Next morning Duane found that a moody and despondent spell had
fastened on him. Wishing to be alone, he went out and walked a
trail leading round the river bluff. He thought and thought.
After a while he made out that the trouble with him probably
was that he could not resign himself to his fate. He abhorred
the possibility chance seemed to hold in store for him. He
could not believe there was no hope. But what to do appeared
beyond his power to tell.
Duane had intelligence and keenness enough to see his
peril--the danger threatening his character as a man, just as
much as that which threatened his life. He cared vastly more,
he discovered, for what he considered honor and integrity than
he did for life. He saw that it was bad for him to be alone.
But, it appeared, lonely months and perhaps years inevitably
must be his. Another thing puzzled him. In the bright light of
day he could not recall the state of mind that was his at
twilight or dusk or in the dark night. By day these visitations
became to him what they really were--phantoms of his
conscience. He could dismiss the thought of them then. He could
scarcely remember or believe that this strange feat of fancy or
imagination had troubled him, pained him, made him sleepless
and sick.
That morning Duane spent an unhappy hour wrestling decision out
of the unstable condition of his mind. But at length he
determined to create interest in all that he came across and so
forget himself as much as possible. He had an opportunity now
to see just what the outlaw's life really was. He meant to
force himself to be curious, sympathetic, clear-sighted. And he
would stay there in the valley until its possibilities had been
exhausted or until circumstances sent him out upon his
uncertain way.
When he returned to the shack Euchre was cooking dinner.
"Say, Buck, I've news for you," he said; and his tone conveyed
either pride in his possession of such news or pride in Duane.
"Feller named Bradley rode in this mornin'. He's heard some
about you. Told about the ace of spades they put over the
bullet holes in thet cowpuncher Bain you plugged. Then there
was a rancher shot at a water-hole twenty miles south of
Wellston. Reckon you didn't do it?"
"Wal, you get the blame. It ain't nothin' for a feller to be
saddled with gun-plays he never made. An', Buck, if you ever
get famous, as seems likely, you'll be blamed for many a crime.
The border'll make an outlaw an' murderer out of you. Wal,
thet's enough of thet. I've more news. You're goin' to be
popular."
"I met Bland's wife this mornin'. She seen you the other day
when you rode in. She shore wants to meet you, an' so do some
of the other women in camp. They always want to meet the new
fellers who've just come in. It's lonesome for women here, an'
they like to hear news from the towns."
"Well, Euchre, I don't want to be impolite, but I'd rather not
meet any women," rejoined Duane.
"I was afraid you wouldn't. Don't blame you much. Women are
hell. I was hopin', though, you might talk a little to thet
poor lonesome kid."
"Didn't I tell you about Jennie--the girl Bland's holdin'
here--the one Jackrabbit Benson had a hand in stealin'?"
"You mentioned a girl. That's all. Tell me now," replied Duane,
abruptly.
"Wal, I got it this way. Mebbe it's straight, an' mebbe it
ain't. Some years ago Benson made a trip over the river to buy
mescal an' other drinks. He'll sneak over there once in a
while. An' as I get it he run across a gang of greasers with
some gringo prisoners. I don't know, but I reckon there was
some barterin', perhaps murderin'. Anyway, Benson fetched the
girl back. She was more dead than alive. But it turned out she
was only starved an' scared half to death. She hadn't been
harmed. I reckon she was then about fourteen years old.
Benson's idee, he said, was to use her in his den sellin'
drinks an' the like. But I never went much on Jackrabbit's
word. Bland seen the kid right off and took her--bought her
from Benson. You can gamble Bland didn't do thet from notions
of chivalry. I ain't gainsayin, however, but thet Jennie was
better off with Kate Bland. She's been hard on Jennie, but
she's kept Bland an' the other men from treatin' the kid
shameful. Late Jennie has growed into an all-fired pretty girl,
an' Kate is powerful jealous of her. I can see hell brewin'
over there in Bland's cabin. Thet's why I wish you'd come over
with me. Bland's hardly ever home. His wife's invited you.
Shore, if she gets sweet on you, as she has on--Wal, thet 'd
complicate matters. But you'd get to see Jennie, an' mebbe you
could help her. Mind, I ain't hintin' nothin'. I'm just wantin'
to put her in your way. You're a man an' can think fer
yourself. I had a baby girl once, an' if she'd lived she be as
big as Jennie now, an', by Gawd, I wouldn't want her here in
Bland's camp."
