Miss Keeldar and her uncle had characters that would not harmonise, - that
never had harmonised. He was irritable, and she was spirited: he was despotic,
and she liked freedom; he was worldly, and she, perhaps, romantic.
Not without purpose had he come down to Yorkshire: his mission was clear, and
he intended to discharge it conscientiously: he anxiously desired to have his
niece married; to make for her a suitable match: give her in charge to a proper
husband, and wash his hands of her for ever.
The misfortune was, from infancy upwards, Shirley and he had disagreed on the
meaning of the words 'suitable' and 'proper.' She never yet had accepted his
definition; and it was doubtful whether, in the most important step of her life,
she would consent to accept it.
Mr. Wynne proposed in form for his son, Samuel Fawthrop Wynne.
'Decidedly suitable! Most proper!' pronounced Mr. Sympson. 'A fine
unencumbered estate: real substance; good connections. It must be done!'
He sent for his niece to the oak parlour; he shut himself up there with her
alone; he communicated the offer; he gave his opinion; he claimed her
consent.
'That conduct alone sinks him in a gulf of immeasurable inferiority. His
intellect reaches no standard I can esteem: - there is a second stumbling-block.
His views are narrow; his feelings are blunt; his tastes are coarse; his manners
vulgar.'
'The man is a respectable, wealthy man. To refuse him is presumption on your
part.'
'I refuse, point-blank! Cease to annoy me with the subject: I forbid it!'
'Is it your intention ever to marry, or do you prefer celibacy?'
'I deny your right to claim an answer to that question.
'May I ask if you expect some man of title - some peer of the realm - to
demand your hand?'
'I doubt if the peer breathes on whom I would confer it.'
'Were there insanity in the family, I should believe you mad. Your
eccentricity and conceit touch the verge of frenzy.'
'Perhaps, ere I have finished, you will see me overleap it.'
'I anticipate no less. Frantic and impracticable girl! Take
warning! - I dare you to sully our name by a mésalliance!'
'For the scrubby, shabby, whining, I have no taste: for literature and the
arts, I have. And there I wonder how your Fawthrop Wynne would suit me? He
cannot write a note without orthographical errors; he reads only a sporting
paper: he was the booby of Stilbro' grammar school!'
'Unladylike language! Great God! - to what will she come?' He lifted hands
and eyes.
'To what will she come? Why are not the laws more stringent, that I might
compel her to hear reason?'
'Console yourself, uncle. Were Britain a serfdom, and you the Czar, you could
not compel me to this step. I will write to Mr. Wynne. Give yourself no further
trouble on the subject.'
Fortune is proverbially called changeful, yet her caprice often takes the
form of repeating again and again a similar stroke of luck in the same quarter.
It appeared that Miss Keeldar - or her fortune - had by this time made a
sensation in the district, and produced an impression in quarters by her
unthought of. No less than three offers followed Mr. Wynne's - all more or less
eligible. All were in succession pressed on her by her uncle, and all in
succession she refused. Yet amongst them was more than one gentleman of
unexceptional character, as well as ample wealth. Many besides her uncle asked
what she meant, and whom she expected to entrap, that she was so insolently
fastidious.
At last, the gossips thought they had found the key to her conduct, and her
uncle was sure of it; and, what is more, the discovery showed his niece to him
in quite a new light, and he changed his whole deportment to her
accordingly.
Fieldhead had, of late, been fast growing too hot to hold them both; the
suave aunt could not reconcile them; the daughters froze at the view of their
quarrels: Gertrude and Isabella whispered by the hour together in their
dressing-room, and became chilled with decorous dread if they chanced to be left
alone with their audacious cousin. But, as I have said, a change supervened: Mr.
Sympson was appeased and his family tranquillised.
The village of Nunnely has been alluded to: its old church, its forest, its
monastic ruins. It had also its Hall, called the Priory - an older, a larger, a
more lordly abode than any Briarfield or Whinbury owned; and, what is more, it
had its man of title - its baronet, which neither Briarfield nor Whinbury could
boast. This possession - its proudest and most prized - had for years been
nominal only: the present baronet, a young man hitherto resident in a distant
province, was unknown on his Yorkshire estate.
During Miss Keeldar's stay at the fashionable watering-place of Cliffbridge,
she and her friends had met with and been introduced to Sir Philip Nunnely. They
encountered him again and again on the sands, the cliffs, in the various walks,
sometimes at the public balls of the place. He seemed solitary; his manner was
very unpretending - too simple to be termed affable; rather timid than proud: he
did not condescend to their society - he seemed glad of it.
