From among them she could instantly pick the writer, even though all
three were strangers, and although, from the pictures she had seen
of him, she had always fancied that Stephen Bocqueraz was a large,
athletic type of man, instead of the erect and square-built
gentleman who walked between the other two taller men. He was below
the average height, certainly, dark, clean-shaven, bright-eyed, with
a thin-lipped, wide, and most expressive mouth, and sleek hair so
black as to make his evening dress seem another color. He was
dressed with exquisite precision, and with one hand he constantly
adjusted and played with the round black-rimmed glasses that hung by
a silk ribbon about his neck. Susan knew him, at this time, to be
about forty-five, perhaps a little less. If her very first
impression was that he was both affected and well aware of his
attractiveness, her second conceded that here was a man who could
make any affectation charming, and not the less attractive because
he knew his value.
"And what do I do, Mr. Br-r-rowning," asked Mr. Bocqueraz with
pleasant precision, "when I wish to monopolize the company of a very
charming young lady, at a dance, and yet, not dancing, cannot ask
her to be my partner?"
"The next is the supper dance," suggested Susan, dimpling, "if it
isn't too bold to mention it!"
He flashed her an appreciative look, the first they had really
exchanged.
"Supper it is," he said gravely, offering her his arm. But Browning
delayed him for a few introductions first; and Susan stood watching
him, and thinking him very distinguished, and that to study a really
great man, so pleasantly at her ease, was very thrilling. Presently
he turned to her again, and they went in to supper; to Susan it was
all like an exciting dream. They chose a little table in the shallow
angle of a closed doorway, and watched the confusion all about them;
and Susan, warmed by the appreciative eyes so near her, found
herself talking quite naturally, and more than once was rewarded by
the writer's unexpected laughter. She asked him if Mrs. Bocqueraz
and his daughter were with him, and he said no, not on this
particular trip.
"Julie and her mother are in Europe," he said, with just a
suggestion of his Spanish grandfather in his clean-clipped speech.
"Julie left Miss Bence's School at seventeen, had a coming-out party
in our city house the following winter. Now it seems Europe is the
thing. Mrs. Bocqueraz likes to do things systematically, and she
told me, before Julie was out of the nursery, that she thought it
was very nice for a girl to marry in her second winter in society,
after a European trip. I have no doubt my daughter will announce her
engagement upon her return."
"To whom?" said Susan, laughing at his precise, re-signed tone.
"That I don't know," said Stephen Bocqueraz, with a twinkle in his
eye, "nor does Julie, I fancy. But undoubtedly her mother does!"
"Here is somebody coming over for a dance, I suppose!" he said after
a few moments, and Susan was flattered by the little hint of regret
in his tone. But the newcomer was Peter Coleman, and the emotion of
meeting him drove every other thought out of her head. She did not
rise, as she gave him her hand; the color flooded her face.
"Susan, you little turkey-buzzard--" It was the old Peter!--
"where've you been all evening? The next for me!"
"Mr. Bocqueraz, Mr. Coleman," Susan said, with composure, "Peter,
Mr. Stephen Graham Bocqueraz."
"Why, Susan, you little grab-all!" he accused her vivaciously. "How
dare you monopolize a man like Mr. Bocqueraz for the whole supper
dance! I'll bet some of those women are ready to tear your eyes
out!"
"I've been doing the monopolizing," Mr. Bocqueraz said, turning a
rather serious look from Peter, to smile with sudden brightness at
Susan. "When I find a young woman at whose christening all the
fairies came to dance," he added, "I always do all the monopolizing
I can! However, if you have a prior claim--"
"But he hasn't!" Susan said, smilingly. "I'm engaged ten deep," she
added pleasantly to Peter. "Honestly, I haven't half a dance left! I
stole this."
"Why, I won't stand for it," Peter said, turning red.
"Come, it seems to me Mr. Coleman deserves something!" Stephen
Bocqueraz smiled. And indeed Peter looked bigger and happier and
handsomer than ever.
"Not from me," Susan persisted, quietly pleasant. Peter stood for a
moment or two, not quite ready to laugh, not willing to go away.
Susan busied herself with her salad, stared dreamily across the
room. And presently he departed after exchanging a few commonplaces
with Bocqueraz.
"And what's the significance of all that?" asked the author when
they were alone again.
