I am all wonder, O my son, my soul
Is stunned within me; powers to speak to him
Or to interrogate him have I none,
Or even to look on him.--Cowper's ODYSSEY
In his waking senses Philip adhered to his story that his little
sister Dolly had stood at the foot of his bed, called him 'le
pauvre' and had afterwards disappeared, led away by the nursing
lady. It seemed to Berenger a mere delusion of feverish weakness;
for Philip had lost a great deal of blood, and the wound, though
not dangerous, permitted no attempt at moving, and gave much pain.
Of the perfections of the lady as nurse and surgeon Philip could
not say enough, and, pale and overwept as he allowed her to be, he
declared that he was sure that her beauty must equal Mme. De
Selinville's. Berenger laughed, and looking round this strange
hospital, now lighted by the full rays of the morning sun, he was
much struck by the scene.
It was the chancel of the old abbey church. The door by which they
had entered was very small, and perhaps had led merely to the
abbot's throne, as an irregularity for his own convenience, and
only made manifest by the rending away of the rich wooden stall
work, some fragments of which still clung to the walls. The east
end, like that of many French churches, formed a semicircle, the
high altar having been in the centre, and five tall deep bays
forming lesser chapels embracing it, their vaults all gathered up
into one lofty crown above, and a slender pillar separating between
each chapel, each of which further contained a tall narrow window.
Of course, all had been utterly desolated, and Philip was actually
lying in one of these chapels, where the sculptured figure of St.
John and his Eagle still remained on the wall; and a sufficient
remnant of his glowing sanguine robe of love was still in the
window to serve as a shield from the bise. The high altar of
rich marbles was a mere heap of shattered rubbish; but what
surprised Berenger more than all the ruined architectural beauty
which his cinque-cento trained taste could not understand, was,
that the tiles of the pavement were perfectly clean, and diligently
swept, the rubbish piled up in corners; and here and there the
relics of a cross or carved figure lay together, as by a tender,
reverential hand. Even the morsels of painted glass had been
placed side by side on the floor, so as to form a mosaic of dark
red, blue, and green; and a child's toy lay beside this piece of
patchwork. In the midst of his observations, however, Captain
Falconnet's servant came to summon him to breakfast; and the old
woman appearing at the same time, he could not help asking whether
the lady were coming.
'Oh yes, she will come to dress his wound in good time,' answered
the old woman.
'And when? I should like to hear what she thinks of it,' said
Berenger.
'How?' said the old woman with a certain satisfaction in his
disappointment; 'is our Lady of Hope to be coming down among you
gay gallants?'
'Who should she be but our good pastor's daughter? Ah! and a
brave, good daughter she was too, abiding the siege because his
breath was so bad that he could not be moved.'
'What was his name?' asked Berenger, attracted strangely by what he
heard.
'Ribault, Monsieur--Pasteur Ribault. Ah! a good man, and sound
preacher, when preach he could; but when he could not, his very
presence kept the monks' revenants from vexing us--as a cat keeps
mice away; and, ah! The children have been changed creatures since
Madame dealt with them. What! Monsieur would know why they call
her our Lady of Hope? Esperance is her true name; and, moreover,
in the former days this abbey had an image that they called Notre-
Dame de l'Esperance, and the poor deceived folk thought it did
great miracles. And so, when she came hither, and wrought such
cures, and brought blessing wherever she went, it became a saying
among us that at length we had our true Lady of Hope.