"I'll go, Euchre. Take me over," replied Duane. He felt
Euchre's eyes upon him. The old outlaw, however, had no more to
say.
In the afternoon Euchre set off with Duane, and soon they
reached Bland's cabin. Duane remembered it as the one where he
had seen the pretty woman watching him ride by. He could not
recall what she looked like. The cabin was the same as the
other adobe structures in the valley, but it was larger and
pleasantly located rather high up in a grove of cottonwoods. In
the windows and upon the porch were evidences of a woman's
hand. Through the open door Duane caught a glimpse of bright
Mexican blankets and rugs.
"Is that you, Euchre?" asked a girl's voice, low, hesitatingly.
The tone of it, rather deep and with a note of fear, struck
Duane. He wondered what she would be like.
"Never mind how you look," interrupted the outlaw, in a
whisper. "It ain't no time to care fer thet. Here's young
Duane. Jennie, he's no rustler, no thief. He's different. Come
out, Jennie, an' mebbe he'll--"
Euchre did not complete his sentence. He had spoken low, with
his glance shifting from side to side.
But what he said was sufficient to bring the girl quickly. She
appeared in the doorway with downcast eyes and a stain of red
in her white cheek. She had a pretty, sad face and bright hair.
"Don't be bashful, Jennie," said Euchre. "You an' Duane have a
chance to talk a little. Now I'll go fetch Mrs. Bland, but I
won't be hurryin'."
With that Euchre went away through the cottonwoods.
"I'm glad to meet you, Miss--Miss Jennie," said Duane. "Euchre
didn't mention your last name. He asked me to come over to--"
Duane's attempt at pleasantry halted short when Jennie lifted
her lashes to look at him. Some kind of a shock went through
Duane. Her gray eyes were beautiful, but it had not been beauty
that cut short his speech. He seemed to see a tragic struggle
between hope and doubt that shone in her piercing gaze. She
kept looking, and Duane could not break the silence. It was no
ordinary moment.
"Oh, I know what these outlaws are. Yes, you're different." She
kept the strained gaze upon him, but hope was kindling, and the
hard lines of her youthful face were softening.
Something sweet and warm stirred deep in Duane as he realized
the unfortunate girl was experiencing a birth of trust in him.
"O God! Maybe you're the man to save me--to take me away before
it's too later"
She seemed to check a blind impulse to run into his arms. Her
cheek flamed, her lips quivered, her bosom swelled under her
ragged dress. Then the glow began to fade; doubt once more
assailed her.
"It can't be. You're only--after me, too, like Bland--like all
of them."
Duane's long arms went out and his hands clasped her shoulders.
He shook her.
"Look at me--straight in the eye. There are decent men. Haven't
you a father--a brother?"
"They're dead--killed by raiders. We lived in Dimmit County. I
was carried away," Jennie replied, hurriedly. She put up an
appealing hand to him. "Forgive me. I believe--I know you're
good. It was only--I live so much in fear--I'm half crazy--I've
almost forgotten what good men are like, Mister Duane, you'll
help me?"
"Yes, Jennie, I will. Tell me how. What must I do? Have you any
plan?"
"I'll try," said Duane, simply. "That won't be easy, though. I
must have time to think. You must help me. There are many
things to consider. Horses, food, trails, and then the best
time to make the attempt. Are you watched--kept prisoner?"
"No. I could have run off lots of times. But I was afraid. I'd
only have fallen into worse hands. Euchre has told me that.
Mrs. Bland beats me, half starves me, but she has kept me from
her husband and these other dogs. She's been as good as that,
and I'm grateful. She hasn't done it for love of me, though.
She always hated me. And lately she's growing jealous. There
was' a man came here by the name of Spence--so he called
himself. He tried to be kind to me. But she wouldn't let him.
She was in love with him. She's a bad woman. Bland finally shot
Spence, and that ended that. She's been jealous ever since. I
hear her fighting with Bland about me. She swears she'll kill
me before he gets me. And Bland laughs in her face. Then I've
heard Chess Alloway try to persuade Bland to give me to him.
But Bland doesn't laugh then. Just lately before Bland went
away things almost came to a head. I couldn't sleep. I wished
Mrs. Bland would kill me. I'll certainly kill myself if they
ruin me. Duane, you must be quick if you'd save me."
"I realize that," replied he, thoughtfully. "I think my
difficulty will be to fool Mrs. Bland. If she suspected me
she'd have the whole gang of outlaws on me at once."