Susan had been wishing to make some sort of definite impression upon
Mr. Stephen Graham Bocqueraz; wishing to remain in his mind as
separated from the other women he had met to-night. Suddenly she saw
this as her chance, and she took him somewhat into her confidence.
She told him of her old office position, and of her aunt, and of
Peter, and that she was now Emily Saunders' paid companion, and here
only as a sort of Cinderella.
Never did any girl, flushing, dimpling, shrugging her shoulders over
such a recital, have a more appreciative listener. Stephen
Bocqueraz's sympathetic look met hers whenever she looked up; he
nodded, agreed, frowned thoughtfully or laughed outright. They sat
through the next dance, and through half the next, hidden in one of
the many diminutive "parlors" that surrounded the ball-room, and
when Susan was surrendered to an outraged partner she felt that she
and the great man were fairly started toward a real friendship, and
that these attractive boys she was dancing with were really very
young, after all.
"Remember Stephen Bocqueraz that Brownie introduced to you just
before supper?" asked Ella, as they went home, yawning, sleepy and
headachy, the next day. Ella had been playing cards through the
supper hour.
"Perfectly!" Susan answered, flushing and smiling.
"You must have made a hit," Ella remarked, "because--I'm giving him
a big dinner on Tuesday, at the Palace--and when I talked to him he
asked if you would be there. Well, I'm glad you had a nice time,
kiddy, and we'll do it again!"
Susan had thanked her gratefully more than once, but she thanked her
again now. She felt that she truly loved Ella, so big and good
natured and kind.
Emily was a little bit cold when Susan told her about the ball, and
the companion promptly suppressed the details of her own successes,
and confined her recollections to the girls who had asked for Emily,
and to generalities. Susan put her wilting orchids in water, and
went dreamily through the next two or three days, recovering from
the pleasure and excitement. It was almost a week before Emily was
quite herself again; then, when Isabel Wallace came running in to
Emily's sick-room to beg Susan to fill a place at their dinner-table
at a few hours' notice, Susan's firm refusal quite won Emily's
friendship back.
"Isabel's a dear," said Emily, contentedly settling down with the
Indian bead-work in which she and Susan had had several lessons, and
with which they filled some spare time, "but she's not a leader. I
took you up, so now Isabel does! I knew--I felt sure that, if Ella
let you borrow that dress, Isabel would begin to patronize you!"
It was just one of Emily's nasty speeches, and Emily really wasn't
well, so Susan reminded herself, when the hot, angry color burned in
her face, and an angry answer came to her mind. What hurt most was
that it was partly true; Emily had taken her up, and, when she
ceased to be all that Emily required of sympathy and flattery and
interest, Emily would find someone else to fill Miss Brown's place.
Without Emily she was nobody, and it did not console Susan to
reflect that, had Emily's fortune been hers and Emily in her
position, the circumstances would be exactly reversed. Just the
accident of having money would have made Miss Brown the flattered
and admired, the safe and secure one; just the not having it would
have pushed Emily further even than Susan was from the world of
leisure and beauty and luxury.
"This world is money!" thought Susan, when she saw the head-waiter
come forward so smilingly to meet Ella and herself at the Palm
Garden; when Leonard put off a dozen meekly enduring women to finish
Miss Emily Saunders' gown on time; when the very sexton at church
came hurrying to escort Mrs. Saunders and herself through the
disappointed crowds in the aisles, and establish them in, and lock
them in, the big empty pew. The newspapers gave half a column of
blame to the little girl who tried to steal a two-dollar scarf from
the Emporium, but there was nothing but admiration for Ella on the
day when she and a twenty-year-old boy, for a wager, led a woolly
white toy lamb, a lamb costing twenty-five dollars, through the
streets, from the club to the Palace Hotel. The papers were only
deeply interested and amused when Miss Elsa Chisholm gave a dinner
to six favorite riding-horses, who were entertained in the family
dining-room after a layer of tan-bark had been laid on the floor,
and fed by their owners from specially designed leather bags and
boxes; and they merely reported the fact that Miss Dolly Ripley had
found so unusual an intelligence in her gardener that she had deeded
to him her grandfather's eighty-thousand-dollar library. "He really
has ever so much better brains than I have, don't you know?" said
Miss Ripley to the press.