A more urgent summons here forced Berenger away, and his repetition
of the same question received much the same answer from deaf old
Captain Falconnet. He was obliged to repair to his post with
merely a piece of bread in his hand; abut, though vigilance was
needful, the day bade fair to be far less actively occupied than
its predecessor: the enemy were either disposed to turn the siege
into a blockade, or were awaiting reinforcements and heavier
artillery; and there were only a few desultory attacks in the early
part of the morning. About an hour before noon, however, the
besiegers seemed to be drawing out in arms, as if to receive some
person of rank, and at the same time sounds were heard on the hills
to the eastward, as if troops were on the march. Berenger having
just been told by the old sergeant that probably all would be quiet
for some time longer, and been almost laughed at by the veteran for
consulting him whether it would be permissible for him to be absent
a few minutes to visit his brother, was setting out across the
bridge for the purpose, his eyes in the direction of the rampart,
which followed the curve of the river. The paths which--as has
been said--the feet of the washerwomen and drawers of water had
worn away in quieter times, had been smoothed and scarped away on
the outer side, so as to come to an abrupt termination some feet
above the gay marigolds, coltsfoot, and other spring flowers that
smiled by the water-side. Suddenly he beheld on the rampart a tiny
gray and white figure, fearlessly trotting, or rather dancing,
along the summit and the men around him exclaimed, 'The little
moonbeam child!' 'A fairy--a changeling!'--'They cannot shoot at
such a babe!' 'Nor could they harm her!' 'Hola! little one!
Gare! Go back to your mother!' 'Do not disturb yourself, sir;
she is safer than you,' were the ejaculations almost at the same
moment, while he sprang forward, horrified at the peril of such an
infant. He had reached the angle between the bridge and rampart,
when he perceived that neither humanity nor superstition were
protecting the poor child; for, as she turned down the remnant of
one of the treacherous little paths, a man in bright steel and deep
black had spurred his horse to the river's brink, and was
deliberately taking aim at her. Furious at such brutality,
Berenger fired the pistol he held in his hand, and the wretch
dropped from his horse; but at the same moment his pistol exploded,
and the child rolled down the bank, whence a piteous wail came up,
impelling Berenger to leap down to her assistance, in the full face
of the enemy. Perhaps he was protected for the moment by the
confusion ensuing on the fall of the officer; and when he reached
the bottom of the bank, he saw the little creature on her feet, her
round cap and gray woolen dress stripped half off in the fall, and
her flaxen hair falling round her plump, white, exposed shoulder,
but evidently unhurt, and gathering yellow marigolds as composedly
as though she had been making May garlands. He snatched her up,
and she said, with the same infantine dignity, 'Yes, take me up;
the naughty people spoilt the path. But I must take my beads
first.' And she tried to struggle out of his arms, pointing
therewith to a broken string among the marshy herb-age on which
gleamed--the pearls of Ribaumont!
In the few seconds in which he grasped them, and then bore the
child up the embankment in desperate bounds, a hail of bullets
poured round him, ringing on his breastplate, shearing the plume
from his hat, but scarcely evenheard; and in another moment he had
sprung down, on the inner side, grasping the child with all his
might, but not daring even to look at her, in the wondrous flash of
that first conviction. She spoke first. 'Put me down, and let me
have my beads,' she said in a grave, clear tone; and then first he
beheld a pair of dark blue eyes, a sweet wild-rose face--Dolly's
all over. He pressed her so fast and so close, in so speechless
and over powering an ecstasy, that again she repeated, and in
alarm, 'Put me down, I want my mother!'
'Yes, yes! your mother! your mother! your mother!' he cried, unable
to let her out of his embrace; and then restraining himself as he
saw her frightened eyes, in absolute fear of her spurning him, or
struggling from him, 'My sweet! my child! Ah! do you not know me?'
Then, remembering how wild this was, he struggled to speak calmly:
'What are you called, my treasure?'
'I am la petite Rayonette,' she said, with puzzled dignity and
gravity; 'and my mother says I have a beautiful long name of my own
besides.'
'That is what she says over me, as I go to sleep in her bosom at
night,' said the child, in a wondering voice, soon exchanged for
entreaty, 'Oh, hug me not so hard! Oh, let me go--let me go to
her! Mother! mother!'
'My child, mine own, I am take thee!--Oh, do not struggle with me!'
he cried, himself imploring now. 'Child, one kiss for thy father;'
and meantime, putting absolute force on his vehement affection, he
was hurrying to the chancel.
