When Thyrza left the two at tea and went downstairs, she knocked at
the door of the front parlour on the ground floor. The room which
she entered was but dimly lighted; thick curtains encroached upon
each side of the narrow window, which was also shadowed above by a
valance with long tassels, whilst in front of it stood a table with
a great pot of flowering musk. The atmosphere was close; with the
odour of the plant blended the musty air which comes from old and
neglected furniture. Mrs. Grail, Gilbert Grail's mother, was an old
lady with an unusual dislike for the upset of household cleaning,
and as her son's prejudice, like that of most men, tended in the
same direction, this sitting-room, which they used in common, had
known little disturbance since they entered it a year and a half
ago. Formerly they had occupied a house in Battersea; it was given
up on the death of Gilbert's sister, and these lodgings taken in
Walnut Tree Walk.
A prominent object in the room was a bookcase, some six feet high,
quite full of books, most of them of shabby exterior. They were
Gilbert's purchases at second-hand stalls during the past fifteen
years. Their variety indicated a mind of liberal intelligence. Works
of history and biography predominated, but poetry and fiction were
also represented on the shelves. Odd volumes of expensive
publications looked forth plaintively here and there, and many
periodical issues stood unbound.
Another case, a small one with glass doors, contained literature of
another order--some thirty volumes which had belonged to Gilbert's
father, and were now his mother's peculiar study. They were
translations of sundry works of Swedenborg, and productions put
forth by the Church of the New Jerusalem. Mrs. Grail was a member of
that church. She occasionally visited a meeting-place in Brixton,
but for the most part was satisfied with conning the treatises of
the mystic, by preference that on 'Heaven and Hell,' which she read
in the first English edition, an old copy in boards, much worn.
She was a smooth-faced, gentle-mannered woman, not without dignity
as she rose to receive Thyrza and guided her to a comfortable seat.
Her voice was habitually subdued to the limit of audibleness; she
spoke with precision, and in language very free from vulgarisms
either of thought or phrase. Her taste had always been for a
home-keeping life; she dreaded gossipers, and only left the house
when it was absolutely necessary, then going forth closely veiled.
With the landlady she held no more intercourse than arose from the
weekly payment of rent; the other lodgers in the house only saw her
by chance on rare occasions. Her son left home and returned with
much regularity, he also seeming to desire privacy above all things.
Mrs. Jarmey had at first been disposed to take this reserve somewhat
ill. When she knocked at Mrs. Grail's door on some paltry excuse for
seeing the inside of the room, and found that the old lady exchanged
brief words with her on the threshold, she wondered who these people
might be who thought themselves too good for wonted neighbourship.
In time, however, her feeling changed, and she gave everybody to
understand that her ground-floor lodgers were of the highest
respectability, inmates such as did not fall to the lot of every
landlady.
Gilbert was surprised when, of her own motion, his mother made
overtures to the sisters who lived at the top of the house. Neither
Lydia nor Thyrza was at first disposed to respond very warmly; they
agreed that the old lady was doubtless very respectable, but, at the
same time, decidedly queer in her way of speaking. But during the
past few months they had overcome this reluctance, and were now on a
certain footing of intimacy with Mrs. Grail, who made it no secret
that she took great interest in Thyrza. Thyrza always entered the
sitting-room with a feeling of awe. The dim light, the old lady's
low voice, above all, the books--in her eyes a remarkable library--
impressed her strongly. If Grail himself were present, he was
invariably reading; Thyrza held him profoundly learned, a judgment
confirmed by his mother's way of speaking of him. For Mrs. Grail
regarded her son with distinct reverence. He, in turn, was tenderly
respectful to her; they did not know what it was to exchange an
unkind or an impatient word.
Thyrza liked especially to have tea here on Sunday. The appointments
of the table seemed to her luxurious, for the tea-service was
uniform and of pretty, old-fashioned pattern, and simple little
dainties of a kind new to her were generally forthcoming. Moreover,
from her entrance to her leave-taking, she was flattered by the
pleasantest attentions. The only other table at which she sometimes
sat as a guest was Mrs. Bower's; between the shopkeeper's gross
good-nature and the well-mannered kindness of Mrs. Grail there was a
broad distinction, and Thyrza was very ready to appreciate it. For
she was sensible of refinements; numberless little personal
delicacies distinguished her from the average girl of her class, and
even from Lydia. The meals which she and her sister took in their
own room might be ever so poor; they were always served with a
modest grace which perhaps would not have marked them if it had
depended upon Lydia alone. In this respect, as in many others,
Thyrza had repaid her sister's devotion with subtle influences
tending to a comely life.