With any unaffected individual, Shirley could easily and quickly cement an
acquaintance. She walked and talked with Sir Philip; she, her aunt, and cousins,
sometimes took a sail in his yacht. She liked him because she found him kind
and modest, and was charmed to feel she had the power to amuse him.
One slight drawback there was - where is the friendship without it? - Sir
Philip had a literary turn: he wrote poetry, sonnets, stanzas, ballads. Perhaps
Miss Keeldar thought him a little too fond of reading and reciting these
compositions; perhaps she wished the rhyme had possessed more accuracy - the
measure more music - the tropes more freshness - the inspiration more fire; at
any rate, she always winced when he recurred to the subject of his poems, and
usually did her best to divert the conversation into another channel.
He would beguile her to take moonlight walks with him on the bridge, for the
sole purpose, as it seemed, of pouring into her ear the longest of his ballads:
he would lead her away to sequestered rustic seats, whence the rush of the surf
to the sands was heard soft and soothing; and when he had her all to himself,
and the sea lay before them, and the scented shade of gardens spread round, and
the tall shelter of cliffs rose behind them, he would pull out his last batch of
sonnets, and read them in a voice tremulous with emotion. He did not seem to
know, that though they might be rhyme, they were not poetry. It appeared by
Shirley's downcast eye and disturbed face that she knew it, and felt heartily
mortified by the single foible of this good and amiable gentleman.
Often she tried, as gently as might be, to wean him from this fanatic worship
of the Muses: it was his monomania - on all ordinary subjects he was sensible
enough; and fain was she to engage him in ordinary topics. He questioned her
sometimes about his place at Nunnely; she was but too happy to answer his
interrogatories at length: she never wearied of describing the antique Priory,
the wild sylvan park, the hoary church and hamlet; nor did she fail to counsel
him to come down and gather his tenantry about him in his ancestral halls.
Somewhat to her surprise Sir Philip followed her advice to the letter; and
actually, towards the close of September, arrived at the Priory.
He soon made a call at Fieldhead, and his first visit was not his last: he
said - when he had achieved the round of the neighbourhood - that under no roof
had he found such pleasant shelter as beneath the massive oak beams of the grey
manor house of Briarfield: a cramped, modest dwelling enough, compared with his
own - but he liked it.
Presently, it did not suffice to sit with Shirley in her panelled parlour,
where others came and went, and where he could rarely find a quiet moment to
show her the latest production of his fertile muse; he must have her out amongst
the pleasant pastures, and lead her by the still waters. Tête-à-
tête ramblings she shunned; so he made parties for her to his own grounds,
his glorious forest; to remoter scenes - woods severed by the Wharfe, vales
watered by the Aire.
Such assiduity covered Miss Keeldar with distinction. Her uncle's prophetic
soul anticipated a splendid future: he already scented the time afar off when,
with nonchalant air, and left foot nursed on his right knee, he should be able
to make dashingly-familiar allusions to his 'nephew the baronet.' Now, his niece
dawned upon him no longer 'a mad girl,' but a 'most sensible woman.' He termed
her, in confidential dialogues with Mrs. Sympson, 'a truly superior person:
peculiar, but very clever.' He treated her with exceeding deference; rose
reverently to open and shut doors for her; reddened his face, and gave himself
headaches, with stooping to pick up gloves, handkerchiefs, and other loose
property, whereof Shirley usually held but insecure tenure. He would cut
mysterious jokes about the superiority of woman's wit over man's wisdom;
commence obscure apologies for the blundering mistake he had committed
respecting the generalship, the tactics, of 'a personage not a hundred miles
from Fieldhead:' in short, he seemed elate as any 'midden-cock on pattens.'
His niece viewed his manoeuvres, and received his innuendoes, with phlegm:
apparently, she did not above half comprehend to what aim they tended. When
plainly charged with being the preferred of the baronet, she said, she believed
he did like her, and for her part she liked him: she had never thought a man of
rank - the only son of a proud, fond mother - the only brother of doting sisters
- could have so much goodness, and, on the whole, so much sense.
Time proved, indeed, that Sir Philip liked her. Perhaps he had found in her
that 'curious charm' noticed by Mr. Hall. He sought her presence more and more;
and, at last, with a frequency that attested it had become to him an
indispensable stimulus. About this time, strange feelings hovered round
Fieldhead; restless hopes and haggard anxieties haunted some of its rooms. There
was an unquiet wandering of some of the inmates among the still fields round the
mansion; there was a sense of expectancy that kept the nerves strained.
One thing seemed clear. Sir Philip was not a man to be despised: he was
amiable; if not highly intellectual, he was intelligent. Miss Keeldar could not
affirm of him - what she had so bitterly affirmed of Sam Wynne - that his
feelings were blunt, his tastes coarse and his manners vulgar There was
sensibility in his nature: there was a very real, if not a very discriminating,
love of the arts; there was the English gentleman in all his deportment: as to
his lineage and wealth, both were, of course, far beyond her claims.