In return for the newspapers' indulgent attitude, however, they were
shown no clemency by the Saunders and the people of their set. On a
certain glorious, golden afternoon in May, Susan, twisting a card
that bore the name of Miss Margaret Summers, representing the
Chronicle, went down to see the reporter. The Saunders family hated
newspaper notoriety, but it was a favorite saying that since the
newspapers would print things anyway, they might as well get them
straight, and Susan often sent dinner or luncheon lists to the three
morning papers.
However, the young woman who rose when Susan went into the drawing-
room was not in search of news. Her young, pretty face was full of
distress.
"I'm Miss Brown," Susan said. "Miss Saunders is giving a card-party
and I am to act for her."
Miss Summers, beginning her story, also began to cry. She was the
society editor, she explained, and two weeks before she had
described in her column a luncheon given by Miss Emily Saunders.
Among the list of guests she had mentioned Miss Carolyn Seymour.
"Not Carolyn Seymour!" said Susan, shocked. "Why, she never is here!
The Seymours---" she shook her head. "I know people do accept them,"
said Susan, "but the Saunders don't even know them! They're not in
the best set, you know, they're really hardly in society at all!"
"I know now," Miss Summers said miserably. "But all the other girls-
-this year's debutantes--were there, and I had to guess at most of
the names, and I chanced it! Fool that I was!" she interrupted
herself bitterly. "Well, the next day, while I was in the office, my
telephone rang. It was Thursday, and I had my Sunday page to do, and
I was just rushing, and I had a bad cold,--I've got it yet. So I
just said, 'What is it?' rather sharply, you know, and a voice said,
in a businesslike sort of way, 'How did you happen to put Miss
Carolyn Seymour's name on Miss Emily Saunders' lunch list?' I never
dreamed that it was Miss Saunders; how should I? She didn't say 'I'
or 'me' or anything--just that. So I said, 'Well, is it a matter of
international importance?'"
"Ouch!" said Susan, wincing, and shaking a doubtful head.
"I know, it was awful!" the other girl agreed eagerly. "But--" her
anxious eyes searched Susan's face. "Well; so the next day Mr. Brice
called me into the office, and showed me a letter from Miss Ella
Saunders, saying--" and Miss Summers began to cry again. "And I
can't tell Mamma!" she sobbed. "My brother's been so ill, and I was
so proud of my position!"
"Do you mean they--fired you?" Susan asked, all sympathy.
"He said he'd have to!" gulped Miss Summers, with a long sniff. "He
said that Saunders and Babcock advertise so much with them, and
that, if she wasn't appeased somehow--"
"Well, now, I'll tell you," said Susan, ringing for tea, "I'll wait
until Miss Saunders is in a good mood, and then I'll do the very
best I can for you. You know, a thing like that seems small, but
it's just the sort of thing that is really important," she pursued,
consolingly. She had quite cheered her caller before the tea-cups
were emptied, but she was anything but hopeful of her mission
herself.
And Ella justified her misgivings when the topic was tactfully
opened the next day.
"I'm sorry for the little thing," said Ella, briskly, "but she
certainly oughtn't to have that position if she doesn't know better
than that! Carolyn Seymour in this house--I never heard of such a
thing! I was denying it all the next day at the club and it's
extremely unpleasant. Besides," added Ella, reddening, "she was
extremely impertinent about it when I telephoned---"
"Duchess, she didn't dream it was you! She only said that she didn't
know it was so important---" Susan pleaded.
"Well," interrupted Miss Saunders, in a satisfied and final tone,
"next time perhaps she will know who it is, and whether it is
important or not! Sue, while you're there at the desk," she added,
"will you write to Mrs. Bergess, Mrs. Gerald Florence Bergess, and
tell her that I looked at the frames at Gump's for her prizes, and
they're lovely, from fourteen up, and that I had him put three or
four aside---"
After the dance Peter began to call rather frequently at "High
Gardens," a compliment which Emily took entirely to herself, and to
escort the girls about on their afternoon calls, or keep them and
Ella, and the old mistress of the house as well, laughing throughout
the late and formal dinner. Susan's reserve and her resolutions
melted before the old charm; she had nothing to gain by snubbing
him; it was much pleasanter to let by-gones be by-gones, and enjoy
the moment. Peter had every advantage; if she refused him her
friendship a hundred other girls were only too eager to fill her
place, so she was gay and companionable with him once more, and
extracted a little fresh flavor from the friendship in Emily's
unconsciousness of the constant interchange of looks and inflections
that went on between Susan and Peter over her head. Susan sometimes
thought of Mrs. Carroll's old comment on the popularity of the
absorbed and busy girl when she realized that Peter was trying in
vain to find time for a personal word with her, or was resenting her
interest in some other caller, while she left Emily to him. She was
nearer to Peter than ever, a thousand times more sure of herself,
and, if she would still have married him, she was far less fond of
him than she had been years ago.