There Philip hailed them with a shout as of desperate anxiety
relieved; but before a word could be uttered, down the stairs flew
the Lady of Hope, crying wildly, 'Not there--she is not--' but
perceiving the little one in the stranger's arms, she held out her
own, crying, 'Ah! is she hurt, my angel?'
'Unhurt, Eustacie! Our child is unhurt!' Berenger said, with an
agonized endeavour to be calm; but for the moment her instinct was
so entirely absorbed in examining into the soundness of her child's
limbs, that she neither saw nor hear anything else.
'Eustacie,' he said, laying his hand on her arm, she started back,
with bewildered eyes. 'Eustacie--wife? do you not know me? Ah! I
forgot that I am changed.'
'You--you--' she gasped, utterly confounded, and gazing as if
turned to stone, and though at that moment the vibration of a
mighty discharge of cannon rocked the walls, and strewed Philip's
bed with the crimson shivers of St. John's robe, yet neither of
them would have been sensible of it had not Humfrey rushed in at
the same moment, crying, 'They are coming on like friends, sir!'
Berenger passed his hand over his face. 'You will know me when--if
I return, my dearest,' he said. 'If not, then still, thank God!
Philip, to you I trust them!'
And with one kiss on that still, cold, almost petrified brow, he
had dashed away. There was a space of absolutely motionless
silence, save that Eustacie let herself drop on the chancel step,
and the child, presently breaking the spell, pulled her to attract
her notice to the flowers. 'Mother, here are the soucis for the
poor gentleman's broth. See, the naughty people had spoilt all the
paths, and I rolled down and tore my frock, and down fell the
beads, but be not angry, mother dear, for the good gentleman picked
them up, and carried me up the bank.'
'The bank!' cried Eustacie, with a scream, as the sense of the
words reached her ears. 'Ah! no wonder! Well might thy danger
bring thy father's spirit;' and she grasped the little one
fervently in her arms, murmuring, 'Thank, thank God, indeed! Oh!
my precious one; and did He send that blessed spirit to rescue
thee?'
'And will you tie up my frock? and may I put the flowers into the
broth?' chattered Rayonette. 'And why did he kiss me and hug me so
tight? and how did he know what you say over me as we fall asleep?'
Eustacie clasped her tighter, with a convulsive, shudder of
thankfulness; and Philip, but half hearing, and barely gathering
the meaning of her mood, ventured to speak, 'Madame---'
As if touched by an electric shock, Eustacie started up, as
recalled to instant needs, and coming towards him said, 'Do you
want anything, sir? Pardon one who has but newly seen a spirit
from the other world--brought by his child's danger.' And the
dazed, trance-like look was returning.
'Spirit!' cried Philip. 'Nay, Madame, it was himself. Ah! and you
are she whom we have sought so long; and this dear child--no wonder
she has Dolly's face.'
'Who--what?' said Eustacie, pressing her temples with her hands, as
if to retain her senses. 'Speak; was yonder a living or dead man--
and who?'
'Living, thank God! and your own husband; that is, if you are
really Eustacie. Are you indeed?' he added, becoming doubtful.
'Eustacie, that am I,' she murmured. 'But he is dead--they killed
him; I swathe blood where he had waited for me. His child's danger
brought him from the grave.'
'No, no. Look at me, sister Eustacie. Listen to me. Osbert
brought him home more dead than alive--but alive still.'
'No!' she cried, half passionately. 'Never could he have lived and
left me to mourn him so bitterly.'
'If you knew--' cried Philip, growing indignant. 'for weeks he lay
in deadly lethargy, and when, with his left hand, he wrote and sent
Osbert to you, your kinsfolk threw the poor fellow into a dungeon,
and put us off with lies that you were married to your cousin. All
believed, only he--sick, helpless, speechless, as he was--he
trusted you still; and so soon as Mericour came, though he could
scarcely brook the saddle, nothing would hold him from seeking you.