His appearance had at first elicited some laughing, though not ill-natured,
remarks from the merry Shirley. It was boyish: his features were plain and
slight; his hair sandy: his stature insignificant. But she soon checked her
sarcasm on this point; she would even fire up if any one else made
uncomplimentary allusion thereto. He had 'a pleasing countenance,' she
affirmed; 'and there was that in his heart which was better than three Roman
noses, than the locks of Absalom, or the proportions of Saul.' A spare and rare
shaft she still reserved for his unfortunate poetic propensity: but, even here,
she would tolerate no irony save her own.
In short, matters had reached a point which seemed fully to warrant an
observation made about this time by Mr. Yorke, to the tutor, Louis.
'Yond' brother Robert of yours seems to me to be either a fool or a madman.
Two months ago, I could have sworn he had the game all in his own hands; and
there he runs the country, and quarters himself up in London for weeks together,
and by the time he comes back, he'll find himself checkmated. Louis, 'there is a
tide in the affairs of men, which, taken at the flood, leads on to fortune; but,
once let slip, never returns again.' I'd write to Robert, if I were you, and
remind him of that.'
'Robert had views on Miss Keeldar?' inquired Louis, as if the idea were new
to him.
'Views I suggested to him myself, and views he might have realised, for she
liked him.'
'As more than that. I have seen her change countenance and colour at the mere
mention of his name. Write to the lad, I say, and tell him to come home. He is a
finer gentleman than this bit of a baronet, after all.'
'Does it not strike you, Mr. Yorke, that for a mere penniless adventurer to
aspire to a rich woman's hand is presumptuous - contemptible?'
'Oh! if you are for high notions, and double-refined sentiment, I've naught
to say. I'm a plain, practical man myself; and if Robert is willing to give up
that royal prize to a lad-rival - a puling slip of aristocracy - I am quite
agreeable. At his age, in his place, with his inducements, I would have acted
differently. Neither baronet, nor duke, nor prince, should have snatched my
sweetheart from me without a struggle. But you tutors are such solemn chaps: it
is almost like speaking to a parson to consult with you.'
Flattered and fawned upon as Shirley was just now, it appeared she was not
absolutely spoiled - that her better nature did not quite leave her. Universal
report had indeed ceased to couple her name with that of Moore, and this silence
seemed sanctioned by her own apparent oblivion of the absentee; but that she had
not quite forgotten him - that she still regarded him, if not with love yet with
interest - seemed proved by the increased attention which at this juncture of
affairs a sudden attack of illness induced her to show that tutor-brother of
Robert's, to whom she habitually bore herself with strange alternations of cool
reserve and docile respect: now sweeping past him in all the dignity of the
moneyed heiress and prospective Lady Nunnely, and anon accosting him as abashed
schoolgirls are wont to accost their stern professors: bridling her neck of
ivory, and curling her lip of carmine, if he encountered her glance, one minute;
and the next submitting to the grave rebuke of his eye, with as much contrition
as if he had the power to inflict penalties in case of contumacy.
Louis Moore had perhaps caught the fever, which for a few days laid him low,
in one of the poor cottages of the district, which he, his lame pupil, and Mr.
Hall, were in the habit of visiting together. At any rate he sickened, and after
opposing to the malady a taciturn resistance for a day or two, was obliged to
keep his chamber.
He lay tossing on his thorny bed one evening, Henry, who would not quit him,
watching faithfully beside him, when a tap - too light to be that of Mrs. Gill
or the housemaid - summoned young Sympson to the door.
'How is Mr. Moore to-night?' asked a low voice from the dark gallery.
But the speaker stepped in, and Henry, seeing her hesitate on the threshold,
took her hand and drew her to the couch.
The shaded light showed Miss Keeldar's form but imperfectly, yet it revealed
her in elegant attire. There was a party assembled below, including Sir Philip
Nunnely; the ladies were now in the drawing-room, and their hostess had stolen
from them to visit Henry's tutor. Her pure white dress, her fair arms and neck,
the trembling chainlet of gold circling her throat, and quivering on her breast,
glistened strangely amid the obscurity of the sickroom. Her mien was chastened
and pensive: she spoke gently.
From the rich cluster that filled a small basket held in her hand, she
severed a berry and offered it to his lips. He shook his head, and turned aside
his flushed face.
'But what then can I bring you instead? You have no wish for fruit; yet I see
that your lips are parched. What beverage do you prefer?'
'Mrs. Gill supplies me with toast and water: I like it best.'
