"Oh, dear!" sighed Etheldred, as she fastened her white muslin, "I'm
afraid it is my nature to hate my neighbour."
"My dear Ethel, what is coming next?" said Margaret.
"I like my neighbour at home, and whom I have to work for, very
much," said Ethel, "but oh! my neighbour that I have to be civil to!"
"Poor old King! I am afraid your day will be spoiled with all your
toils as lady of the house. I wish I could help you."
"Let me have my grumble out, and you will!" said Ethel.
"Indeed I am sorry you have this bustle, and so many to entertain,
when I know you would rather have the peaceful feelings belonging to
the day undisturbed. I should like to shelter you up here."
"It is very ungrateful of me," said Ethel, "when Dr. Spencer works so
hard for us, not to be willing to grant anything to him."
"And--but then I have none of the trouble of it--I can't help liking
the notion of sending out the Church to the island whence the Church
came home to us."
"Yes--" said Ethel, "if we could do it without holding forth!"
"Come, Ethel, it is much better than the bazaar--it is no field for
vanity."
"Certainly not," said Ethel. "What a mess every one will make! Oh,
if I could but stay away, like Harry! There will be Dr. Hoxton being
sonorous and prosy, and Mr. Lake will stammer, and that will be
nothing to the misery of our own people's work. George will
flounder, and look at Flora, and she will sit with her eyes on the
ground, and Dr. Spencer will come out of his proper self, and be
complimentary to people who deserve it no more!-- And Norman! I wish
I could run away!"
"Richard says we do not guess how well Norman speaks."
"Richard thinks Norman can do anything he can't do himself! It is
all chance--he may do very well, if he gets into his 'funny state',
but he always suffers for that, and he will certainly put one into an
agony at the outset. I wish Dr. Spencer would have let him alone!
And then there will be that Sir Henry, whom I can't abide! Oh, I
wish I were more charitable, like Miss Bracy and Mary, who will think
all so beautiful!"
"If I could only be talking to Cherry, and Dame Hall! I think the
school children enter into it very nicely, Margaret. Did I tell you
how nicely Ellen Reid answered about the hymn, 'From Greenland's icy
mountains'? She did not seem to have made it a mere geographical
lesson, like Fanny Grigg--"
Ethel's misanthropy was happily conducted off via the Cocksmoor
children, and any lingering remains were dissipated by her amusement
at Dr. Spencer's ecstasy on seeing Dr. May assume his red robe of
office, to go to the minster in state, with the Town Council. He
walked round and round his friend, called him Nicholas Randall
redivivus, quoted Dogberry, and affronted Gertrude, who had a dim
idea that he was making game of papa.
Ethel was one of those to whom representation was such a penance,
that a festival, necessitating hospitality to guests of her own rank,
was burden enough seriously to disturb the repose of thankfulness for
the attainment of her object, and to render difficult the
recueillement which she needed for the praise and prayer that she
felt due from her, and which seemed to oppress her heart, by a sense
of inadequacy of her partial expression. It was well for her that
the day began with the calm service in the minster, where it was her
own fault if cares haunted her, and she could confess the sin of her
irritated sensations, and wishes to have all her own way, and then,
as ever, be led aright into thanksgiving for the unlooked-for
crowning of her labours.
The archdeacon's sermon amplified what Margaret had that morning
expressed, so as to carry on her sense of appropriateness in the
offerings of the day being bestowed on distant lands.
But the ordeal was yet to come, and though blaming herself, she was
anything but comfortable, as the world repaired to the Town Hall, the
room where the same faces so often met for such diverse purposes--now
an orrery displayed by a conceited lecturer, now a ball, now a
magistrates' meeting, a concert or a poultry show, where rival
Hamburg and Dorking uplifted their voices in the places of Mario and
Grisi, all beneath the benignant portrait of Nicholas Randall,
ruffed, robed, square-toed, his endowment of the scholarship in his
hand, and a chequered pavement at his feet.
Who knows not an S. P. G. meeting? --the gaiety of the serious, and
the first public spectacle to the young, who, like Blanche and
Aubrey, gaze with admiration at the rows of bonnets, and with awe at
the black coats on the platform, while the relations of the said
black coats suffer, like Ethel, from nervous dread of the public
speaking of their best friends.
