On the Saturday afternoon preceding the battle of Mentana, Sant'
Ilario was alone in his own room, trying to pass the weary hours
in the calculation of certain improvements he meditated at
Saracinesca. He had grown very thin and careworn during the week,
and he found it hard to distract his mind even for a moment from
the thought of his misfortunes. Nothing but a strong mental effort
in another direction could any longer fix his attention, and
though any kind of work was for the present distasteful to him, it
was at least a temporary relief from the contemplation of his
misfortunes.
He could not bring himself to see Corona, though she grew daily
worse, and both the physicians and the attendants who were about
her looked grave. His action in this respect did not proceed from
heartlessness, still less from any wish to add to her sufferings;
on the contrary, he knew very well that, since he could not speak
to her with words of forgiveness, the sight of him would very
likely aggravate her state. He had no reason to forgive her, for
nothing had happened to make her guilt seem more pardonable than
before. Had she been well and strong as usual he would have seen
her often and would very likely have reproached her again and
again most bitterly with what she had done. But she was ill and
wholly unable to defend herself; to inflict fresh pain at such a
time would have been mean and cowardly. He kept away and did his
best not to go mad, though he felt that he could not bear the
strain much longer.
As the afternoon light faded from his chamber he dropped the
pencil and paper with which he had been working and leaned back in
his chair. His face was haggard and drawn, and sleepless nights
had made dark circles about his deep-set eyes, while his face,
which was naturally lean, had grown suddenly thin and hollow. He
was indeed one of the most unhappy men in Rome that day, and so
far as he could see his misery had fallen upon him through no
fault of his own. It would have been a blessed relief, could he
have accused himself of injustice, or of any misdeed which might
throw the weight and responsibility of Corona's actions back upon
his own soul. He loved her still so well that he could have
imagined nothing sweeter than to throw himself at her feet and cry
aloud that it was he who had sinned and not she. He tortured his
imagination for a means of proving that she might be innocent. But
it was in vain. The chain of circumstantial evidence was complete
and not a link was missing, not one point uncertain. He would have
given her the advantage of any doubt which could be thought to
exist, but the longer he thought of it all, the more sure he grew
that there was no doubt whatever.
He sat quite still until it was nearly dark, and then with a
sudden and angry movement quite unlike him, he sprang to his feet
and left the room. Solitude was growing unbearable to him, and
though he cared little to see any of his associates, the mere
presence of other living beings would, he thought, be better than
nothing. He was about to go out of the house when he met the
doctor coming from Corona's apartments.
"I do not wish to cause you unnecessary pain," said the physician,
"but I think it would be better that you should see the princess."
"Has she asked for me?" inquired Giovanni, gloomily.
"Is she dying?" Sant' Ilario spoke under his breath, and laid his
hand on the doctor's arm.
"Pray be calm, Signor Principe. I did not say that. But I repeat--
"
"Be good enough to say what you mean without repetition," answered
Giovanni almost savagely.
The physician's face flushed with annoyance, but as Giovanni was
such a very high and mighty personage he controlled his anger and
replied as calmly as he could.
"The princess is not dying. But she is very ill. She may be worse
before morning. You had better see her now, for she will know you.
Later she may not."
Without waiting for more Giovanni turned on his heel and strode
towards his wife's room. Passing through an outer chamber he saw
one of her women sitting in a corner and shedding copious tears.
She looked up and pointed to the door in a helpless fashion. In
another moment Giovanni was at Corona's bedside.
He would not have recognised her. Her face was wasted and white,
and looked ghastly by contrast with the masses of her black hair
which were spread over the broad pillow. Her colourless lips were
parted and a little drawn, and her breath came faintly. Only her
eyes retained the expression of life, seeming larger and more
brilliant than he had ever seen them before.