Susan asked him some questions, during one idle tea-time, of Hunter,
Baxter & Hunter. His uncle had withdrawn from the firm now, he told
her, adding with characteristic frankness that in his opinion "the
old guy got badly stung." The Baxter home had been sold to a club;
the old people had found the great house too big for them and were
established now in one of the very smartest of the new apartment
houses that were beginning to be built in San Francisco. Susan
called, with Emily, upon Mrs. Baxter, and somehow found the old
lady's personality as curiously shrunk, in some intangible way, as
was her domestic domain in actuality. Mrs. Baxter, cackling
emphatically and disapprovingly of the world in general, fussily
accompanying them to the elevator, was merely a rather tiresome and
pitiful old woman, very different from the delicate little grande
dame of Susan's recollection. Ella reported the Baxter fortune as
sadly diminished, but there were still maids and the faithful Emma;
there were still the little closed carriage and the semi-annual trip
to Coronado. Nor did Peter appear to have suffered financially in
any way; although Mrs. Baxter had somewhat fretfully confided to the
girls that his uncle had suggested that it was time that Peter stood
upon his own feet; and that Peter accordingly had entered into
business relations with a certain very wealthy firm of grain
brokers. Susan could not imagine Peter as actively involved in any
very lucrative deals, but Peter spent a great deal of money, never
denied himself anything, and took frequent and delightful vacations.
He took Emily and Susan to polo and tennis games, and, when the
season at the hotel opened, they went regularly to the dances. In
July Peter went to Tahoe, where Mrs. Saunders planned to take the
younger girls later for at least a few weeks' stay. Ella chaperoned
them to Burlingame for a week of theatricals; all three staying with
Ella's friend, Mrs. Keith, whose daughter, Mary Peacock, had also
Dolly Ripley and lovely Isabel Wallace for her guests. Little
Constance Fox, visiting some other friends nearby, was in constant
attendance upon Miss Ripley, and Susan thought the relationship
between them an extraordinary study; Miss Ripley bored, rude,
casual, and Constance increasingly attentive, eager, admiring.
"When are you going to come and spend a week with me?" drawled Miss
Ripley to Susan.
"You'll have the loveliest time of your life!" Connie added,
brilliantly. "Be sure you ask me for that week, Dolly!"
"We'll write you about it," Miss Ripley said lazily, and Constance,
putting the best face she could upon the little slight, slapped her
hand playfully, and said:
"Dolly takes it so for granted that I'm welcome at her house at any
time," said Constance to Susan, later, "that she forgets how rude a
thing like that can sound!" She had followed Susan into her own
room, and now stood by the window, looking down a sun-steeped vista
of lovely roads and trees and gardens with a discontented face.
Susan, changing her dress for an afternoon on the tennis-courts,
merely nodded sympathetically.
"Lord, I would like to go this afternoon!" added Constance,
presently.
"Aren't you going over for the tennis?" Susan asked in amazement.
For the semi-finals of the tournament were to be played on this
glorious afternoon, and there would be a brilliant crowd on the
courts and tea at the club to follow.
"No; I can't!" Miss Fox said briefly. "Tell everyone that I'm lying
down with a terrible headache, won't you?"
"But why?" asked Susan. For the headache was obviously a fiction.
"You know that mustard-colored linen with the black embroidery that
Dolly's worn once or twice, don't you?" asked Connie, with apparent
irrelevancy.
"Well, she gave it to me to-day, and the hat and the parasol," said
Constance, with a sort of resigned bitterness. "She said she had got
the outfit at Osbourne's, last month, and she thought it would look
stunning on me, and wouldn't I like to wear it to the club this
afternoon?"
"Well--?" Susan said, as the other paused. "Why not?"
"Oh, why not!" echoed Connie, with mild exasperation. "Don't be a
damned fool!"