Once, when she had gone down alone to have tea, she said to Lydia on
her return. 'Downstairs they treat me as if I was a lady,' and it
was spoken with the simple satisfaction which was one of her
charming traits.
Till quite lately Gilbert had scarcely conversed with her at all.
When he broke his habitual silence he addressed himself to Lydia; if
he did speak to the younger girl it was with studied courtesy and
kindness, but he seemed unable to overcome a sort of shyness with
which she had troubled him since the beginning of their
acquaintance. It was noticeable in his manner this evening when he
shook hands with a murmured word or two. Thyrza, however, appeared a
little less timid than usual; she just met his look, and in a
questioning way which he could not understand at the time. The truth
was, Thyrza wondered whether he had heard of her escapade of the
night before; she tried to read his expression, searching for any
hint of disapproval.
The easy chair was always given to her when she entered. So seldom
she sat on anything easier than the stiff cane-bottomed seats of her
own room that this always seemed luxurious. By degrees she had
permitted herself to lean back in it. She did so want Lyddy to know
what it was like to sit in that chair; but it had never yet been
possible to effect an exchange. It might have offended Mrs. Grail, a
thing on no account to be risked.
'Lyddy has Mary Bower to tea,' she said on her arrival this evening.
'They're going to chapel. You don't mind me coming alone, Mrs.
Grail?'
'You're never anything but welcome, my dear,' murmured the old lady,
pressing the little hand in both her own.
Tea was soon ready. Mrs. Grail talked with pleasant continuousness,
as usual. She had fallen upon reminiscences, and spoke of Lambeth as
she had known it when a girl; it was her birthplace, and through
life she had never strayed far away. She regarded the growth of
population, the crowding of mean houses where open spaces used to
be, the whole change of times in fact, as deplorable. One would have
fancied from her descriptions that the Lambeth of sixty years ago
was a delightful rustic village.
After tea Thyrza resumed the low chair and folded her hands, full of
contentment. Mrs. Grail took the tea-things from the room and was
absent about a quarter of an hour. Thyrza, left alone with the man
who for her embodied so many mysteries, let her eyes stray over the
bookshelves. She felt it very unlikely that any book there would be
within the compass of her understanding; doubtless they dealt with
the secrets of learning--the strange, high things for which her
awed imagination had no name. Gilbert had seated himself in a
shadowed corner; his face was bent downwards. Just when Thyrza was
about to put some timid question with regard to the books, he looked
at her and said:
The intellectual hunger of his face was softened; he did not smile,
but kept a mild gravity of expression which showed that he had a
pleasure in the girl's proximity. When he had spoken he stroked his
forehead with the tips of his fingers, a nervous action.
'I've never been inside,' Thyrza made answer. 'What is there to
see?'
'It's the place, you know, where great men have been buried for
hundreds of years. I should like, if I could, to spend a little time
there every day.'
She had rested her elbow on the arm of the chair, and her fingers
just touched her chin. She regarded him with a gaze of deep
curiosity.
'Men who wrote books,' he answered, with a slight smile.
Thyrza dropped her eyes. In her thought of books it had never
occurred to her that any special interest could attach to the people
who wrote them; indeed, she had perhaps never asked herself how
printed matter came into existence. Even among the crowd of average
readers we know how commonly a book will be run through without a
glance at its title-page.
'I always come away from the Abbey with fresh courage. If I'm tired
and out of spirits, I go there, and it makes me feel as if I daren't
waste a minute of the time when I'm free to try and learn
something.'
It was a strange impulse that made him speak in this way to an
untaught child. With those who were far more likely to understand
him he was the most reticent of men.
'But you know a great deal, Mr. Grail,' Thyrza said with surprise,
looking again at the bookshelves.
'You mustn't think that. I had very little teaching when I was a
lad, and ever since I've had very little either of time or means to
teach myself. If I only knew those few books well, it would be
something, but there are some of them I've never got to yet.'
'Thosefew books!' Thyrza exclaimed. 'But I never thought anybody
had so many, before I came into this room.'
