser is out there in your district, Wapiti,
raising a company of two hundred and fifty men. We have stripped
that country bare already, so he's up against it. He wants Wapiti
men, he says. They are no better than any other, but he thinks
they are. You get out there to-night, Duff, and get in on that
thing. You will get a commission, too. Now hike! Hike! Go!
Honest to God, Duff, I want you with my battalion, and if I can
work it afterwards, I'll get you exchanged, but your only chance
now is Wapiti. Go, for God's sake, go quick!"
"What do you say, boys?" asked Duff, wheeling upon his men.
Throughout the night they marched, now and then receiving a lift
from a ranch wagon, and in the grey of the morning, weary, hungry,
but resolute for a place in the Wapiti company, they made the
village.
Early as it was, Barry found his father astir, with breakfast in
readiness.
"Hello, boy!" cried his father running to him with outstretched
hands.
"Hello, dad!" answered Barry. His father threw a searching glance
over his son's face as he shook his hand warmly.
"Not a word, Barry, until you eat. Not a word. Go get ready for
your bath. I'll have it for you in a minute. No, not one word.
Quick. March. That is the only word these days. As you eat I'll
give you the news."
Resolutely he refused to talk until he saw his son begin upon his
breakfast. Then he poured forth a stream of news. The whole
country was aflame with war enthusiasm. Alberta had offered half a
million bushels of oats for the imperial army, and a thousand
horses or more. The Calgary district had recruited two thousand
men, the Edmonton district as many more. All over Canada, from
Vancouver to Halifax, it was the same.
From the Wapiti district twenty-six ranchers, furnishing their own
horses, had already gone. Ewen Innes was in Edmonton. His brother
Malcolm was in uniform, too, and his young brother Jim was keen to
enlist. Neil Fraser was busy raising a company of Wapiti men.
Young Pickles and McCann had joined up as buglers.
And so the stream flowed, Barry listening with grave face but
making no response.
"And I'm glad you're back, my boy. I'm glad you're back," said his
father, clapping him on the shoulder.
The rest of the meal was eaten in silence. They were having each
his own thoughts, and for the first time in their life together,
they kept their thoughts to themselves.
"You're going to your office, Dad," said Barry, when they had
cleared away, and set the house in order.
"No, the office is closed, and will be for some time, I imagine.
I'm busy with Neil Fraser. I'm acting paymaster, quartermaster,
recruiting sergeant, and half a dozen other things."
"I'll go down with you," said Barry, as his father rose to go.
His father came back to him, put his hands on his shoulders, and
said:
"Nonsense, dad. I'm all right. I'm going downtown with you."
"Barry," said his father, "we have hard times before us, and you
must be fit. I ask you to go to bed and sleep there this forenoon.
You're half asleep now. This afternoon we shall face up to our
job."
His father's voice was quietly authoritative and Barry yielded.
"All right, dad. I'll do as you say, and this afternoon--well,
we'll see."
At the noonday meal they were conscious of a mutual restraint. For
the first time in their lives they were not opening to each other
their innermost souls. The experience was as distressing as it was
unusual. The father, as if in dread of silence, was obviously
exerting himself to keep a stream of talk flowing. Barry was
listening with a face very grave and very unlike the bright and
buoyant face he usually carried. They avoided each other's eyes,
and paid little heed to their food.
"And take it easy this afternoon, Barry. To-night you will tell me
about your trip, and--and--we'll have a talk."
"Good old dad!" said Barry. "You do understand a chap. See you
later, then," he called back as he passed through the door.
His father sat gazing before him for some moments with a deep
shadow on his face.
"There is something wrong with that boy," he said to himself. "I
wish I knew what it was."
He set his house in order, moving heavily as if a sudden weight of
years had fallen upon his shoulders, and took his way slowly down
the street.
"I wonder what it is," he mused, refusing to give form to a
horrible thought that hovered like a spectre about the windows of
his soul.
The first glance at his son's face at the time of the evening meal
made his heart sing within him.
"He's all right again! He's all right!" he said to himself
jubilantly.
"Hello, dad," cried Barry, as his father entered the room.
"Supper's just ready. How do you feel, eh?"
"Better, my boy--first rate, I mean. I'm properly hungry. You're
rested, I can see."