"Oh, I see!" Susan said, enlightened. "Everybody knows it's Miss
Ripley's, of course! She probably didn't think of that!"
"She probably did!" responded Connie, with a rather dry laugh.
"However, the fact remains that she'll take it out of me if I go and
don't wear it, and Mamma never will forgive me if I do! So, I came
in to borrow a book. Of course, Susan, I've taken things from Dolly
Ripley before, and I probably will again," she added, with the
nearest approach to a sensible manner that Susan had ever seen in
her, "but this is going a little too far!"
And, borrowing a book, she departed, leaving Susan to finish her
dressing in a very sober frame of mind. She wondered if her
relationship toward Emily could possibly impress any outsider as
Connie's attitude toward Dolly Ripley impressed her.
With Isabel Wallace she began, during this visit, the intimate and
delightful friendship for which they two had been ready for a long
time. Isabel was two years older than Susan, a beautiful, grave-eyed
brunette, gracious in manner, sweet of voice, the finest type that
her class and environment can produce. Isabel was well read,
musical, traveled; she spoke two or three languages besides her
mother tongue. She had been adored all her life by three younger
brothers, by her charming and simple, half-invalid mother, and her
big, clever father, and now, all the girls were beginning to
suspect, was also adored by the very delightful Eastern man who was
at present Mrs. Butler Holmes' guest in Burlingame, and upon whom
all of them had been wasting their prettiest smiles. John Furlong
was college-bred, young, handsome, of a rich Eastern family, in
every way a suitable husband for the beautiful woman with whom he
was so visibly falling in love.
Susan watched the little affair with a heartache, not all unworthy.
She didn't quite want to be Isabel, or want a lover quite like John.
But she did long for something beautiful and desirable all her own;
it was hard to be always the outsider, always alone. When she
thought of Isabel's father and mother, their joy in her joy, her own
pleasure in pleasing them, a thrill of pain shook her. If Isabel was
all grateful, all radiant, all generous, she, Susan, could have been
graceful and radiant and generous too! She lay awake in the soft
summer nights, thinking of what John would say to Isabel, and what
Isabel, so lovely and so happy, would reply.
"Sue, you will know how wonderful it is when it comes to you!"
Isabel said, on the last night of their Burlingame visit, when she
gave Susan a shy hint that it was "all right," if a profound secret
still.
The girls did not stay for the theatricals, after all. Emily was
deeply disgusted at being excluded from some of the ensembles in
which she had hoped to take part and, on the very eve of the
festivities, she became alarmingly ill, threw Mrs. Keith's household
into utter consternation and confusion, and was escorted home
immediately by Susan and a trained nurse.
Back at "High Gardens," they settled down contentedly enough to the
familiar routine. Emily spent two-thirds of the time in bed, but
Susan, fired by Isabel Wallace's example, took regular exercises
now, airing the dogs or finding commissions to execute for Emily or
Mrs. Saunders, made radical changes in her diet, and attempted, with
only partial success, to confine her reading to improving books. A
relative had sent Emily the first of the new jig-saw puzzles from
New York, and Emily had immediately wired for more. She and Susan
spent hours over them; they became in fact an obsession, and Susan
began to see jig-saw divisions: in everything her eye rested on; the
lawn, the clouds, or the drawing-room walls.
Sometimes Kenneth joined them, and Susan knew that it was on her
account. She was very demure with him; her conversation for Emily,
her eyes all sisterly unembarrassment when they met his. Mrs.
Saunders was not well, and kept to her room, so that more than once
Susan dined alone with the man of the house. When this happened
Kenneth would bring his chair down from the head of the table and
set it next to hers. He called her "Tweeny" for some favorite
character in a play, brought her some books she had questioned him
about, asked her casually, on the days she went to town for Emily,
at what time she would come back, and joined her on the train.