We saw only ruin at La Sablerie, and well-nigh ever since have we
been clapped up in prison by your uncle. We were on the way to
Quinet to seek you. He has kept his faith whole through wounds and
pain and prison and threats,--ay, and sore temptation,' cried
Philip, waxing eloquent; 'and, oh, it cannot be that you do not
care for him!'
'Doubt not my faith, sir,' said Eustacie, proudly; 'I have been as
true to him as if I had known he lived. Nor do I know who you are
to question me.'
At this moment the child pressed forward, holding between her tow
careful plump hands a red earthenware bowl, with the tisane
steaming in it, and the yellow petals strewn over the surface. She
and Philip had taken a great fancy to each other, and while her
mother was busy with the other patients, she had been left to her
quiet play with her fragments of glass, which she carried one by
one to display, held up to the light, to her new friends; who, in
his weak state, and after his long captivity, found her the more
charming playmate because she so strangely reminded him of his own
little sisters. She thought herself his little nurse, and missing
from his broth the yellow petals that she had been wont to think
the charm of tisane, the housewifely little being had trotted off,
unseen and unmissed, across the quadrangle, over the embankment,
where she had often gathered them, or attended on the 'lessive'
on the river's brink; and now she broke forth exultingly, 'Here,
here is the tisane, with all the soucis. Let me feed you with
them, sir.'
'Ah! thou sweet one,' gasped Philip, 'I could as soon eat them as
David could drink the water! For these--for these---!' and the
tears rushed into his eyes. 'Oh! let me but kiss her, Madame; I
loved her from the first moment. She has the very face of my
little sweeting, (what French word is good enough for her?) didst
run into peril for me, not knowing how near I was to thee? What,
must I eat it? Love me then.'
But the boarded door was thrown back, and 'Madame, more wounded,'
resounded. The thrill of terror, the elastic reaction, at the
ensuing words, 'from the north gate,' was what made Eustacie in an
instant know herself to be not widow but wife. She turned round at
once, holding out her hand, and saying with a shaken, agitated
voice, 'Mon frere, pardon me, I know not what I say; and, after
all, he will find me bien mechante still.' Then as Philip
devoured her hand with kisses, and held it fast, 'I must go; these
poor men need me. When I can, I will return.'
'Only let me have the little one,' entreated Philip; 'it is almost
home already to look at her.'
And when Eustacie next looked in on them, they were both fast
asleep.
She, poor thing, the only woman with brains among the many scared
females in the garrison, might not rest or look the wonder in the
face. Fresh sufferers needed her care, and related gallant things
of 'the Duke's Englishman,' things of desperate daring and prowess
that sent the blood throbbing to her heart with exultation, but
only to be followed by a pang of anguish at having let him go back
to peril--nay, perhaps, to death--without a word of tenderness or
even recognition. She imaged him as the sunny-faced youth who had
claimed her in the royal castle, and her longing to be at his side
and cling to him as his own became every moment more fervent and
irresistible, until she gladly recollected the necessity of
carrying food to the defenders; and snatching an interval from her
hospital cares, she sped to the old circular kitchen of the
monastery, where she found the lame baker vainly trying to organize
a party of frightened women to carry provisions to the garrison of
the bridge-tower.
'Give some to me,' she said. 'My husband is there! I am come to
fetch his dinner.'
The peasant women looked and whispered as if they thought that, to
add to their misfortunes, their Lady of Hope had become distracted
by grief; and one or two, who held the old faith, and were like the
crane among the sparrows, even observed that it was a judgment for
the profane name that had been given her, against which she had
herself uniformly protested.
'My husband is come,' said Eustacie, looking round with shining
eyes. 'Let us be brave wives, and not let our men famish.'