'I should like you to see the library at the British Museum. Every
book that is published in England is sent there. There's a large
room where people sit and study any book they like, all day long,
and day after day. Think what a life that must be!'
'Those are rich people, I suppose,' Thyrza remarked. 'They haven't
to work for their living.'
'Not rich, all of them. But they haven't to work with their hands.'
He became silent. In his last words there was a little bitterness.
Thyrza glanced at him; he seemed to have forgotten her presence, and
his face had the wonted look of trouble kept under.
Then Mrs. Grail returned. She sat down near Thyrza, and, after a
little more of her pleasant talk, said, turning to her son
He thought for a moment, then reached down a book of biographies,
writing of a popular colour, not above Thyrza's understanding. It
contained a life of Sir Thomas More, or rather a pleasant story
founded upon his life, with much about his daughter Margaret.
'Yes, that'll do nicely,' was Mrs. Grail's opinion.
He began with a word or two of explanation to Thyrza, then entered
upon the narrative. As soon as the proposal was made, Thyrza's face
had lighted up with pleasure; she listened intently, leaning a
little forward in her chair, her hands folded together. Gilbert, if
he raised his eyes from the page, did not look at her. Mrs. Grail
interrupted once or twice with a question or a comment. The reading
was good; Gilbert's voice gave life to description and conversation,
and supplied an interest even where the writer was in danger of
growing dull.
When the end was reached, Thyrza recovered herself with the sigh
which follows strained attention. But she was not in a mood to begin
conversation again; her mind had got something to work upon, it
would keep her awake far into the night with a succession of
half-realised pictures. What a world was that of which a glimpse had
been given her! Here, indeed, was something remote from her tedious
life. Her brain was full of vague glories, of the figures of kings
and queens, of courtiers and fair ladies, of things nobly said and
done; and her heart throbbed with indignation at wrongs greater than
any she had ever imagined. When it had all happened she knew not;
surely very long ago! But the names she knew, Chelsea, Lambeth, the
Tower--these gave a curiously fantastic reality to the fairy tale.
And one thing she saw with uttermost distinctness: that boat going
down the stream of Thames, and the dear, dreadful head dropped into
it from the arch above. She would go and stand on the bridge and
think of it.
Ah, she must tell Lyddy all that! Better still, she must read it to
her. She found courage to say:
'Could you spare that book, Mr. Grail? Could you lend it me for a
day or two? I'd be very careful with it.'
'I shall be very glad to lend it you,' Gilbert answered. His voice
changed somehow from that in which he usually spoke.
She received it from him and held it on her lap with both hands. She
would not look into it till alone in her room; and, having secured
it, she did not wish to stay longer.
'Going already?' Mrs. Grail said, seeing her rise.
'Lyddy 'll be back very soon,' was the reply. 'I think I'd better go
now.'
She shook hands with both of them, and they heard her run up the
thin-carpeted stairs.
Mother and son sat in silence for some minutes. Gilbert had taken
another book, and seemed to be absorbed in it; Mrs. Grail had a face
of meditation. Occasionally she looked upwards, as though on the
track of some memory which she strove to make clear.
He raised his eyes and regarded her in an absent way.
'I've been trying for a long time to remember what that child's face
reminded me of. Every time I see her, I make sure I've seen someone
like her before, and now I think I've got it.'
Gilbert was used to a stream of amusing fancifulness in his mother;
analysis and resemblances were dear to her; possibly the Biblical
theories which she had imbibed were in some degree answerable for
the characteristic.
'Of somebody whose name I can't think of. You remember the school in
Lambeth Road where Lizzie used to go?'
She referred to a time five-and-twenty years gone by, when Gilbert's
sister was a child. He nodded.
'It was Mrs. Green's school, you know, and soon after Lizzie began
to go, there was an assistant teacher taken on. Now can you think
what her name was? You must remember that Lizzie used to walk home
along with her almost every day. Miss--, Miss--. Oh, dear me, what
was that name?'
'Why, Thyrza has got her very face. It's just come to me. I'm sure
that was her mother.'
'But how impossible that you should have that woman's face still in
your mind!' Gilbert protested, good-humouredly.