Giovanni gazed on her in horror for several seconds. In his
imagination he had supposed that she would look as when he had
seen her last, and the shock of seeing her as she was, unstrung
his nerves. For an instant he forgot everything that was past in
the one strong passion that dominated him in spite of himself. His
arms went round her and amidst his blinding tears he showered hot
kisses on her death-like face. With a supreme effort, for she was
so weak as to be almost powerless, she clasped her hands about his
neck and pressed her to him, or he pressed her. The embrace lasted
but a moment and her arms fell again like lead.
"You know the truth at last, Giovanni," she said, feebly. "You
know that I am innocent or you would not--"
He did not know whether her voice failed her from weakness, or
whether she was hesitating. He felt as though she had driven a
sharp weapon into his breast by recalling all that separated them.
He drew back a little, and his face darkened.
What could he do? She was dying and it would be diabolically cruel
to undeceive her. In that moment he would have given his soul to
be able to lie, to put on again the expression that was in his
face when he had kissed her a moment before. But the suffering of
which she reminded him was too great, the sin too enormous, and
though he tried bravely he could not succeed. But he made the
effort. He tried to smile, and the attempt was horrible. He spoke,
but there was no life in his words.
"Yes, dear," he said, though the words choked him like hot dust,
"I know it was all a mistake. How can I ever ask your
forgiveness?"
Corona saw that it was not the truth, and with a despairing cry
she turned away and hid her face in the pillow. Giovanni felt an
icy chill of horror descending to his heart. A more terrible
moment could scarcely be imagined. There he stood beside his dying
wife, the conviction of her sin burnt in upon his heart, but
loving her fiercely still, willing in that supreme crisis to make
her think she was forgiven, striving to tell the kind lie that
nevertheless would not be told, powerless to deceive her who had
so horribly betrayed him.
Once more he bent over her and laid his hand on hers. The touch of
her wasted fingers brought the tears to his eyes again, but the
moment of passion was past. He bent down and would have comforted
her had he known how, but not a word would form itself upon his
lips. Her face was turned away and he could see that she was
determined not to look at him. Only now and then a passionate sob
shook her and made her tremble, like a thing of little weight
shaken by the wind.
Giovanni could bear it no longer. Once more he kissed her heavy
hair and then quickly went out, he knew not whither. When he
realised what he was doing he found himself leaning against a damp
wall in the street. He pulled himself together and walked away at
a brisk pace, trying to find some relief in rapid motion. He never
knew how far he walked that night, haunted by the presence of
Corona's deathly face and by the sound of that despairing cry
which he had no power to check. He went on and on, challenged from
time to time by the sentinels to whom he mechanically showed his
pass. Striding up hill and down through the highways and through
the least frequented streets of the city, it was all the same to
him in his misery, and he had no consciousness of what he saw or
heard. At eight o'clock in the evening he was opposite Saint
Peter's; at midnight he was standing alone at the desolate cross-
roads before Santa Croce in Gerusalemme, beyond the Lateran, and
only just within the walls. From place to place he wandered,
feeling no fatigue, but only a burning fever in his head and an
icy chill in his heart. Sometimes he would walk up and down some
broad square twenty or thirty times; then again he followed a long
thoroughfare throughout its whole length, and retraced his steps
without seeing that he passed twice through the same street.
At last he found himself in a great crowd of people. Had he
realised that it was nearly three o'clock in the morning the
presence of such a concourse would have astonished him. But if he
was not actually ill and out of his mind, he was at all events in
such a confused state that he did not even ask himself what was
the meaning of the demonstration.
The tramp of marching troops recalled the thought of Gouache, and
suddenly he understood what was happening. The soldiers were
leaving Rome to attack the Garibaldians, and he was near one of
the gates. By the light of flaring torches he recognised at some
distance the hideous architecture of the Porta Pia. He caught
sight of the Zouave uniform under the glare and pressed forward
instinctively, trying to see the faces of the men. But the crowd
was closely packed and he could not obtain a view, try as he
might, and the darkness was so thick that the torches only made
the air darker around them.
He listened to the tramp of feet and the ring of steel arms and
accoutrements like a man in an evil dream. Instead of passing
quickly, the time now seemed interminable, for he was unable to
move, and the feeling that among those thousands of moving
soldiers there was perhaps that one man for whose blood he
thirsted, was intolerable. At last the tramping died away in the
distance and the crowd loosened itself and began to break up.