Susan had thought of him as a husband, as she thought of every
unattached man, the instant she met him. But the glamour of those
early views of Kenneth Saunders had been somewhat dimmed, and since
her arrival at "High Gardens" she had tried rather more not to
displease this easily annoyed member of the family, than to make a
definite pleasant impression upon him. Now, however, she began
seriously to consider him. And it took her a few brief moments only
to decide that, if he should ask her, she would be mad to refuse to
become his wife. He was probably as fine a match as offered itself
at the time in all San Francisco's social set, good-looking, of a
suitable age, a gentleman, and very rich. He was so rich and of so
socially prominent a family that his wife need never trouble herself
with the faintest thought of her own standing; it would be an
established fact, supreme and irrefutable. Beside him Peter Coleman
was a poor man, and even Isabel's John paled socially and
financially. Kenneth Saunders would be a brilliant "catch" for any
girl; for little Susan Brown--it would be a veritable triumph!
Susan's heart warmed as she thought of the details. There would be a
dignified announcement from Mrs. Saunders. Then,--Babel!
Telephoning, notes, telegrams! Ella would of course do the correct
thing; there would be a series of receptions and dinners; there
would be formal affairs on all sides. The newspapers would seize
upon it; the family jewels would be reset; the long-stored silver
resurrected. There would be engagement cups and wedding-presents,
and a trip East, and the instant election of young Mrs. Saunders to
the Town and Country Club. And, in all the confusion, the graceful
figure of the unspoiled little companion would shine serene, poised,
gracious, prettily deferential to both the sisters-in-law of whom
she now, as a matron, took precedence.
Kenneth Saunders was no hero of romance; he was at best a little
silent and unresponsive; he was a trifle bald; his face, Susan had
thought at first sight, indicated weakness and dissipation. But it
was a very handsome face withal, and, if silent, Kenneth could be
very dignified and courteous in his manner; "very much the
gentleman," Susan said to herself, "always equal to the situation"!
Other things, more serious things, she liked to think she was woman
of the world enough to condone. He drank to excess, of course; no
woman could live in the same house with him and remain unaware of
that; Susan had often heard him raging in the more intense stages
approaching delirium tremens. There had been other things, too;--
women, but Susan had only a vague idea of just what that meant, and
Kenneth's world resolutely made light of it.
"Ken's no molly-coddle!" Ella had said to her complacently, in
connection with this topic, and one of Ella's closest friends had
added, "Oh, Heaven save me from ever having one of my sons afraid to
go out and do what the other boys do. Let 'em sow their wild oats,
they're all the sooner over it!"
So Susan did not regard this phase of his nature very seriously.
Indeed his mother often said wailingly that, if Kenneth could only
find some "fine girl," and settle down, he would be the steadiest
and best fellow in the world. It was Mrs. Saunders who elucidated
the last details of a certain episode of Kenneth's early life for
Susan. Emily had spoken of it, and Ella had once or twice alluded to
it, but from them Susan only gathered that Kenneth, in some
inexplicable and outrageous way, had been actually arrested for
something that was not in the least his fault, and held as a witness
in a murder case. He had been but twenty-two years old at the time,
and, as his sisters indignantly agreed, it had ruined his life for
years following, and Ken should have sued the person or persons who
had dared to involve the son of the house of Saunders in so
disgraceful and humiliating an affair.
"It was in one of those bad houses, my dear," Mrs. Saunders finally
contributed, "and poor Ken was no worse than the thousands of other
men who frequent 'em! Of course, it's terrible from a woman's point
of view, but you know what men are! And when this terrible thing
happened, Ken wasn't anywhere near--didn't know one thing about it
until a great big brute of a policeman grabbed hold of his arm---!
And of course the newspapers mentioned my poor boy's name in
connection with it, far and wide!"
After that Kenneth had gone abroad for a long time, and whether the
trained nurse who had at that time entered his life was really a
nurse, or whether she had merely called herself one, Susan could not
quite ascertain. Either the family had selected this nurse, to take
care of Kenneth who was not well at the time, or she had joined him
later and traveled with him as his nurse. Whatever it was, the
association had lasted two or three years, and then Kenneth had come
home, definitely disenchanted with women in general and woman in
particular, and had settled down into the silent, cynical,
unresponsive man that Susan knew. If he ever had any experiences
whatever with the opposite sex they were not of a nature to be
mentioned before his sisters and his mother. He scorned all the
women of Ella's set, and was bitingly critical of Emily's friends.
One night, lying awake, Susan thought that she heard a dim commotion
from the direction of the hallway--Kenneth's voice, Ella's voice,
high and angry, some unfamiliar feminine voice, hysterical and
shrill, and Mrs. Saunders, crying out: "Tottie, don't speak that way
to Kennie!"