"I'm all right, dad! I'm all right!" cried Barry, in his old
cheery way. "Dad, I want to apologise to you. I wasn't myself to-
day, but now I'm all right again. Dad, I've joined up. I'm a
soldier now," he said with a smile on his face, but with anxious
eyes turned on his father.
"Joined up!" echoed his father. "Barry, you have enlisted! Thank
God, my boy. I feared--I thought-- No, damned if I did!" he
added, with such an unusual burst of passion that Barry could only
gaze at him with astonishment.
"Forgive me, my boy," he said, coming forward with outstretched
hand. "For a moment I confess I thought--" Again he paused,
apparently unable to continue.
"You thought, dad," cried Barry, "and--forgive me, dad--I thought
too. I ought to have known you better."
They shook hands with each other in an ecstasy of jubilation.
"My God, I'm glad that's through," said the older man. "We were
both fools, Barry, but thank God that horror is past. Now tell me
all about everything--your trip, your plans. Let's have a good
talk as we always do."
"Come on then, dad," cried Barry. "Let's have an eat first. By
Jove, I feel a thousand years younger. I go to the M. O. to-morrow
for an examination."
"He is quite unusually severe in his interpretation of the
regulations, I understand," said his father. "He is turning men
down right and left. He knows, of course, that there are plenty to
choose from. But there is no fear of your fitness, Barry."
Never had they spent a happier evening together. True, the spectre
of war would thrust itself upon them, but they faced it as men--
with a full appreciation of its solemn reality, but without fear,
and with a quiet determination to make whatever sacrifice might be
demanded of them. The perfect understanding that had always marked
their intercourse with each other was restored. The intolerable
burden of mutual uncertainty in regard to each other's attitude
toward the war was lifted. All shadows that lay between them were
gone. Nothing else really mattered.
The day following, Barry received a rude shock. The M. O., after
an examination, to his amazement and dismay, pronounced him
physically unfit for service.
"And why, pray?" cried his father indignantly, when Barry announced
the astounding report. "Is the man a fool? I understood that he
was strict. But you! unfit! It is preposterous. Unfit! how?"
"Heart murmur," said Barry. "Sets it down to asthma. You remember
I told you I had a rotten attack after my experience last week in
the river. He suggested that I apply for a position in an
ambulance corps, and he is giving me a letter to Colonel Sidleigh
at Edmonton. I am going to-morrow to Edmonton to see Sidleigh, and
besides I have some church business to attend to. I must call upon
my superintendent. You remember I made an application to him for
another mission field."
He found Colonel Sidleigh courteously willing to accept his
application, the answer to which, he was informed, he might expect
in a fortnight; and so went with a comparatively light heart to his
interview with his superintendent.
The interview, however, turned out not entirely as he had expected.
He went with an idea of surrendering his appointment. His
superintendent made him an offer of another and greater.
"So they turned you down," said the superintendent. "Well, I
consider it most providential. You have applied for a position on
the ambulance corps. As fine as is that service, and as splendid
as are its possibilities, I offer you something much finer, and I
will even say much more important to our army and to our cause. We
are in need of men for the Chaplain Service, and for this service
we demand the picked men of our church. The appointments that have
been made already are some of them most unsuitable, some, I regret
to say, scandalous. Let me tell you, sir, of an experience in
Winnipeg only last week. It was, my fortune to fall in with the
commanding officer of a Saskatchewan unit. I found him in a rage
against the church and all its officials. His chaplain had become
so hilarious at the mess that he was quite unable to carry on."
"Hilarious, sir. Yes, plain drunk. Think of it. Think of the
crime! the shame of it! A man charged with the responsibility of
the souls of these men going to war--possibly to their death--
drunk, in their presence! A man standing for God and the great
eternal verities, incapacitated before them! I took the matter up
with Ottawa, and I have this satisfaction at least, that I believe
that no such appointment will ever be made again. That chaplain, I
may say too, has been dismissed. I have here, sir, a mission field
suitable to your ability and experience. I shall not offer it to
you. I am offering you the position of chaplain in one of our
Alberta battalions."
"Of course, I want to go to the war," he said at length, "but I am
sure, sir, I am not the man for the position you offer me."
"Sir," said the superintendent, "I have taken the liberty of
sending in your name. Time was an element. Appointments were
being rapidly made, and I was extremely anxious that you should go
with this battalion. I confess to a selfish interest. My own boy,
Duncan, has enlisted in that unit, and many of our finest young men
with him. I assumed the responsibility of asking for your
appointment. I must urge you solemnly to consider the matter
before you decline."