Giovanni was carried with the stream, and once more it became
indifferent to him whither he went. All at once he was aware of a
very tall man who walked beside him, a man so large that he looked
up, sure that the giant could be none but his cousin San Giacinto.
"Are you here, too?" asked the latter in a friendly voice, as he
recognised Giovanni by the light of a lamp, under which they were
passing.
"I came to see them off," replied Sant' Ilario, coldly. It seemed
to him as though his companion must have followed him.
"So did I," said San Giacinto. "I heard the news late last night,
and only lay down for an hour or two."
"What time is it?" asked Giovanni, who supposed it was about
midnight.
"Five o'clock. It will be daylight, or dawn at least, in an hour."
Giovanni was silent, wondering absently where he had been all
night. For some time the two walked on without speaking.
"You had better come and have coffee with me," said San Giacinto
as they passed through the Piazza Barbarini. "I made my man get up
so that I might have some as soon as I got home."
Giovanni assented. The presence of some one with whom he could
speak made him realise that he was almost exhausted for want of
food. It was morning, and he had eaten nothing since the preceding
midday, and little enough then. In a few minutes they reached San
Giacinto's lodging. There was a lamp burning brightly on the table
of the sitting-room, and a little fire was smouldering on the
hearth. Giovanni sank into a chair, worn out with hunger and
fatigue, while the servant brought the coffee and set it on the
table.
"You look tired," remarked San Giacinto. "One lump or two?"
Giovanni drank the beverage without tasting it, but it revived
him, and the warmth of the room comforted his chilled and tired
limbs. He did not notice that San Giacinto was looking hard at
him, wondering indeed what could have produced so strange an
alteration in his appearance and manner.
"How is the princess?" asked the big man in a tone of sympathy as
he slowly stirred the sugar in his coffee.
"Thank you--she is very well," answered Giovanni, mechanically. In
his mind the secret which he must conceal was so closely connected
with Corona's illness that he almost unconsciously included her
state among the things of which he would not speak. But San
Giacinto looked sharply at him, wondering what he meant.
"So she is," replied Sant' Ilario, bluntly. "I forgot--I do not
know what I was thinking of. I fear she is in a very dangerous
condition."
He was silent again, and sat leaning upon the table absently
looking at the objects that lay before him, an open portfolio and
writing materials, a bit of sealingwax, a small dictionary, neatly
laid in order upon the dark red cloth. He did not know why he had
allowed himself to be led to the place, but he felt a sense of
rest in sitting there quietly in silence. San Giacinto saw that
there was something wrong and said nothing, but lighted a black
cigar and smoked thoughtfully.
"You look as though you had been up all night," he remarked after
a long pause.
Giovanni did not answer. His eyes did not look up from the red
blotting-paper in the open portfolio before him. As he looked down
San Giacinto almost believed he was asleep, and shook the table a
little to see whether his cousin would notice it. Instantly
Giovanni laid his hand upon the writing book, to steady it before
him. But still he did not look up.
"You seem to be interested," said San Giacinto, with a smile, and
he blew a cloud of smoke into the air.
Giovanni was indeed completely absorbed in his studies, and only
nodded his head in answer. After a few minutes more he rose and
took the portfolio to a dingy mirror that stood over the chimney-
piece of the lodging, and held up the sheet of red blotting-paper
before the reflecting surface. Apparently not satisfied with this,
he brought the lamp and set it upon the shelf, and then repeated
the process.
"You are an infernal scoundrel," he said in a low voice, that
trembled with wrath, as he turned and faced San Giacinto.
"What do you mean?" inquired the latter with a calmness that would
have staggered a less angry man.
Giovanni drew from his pocket-book the note he had found in
Gouache's room. For a week he had kept it about him. Without
paying any further attention to San Giacinto he held it in one
hand and again placed the blotting-paper in front of the mirror.