But before she could rouse herself fully, Mycroft's soothing tones
drowned out the other voices; there was evidently a truce. The
episode ended a few moments later with the grating of carriage
wheels on the drive far below, and Susan was not quite sure, the
next morning, that it had been more than a dream.
But Kenneth's history, summed up, was not a bit less edifying, was
not indeed half as unpleasant, as that of many of the men, less rich
and less prominent than he, who were marrying lovely girls
everywhere, with the full consent and approval of parents and
guardians. Susan had seen the newspaper accounts of the debauch that
preceded young Harry van Vleet's marriage only by a few hours; had
seen the bridegroom, still white-faced and shaking, lead away from
the altar one of the sweetest of the debutantes. She had heard Rose
St. John's mother say pleasantly to Rose's promised husband, "I
asked your Chinese boy about those little week-end parties at your
bungalow, Russell; I said, 'Yoo, were they pretty ladies Mr. Russ
used to have over there?' But he only said 'No can 'member!'"
"That's where his wages go up!" the gentleman had responded
cheerfully.
And, after all, Susan thought, looking on, Russell Lord was not as
bad as the oldest Gerald boy, who married an Eastern girl, an
heiress and a beauty, in spite of the fact that his utter unfitness
for marriage was written plain in his face; or as bad as poor Trixie
Chauncey's husband, who had entirely disappeared from public view,
leaving the buoyant Trixie to reconcile two infant sons to the
unknown horrors and dangers of the future.
If Kenneth drank, after his marriage, Mycroft would take care of
him, as he did now; but Susan honestly hoped that domesticity, for
which Kenneth seemed to have a real liking, would affect him in
every way for good. She had not that horror of drink that had once
been hers. Everybody drank, before dinner, with dinner, after
dinner. It was customary to have some of the men brighten under it,
some overdo it, some remain quite sober in spite of it. Susan and
Emily, like all the girls they knew, frequently ordered cocktails
instead of afternoon tea, when, as it might happen, they were in the
Palace or the new St. Francis. The cocktails were served in tea-
cups, the waiter gravely passed sugar and cream with them; the
little deception was immensely enjoyed by everyone. "Two in a cup,
Martini," Emily would say, settling into her seat, and the waiter
would look deferentially at Susan, "The same, madam?"
It was a different world from her old world; it used a different
language, lived by another code. None of her old values held here;
things she had always thought quite permissible were unforgivable
sins; things at which Auntie would turn pale with horror were a
quietly accepted part of every-day life. No story was too bad for
the women to tell over their tea-cups, or in their boudoirs, but if
any little ordinary physical misery were alluded to, except in the
most flippant way, such as the rash on a child's stomach, or the
preceding discomforts of maternity, there was a pained and disgusted
silence, and an open snub, if possible, for the woman so crude as to
introduce the distasteful topic.
Susan saw good little women ostracized for the fact that their
husbands did not appear at ease in evening dress, for their evident
respect for their own butlers, or for their mere eagerness to get
into society. On the other hand, she saw warmly accepted and admired
the beautiful Mrs. Nokesmith, who had married her second husband the
day after her release from her first, and pretty Beulah Garrett,
whose father had swindled a hundred trusting friends out of their
entire capital, and Mrs. Lawrence Edwards, whose oldest son had just
had a marriage, contracted with a Barbary Coast woman while he was
intoxicated, canceled by law. Divorce and disease, and dishonesty
and insanity did not seem so terrible as they once had; perhaps
because they were never called by their real names. The insane were
beautifully cared for and safely out of sight; to disease no
allusion was ever made; dishonesty was carried on in mysterious
business avenues far from public inspection and public thought; and,
as Ella once pointed out, the happiest people in society were those
who had been married unhappily, divorced, and more fortunately mated
a second time. All the married women Ella knew had "crushes"--young
men who lounged in every afternoon for tea and cigarettes and
gossip, and filled chairs at dinner parties, and formed a background
in a theater box. Sometimes one or two matrons and their admirers,
properly chaperoned, or in safe numbers, went off on motoring trips,
and perhaps encountered, at the Del Monte or Santa Cruz hotels their
own husbands, with the women that they particularly admired. Nothing
was considered quite so pitiful as the wife who found this
arrangement at all distressing. "It's always all right," said Ella,
broadly, to Susan.