Eloquently Barry pleaded his unfitness, instancing his failure as a
preacher in his last field.
"I am not a preacher," he protested. "I am not a 'mixer.' They
all say so. I shall be impossible as a chaplain."
"Young man," said the superintendent, a note of sternness in his
voice, "you know not what transformations in character this war
will work. Would I were twenty years younger," he added
passionately, "twenty years sounder. Think of the opportunity to
stand for God among your men, to point them the way of duty, and
fit them for it, to bring them comfort, when they need comfort
sorely, to bring them peace, when they most need peace."
Barry came away from the interview more disturbed than he had ever
been in his life. After he had returned to his hotel, a message
from his superintendent recalled him.
"I have a bit of work to do," he said, "in which I need your help.
I wish you to join me in a visitation of some of the military camps
in this district. We start this evening."
There was nothing for it but to obey his superintendent's orders.
The two weeks' experience with his chief gave Barry a new view and
a new estimate of the chaplain's work. As he came into closer
touch with camp life and its conditions, he began to see how great
was the soldier's need of such moral and spiritual support as a
chaplain might be able to render. He was exposed to subtle and
powerful temptations. He was deprived of the wonted restraints
imposed by convention, by environment, by family ties. The
reactions from the exhaustion of physical training, from the
monotonous routine of military discipline, from loneliness and
homesickness were such as to call for that warm, sympathetic,
brotherly aid, and for the uplifting spiritual inspiration that it
is a chaplain's privilege to offer. But in proportion as the
service took on a nobler and loftier aspect, was Barry conscious
to a corresponding degree of his own unfitness for the work.
When he returned to the city, he found no definite information
awaiting him in regard to a place in the ambulance corps. He
returned home in an unhappy and uncertain frame of mind.
But under the drive of war, events were moving rapidly in Barry's
life. He arrived late in the afternoon, and proceeding to the
military H.Q., he found neither his father nor Captain Neil Fraser
in the office.
"Gone out for the afternoon, sir," was the word from the orderly in
charge.
Wandering about the village, he saw in a field at its outskirts, a
squad of recruits doing military evolutions and physical drill. As
he drew near he was arrested by the short, snappy tones of the
N. C. O. in charge.
"That chap knows his job," he said to himself, "and looks like his
job, too," he added, as his eyes rested upon the neat, upright,
soldier-like figure.
Captain Neil he found observing the drill from a distance.
"What do you think of that?" he called out to Barry, as the latter
came within hailing distance. "What do you think of my sergeant?"
As they crossed the parade ground, the sergeant dropped his
military tone and proceeded to explain in his ordinary voice some
details in connection with the drill. Barry, catching the sound of
his voice, stopped short.
"You don't mean it, Captain Neil! Not dad, is it?"
"Nobody else," said Captain Neil. "Wait a minute. Wait and let's
watch him at his work."
For some time they stood observing the work of the new sergeant.
Barry was filled with amazement and delight.
"What do you think of him?" inquired Captain Neil.
"My company sergeant major got drunk," continued Captain Neil. "I
had no one to take the drill. I asked your father to take it. He
nearly swept us off our feet. In consequence, there he stands, my
company sergeant major, and let me tell you, he will be the
regimental sergeant major before many weeks have passed, or I'm a
German."
"But his age," inquired Barry, still in a maze of astonishment.
"Oh, that's all right. You don't want them too young. I assured
the authorities that he was of proper military age, telling them,
at the same time, that I must have him. He's a wonder, and the men
just adore him."
Together they moved over to the squad. The sergeant, observing his
officer, called his men smartly to attention, and greeted the
captain with a very snappy salute.
"Sergeant major, let me introduce you to my friend, Mr. Barry
Dunbar," said Captain Neil with a grin.
"I say, dad," said Barry, still unable to associate his father with
this N. C. O. in uniform who stood before him. "I say, dad, where
did you get all that military stuff?"
"I'm very rusty, my boy, very rusty! I hope to brush up, though.
The men are improving, I think, sir."
"I'm sure of it," said Captain Neil. "How is that wild man from
Athabasca doing?"
"He is finding it hard work, sir, I'm afraid. He finds it
difficult to connect up this drill business with the business of
war. He wants to go right off and kill Germans. But he is making
an effort to put up with me."