'My dear, don't be so hasty. It's as clear to me as if Lizzie had
just come in and said, "Miss Denny brought me home." Why, there is
the name! It fell from my tongue! To be sure; Miss Denny! A pale,
sad-looking little thing, she was. Often and often I've been at the
window and seen her coming along the street hand in hand with your
sister. Now I'll ask Thyrza if her mother's name wasn't Denny, and
if she didn't teach at Mrs. Green's school. Depend upon it, I'm
right, Gilbert!'
'It'll be a marvellous thing if it turns out to be true,' he said.
'Oh, but I have a wonderful memory for faces. I always used to think
there was something very good in that teacher's look. I don't think
I ever spoke to her, though she went backwards and forwards past our
house in Brook Street for nearly two years. Then I didn't see her
any more. Depend upon it, she went away to be married. Lizzie had
left a little before that. Oh yes, it explains why I seemed to know
Thyrza the first time I saw her.'
Mrs. Grail was profoundly satisfied. Again a short silence ensued.
'How nicely they keep themselves!' she resumed, half to herself.
'I'm sure Lydia's one of the most careful girls I ever knew. But
Thyrza's my favourite. How she enjoyed your reading, Gilbert!'
He nodded, but kept his attention on the book. His mother just
glanced at him, and presently continued:
'I do hope she won't be spoilt. She is very pretty, isn't she? But
they're not girls for going out much, I can see. And Thyrza's always
glad when I ask her to come and have tea with us. I suppose they
haven't many friends.'
It was quite against Mrs. Grail's wont to interrupt thus when her
son had settled down to read. Gilbert averted his eyes from the
page, and, after reflecting a little, said:
The reply was so abrupt, so nearly impatient, that Mrs. Grail made
an end of her remarks. In a little while she too began to read.
They had supper at nine; at ten o'clock Mrs. Grail kissed her son's
forehead and bade him good-night, adding, 'Don't sit long, my dear.'
Every night she took leave of him with the same words, and they were
not needless. Gilbert too often forgot the progress of time, and
spent in study the hours which were demanded for sleep.
His daily employment was at a large candle and soap factory. By such
work he had earned his living for more than twenty years. As a boy,
he had begun with wages of four shillings a week, his task being to
trim with a knife the rough edges of tablets of soap just stamped
out. By degrees he had risen to a weekly income of forty shillings,
occasionally increased by pay for overtime. Beyond this he was not
likely to get. Men younger than he had passed him, attaining the
position of foreman and the like; some had earned money by
inventions which they put at the service of their employers; but
Gilbert could hope for nothing more than the standing of a
trustworthy mechanic, who, as long as he keeps his strength, can
count on daily bread. His heart was not in his work; it would have
been strange if be had thriven by an industry which was only a
weariness to him.
His hours were from six in the morning to seven at night. Ah, that
terrible rising at five o'clock, when it seemed at first as if he
must fall back again in sheer anguish of fatigue, when his eyeballs
throbbed to the light and the lids were as if weighted with iron,
when the bitterness of the day before him was like poison in his
heart! He could not live as his fellow-workmen did, coming home to
satisfy his hunger and spend a couple of hours in recreation, then
to well-earned sleep. Every minute of freedom, of time in which he
was no longer a machine but a thinking and desiring man, he held
precious as fine gold. How could he yield to heaviness and sleep,
when books lay open before him, and Knowledge, the goddess of his
worship, whispered wondrous promises? To Gilbert, a printed page was
as the fountain of life; he loved literature passionately, and
hungered to know the history of man's mind through all the ages.
This distinguished him markedly from the not uncommon working man
who zealously pursues some chosen branch of study. Such men
ordinarily take up subjects of practical bearing; physical science
is wont to be their field; or if they study history it is from the
point of view of current politics. Taste for literature pure and
simple, and disinterested love of historical search, are the rarest
things among the self-taught; naturally so, seeing how seldom they
come of anything but academical tillage of the right soil. The
average man of education is fond of literature because the
environment of his growth has made such fondness a second nature.
Gilbert had conceived his passion by mere grace. It had developed in
him slowly. At twenty years he was a young fellow of seemingly
rather sluggish character, without social tendencies, without the
common ambitions of his class, much given to absence of mind. About
that time he came across one of the volumes of the elder D'Israeli,
and, behold, he had found himself. Reading of things utterly unknown
to him, he was inspired with strange delights; a mysterious
fascination drew him on amid names which were only a sound; a great
desire was born in him, and its object was seen in every volume that
met his eye. Had he then been given means and leisure, he would have
become at the least a man of noteworthy learning. No such good
fortune awaited him. Daily his thirteen hours went to the
manufacture of candles, and the evening leisure, with one free day
in the week, was all he could ever hope for.