'I wonder what caused this fever? To what do you attribute it?'
'Miasma, perhaps - malaria. This is autumn, a season fertile in fevers.'
'I hear you often visit the sick in Briarfield, and Nunnely too, with Mr.
Hall: you should be on your guard: temerity is not wise.'
'That reminds me, Miss Keeldar, that perhaps you had better not enter this
chamber, or come near this couch. I do not believe my illness is infectious: I
scarcely fear' (with a sort of smile) 'you will take it; but why should you run
even the shadow of a risk? Leave me.'
'Patience: I will go soon; but I should like to do something for you before I
depart - any little service ----'
'It is never dull, and the sense seems sharpened at present. Sir Philip was
here to tea last night. I heard you sing to him some song which he had brought
you. I heard him, when he took his departure at eleven o'clock, call you out on
to the pavement, to look at the evening star.'
'No; my chamber is over the hall, the window just above the front door, the
sash was a little raised, for I felt feverish:
you stood ten minutes with him on the steps: I heard your discourse, every word,
and I heard the salute. Henry, give me some water.'
'Monstrous delusions! The sleep would be delirium, the waking death.'
'Your wishes are not so chimerical: you are no visionary?'
'Miss Keeldar, I suppose you think so: but my character is not, perhaps,
quite as legible to you as a page of the last new novel might be.'
'That is possible. . . But this sleep: I should like to woo it to your
pillow - to win for you its favour. If I took a book and sat down, and read some
pages ----? I can well spare half an hour.'
Possibly Miss Keeldar resented her former teacher's rejection of her
courtesy: it is certain she did not repeat the offer of it. Often as her light
step traversed the gallery in the course of a day, it did not again pause at his
door; nor did her 'cooing, vibrating voice' disturb a second time the hush of
the sickroom. A sick-room, indeed, it soon ceased to be; Mr. Moore's good
constitution quickly triumphed over his indisposition: in a few days he shook it
off, and resumed his duties as tutor.
That 'Auld Lang Syne' had still its authority both with preceptor and
scholar, was proved by the manner in which he sometimes promptly passed the
distance she usually maintained between them, and put down her high reserve with
a firm, quiet hand.
One afternoon the Sympson family were gone out to take a carriage airing.
Shirley, never sorry to snatch a reprieve from their society, had remained
behind, detained by business, as she said. The business - a little letter-
writing - was soon despatched after the yard-gates had closed on the carriage:
Miss Keeldar betook herself to the garden
It was a peaceful autumn day. The gilding of the Indian summer mellowed the
pastures far and wide. The russet woods stood ripe to be stript, but were yet
full of leaf. The purple of heath-bloom, faded but not withered, tinged the
hills. The beck wandered down to the Hollow, through a silent district; no wind
followed its course, or haunted its woody borders. Fieldhead gardens bore the
seal of gentle decay. On the walks, swept that morning, yellow leaves had
fluttered down again. Its time of flowers, and even of fruits, was over; but a
scantling of apples enriched the trees; only a blossom here and there expanded
pale and delicate amidst a knot of faded leaves.
These single flowers - the last of their race - Shirley culled as she
wandered thoughtfully amongst the beds. She was fastening into her girdle a
hueless and scentless nosegay, when Henry Sympson called to her as he came
limping from the house.
'Shirley, Mr. Moore would be glad to see you in the schoolroom and to hear
you read a little French, if you have no more urgent occupation.'
The messenger delivered his commission very simply, as if it were a mere
matter of course.
'Certainly: why not? And now, do come, and let us once more be as we were at
Sympson Grove. We used to have pleasant school-hours in those days.'
Miss Keeldar, perhaps, thought that circumstances were changed since then;
however, she made no remark, but after a little reflection quietly followed
Henry.
Entering the schoolroom, she inclined her head with a decent obeisance, as
had been her wont in former times; she removed her bonnet, and hung it up beside
Henry's cap. Louis Moore sat at his desk, turning the leaves of a book, open
before him, and marking passages with his pencil; he just moved, in
acknowledgment of her curtsey, but did not rise.
'You proposed to read to me a few nights ago,' said he. 'I could not hear you
then; my attention is now at your service. A little renewed practice in French
may not be unprofitable: your accent, I have observed, begins to rust.'
'Here are the posthumous works of St. Pierre. Read a few pages of the
Fragments de l'Amazone.'
She accepted the chair which he had placed in readiness near his own - the
volume lay on his desk - there was but one between them; her sweeping curls
drooped so low as to hide the page from him.