"She would that. You've got to be careful--and quick."
"She's--she's brazen. I've heard her with her lovers. They get
drunk sometimes when Bland's away. She's got a terrible temper.
She's vain. She likes flattery. Oh, you could fool her easy
enough if you'd lower yourself to--to--"
"My girl, I'd do worse than that to get you away from here," he
said, bluntly.
"But--Duane," she faltered, and again she put out the appealing
hand. "Bland will kill you."
Duane made no reply to this. He was trying to still a rising
strange tumult in his breast. The old emotion--the rush of an
instinct to kill! He turned cold all over.
"Chess Alloway will kill you if Bland doesn't," went on Jennie,
with her tragic eyes on Duane's.
"Maybe he will," replied Duane. It was difficult for him to
force a smile. But he achieved one.
"Oh, better take me off at once," she said. "Save me without
risking so much--without making love to Mrs. Bland!"
"Surely, if I can. There! I see Euchre coming with a woman."
"Wait--a moment," whispered Duane, as Jennie slipped indoors.
"We've settled it. Don't forget. I'll find some way to get word
to you, perhaps through Euchre. Meanwhile keep up your courage.
Remember I'll save you somehow. We'll try strategy first.
Whatever you see or hear me do, don't think less of me--"
Jennie checked him with a gesture and a wonderful gray flash of
eyes.
"I'll bless you with every drop of blood in my heart," she
whispered, passionately.
It was only as she turned away into the room that Duane saw she
was lame and that she wore Mexican sandals over bare feet.
He sat down upon a bench on the porch and directed his
attention to the approaching couple. The trees of the grove
were thick enough for him to make reasonably sure that Mrs.
Bland had not seen him talking to Jennie. When the outlaw's
wife drew near Duane saw that she was a tall, strong, full-
bodied woman, rather good-looking with a fullblown, bold
attractiveness. Duane was more concerned with her expression
than with her good looks; and as she appeared unsuspicious he
felt relieved. The situation then took on a singular zest.
Euchre came up on the porch and awkwardly introduced Duane to
Mrs. Bland. She was young, probably not over twenty-five, and
not quite so prepossessing at close range. Her eyes were large,
rather prominent, and brown in color. Her mouth, too, was
large, with the lips full, and she had white teeth.
Duane took her proffered hand and remarked frankly that he was
glad to meet her.
Mrs. Bland appeared pleased; and her laugh, which followed, was
loud and rather musical.
"Mr. Duane--Buck Duane, Euchre said, didn't he?" she asked.
"Buckley," corrected Duane. "The nickname's not of my
choosing."
"I'm certainly glad to meet you, Buckley Duane," she said, as
she took the seat Duane offered her. "Sorry to have been out.
Kid Fuller's lying over at Deger's. You know he was shot last
night. He's got fever to-day. When Bland's away I have to nurse
all these shot-up boys, and it sure takes my time. Have you
been waiting here alone? Didn't see that slattern girl of
mine?"
She gave him a sharp glance. The woman had an extraordinary
play of feature, Duane thought, and unless she was smiling was
not pretty at all.
"I've been alone," replied Duane. "Haven't seen anybody but a
sick-looking girl with a bucket. And she ran when she saw me."
"That was Jen," said Mrs. Bland. "She's the kid we keep here,
and she sure hardly pays her keep. Did Euchre tell you about
her?"
"Now that I think of it, he did say something or other."
"What did he tell you about me?" bluntly asked Mrs. Bland.
"Wal, Kate," replied Euchre, speaking for himself, "you needn't
worry none, for I told Buck nothin' but compliments."
Evidently the outlaw's wife liked Euchre, for her keen glance
rested with amusement upon him.
"As for Jen, I'll tell you her story some day," went on the
woman. "It's a common enough story along this river. Euchre
here is a tender-hearted old fool, and Jen has taken him in."
"Wal, seein' as you've got me figgered correct," replied
Euchre, dryly, "I'll go in an' talk to Jennie if I may."
"Certainly. Go ahead. Jen calls you her best friend," said Mrs.
Bland, amiably. "You're always fetching some Mexican stuff, and
that's why, I guess."
When Euchre had shuffled into the house Mrs. Bland turned to
Duane with curiosity and interest in her gaze.
"What did he say?" queried Duane, in pretended alarm.