"And you, with him, eh, sergeant major? But turn them loose. They
have done enough for to-day, and I know your son wants to take you
off with him, and get you to explain how you go into the army."
The explanation came as they were walking home together.
"You see, boy, I felt keenly your disappointment in being rejected
from the fighting forces of the country. I felt too that our
family ought to be represented in the fighting line, so when
Captain Fraser found himself in need of a drill sergeant, I could
hardly refuse. I would have liked to have consulted you, my boy,
but--"
"Not at all, dad; you did perfectly right. It was just fine of
you. I'm as proud as Punch. I only wish I could go with you. I'd
like to be in your squad. But never mind, I've two jobs open to me
now, and I sorely need your advice."
Together they talked over the superintendent's offer of the
position of chaplain.
"I can't see myself a chaplain, dad. The position calls for an
older man, a man of wider experience. Many of these men would be
almost twice my age. Now the superintendent himself would be the
man for the job. You ought to see him at his work with the
soldiers. I really can't think I'm fit."
"An older man would be better, Barry--a man of more experience
would be of more service, and, yet I don't know. One thing I am
sure of, if you accept the position, I believe you will fill it
worthily. After all, in every department, this war is a young
man's job."
"Of course," said Barry. "If I went as chaplain, it would be in
your unit, dad, and that would be altogether glorious."
"I do hope so. But we must not allow that, however, to influence
our decision," replied his father.
"I know, I know!" hurriedly agreed Barry. "I trust I would not be
unduly influenced by personal considerations."
This hope, however, was rudely dashed by an unexpected call for a
draft of recruits from Captain Neil's company that came through
from Colonel Kavanagh to replace a draft suddenly dispatched to
make up to strength another western regiment. Attached to the call
there was a specific request, which amounted to a demand for the
sergeant major, for whose special qualifications as physical and
military instructor there was apparently serious need in Colonel
Kavanagh's regiment.
With great reluctance, and with the expenditure of considerable
profanity, Captain Neil Fraser dispatched his draft and agreed to
the surrender of his sergeant major.
The change came as a shock to both Barry and his father. For some
days they had indulged the hope that they would both be attached to
the same military unit, and unconsciously this had been weighing
with Barry in his consideration of his probable appointment as
chaplain.
The disappointment of their hope was the more bitter when it was
announced that Colonel Kavanagh's battalion was warned for
immediate service overseas, and the further announcement that in
all probability the new battalion, to which the Wapiti company
would be attached, might not be dispatched until some time in the
spring.
"But you may catch us up in England, Barry," said his father, when
Barry was deploring their ill luck. "No one knows what our
movements will be. I do wish, however, that your position were
definitely settled."
The decision in this matter came quickly, and was, without his will
or desire, materially hastened by Barry himself.
Colonel Kavanagh's battalion being under orders to depart within
ten days, a final Church Parade was ordered, at which only soldiers
and their kin were permitted to be present. The preacher for the
day falling ill from an overweight of war work, and Barry being in
the city with nothing to do, the duty of preaching at this Parade
Service was suddenly thrust upon him.
To his own amazement and to that of his father, Barry accepted
without any fear or hesitation this duty which in other circumstances
would have overwhelmed him with dismay. But to Barry the occasion
was of such surpassing magnitude and importance that all personal
considerations were obliterated.
The war, with its horrors, its losses, its overwhelming sacrifice,
its vast and eternal issues, was the single fact that filled his
mind. It was this that delivered him from that nervous self-
consciousness, the preacher's curse, that paralyses the mental
activities, chills the passions, and cloggs the imagination, so
that his sermon becomes a lifeless repetition of words, previously
prepared, correct, even beautiful, it may be in form, logical in
argument, sound in philosophy, but dead, dull and impotent, bereft
of the fire that kindles the powers of the soul, the emotion that
urges to action, the imagination that lures to high endeavour.
"I beseech you therefore, brethren, by the mercies of God, that ye
present your bodies a living sacrifice, holy, acceptable unto God,
which is your reasonable service."
The voice, clear, vibrant, melodious, arrested with its first word
the eyes and hearts of his hearers, and so held them to the end.
With the earnest voice there was the fascination of a face alight
with a noble beauty, eyes glowing as with lambent flame.