For one moment, Shirley looked not quite certain whether she would obey the
request or disregard it: a flicker of her eye beamed furtive on the professor's
face; perhaps if he had been looking at her harshly or timidly, or if one
undecided line had marked his countenance, she would have rebelled, and the
lesson had ended there and then; but he was only awaiting her compliance - as
calm as marble, and as cool. She threw the veil of tresses behind her ear. It
was well her face owned an agreeable outline, and that her cheek possessed the
polish and the roundness of early youth, or, thus robbed of a softening shade,
the contours might have lost their grace. But what mattered that in the present
society? Neither Calypso nor Eucharis cared to fascinate Mentor.
She began to read. The language had become strange to her tongue; it
faltered; the lecture flowed unevenly, impeded by hurried breath, broken by
Anglicised tones. She stopped.
'I can't do it. Read me a paragraph, if you please, Mr. Moore.'
What he read, she repeated: she caught his accent in three minutes.
'Très bien,' was the approving comment at the close of the piece.
'C'est presque le Français rattrapé, n'est-ce pas?'
'You could not write French as you once could, I dare say?'
'Oh! no. I should make strange work of my concords now.'
'You could not compose the devoir of La Première Femme Savante?'
'And it came to pass when men began to multiply on the face of the earth, and
daughters were born unto them, that the sons of God saw the daughters of men
that they were fair; and they took them wives of all which they chose.'
This was in the dawn of time, before the morning stars were set, and while
they yet sang together.
The epoch is so remote, the mists and dewy grey of matin twilight veil it
with so vague an obscurity, that all distinct feature of custom, all clear line
of locality, evade perception and baffle research. It must suffice to know that
the world then existed; that men peopled it; that man's nature, with its
passions, sympathies, pains, and pleasures, informed the planet and gave it
soul.
A certain tribe colonised a certain spot on the globe; of what race this
tribe - unknown: in what region that spot - untold. We usually think of the East
when we refer to transactions of that date; but who shall declare that there was
no life in the West, the South, the North? What is to disprove that this tribe,
instead of camping under palm-groves in Asia, wandered beneath island oak-woods
rooted in our own seas of Europe?
It is no sandy plain, nor any circumscribed and scant oasis I seem to
realise. A forest valley, with rocky sides and brown profundity of shade, formed
by tree crowding on tree, descends deep before me. Here, indeed, dwell human
beings, but so few, and in alleys so thick branched and over-arched, they are
neither heard nor seen. Are they savage? - doubtless. They live by the crook and
the bow: half shepherds, half hunters, their flocks wander wild as their prey.
Are they happy? - no: not more happy than we are at this day. Are they good? -
no: not better than ourselves: their nature is our nature - human both. There is
one in this tribe too often miserable - a child bereaved of both parents. None
cares for this child: she is fed sometimes, but oftener forgotten: a hut rarely
receives her: the hollow tree and chill cavern are her home. Forsaken, lost, and
wandering, she lives more with the wild beast and bird than with her own kind.
Hunger and cold are her comrades: sadness hovers over, and solitude besets her
round. Unheeded and unvalued, she should die: but she both lives and grows: the
green wilderness nurses her, and becomes to her a mother: feeds her on juicy
berry, on saccharine root and nut.
There is something in the air of this clime which fosters life kindly: there
must be something, too, in its dews, which heals with sovereign balm. Its gentle
seasons exaggerate no passion, no sense; its temperature tends to harmony; its
breezes, you would say, bring down from heaven the germ of pure thought, and
purer feeling. Not grotesquely fantastic are the forms of cliff and foliage; not
violently vivid the colouring of flower and bird: in all the grandeur of these
forests there is repose; in all their freshness there is tenderness.
The gentle charm vouchsafed to flower and tree, - bestowed on deer and dove,
- has not been denied to the human nursling. All solitary, she has sprung up
straight and graceful. Nature cast her features in a fine mould; they have
matured in their pure, accurate first lines, unaltered by the shocks of disease.
No fierce dry blast has dealt rudely with the surface of her frame; no burning
sun has crisped or withered her tresses: her form gleams ivory-white through the
trees; her hair flows plenteous, long, and glossy; her eyes, not dazzled by
vertical fires, beam in the shade large and open, and full and dewy: above those
eyes, when the breeze bares her forehead, shines an expanse fair and ample, - a
clear, candid page, whereon knowledge, should knowledge ever come, might write a
golden record. You see in the desolate young savage nothing vicious or vacant;
she haunts the wood harmless and thoughtful: though of what one so untaught can
think, it is not easy to divine.
On the evening of one summer day, before the Flood, being utterly alone - for
she had lost all trace of her tribe, who had wandered leagues away, she knew not
where, - she went up from the vale, to watch Day take leave and Night arrive. A
crag, overspread by a tree, was her station: the oak-roots, turfed and mossed,
gave a seat: the oak-boughs, thick-leaved, wove a canopy.