"Oh, you needn't think he's done you dirt Bland's not that kind
of a man. He said: 'Kate, there's a young fellow in camp--rode
in here on the dodge. He's no criminal, and he refused to join
my band. Wish he would. Slickest hand with a gun I've seen for
many a day! I'd like to see him and Chess meet out there in the
road.' Then Bland went on to tell how you and Bosomer came
together."
"What did you say?" inquired Duane, as she paused.
"Me? Why, I asked him what you looked like," she replied,
gayly.
"Magnificent chap, Bland said. Bigger than any man in the
valley. Just a great blue-eyed sunburned boy!"
"Humph!" exclaimed Duane. "I'm sorry he led you to expect
somebody worth seeing."
"But I'm not disappointed," she returned, archly. "Duane, are
you going to stay long here in camp?"
"Yes, till I run out of money and have to move. Why?"
Mrs. Bland's face underwent one of the singular changes. The
smiles and flushes and glances, all that had been coquettish
about her, had lent her a certain attractiveness, almost beauty
and youth. But with some powerful emotion she changed and
instantly became a woman of discontent, Duane imagined, of
deep, violent nature.
"I'll tell you, Duane," she said, earnestly, "I'm sure glad if
you mean to bide here awhile. I'm a miserable woman, Duane. I'm
an outlaw's wife, and I hate him and the life I have to lead. I
come of a good family in Brownsville. I never knew Bland was an
outlaw till long after he married me. We were separated at
times, and I imagined he was away on business. But the truth
came out. Bland shot my own cousin, who told me. My family cast
me off, and I had to flee with Bland. I was only eighteen then.
I've lived here since. I never see a decent woman or man. I
never hear anything about my old home or folks or friends. I'm
buried here--buried alive with a lot of thieves and murderers.
Can you blame me for being glad to see a young fellow--a
gentleman--like the boys I used to go with? I tell you it makes
me feel full--I want to cry. I'm sick for somebody to talk to.
I have no children, thank God! If I had I'd not stay here. I'm
sick of this hole. I'm lonely--"
There appeared to be no doubt about the truth of all this.
Genuine emotion checked, then halted the hurried speech. She
broke down and cried. It seemed strange to Duane that an
outlaw's wife--and a woman who fitted her consort and the wild
nature of their surroundings--should have weakness enough to
weep. Duane believed and pitied her.
"Don't be sorry for me," she said. "That only makes me see
the--the difference between you and me. And don't pay any
attention to what these outlaws say about me. They're ignorant.
They couldn't understand me. You'll hear that Bland killed men
who ran after me. But that's a lie. Bland, like all the other
outlaws along this river, is always looking for somebody to
kill. He swears not, but I don't believe him. He explains that
gunplay gravitates to men who are the real thing--that it is
provoked by the four-flushes, the bad men. I don't know. All I
know is that somebody is being killed every other day. He hated
Spence before Spence ever saw me."
"Would Bland object if I called on you occasionally?" inquired
Duane.
"No, he wouldn't. He likes me to have friends. Ask him yourself
when he comes back. The trouble has been that two or three of
his men fell in love with me, and when half drunk got to
fighting. You're not going to do that."
"I'm not going to get half drunk, that's certain," replied
Duane.
He was surprised to see her eyes dilate, then glow with fire.
Before she could reply Euchre returned to the porch, and that
put an end to the conversation.
Duane was content to let the matter rest there, and had little
more to say. Euchre and Mrs. Bland talked and joked, while
Duane listened. He tried to form some estimate of her
character. Manifestly she had suffered a wrong, if not worse,
at Bland's hands. She was bitter, morbid, overemotional. If she
was a liar, which seemed likely enough, she was a frank one,
and believed herself. She had no cunning. The thing which
struck Duane so forcibly was that she thirsted for respect. In
that, better than in her weakness of vanity, he thought he had
discovered a trait through which he could manage her.
Once, while he was revolving these thoughts, he happened to
glance into the house, and deep in the shadow of a corner he
caught a pale gleam of Jennie's face with great, staring eyes
on him. She had been watching him, listening to what he said.
He saw from her expression that she had realized what had been
so hard for her to believe. Watching his chance, he flashed a
look at her; and then it seemed to him the change in her face
was wonderful.
Later, after he had left Mrs. Bland with a meaning
"Adios--manana," and was walking along beside the old outlaw,
he found himself thinking of the girl instead of the woman, and
of how he had seen her face blaze with hope and gratitude.