A second time he read the appealing words, then paused and allowed
his eyes to wander quietly over the congregation. They represented
to him in that hour the manhood and womanhood of his country.
Sincerely, with no attempt at rhetoric and with no employment of
any of its tricks, he began his sermon.
"This war," he said, "is a conflict of ideals eternally opposed.
Our ambitious and ruthless enemy has made the issue and has
determined the method of settlement. It is a war of souls, but the
method of settlement is not that of reason but that of force--a
force that finds expression through your bodies. Therefore the
appeal of the Apostle Paul, this old-world hero, to the men of his
time reaches down to us in this day, and at this crisis of the
world's history. Offer your bodies--these living bodies--these
sacred bodies--offer them in sacrifice to God."
There was little discussion of the causes of the war. What need?
They knew that this war was neither of their desiring nor of their
making. There was no attempt to incite hatred or revenge. There
was little reference to the horrors of war, to its griefs, its
dreadful agonies, its irreparable losses.
From the first word he lifted his audience to the high plane of
sacrament and sacrifice. They were called upon to offer upon the
altar of the world's freedom all that they held dear in life--yea,
life itself! It was the ancient sacrifice that the noblest of the
race had always been called upon to make. In giving themselves to
this cause they were giving themselves to their country. They were
offering themselves to God. In simple diction, and in clear
flowing speech, the sermon proceeded without pause or stumbling
to the end. The preacher closed with an appeal to the soldiers
present to make this sacrifice of theirs at once worthy and
complete. These bodies of theirs were sacred and were devoted
to this cause. It was their duty to keep them clean and fit.
For a few brief moments, he turned to the others present at the
service--the fathers, mothers, wives and sweethearts of the
soldiers, and reminded them in tones thrilling with tenderness and
sympathy that though not privileged to share in the soldiers'
service in the front lines, none the less might they share in this
sacrifice, by patient endurance of the separation and loss, by a
cheerful submission to trial, and by continual remembrance in
prayer to Almighty God of the sacred cause and its defenders they
might help to bring this cause to victory.
In the brief prayer that followed the sermon, in words tender,
simple, heart-moving, he led the people in solemn dedication of
themselves, soul and body, to their country, to their cause, to
their God.
The effect of the sermon and prayer was overpowering. There were
no tears, but men walked out with heads more erect, because of the
exaltation of spirit which was theirs. And women, fearful of the
coming hour of parting, felt their hearts grow strong within them
with the thought that they were voluntarily sending their men away.
Upon the whole congregation lay a new and solemn sense of duty, a
new and uplifting sense of privilege in making the sacrifice of all
that they counted precious for this holy cause.
It was the sermon that brought the decision in the matter of
Barry's appointment.
"What do you think of that, Colonel Kavanagh?" asked Captain Neil
Fraser, who came in for the service.
"A very fine sermon! A very notable sermon!" said the colonel.
"Who is he?"
"He is my own minister," said Captain Neil, "and he gave me, to-
day, the surprise of my life. I didn't know it was in him. I
understand there is a chance of his being our chaplain. He is
Sergeant Dunbar's son."
"I wish to Heaven we could take him with us! What about it,
Fraser? We've got the father, why not the son, too? They'd both
like it."
"I say, Colonel, for Heaven's sake, have a heart. I hated to
surrender my company sergeant major. I don't think I ought to be
asked to surrender our chaplain."
"All right, Fraser, so be it. But you have got a wonderful
chaplain in that boy. What a face! What a voice! And that's the
kind of a spirit we want in our men."
That very afternoon, Captain Neil went straight away to Colonel
Leighton, the officer commanding the new regiment to which Captain
Neil's company belonged. To the colonel he gave an enthusiastic
report of the sermon, with Colonel Kavanagh's judgment thereon.
"I would suggest, sir, that you wire Ottawa on the matter," he
urged. "If Colonel Kavanagh thought he had a chance, he would not
hesitate. We really ought to get this fixed. I assure you he's a
find."
"Go to it, then, Fraser. I'm rather interested to see your earnest
desire for a chaplain. The Lord knows you need one! Go up to
Headquarters and use my name. Say what you like."
Thus it came that the following day Barry was informed by wire of
his appointment as chaplain of the new regiment of Alberta rangers.