Slow and grand the Day withdrew, passing in purple fire, and parting to the
farewell of a wild, low chorus from the woodlands. Then Night entered, quiet as
death: the wind fell, the birds ceased singing. Now every nest held happy mates,
and hart and hind slumbered blissfully safe in their lair.
The girl sat, her body still, her soul astir; occupied, however, rather in
feeling than in thinking, - in wishing, than hoping, - in imagining, than
projecting. She felt the world, the sky, the night, boundlessly mighty. Of all
things, herself seemed to herself the centre, - a small, forgotten atom of life,
a spark of soul, emitted inadvertent from the great creative source, and now
burning unmarked to waste in the heart of a black hollow. She asked, was she
thus to burn out and perish, her living light doing no good, never seen, never
needed, - a star in an else starless firmament, - which nor shepherd, nor
wanderer, nor sage, nor priest, tracked as a guide, or read as a prophecy? Could
this be, she demanded, when the flame of her intelligence burned so vivid; when
her life beat so true, and real, and potent; when something within her stirred
disquieted, and restlessly asserted a God-given strength, for which it insisted
she should find exercise?
She gazed abroad on Heaven and Evening: Heaven and Evening gazed back on her.
She bent down, searching bank, hill, river, spread dim below. All she questioned
responded by oracles she heard, - she was impressed; but she could not
understand. Above her head she raised her hands joined together.
She waited, kneeling, steadfastly looking up. Yonder sky was sealed: the
solemn stars shone alien and remote.
At last, one over-stretched chord of her agony slacked: she thought Something
above relented: she felt as if Something far round drew nigher: she heard as if
Silence spoke. There was no language, no word, only a tone.
Again - a fine, full, lofty tone, a deep, soft sound, like a storm
whispering, made twilight undulate.
Once more, profounder, nearer, clearer, it rolled harmonious.
Yet, again - a distinct voice passed between Heaven and Earth.
The Evening flushed full of hope: the Air panted; the Moon - rising before -
ascended large, but her light showed no shape.
'Lean towards me, Eva. Enter my arms; repose thus.'
'Thus I lean, O Invisible, but felt! And what art thou?'
'Eva, I have brought a living draught from heaven. Daughter of Man, drink of
my cup!'
'I drink - it is as if sweetest dew visited my lips in a full current. My
arid heart revives: my affliction is lightened: my strait and struggle are gone.
And the night changes! the wood, the hill, the moon, the wide sky - all
change!'
'All change, and for ever. I take from thy vision, darkness: I loosen from
thy faculties, fetters! I level in thy path, obstacles: I, with my presence,
fill vacancy: I claim as mine the lost atom of life: I take to myself the spark
of soul - burning, heretofore, forgotten!'
'This is a son of God: one who feels himself in the portion of life that
stirs you: he is suffered to reclaim his own, and so to foster and aid that it
shall not perish hopeless.'
'Thou only in this land. I saw thee that thou wert fair:
I knew thee that thou wert mine. To me it is given to rescue, to sustain, to
cherish, mine own. Acknowledge in me that Seraph on earth, named Genius.'
'My glorious Bridegroom! True Dayspring from on high! All I would have, at
last I possess. I receive a revelation. The dark hint, the obscure whisper,
which have haunted me from childhood, are interpreted. Thou art He I sought.
God-born, take me, thy bride!'
'Unhumbled, I can take what is mine. Did I not give from the altar the very
flame which lit Eva's being? Come again into the heaven whence thou wert
sent.'
That Presence, invisible, but mighty, gathered her in like a lamb to the
fold; that voice, soft, but all-pervading, vibrated through her heart like
music. Her eye received no image: and yet a sense visited her vision and her
brain as of the serenity of stainless air, the power of sovereign seas, the
majesty of marching stars, the energy of colliding elements, the rooted
endurance of hills wide based, and, above all, as of the lustre of heroic beauty
rushing victorious on the Night, vanquishing its shadows like a diviner sun.
Such was the bridal-hour of Genius and Humanity. Who shall rehearse the tale
of their after-union? Who shall depict its bliss and bale? Who shall tell how
He, between whom and the Woman God put enmity, forged deadly plots to break the
bond or defile its purity? Who shall record the long strife between Serpent and
Seraph? How still the Father of Lies insinuated evil into good - pride into
wisdom - grossness into glory - pain into bliss - poison into passion? How the
'dreadless Angel' defied, resisted, and repelled? How, again and again, he
refined the polluted cup, exalted the debased emotion, rectified the perverted
impulse, detected the lurking venom, baffled the frontless temptation -
purified, justified, watched, and withstood? How, by his patience, by his
strength, by that unutterable excellence he held from God - his Origin - this
faithful Seraph fought for Humanity a good fight through time; and, when Time's
course closed, and Death was encountered at the end, barring with fleshless arms
the portals of Eternity, how Genius still held close his dying bride, sustained
her through the agony of the passage, bore her triumphant into his own home -
Heaven; restored her, redeemed, to Jehovah - her Maker; and at last, before
Angel and Archangel, crowned her with the crown of Immortality.