She lifted a loaf and a pitcher of broth, and with the latter
poised on her erect and graceful head, and elastic though steady
step, she led the way; the others following her with a sort of awe,
as of one they fancied in a superhuman state. In fact, there was
no great danger in traversing the bridge with its lofty parapet on
either side; and her mind was too much exalted and moved to be
sensible of anything but a certain exulting awe of the battle
sounds. There was, however, a kind of lull in the assault which
had raged so fiercely ever since the fall of the officer, and the
arrival of the reinforcements. Either the enemy had paused to take
food, or were devising some fresh mode of attack; and as the line
of women advanced, there started forth from under the arch a broad-
shouldered, white-faced, golden-bearded personage, who cried
joyously, 'My dearest, my bravest! this for me!' and lifted the
pitcher from her head as he grasped her hand with a flesh and blood
clasp indeed, but the bright-cheeked, wavy-haired lad of her dream
withered away with a shock of disappointment, and she only looked
up with wistful puzzled earnestness instead of uttering the dear
name that she had so long been whispering to herself. 'Dearest,'
he said, 'this is precious indeed to me, that you should let me
feast my eyes once more on you. But you may not tarry; the rogues
may renew the attack at any moment.'
She had thought of herself as insisting on standing beside him and
sharing his peril. Had he been himself she must have don so, but
this was a stranger, whose claiming her made her shrink apart till
she could feel the identity which, though she believed, she could
not realize. Her hand lay cold and tremulous within his warm
pressure, but he was too much wrought up and too full of joy and
haste to be sensible of anything but of the brave affection that
had dared all to come to him; and he was perfectly happy, even as a
trumpet-call among the foe warned him to press her fingers to his
lips and say, as his bright blue eye kindled, 'God grant that we
may meet and thank Him tonight! Farewell, my lost and found! I
fight as one who has something to fight for.'
He might not leave his post, but he watched her with eyes that
could not be satiated, as she recrossed the bridge; and, verily,
his superabundant ecstasy, and the energy that was born of it, were
all needed to sustain the spirits of his garrison through that
terrible afternoon. The enemy seemed to be determined to carry the
place before it could be relieved, and renewed the storm again and
again with increasing violence; while the defenders, disheartened
by their pertinacity, dismayed at the effects of the heavy
artillery, now brought to bear on the tower, and direfully afraid
of having the bridge destroyed, would have abandoned their barbican
and shut themselves up within the body of the place, had not
Berenger been here, there, and everywhere, directing, commanding,
exhorting, cheering, encouraging, exciting enthusiasm by word and
example, winning proud admiration by feats of valour and dexterity
sprung of the ecstatic inspiration of new-found bliss, and
watching, as the conscious defender of his own most beloved,
without a moment's respite, till twilight stillness sank on the
enemy, and old Falconnet came to relieve him, thanking him for his
gallant defence, and auguring that, by noonday tomorrow at latest,
M. le Duc would succour them, unless he were hampered by any folly
of this young Navarre.
Too blissful for the sense of fatigue, Berenger began to impart to
the Commandant his delight, but the only answer he got was 'Hope,
yes, every hope;' and he again recognized what he had already
perceived, that the indistinctness of his utterance made him
entirely unintelligible to the deaf Commandant, and that shouting
did but proclaim to the whole garrison, perhaps even to the enemy's
camp, what was still too new a joy not to be a secret treasure of
delight. So he only wrung the old Captain's hand, and strode away
as soon as he was released.
It was nearly dark, in spite of a rising moon, but beneath the
cloister arch was torchlight, glancing on a steel head-piece, and
on a white cap, both bending down over a prostrate figure; and he
heard the voice he loved so well say, 'It is over! I can do no
more. It were best to dig his grave at once here in silence--it
will discourage the people less. Renaud and Armand, here!'
He paused for a few minutes unseen in the shadow while she closed
the eyes and composed the limbs of the dead soldier; then,
kneeling, said the Lord's Prayer in French over him. Was this the
being he had left as the petted plaything of the palace? When she
rose, she came to the arch and gazed wistfully across the moonlit
quadrangle, beyond the dark shade cast by the buildings, saying to
the soldier, 'You are sure he was safe?'
'My Eustacie,' said Berenger, coming forward, 'we meet in grave
times!'
The relief of knowing him safe after the sickening yearnings and
suspense of the day, and moreover the old ring of tenderness in his
tone, made her spring to him with real warmth of gladness, and cry,
'It is you! All is well.