"It's at least a relief to have the matter settled," said his
father, to whom Barry brought his wire. "Barry, I'm glad of the
opportunity to tell you that since yesterday, my mind has undergone
considerable change. I am not sure but that you have found your
place and your work in the war."
"No, dad," answered Barry, "I wasn't responsible for that sermon
yesterday. The war was very near and very real to me. Those boys
were looking up at me, and you were there, dad. You drew that
sermon stuff out of me."
"If once, why not again? At any rate, it greatly rejoiced me to
know that it was there in you. I don't say I was proud of you, my
boy. I was proud of you, but that is not the word that I should
like to use. I was profoundly grateful that I was privileged to
hear a sermon like that from a son of mine. Now, Barry," continued
his father, "this is our last day together for some months, perhaps
forever," he added in a low tone.
"Don't, daddy, don't," cried Barry, "I can't bear to think of that
to-day."
"All right, Barry, but why not? It is really far better that we
should face all the possibilities. But now that we have this day--
and what a perfect day it is--for our last day together, what shall
we do with it?"
"I know, dad--I think you would wish that we take our ride into the
foothills to-day."
"It was in my mind, my boy. I hesitated to suggest it. So let us
go."
It was one of those rare November days that only Alberta knows,
mellow with the warm sun, and yet with a nip in it that suggested
the coming frost, without a ripple of the wind that almost
constantly sweeps the Alberta ranges. In the blue sky hung
motionless, like white ships at sea, bits of cloud. The long
grass, brown, yellow and green in a hundred shades, lay like a
carpet over the rolling hills and wide spreading valleys, reaching
up on every side to the horizon, except toward the west, where it
faded into the blue of the foothills at the bases of the mighty
Rockies.
Up the long trail, resilient to their horses' feet, they cantered
where the going was good, or picked their way with slow and careful
tread where the rocky ridges jutted through the black soil.
They made no effort to repulse the thought that this was their last
day together, nor did they seek to banish the fact of the war.
With calm courage and hope they faced the facts of their environment,
seeking to aid each other in readjusting their lives to those facts.
They were resolutely cheerful. The day was not to be spoiled with
tears and lamentations. Already each in his own place and time had
made his sacrifice of a comradeship that was far dearer than life.
The agony of that hour, each had borne in silence and alone. No
shadow should fall across this sunny day.
By the side of the grave, in its little palisaded enclosure, they
lingered, the father recalling the days of his earlier manhood,
which had been brightened by a love whose fragrance he had
cherished and shared with his son through their years together,
Barry listening with reverent attention and tender sympathy.
"I had always planned that I too should be laid here, Barry," said
his father, as they prepared to take their departure, "but do you
know, boy, this war has made many changes in me and this is one.
It seems to me a very little thing where my body lies, if it be
offered, as you were saying so beautifully yesterday, in sacrifice
to our cause."
Barry could only nod his head in reply. He was deeply moved.
"You are young, Barry," said his father, noting his emotion, "and
life is very dear to you, my boy."
"No, dad, no! Not life," said Barry brokenly. "Not life, only
you, dad. I just want you, and, oh dad!" continued the boy, losing
hold of himself and making no effort to check or hide the tears
that ran down his face, "if one of us is to go in this war,--as is
likely enough,--I only want that the other should be there at the
time. It would be--terribly--lonely--dad--to go out myself--
without you. Or to have you go out--alone.--We have always been
together--and you have been--so very good to me, dad. I can't help
this, dad,--I try--but I am not strong enough--I'm not holding back
from the sacrifice, dad," hurrying his words,--"No, no, not that,
but perhaps you understand."
For answer, his father put both his arms around his son, drew his
head down to his breast, as if he had been a child.
"There, there, laddie," he said, patting him on the shoulder, "I
know, I know! Oh God, how I know. We have lived together very
closely, without a shadow ever between us, and my prayer, since
this war began, has been that in death, if it had to be, we might
be together, and, Barry, somehow I believe God will give us that."
"Good old dad, good old boy! What a brick you are! I couldn't
help that, dad. Forgive me for being a baby, and spoiling the day--"
"Forgive you, boy," still with his arms around his son, "Barry, I
love you for it. You've never brought me one sorrow nor will you.
To-day and every day I thank God for you, my son."
They rode back through the evening toward the camp. By the time
they arrived there, the sun had sunk behind the mountains, and the
quiet stars were riding serenely above the broken, floating clouds,
and in their hearts was peace.