The impression of the writing corresponded exactly with the
original. As it consisted of but a very few words and had been
written quickly, almost every stroke had been reproduced upon the
red paper in a reversed facsimile. Giovanni brought the two and
held them before San Giacinto's eyes. The latter looked surprised
but did not betray the slightest fear.
"Do you mean to tell me that you did not write this note?" asked
Giovanni, savagely.
Giovanni's teeth chattered with rage. He dropped the portfolio and
the letter and seized his cousin by the throat, burying his
fingers in the tough flesh with the ferocity of a wild animal. He
was very strong and active and had fallen upon his adversary
unawares, so that he had an additional advantage. But for all that
he was no match for his cousin's giant strength. San Giacinto
sprang to his feet and his great hands took hold of Giovanni's
arms above the elbow, lifting him from the ground and shaking him
in the air as easily as a cat worries a mouse. Then he thrust him
into his chair again and stood holding him so that he could not
move.
"I do not want to hurt you," he said, "but I do not like to be
attacked in this way. If you try it again I will break some of
your bones."
Giovanni was so much astonished at finding himself so easily
overmatched that he was silent for a moment. The ex-innkeeper
relinquished his hold and picked up his cigar, which had fallen in
the struggle.
"I do not propose to wrestle with you for a match," said Giovanni
at last. "You are stronger than I, but there are other weapons
than those of brute strength. I repeat that you are an infernal
scoundrel."
"You may repeat it as often as you please," replied San Giacinto,
who had recovered his composure with, marvellous rapidity. "It
does not hurt me at all."
"Then you are a contemptible coward," cried Giovanni, hotly.
"That is not true," said the other. "I never ran away in my life.
Perhaps I have not much reason to avoid a fight," he added,
looking down at his huge limbs with a smile.
Giovanni did not know what to do. He had never had a quarrel with
a man who was able to break his neck, but who would not fight like
a gentleman. He grew calmer, and could have laughed at the
situation had it been brought about by any other cause.
"Look here, cousin," said San Giacinto, suddenly and in a familiar
tone, "I am as good a gentleman as you. though I have kept an inn.
If it is the custom here to play with swords and such toys I will
take a few lessons and we will have it out. But I confess that I
would like to know why you are so outrageously angry. How did you
come by that letter? It was never meant for you, nor for any of
yours. I pinned it upon Gouache's dressing-table with a pin I
found there. I took the paper from your wife's table a week ago
yesterday. If you want to know all about it I will tell you."
"And whom did you intend for the author of the letter? Whom but my
wife?"
"Your wife!" cried San Giacinto in genuine astonishment. "You are
out of your mind. Gouache was to meet Faustina Montevarchi on
Sunday morning at a church, and I invented the note to prevent the
meeting, and put it on his table during the previous afternoon. I
am going to marry Donna Flavia, and I do not mean to allow a
beggarly Zouave to make love to my future sister-in-law. Since you
took the note they must have met after all. I wish you had left it
alone."
Giovanni sank into a chair before the table and buried his face in
his hands. San Giacinto stood looking at him in silence, beginning
to comprehend what had happened, and really distressed that his
comparatively harmless stratagem should have caused so much
trouble. He looked at things from a lower point of view than
Giovanni, but he was a very human man, after all. It was hard for
him to believe that his cousin could have really suspected Corona
of loving Gouache; but Giovanni's behaviour left no other
explanation. On the other hand, he felt that whatever might be
thought of his own part in the affair, it was Giovanni's own fault
that things had turned out as they had, seeing that he had been
guilty of a very serious indiscretion in entering Gouache's rooms
unbidden and in reading what was meant for the Zouave.
Giovanni rose and his face was pale again, but the expression had
utterly changed in the course of a few seconds. He suffered
horribly, but with a pain more easy to bear than that which had
tortured him during the past week. Corona was innocent, and he
knew it. Every word she had spoken a week ago, when he had accused
her, rang again in his ears, and as though by magic the truth of
her statement was now as clear as the day. He could never forgive
himself for having doubted her. He did not know whether he could
ever atone for the agony he must have caused her. But it was a
thousand times better that he should live long years of bitter
self-reproach, than that the woman he so loved should have fallen.