At five-and-twenty he had a grave illness. Insufficient rest and
ceaseless trouble of spirit brought him to death's door. For a long
time it seemed as if he must content himself with earning his bread.
He had no right to call upon others to bear the burden of his needs.
His brother; a steady hard-headed mechanic, who was doing well in
the Midlands and had just married, spoke to him with uncompromising
common sense; if he chose to incapacitate himself, he must not look
to his relatives to support him. Silently Gilbert acquiesced;
silently he went back to the factory, and, when he came home of
nights, sat with eyes gazing blankly before him. His mother lived
with him, she and his sister; the latter went out to work; all were
dependent upon the wages of the week. Nearly a year went by, during
which Gilbert did not open a book. It was easier for him, he said,
not to read at all than to measure his reading by the demands of his
bodily weakness. He would have sold his handful of books, sold them
in sheer bitterness of mind, but this his mother interfered to
prevent.
But he could not live so. There was now a danger that the shadow of
misery would darken into madness, Little by little he resumed his
studious habits, yet with prudence. At thirty his bodily strength
seemed to have consolidated itself; if he now and then exceeded the
allotted hours at night, he did not feel the same evil results as
formerly. His sister was a very dear companion to him; she had his
own tastes in a simpler form, and woman's tact enabled her to draw
him into the repose of congenial talk when she and her mother were
troubled by signs of overwork in him. He purchased a book as often
as he could reconcile himself to the outlay, and his knowledge grew,
though he seemed to himself ever on the mere threshold of the
promised land, hopeless of admission.
Then came his sister's death, and the removal from Battersea back to
Lambeth. Henceforth it would be seldomer than ever that he could
devote a shilling to the enrichment of his shelves. When both he and
Lizzie earned wages, the future did not give much trouble, but now
all providence was demanded. His brother in the Midlands made
contribution towards the mother's support, but Henry had a family of
his own, and it was only right that Gilbert should bear the greater
charge. Gilbert was nearing five-and-thirty.
By nature he was a lonely man. Amusement such as his world offered
had always been savourless to him, and he had never sought familiar
fellowship beyond his home. Even there it often happened that for
days he kept silence; he would eat his meal when he came from work,
then take his book to a corner, and be mute, answering any needful
question with a gesture or the briefest word. At such times his face
had the lines of age; you would have deemed him a man weighed upon
by some vast sorrow. And was he not? His life was speeding by;
already the best years were gone, the years of youth and force and
hope--nay, hope he could not be said to have known, unless it were
for a short space when first the purpose of his being dawned upon
consciousness; and the end of that had been bitter enough. The
purpose he knew was frustrated. The 'Might have been,' which is
'also called No more, Too late, Farewell,' often stared him in the
eyes with those unchanging orbs of ghastliness, chilling the flow of
his blood and making life the cruellest of mockeries. Yet he was not
driven to that kind of resentment which makes the revolutionary
spirit. His personality was essentially that of a student;
conservative instincts were stronger in him than the misery which
accused his fortune. A touch of creative genius, and you had the man
whose song would lead battle against the hoary iniquities of the
world. That was denied him; he could only eat his own heart in
despair, his protest against the outrage of fate a desolate silence.
A lonely man, yet a tender one. The capacity of love was not less in
him than the capacity of knowledge. Yet herein too he was wronged by
circumstance. In youth an extreme shyness held him from intercourse
with all women save his mother and his sister; he was conscious of
his lack of ease in dialogue, of an awkwardness of manner and an
unattractiveness of person. On summer evenings, when other young
fellows were ready enough in finding companions for their walk,
Gilbert would stray alone in the quietest streets until he tired
himself; then go home and brood over fruitless longings. In love, as
afterwards in study, he had his ideal; sometimes he would catch a
glimpse of some face in the street at night, and would walk on with
the feeling that his happiness had passed him--if only he could
have turned and pursued it! In all women he had supreme faith; that
one woman whom his heart imagined was a pure and noble creature,
with measureless aspiration, womanhood glorified in her to the type
of the upward striving soul--she did not come to him; his life
remained chaste and lonely.