'I never could correct that composition,' observed Shirley, as Moore
concluded. 'Your censor-pencil scored it with condemnatory lines, whose
signification I strove vainly to fathom.'
She had taken a crayon from the tutor's desk, and was drawing little leaves,
fragments of pillars, broken crosses, on the margin of the book.
'French may be half-forgotten, but the habits of the French lesson are
retained, I see,' said Louis: 'my books would now, as erst, be unsafe with you.
My newly bound St. Pierre would soon be like my Racine: Miss Keeldar, her mark -
traced on every page.'
Shirley dropped her crayon as if it burned her fingers.
'Tell me what were the faults of that devoir?' she asked. 'Were they
grammatical errors, or did you object to the substance?'
'I never said that the lines I drew were indications of faults at all. You
would have it that such was the case, and I refrained from contradiction.'
'Mr. Moore,' cried Henry, 'make Shirley repeat some of the pieces she used to
say so well by heart.'
'If I ask for any, it will be Le Cheval Dompté,' said Moore, trimming
with his pen-knife the pencil Miss Keeldar had worn to a stump.
She turned aside her head; the neck, the clear cheek, forsaken by their
natural veil, were seen to flush warm.
'Ah! she has not forgotten, you see, sir,' said Henry, exultant. 'She knows
how naughty she was.'
A smile, which Shirley would not permit to expand, made her lip tremble; she
bent her face, and hid it half with her arms, half in her curls, which, as she
stooped, fell loose again.
'A rebel!' repeated Henry. 'Yes: you and papa had quarrelled terribly, and
you set both him and mamma, and Mrs. Pryor, and everybody, at defiance: you said
he had insulted you ----'
'And you wanted to leave Sympson Grove directly. You packed your things up,
and papa threw them out of your trunk; mamma cried - Mrs. Pryor cried; they both
stood wringing their hands begging you to be patient, and you knelt on the floor
with your things and your upturned box before you, looking, Shirley - looking -
why, in one of your passions. Your features, in such passions, are not
distorted; they are fixed, but quite beautiful: you scarcely look angry, only
resolute, and in a certain haste; yet one feels that, at such times, an obstacle
cast across your path would be split as with lightning. Papa lost heart, and
called Mr. Moore.'
'No: it is not enough. I hardly know how Mr. Moore managed, except that I
recollect he suggested to papa that agitation would bring on his gout; and then
he spoke quietly to the ladies, and got them away; and afterwards he said to
you, Miss Shirley, that it was of no use talking or lecturing now, but that the
tea-things were just brought into the schoolroom, and he was very thirsty, and
he would be glad if you would leave your packing for the present and come and
make a cup of tea for him and me. You came: you would not talk at first; but
soon you softened and grew cheerful. Mr. Moore began to tell us about the
Continent, the war, and Bonaparte; subjects we were both fond of listening to.
After tea he said we should neither of us leave him that evening: he would not
let us stray out of his sight, lest we should again get into mischief. We sat
one on each side of him: we were so happy. I never passed so pleasant an
evening. The next day he gave you, missy, a lecture of an hour, and wound it up
by marking you a piece to learn in Bossuet as a punishment-lesson - Le Cheval
Dompté. You learned it instead of packing up, Shirley. We heard no more of
your running away. Mr. Moore used to tease you on the subject
for a year afterwards.'
'She never said a lesson with greater spirit,' subjoined Moore. 'She then,
for the first time, gave me the treat of hearing my native tongue spoken without
accent by an English girl.'
'She was as sweet as summer-cherries for a month afterwards,' struck in
Henry: 'a good hearty quarrel always left Shirley's temper better than it found
it.'
'You talk of me as if I were not present,' observed Miss Keeldar, who had not
yet lifted her face.
'Are you sure you are present?' asked Moore: 'there have been moments since
my arrival here, when I have been tempted to inquire of the lady of Fieldhead if
she knew what had become of my former pupil?'
'I see her, and humble enough; but I would neither advise Harry, nor others,
to believe too implicitly in the humility which one moment can hide its blushing
face like a modest little child, and the next lift it pale and lofty as a marble
Juno.'
'One man in times of old, it is said, imparted vitality to the statue he had
chiselled. Others may have the contrary gift of turning life to stone.'