He forgot San Giacinto and the petty scheme which had brought
about such dire consequences. He forgot his anger of a moment ago
in the supreme joy of knowing that Corona had not sinned, and in
the bitter contrition for having so terribly wronged her. If he
felt anything towards San Giacinto it was gratitude, but he stood
speechless under his great emotion, not even thinking what he
should say.
"If you doubt the truth of my explanation," said San Giacinto, "go
to the Palazzo Montevarchi. Opposite the entrance you will see
some queer things painted on the wall. There are Gouache's
initials scrawled a hundred times, and the words 'Sunday' and
'Mass' very conspicuous. A simple way, too, would be to ask him
whether he did not actually meet Faustina last Sunday morning.
When a man advertises his meetings with his lady-love on the walls
of the city, no one can be blamed for reading the advertisement."
He laughed at the conceit and at his own astuteness; but Giovanni
scarcely heeded him or his words.
"Good-bye," said the latter, holding out his hand.
"You do not want to fight any more, then?" asked San Giacinto.
Without another word he left the room and descended into the
street. The cold gray dawn was over everything and the air was raw
and chilly. There is nothing more dismal than early dawn in a
drizzling rain when a man has been up all night, but Giovanni was
unconscious of any discomfort, and there were wings under his feet
as he hastened homeward along the slippery pavements.
The pallor in his face had given way to a slight flush that gave
colour and animation to his cheeks, and though his eyes were
bright their expression was more natural than it had been for many
days. He was in one of the strangest humours which can have sway
over that unconsciously humorous animal, man. In the midst of the
deepest self-abasement his heart was overflowing with joy. The
combination of sorrow and happiness is a rare one, not found every
day, but the condition of experiencing both at the same time and
in the highest degree is very possible.
Giovanni, indeed, could not feel otherwise than he did. Had he
suspected Corona and accused her on grounds wholly frivolous and
untenable, in the unreasoning outbreak of a foolish jealousy, he
could not have been so persuaded of her guilt as to feel the
keenest joy on finding her innocent. In that case his remorse
would have outweighed his satisfaction. Had he, on the other hand,
suspected her without making the accusation, he would have been
happy on discovering his mistake, but could have felt little or no
remorse. As it was, he had accused her upon evidence which most
tribunals would have thought sufficient for a conviction, and on
seeing all doubt cleared away he realised with terrible force the
extent of the pain he had inflicted. While he had still believed
that she had fallen, he had still so loved her as to wish that he
could take the burden of her guilt upon his own shoulders. Now
that her innocence was proved beyond all doubt, he had no thought
but to ask her forgiveness.
He let himself in with a latch-key and ran up the dim stairs. A
second key opened the polished door into the dark vestibule, and
in a moment more he was in the ante-chamber of Corona's apartment.
Two or three women, pale with watching, were standing round a
table, upon which something was heating over a spirit lamp.
Giovanni stopped and spoke to them.
"How is she?" he asked, his voice unsteady with anxiety.
The women shook their heads, and one of them began to cry. They
loved their mistress dearly and had little hope of her recovery.
They had been amazed, too, at Giovanni's apparent indifference
during the whole week, and seemed surprised when he went towards
the door. One motioned to him to make no noise. He turned the
latch very gently and advanced into the darkened chamber.
Corona was lying as he had seen her on the previous evening, and
there seemed to be little or no change in her state. Her eyes were
closed and her breathing was scarcely perceptible. A nurse was
nodding in a chair near the night light and looked up as Giovanni
entered. He pointed to the door and she went out. All was so
exactly as it had been twelve hours earlier that he could hardly
realise the immense change that had taken place in his own heart
during the interval. He stood looking at his wife, scarcely
breathing for fear of disturbing her and yet wishing that she
might wake to hear what he had to say. But she did not move nor
show any signs of consciousness. Her delicate, thin hand lay upon
the coverlet. He stooped down very slowly and cautiously, and
kissed the wasted fingers. Then he drew back quickly and
noiselessly as though he had done something wrong. He thought she
must be asleep, and sat down in the chair the nurse had vacated.