Neither had he friends. There were at all times good fellows to be
found among those with whom he worked, but again his shyness held
him apart, and indeed he felt that intercourse with them would
afford him but brief satisfaction. Occasionally some man more
thoughtful than the rest would he drawn to him by curiosity, but,
finding himself met with so much reserve, involuntary in Gilbert,
would become doubtful and turn elsewhither for sympathy. Yet in this
respect Grail improved as time went on; as his character ripened, he
was readier to gossip now and then of common things with average
associates. He knew, however, that he was not much liked, and this
naturally gave a certain coldness to his behaviour. Perhaps the very
first man for whom he found himself entertaining something like
warmth of kindness was Luke Ackroyd. Ackroyd came to the factory
shortly after Gilbert had gone to live in Walnut Tree Walk, and in
the course of a few weeks the two had got into the habit of walking
their common way homewards together. As might have been anticipated,
it was a character very unlike his own which had at length attached
Gilbert. To begin with, Ackroyd was pronounced in radicalism, was
aggressive and at times noisy; then, he was far from possessing
Grail's moral stability, and did not care to conceal his ways of
amusing himself; lastly, his intellectual tastes were of the
scientific order. Yet Gilbert from the first liked him; he felt that
there was no little good in the fellow, if only it could be fostered
at the expense of his weaker characteristics. Yet those very
weaknesses had much to do with his amiability. This they had in
common: both aspired to something that fortune had denied them.
Ackroyd had his idea of a social revolution, and, though it seemed
doubtful whether he was exactly the man to claim a larger sphere for
the energies of his class, his thought often had genuine nobleness,
clearly recognisable by Gilbert. Ackroyd had brain-power above the
average, and it was his right to strive for a better lot than the
candle-factory could assure him. So Grail listened with a smile of
much indulgence to the young fellow's fuming against the order of
things, and if he now and then put in a critical remark was not
sorry to have it scornfully swept aside with a flood of vehement
words. He felt, perchance, that a share of such vigour might have
made his own existence more fruitful.
This was Gilbert Grail at the time with which we are now concerned.
His mother believed that she had discovered in him something of a
new mood of late, a tendency to quiet cheerfulness, and she
attributed it in part to the healthfulness of intercourse with a
friend; partly she assigned to it another reason. But her assumption
did not receive much proof from Gilbert's demeanour when left alone
in the sitting-room this Sunday night. Since Thyrza's departure, he
had in truth only made pretence of reading, and now that his mother
was gone, he let the book fall from his hands. His countenance was
fixed in a supreme sadness, his lips were tightly closed, and at
times moved, as if in the suppression of pain. Hopelessness in
youth, unless it be justified by some direst ruin of the future, is
wont to touch us either with impatience or with a comforting sense
that reaction is at hand; in a man of middle age it moves us with
pure pathos. The sight of Gilbert as he sat thus motionless would
have brought tears to kindly eyes. The past was a burden on his
memory, the future lay before him like a long road over which he
must wearily toil--the goal, frustration. To-night he could not
forget himself in the thoughts of other men. It was one of the dread
hours, which at intervals came upon him, when the veil was lifted
from the face of destiny, and he was bidden gaze himself into
despair. At such times he would gladly have changed beings with the
idlest and emptiest of his fellow-workmen; their life might be
ignoble, but it had abundance of enjoyment. To him there came no
joy, nor ever would. Only when he lay in his last sleep would it
truly be said of him that he rested.
At twelve o'clock he rose; he had no longing for sleep, but in five
hours the new week would have begun, and he must face it with what
bodily strength he might. Before entering his bedroom, which was
next to the parlour, he went to the house-door and opened it
quietly. A soft rain was falling. Leaving the door ajar, he stepped
out into the street and looked up to the top windows. There was no
light behind the blinds. As if satisfied, he went hack into the
house and to his room.
The factory was at so short a distance from Walnut Tree Walk that
Gilbert was able to come home for breakfast and dinner. When he
entered at mid-day on Monday, his mother pointed to a letter on the
mantel-piece. He examined the address, and was at a loss to
recognise the writing.
'Who's this from, I wonder?' he said, as he opened the envelope.