'Blessedly well, ma mie, my sweetheart,' he said, throwing his
arm round her, and she rested against him murmuring, 'Now I feel
it! Thou are thyself!' They were in the dark cloister passage,
and when he would have moved forward she clung closer to him, and
murmured, 'Oh, wait, wait, yet an instant--thus I can feel that I
have thee--the same--my own!'
'My poor darling,' said Berenger, after a second, 'you must learn
to bear with both my looks and speech, though I be but a sorry
shattered fellow for you.'
'No, no,' she cried, hanging on him with double fervour. 'No, I am
loving you the more already,--doubly--trebly--a thousand times.
Only those moments were so precious, they made all these long years
as nothing. But come to the little one, and to your brother.'
The little one had already heard them, and was starting forward to
meet them, though daunted for a moment by the sight of the strange
father: she stood on the pavement, in the full flood of the
moonlight from the east window, which whitened her fair face,
flaxen hair, and gray dress, so that she did truly look like some
spirit woven of the moonbeams. Eustacie gave a cry of satisfac-
tion: 'Ah! good, good; it was by moonlight that I saw her first!'
Berenger took her in his arm, and held her to his breast with a
sense of insatiable love, while Philip exclaimed, 'Ay, well may you
make much of her, brother. Well might you seek them far and wide.
Such treasures are not to be found in the wide world.'
Berenger without answering, carried the little one to the step of
the ruined high altar, and there knelt, holding Eustacie by the
hand, the child in one arm, and, with the moon glancing on his high
white brow and earnest face, he spoke a few words of solemn thanks
and prayer for a blessing on their reunion, and the babe so
wonderfully preserved to them.
Not till then did he carry her into the lamplight by Philip's bed,
and scan therein every feature, to satisfy his eyes with the
fulfilled hope that had borne him through those darkest days, when,
despairing of the mother, the thought of the child had still
sustained him to throw his will into the balance of the scale
between life and death. Little Berangere gazed up into his face
silently, with wondering, grave, and somewhat sleepy eyes, and then
he saw them fix themselves on his powder-grimed and blood-stained
hands. 'Ah! little heart,' he said, 'I am truly in no state to
handle so pure a piece of sugar as thou; I should have rid myself
of the battle-stains ere touching thee, but how recollect anything
at such a moment?'
Eustacie was glad he had broken the spell of silence; for having
recovered her husband, her first instinct was to wait upon him.
She took the child from him, explaining that she was going to put
her to bed in her own rooms up the stone stair, which for the
present were filled with fugitive women and children who had come
in from the country, so that the chancel must continue the lodging
of Berenger and his brother; and for the time of her absence she
brought him water to wash away the stains, and set before him the
soup she had kept warm over her little charcoal brazier. It was
only when thus left that he could own, in answer to Philip's
inquiries, that he could feel either hunger or weariness; nay, he
would only acknowledge enough of the latter to give a perfect charm
to rest under such auspices. Eustacie had dispatched her motherly
cares promptly enough to be with him again just as in taking off
his corselet he had found that it had been pierced by a bullet, and
pursuing the trace, through his doublet, he found it lodged in that
purse which he had so long worn next his heart, where it had spent
its force against the single pearl of Ribaumont. And holding it up
to the light, he saw that it was of silver. Then there returned on
him and Philip the words they had heard two days before, of silver
bullets forged for the destruction of the white moonlight fairy,
and he further remembered the moment's shock and blow that in the
midst of his wild amaze on the river's bank had made him gather his
breath and strength to bound desperately upwards, lest the next
moment he should find himself wounded and powerless.
For the innocent, then, had the shot been intended; and she running
into danger out of her sweet, tender instincts of helpfulness, had
been barely saved at the extreme peril of her unconscious father's
life. Philip, whose vehement affection for the little one had been
growing all day, was in the act of telling Berenger to string the
bullet in the place of the injured pearl, as the most precious
heirloom of Ribaumont bravery, when Eustacie returned, and learning
all, grew pale and shuddered as danger had never made her do
before: but this strange day had almost made a coward of her.