The stillness was profound. The little night light burned steadily
without flickering and cast queer long shadows from the floor
upwards over the huge tapestries upon the wall. The quaint figures
of heroes and saints, that had seen many a Saracinesca born and
many a one die in the ancient vaulted room, seemed to take the
expressions of old friends watching over the suffering woman. A
faint odour like that of ether pervaded the still air, an odour
Giovanni never forgot during his life. Everything was so intensely
quiet that he almost thought he could hear the ticking of his
watch in his pocket.
Corona stirred at last, and slowly opening her eyes, turned them
gradually till they met her husband's gaze. At the first movement
she made he had risen to his feet and now stood close beside her.
"Did you kiss my hand--or did I dream it?" she asked faintly.
"Yes, darling." He could not at once find words to say what he
wanted.
Giovanni fell on his knees by the bedside and took her hand in
both his own.
"Corona, Corona--forgive me!" The cry came from his heart, and was
uttered with an accent of despair that there was no mistaking. She
knew, faint and scarcely conscious though she was, that he was not
attempting to deceive her this time. But he could say no more.
Many a strong man would in that moment have sobbed aloud and shed
tears, but Giovanni was not as other men. Under great emotion all
expression was hard for him, and the spontaneity of tears would
have contradicted his nature.
Corona wondered what had happened, and lay quite still, looking at
his bent head and feeling the trembling touch of his hands on
hers. For several seconds the stillness was almost as profound as
it had been before. Then Giovanni spoke out slowly and earnestly.
"My beloved wife," he said, looking up into her face, "I know all
the truth now. I know what I have done. I know what you have
suffered. Forgive me if you can. I will give my whole life to
deserve your pardon."
For an instant all Corona's beauty returned to her face as she
heard his words. Her eyes shone softly, the colour mounted to her
pale cheeks, and she breathed one happy sigh of relief and
gladness. Her fingers contracted and closed round his with a
tender pressure.
"It is true," she said, scarcely audibly. "You are not trying to
deceive me in order to keep me alive?"
"It is true, darling," he answered. "San Giacinto wrote the
letter. It was not even meant to seem to come from you. Oh,
Corona--can you ever forgive me?"
She turned so as to see him better, and looked long into his eyes.
The colour slowly faded again from her face, and her expression
changed, growing suddenly sad.
"I will forgive you. I will try to forget it all, Giovanni. You
should have believed me, for I have never lied to you. It will be
long before I am strong again, and I shall have much time to think
of it."
Giovanni rose to his feet, still clasping her hand. Something told
him that she was not a woman who could either forgive or forget
such an injury, and her tone was colder than he had hoped. The
expiation had begun and he was already suffering the punishment of
his unbelief. He bore the pain bravely. What right had he to
expect that she would suddenly become as she had been before? She
had been, and still was, dangerously ill, and her illness had been
caused by his treatment of her. It would be long before their
relations could be again what they had once been, and it was not
for him to complain. She might have sent him away in anger; he
would not have thought her too unkind. But when he remembered her
love, he trembled at the thought of living without it. His voice
was very gentle as he answered her, after a short pause.
"You shall live to forget it all, Corona. I will make you forget
it. I will undo what I have done."
"Can you, Giovanni? Is there no blood upon your hands?" She knew
her husband well, and could hardly believe that he had refrained
from taking vengeance upon Gouache.
"There is none, thank God," replied Giovanni. "But for a happy
accident I should have killed the man a week ago. It was all
arranged."
"You must tell him that you have been mistaken," said Corona
simply.
Giovanni felt that words were of very little use, and even had he
wished to say more he would not have known how to speak. There was
that between them which was too deep for all expression, and he
knew that henceforth he could only hope to bring back Corona's
love by his own actions. Besides, in her present state, he guessed
that it would be wiser to leave her, than to prolong the
interview.