He found a short letter, and a printed slip which looked like a
circular. The former ran thus:
'Sir,--I am about to deliver a course of evening lectures on a
period of English Literature in a room which I have taken for the
purpose, No.--High Street, Lambeth. I desire to have a small
audience, not more than twenty, consisting of working men who belong
to Lambeth. Attendance will be at my invitation, of course without
any kind of charge. You have been mentioned to me as one likely to
be interested in the subject I propose to deal with. I permit myself
to send you a printed syllabus of the course, and to say that it
will give me great pleasure if you are able to attend. I should like
to arrange for two lectures weekly, each of an hour's duration; the
days I leave undecided, also the hour, as I wish to adapt these to
the convenience of my hearers. If you feel inclined to give thought
to the matter, will you meet me at the lecture-room at eight o'clock
on the evening of Sunday, August 16, when we could discuss details?
The lectures themselves had better, I should think, begin with the
month of September.
'Reply to this is unnecessary; I hope to have the pleasure of
meeting you on the 16th.--Believe me to be yours very truly,
'Well, I should like to, if the lectures are good. I suppose he's a
young fellow fresh from college. He may have something to say, and
he may be only conceited; there's no knowing. Still, I don't dislike
the way he writes. Yes, I think I shall go and have a look at him,
at all events.'
Gilbert finished his meal and walked back to the factory. Groups of
men were standing about in the sunshine, waiting for the bell to
ring; some talked and joked, some amused themselves with horse-play.
The narrow street was redolent with oleaginous matter; the clothing
of the men was penetrated with the same nauseous odour.
At a little distance from the factory, Ackroyd was sitting on a
door-step, smoking a pipe. Grail took a seat beside him and drew
from his pocket the letter he had just received.
'I've got one of them, too,' Luke observed with small show of
interest. There was an unaccustomed gloom on his face; he puffed at
his pipe rather sullenly.
'Who has told him our names and addresses?' Gilbert asked.
His tone was unusual. Gilbert fixed his eyes on the pavement.
'It's easy enough to see what it means,' Ackroyd continued after a
moment, referring to Egremont's invitation. 'We shall be having an
election before long, and he's going to stand for Vauxhall. This is
one way of making himself known.'
'If I thought that,' said the other, musingly, 'I shouldn't go near
the place.'
'I don't know anything about the man, but he may have an idea that
he's doing good.'
'If so, that's quite enough to prevent me from going. What the
devil do I want with his help? Can't I read about English literature
for myself?'
'Well, I can't say that I have that feeling. A lecture may be a good
deal of use, if the man knows his subject well. But,' he added,
smiling, 'I suppose you object to him and his position?'
'Of course I do. What business has the fellow to have so much time
that he doesn't know what to do with it?'
'I don't know about that. I'd rather he'd get a bad name, then it
'ud be easier to abuse him, and he'd be more good in the end.'
Their eyes met. Gilbert's had a humorous expression, and Ackroyd
laughed in an unmirthful way. The factory bell rang; Gilbert rose
and waited for the other to accompany him. But Luke, after a
struggle to his feet, said suddenly:
'Work be hanged! I've had enough of it; I feel Mondayish, as we used
to say in Lancashire.'
'Maybe I won't but I can't go back to work to-day. So long!'
With which vernacular leave-taking, he turned and strolled away. The
bell was clanging its last strokes; Gilbert hurried to the door, and
once more merged his humanity in the wage-earning machine.
Two days later, as he sat over his evening meal, Gilbert noticed
that his mother had something to say. She cast frequent glances at
him; her pursed lips seemed to await an opportune moment.
'Well, mother, what is it?' he said presently, with his wonted look
of kindness. By living so long together and in such close
intercourse the two had grown skilled in the reading of each other's
faces.
'My dear,' she replied, with something of solemnity, 'I was
perfectly right. Miss Denny was those girls' mother.'
'But there's no doubt about it. I've asked Thyrza. She knows that
was her mother's name, and she knows that her mother was a teacher.'
'In that case I've nothing more to say. You're a wonderful old lady,
as I've often told you.'
'I have a good memory, Gilbert. You can't think how pleased I am
that I found out that. I feel more interest in them than ever. And
the child seemed so pleased too! She could scarcely believe that I'd
known her mother before she was born. She wants me to tell her and
her sister all I can remember. Now, isn't it nice?'
Gilbert smiled, but made no further remark. The evening silence set
in.