Moore paused on this observation before he replied to it. His look, at once
struck and meditative, said, 'A strange phrase: what may it mean?' He turned it
over in his mind, with thought deep and slow, as some German pondering
metaphysics.
'You mean,' he said at last, 'that some men inspire repugnance, and so chill
the kind heart.'
'Ingenious!' responded Shirley. 'If the interpretation pleases you, you are
welcome to hold it valid. I don't care.'
And with that she raised her head, lofty in look, and statue-like in hue, as
Louis had described it.
'Behold the metamorphosis!' he said: 'scarce imagined ere it is realised: a
lowly nymph develops to an inaccessible goddess. But Henry must not be
disappointed of his recitation, and Olympia will deign to oblige him. Let us
begin.'
'Which I have not. My memory, if a slow, is a retentive one. I acquire
deliberately both knowledge and liking: the acquisition grows into my brain, and
the sentiment into my breast; and it is not as the rapid springing produce
which, having no root in itself, flourishes verdurous enough for a time, but too
soon falls withered away. Attention, Henry! Miss Keeldar consents to favour
you. 'Voyez ce Cheval ardent et impétuetux,' so it commences.'
Miss Keeldar did consent to make the effort; but she soon stopped.
'Unless I heard the whole repeated, I cannot continue it,' she said.
'Yet it was quickly learned, "soon gained, soon gone,"'
moralised the tutor. He recited the passage deliberately, accurately, with
slow, impressive emphasis.
Shirley, by degrees, inclined her ear as he went on. Her face, before turned
from him, returned towards him. When he ceased, she took the word up as if from
his lips: she took his very tone; she seized his very accent; she delivered the
periods as he had delivered them: she reproduced his manner, his pronunciation,
his expression.
'Recall Le Songe d'Athalie,' she entreated, 'and say it.'
He said it for her; she took it from him; she found lively excitement in the
pleasure of making his language her own:
she asked for further indulgence; all the old school-pieces were revived, and
with them Shirley's old school-days.
He had gone through some of the best passages of Racine and Corneille, and
then had heard the echo of his own deep tones in the girl's voice, that
modulated itself faithfully on his: - Le Chène et le Roseau, that most
beautiful of La Fontaine's fables, had been recited, well recited by the tutor,
and the pupil had animatedly availed herself of the lesson. Perhaps a
simultaneous feeling seized them now, that their enthusiasm had kindled to a
glow, which the slight fuel of French poetry no longer sufficed to feed; perhaps
they longed for a trunk of English oak to be thrown as a Yule log to the
devouring flame. Moore observed - 'And these are our best pieces! And we have
nothing more dramatic, nervous, natural!'
And then he smiled and was silent. His whole nature seemed serenely alight:
he stood on the hearth, leaning his elbow on the mantelpiece, musing not
unblissfully. Twilight was closing on the diminished autumn day: the schoolroom
windows - darkened with creeping plants, from which no high October winds had as
yet swept the sere foliage - admitted scarce a gleam of sky; but the fire gave
light enough to talk by.
And now Louis Moore addressed his pupil in French; and she answered, at
first, with laughing hesitation and in broken phrase: Moore encouraged while he
corrected her; Henry joined in the lesson; the two scholars stood opposite the
master, their arms round each other's waists: Tartar, who long since had craved
and obtained admission, sat sagely in the centre of the rug, staring at the
blaze which burst fitful from morsels of coal among the red cinders: the group
were happy enough, but --
'Pleasures are like poppies spread;
You seize the flower - its bloom is shed.'
The dull, rumbling sound of wheels was heard on the pavement in the yard.
'It is the carriage returned,' said Shirley; 'and dinner must he just ready,
and I am not dressed.'
A servant came in with Mr. Moore's candle and tea: for the tutor and his
pupil usually dined at luncheon time.
'Mr. Sympson and the ladies are returned,' she said, 'and Sir Philip Nunnely
is with them.'
'How you did start, and how your hand trembled, Shirley!' said Henry, when
the maid had closed the shutter and was gone. 'But I know why - don't you, Mr.
Moore? I know what papa intends. He is a little ugly man, that Sir Philip I wish
he had not come: I wish sisters and all of them had stayed at De Walden Hall to
dine. Shirley should once more have made tea for you and me, Mr. Moore, and we
would have had a happy evening of it.'
Moore was locking up his desk, and putting away his St. Pierre - 'That was
your plan - was it, my boy?'
'I approve nothing Utopian. Look Life in its iron face:
stare Reality out of its brassy countenance. Make the tea, Henry; I shall be
back in a minute.'
He left the room: so did Shirley, by another door.