'And this is has spared,' said Berenger, taking out the string of
little yellow shells. 'Dost know them, sweet heart? They have
been my chaplet all this time.'
'Ah!' cried Eustacie, 'poor, good Mademoiselle Noemi! she threaded
them for my child, when she was very little. Ah! could she have
given them to you--could it then not have been true--that horror?'
'Alas! it was too true. I found these shells in the empty cradle,
in the burnt house, and deemed them all I should ever have of my
babe.'
'Poor Noemi! poor Noemi! She always longed to be a martyr; but we
fled from her, and the fate we had brought on her. That was the
thought that preyed on my dear father. He grieved so to have left
his sheep--and it was only for my sake. Ah! I have brought evil on
all who have been good to me, beginning with you. You had better
cast me off, or I shall bring yet worse!'
He drew her to him and she laid her head on his shoulder,
murmuring, 'Ah! father, father, were you but here to see it. So
desolate yesterday, so ineffably blest today. Oh! I cannot even
grieve for him now, save that he could not just have seen us; yet I
think he knew it would be so.'
'Nay, it may be that he does see us,' said Berenger. 'Would that I
had known who it was whom you were laying down "en paix et seurte
bonne!" As it was, the psalm brought precious thoughts of Chateau
Leurre, and the little wife who was wont to sing it with me.'
'Ah!' said Eustacie, 'it was when he sang those words as he was
about to sleep in the ruin of the Temple that first I-- cowering
there in terror--knew him for no Templar's ghost, but for a friend.
That story ended my worst desolation. That night he became my
father; the next my child came to me!'
'My precious treasure! Ah! what you must have undergone, and I all
unknowing, capable of nothing wiser than going out of my senses,
and raging in a fever because I could convince no one that those
were all lies about your being aught but my true and loving wife.
But tell me, what brought thee hither to be the tutelary patron,
where, but for the siege, I had over-passed thee on the way to
Quinet?'
Then Eustacie told him how the Italian pedlar had stolen her
letters, and attempted to poison her child--the pedlar whom he soon
identified with that wizard who had talked to him of 'Esperance,'
until the cue had evidently been given by the Chevalier. Soon
after the Duke had dispatched a messenger to say that the Chevalier
de Ribaumont was on the way to demand his niece; and as it was a
period of peace, and the law was decidedly on his side, Madame de
Quinet would be unable to offer any resistance. She therefore had
resolved to send Eustacie away--not to any of the seaports whither
the uncle would be likely to trace her, but absolutely to a place
which he would have passed through on his journey into Guyenne.
The monastery of Notre-Dame de l'Esperance at Pont de Dronne had
been placed there, as well as a colony of silk-spinners, attracted
by the mulberry-trees of the old abbey garden. These, however,
having conceived some terror of the ghosts of the murdered monks,
had entreated for a pastor to protect them; and Madame la Duchesse
thought that in this capacity Isaac Gardon, known by one of the
many aliases to which the Calvinist ministers constantly resorted,
might avoid suspicion for the present. She took the persecuted
fugitives for some stages in an opposite direction, in her own
coach, then returned to face and baffle the Chevalier, while her
trusty steward, by a long detour, conducted them to Pont de
Dronne, which they reached the very night after to Chevalier had
returned through it to Nid de Merle.