"I will go now," he said. "You must rest, darling, and be quite
well to-morrow."
She said nothing about seeing him again. With a humility almost
pathetic in such a man, he bent down and touched her hand with his
lips. Then he would have gone away, but she held his fingers and
looked long into his eyes.
"I am sorry for you, dear," she said, and paused, not taking her
eyes from his. "Kiss me," she added at last, with a faint smile.
A moment later, he was gone. She gazed long at the door through
which he had left the room, and her expression changed more than
once, softening and hardening again as the thoughts chased each
other through her tired brain. At last she closed her eyes, and
presently fell into a peaceful sleep.
Giovanni waited in his room until his father was awake and then
went to tell him what had happened. The old gentleman looked weary
and sad, but his keen sight noticed the change in his son's
manner.
"I have been undeceived," answered Giovanni. "I have been
mistaken, misled by the most extraordinary set of circumstances I
have ever heard of."
Saracinesca's eyes suddenly gleamed angrily and his white beard
bristled round his face.
"You have made a fool of yourself," he growled. "You have made
your wife ill and yourself miserable in a fit of vulgar jealousy.
And now you have been telling her so."
"I have only just found it out," answered the younger man.
"Then you are amazingly slow at discovery. Why do you stand there
staring at me? Do you expect any sympathy? You will not get it. Go
and say a litany outside your wife's door. You have made me spend
the most horrible week I ever remember, just because you are not
good enough for her. How could you ever dare to suspect that
woman? Go away. I shall strangle you if you stay here!"
"That consideration would not have much weight," replied Giovanni.
"I know how mad I have been, much better than you can tell me. And
yet, I doubt whether any one was ever so strangely mistaken
before."
"With your intelligence the wonder is that you are not always
mistaken. Upon my soul, the more I think of it, the more I am
amazed at your folly. You acted like a creature in the theatre.
With your long face and your mystery and your stage despair, you
even made a fool of me. At all events, I shall know what to expect
the next time it happens. I hope Corona will have the sense to
make you do penance."
To tell the truth Giovanni had not expected any better treatment
from his father than he actually received, and he was not in a
humour to resent reproaches which he knew to be well deserved. He
had only intended to tell the prince the result of what had
occurred, and he relaxed nothing of his determination, even though
he might have persuaded the old gentleman that the accumulated
evidence had undoubtedly justified his doubts. With a short
salutation he left the room and went out, hoping that Gouache had
not accompanied the expedition to Mentana, improbable as that
seemed.
He was, of course, disappointed, for while he was making inquiries
Gouache was actually on the way to the battle with his corps, as
has been already seen. Giovanni spent most of the day in the
house, constantly inquiring after Corona, and trying to occupy his
mind in reading, though with little success. The idea that Gouache
might be killed without having learned the truth began to take
possession of him and caused him an annoyance he could not
explain. It was not that he felt any very profound remorse for
having wronged the man. His nature was not so sensitive as that.
It was rather, perhaps, because he regarded the explanation with
Anastase as a part of what he owed Corona, that he was so anxious
to meet him alive. Partly, too, his anxiety arose from his
restlessness and from the desire for action of some sort in which
to forget all he had suffered, and all he was still suffering.
Towards evening he went out and heard news of the engagement. It
was already known that the enemy had fallen back upon Mentana, and
no one doubted the ultimate result of the day's fighting. People
were already beginning to talk of going out to take assistance to
the wounded. The idea struck Giovanni as plausible and he
determined to act upon it at once. He took a surgeon and several
men with him, and drove out across the Campagna to the scene of
the battle.
As has been told, he found Gouache at last, after a long and
difficult search. The ground was so broken and divided by ditches,
walls and trees, that some of the wounded were not found until the
middle of the next day. Unless Giovanni had undertaken the search
Anastase might have escaped notice for a long time, and it was no
wonder if he expressed astonishment on waking up to find himself
comfortably installed in Saracinesca's carriage, tended by the man
who a few days earlier had wanted to take his life.