The pastor and his daughter were placed under the special
protection of Captain Falconnet, and the steward had taken care
that they should be well lodged in three rooms that had once been
the abbot's apartments. Their stay had been at first intended to
be short, but the long journey had been so full of suffering to
Isaac, and left such serious effects, that Eustacie could not bear
to undertake it again, and Madame de Quinet soon perceived that she
was safer there than at the chateau, since strangers were seldom
admitted to the fortress, and her presence there attracted no
attention. But for Isaac Gardon's declining health, Eustacie would
have been much happier here than at the chateau; the homely
housewifely life, where all depended on her, suited her; and, using
her lessons in domestic arts of nursing and medicine for the
benefit of her father's flock, she had found, to her dismay, that
the simple people, in their veneration, had made her into a sort of
successor to the patroness of the convent. Isaac had revived
enough for a time to be able to conduct the worship in the church,
and to instruct some his flock; but the teaching of the young had
been more and more transferred to her, and, as he ingenuously said,
had taught her more than she ever knew before. He gradually became
weaker through more suffering, and was absolutely incapable of
removal, when an attack by the Guisards was threatened. Eustacie
might have been sent back to Quinet; but she would not hear of
leaving him; and this first had been a mere slight attack, as if a
mere experiment on the strength of the place. She had, however,
then had to take the lead in controlling the women, and teaching
them to act as nurses, and to carry out provisions; and she must
then have been seen by some one, who reported her presence there to
Narcisse--perhaps by the Italian pedlar. Indeed Humfrey, who came
in for a moment to receive his master's orders, report his watch,
and greet his lady, narrated, on the authority of the lately
enlisted men-at-arms, that M. de Nid de Merle had promised twenty
crowns to any one who might shoot down the heretics' little white
diablesse.
About six weeks had elapsed since the first attack on Pont de
Dronne, and in that time Gardon had sunk rapidly. He died as he
lived, a gentle, patient man, not a characteristic Calvinist,
though his lot had been thrown with that party in his perplexed
life of truth-seeking and disappointment in the aspirations and
hopes of early youth. He had been, however, full of peace and
trust that he should open his eyes where the light was clear, and
no cloud on either side would mar his perception; and his
thankfulness had been great for the blessing that his almost
heaven-sent daughter had been to him in his loneliness,
bereavement, and decay. Much as he loved her, he did not show
himself grieved or distressed on her account; but, as he told her,
he took the summons to leave her as a sign that his task was done,
and the term of her trials ended. 'I trust as fully,' he said,
'that thou wilt soon be in safe and loving hands, as though I could
commit thee to them.'
And so he died in her arms, leaving her a far fuller measure of
blessing and of love than ever she had derived from her own father;
and as the enemy's trumpets were already sounding on the hills, she
had feared insult to his remains, and had procured his almost
immediate burial in the cloister, bidding the assistants sing, as
his farewell, that evening psalm which had first brought soothing
to her hunted spirit.
There, while unable, after hours of weeping, to tear herself from
the grave of her father and protector, had she in her utter
desolation been startled by the summons, not only to attend to the
wounded stranger, but to lodge him in the chancel. 'Only this was
wanting,' was the first thought in her desolation, for this had
been her own most cherished resort. Either the bise, or fear of
a haunted spot, or both, had led to the nailing up of boards over
the dividing screen, so that the chancel was entirely concealed
from the church; and no one ever thought of setting foot there till
Eustacie, whose Catholic reverence was indestructible, even when
she was only half sure that it was not worse than a foible, had
stolen down thither, grieved at its utter desolation, and with fond
and careful hands had cleansed it, and amended the ruin so far as
she might. She had no other place where she was sure of being
uninterrupted; and here had been her oratory, where she daily
prayed, and often came to hide her tears and rally her spirits
through that long attendance on her fatherly friend. It had been a
stolen pleasure. Her reverent work there, if once observed, would
have been treated as rank idolatry; and it was with consternation
as well as grief that she found, by the Captain's command, that
this her sanctuary and refuge was to be invaded by strange
soldiers! Little did she think---!
And thus they sat, telling each other all, on the step of the
ruined chancel, among the lights and shadows of the apse. How
unlike to stately Louvre's halls of statuary and cabinets of
porcelain, or the Arcadian groves of Montpipeau! And yet how little
they recked that they were in a beleaguered fortress, in the midst
of ruins, wounded sufferers all around, themselves in hourly
jeopardy. It was enough that they had one another. They were so
supremely happy that their minds unconsciously gathered up those
pale lights and dark fantastic shades as adjuncts of their bliss.