Her expectations were realised by the archdeacon's speech, which went
round in a circle, as if he could not find his way out of it. Lord
Cosham was fluent, but a great many words went to very small
substance; and no wonder, thought Ethel, when all they had to propose
and second was the obvious fact that missions were very good things.
Dr. Hoxton pompously, Sir Henry Walkinghame creditably, assisted the
ladies and gentlemen to resolve that the S. P. G. wanted help; Mr.
Lake made a stammering, and Mr. Rivers, with his good-natured face,
hearty manner, and good voice, came in well after him with a
straightforward, speech, so brief, that Ethel gave Flora credit for
the best she had yet heard.
Mr. Wilmot said something which the sharpest ears in the front row
might, perhaps, have heard, and which resulted in Dr. Spencer
standing up. Ethel hardly would have known who was speaking had her
eyes been shut. His voice was so different, when raised and pitched,
so as to show its power and sweetness; the fine polish of his manner
was redoubled, and every sentence had the most graceful turn. It was
like listening to a well-written book, so smooth and so fluent, and
yet so earnest--his pictures of Indian life so beautiful, and his
strong affection for the converts he described now and then making
his eyes fill, and his voice falter, as if losing the thread of his
studied composition--a true and dignified work of art, that made Dr.
May whisper to Flora, "You see what he can do. They would have given
anything to have had him for a lecturer."
With half a sigh, Ethel saw Norman rise, and step forward. He began,
with eyes fixed on the ground, and in a low modest tone, to speak of
the islands that Harry had visited; but gradually the poetic nature,
inherent in him, gained the mastery; and though his language was
strikingly simple, in contrast with Dr. Spencer's ornate periods, and
free from all trace of "the lamp," it rose in beauty and fervour at
every sentence. The feelings that had decided his lot gave energy to
his discourse, and repressed as they had been by reserve and
diffidence, now flowed forth, and gave earnestness to natural gifts
of eloquence of the highest order. After his quiet, unobtrusive
beginning, there was the more wonder to find how he seemed to raise
up the audience with him, in breathless attention, as to a strain of
sweet music, carrying them without thought of the scene, or of the
speaker, to the lovely isles, and the inhabitants of noble promise,
but withering for lack of knowledge; and finally closing his speech,
when they were wrought up to the highest pitch, by an appeal that
touched them all home; "for well did he know," said he, "that the
universal brotherhood was drawn closest in circles nearer home, that
beneath the shadow of their own old minster, gladness and mourning
floated alike for all; and that all those who had shared in the
welcome to one, given back as it were from the grave, would own the
same debt of gratitude to the hospitable islanders."
He ceased. His father wiped his spectacles, and almost audibly
murmured, "Bless him!" Ethel, who had sat like one enchanted,
forgetting who spoke, forgetting all save the islanders, half turned,
and met Richard's smiling eyes, and his whisper, "I told you so."
The impress of a man of true genius and power had been made
throughout the whole assembly; the archdeacon put Norman out of
countenance by the thanks of the meeting for his admirable speech,
and all the world, except the Oxford men, were in a state of as much
surprise as pleasure.
"Splendid speaker, Norman May, if he would oftener put himself out,"
Harvey Anderson commented. "Pity he has so many of the good doctor's
prejudices!"
"Well, to be sure!" quoth Mrs. Ledwich. "I knew Mr. Norman was very
clever, but I declare I never thought of such as this! I will try my
poor utmost for those interesting natives."
"That youth has first-rate talents," said Lord Cosham. "Do you know
what he is designed for? I should like to bring him forward."
"Ah!" said Dr. Hoxton. "The year I sent off May and Anderson was the
proudest year of my life!"
"Upon my word!" declared Mrs. Elwood. "That Dr. Spencer is as good
as a book, but Mr. Norman-- I say, father, we will go without the new
clock, but we'll send somewhat to they men that built up the church,
and has no minister."
"A good move that," said Dr. Spencer. "Worth at least twenty pounds.
That boy has the temperament of an orator, if the morbid were but a
grain less."
"Oh, Margaret," exclaimed Blanche. "Dr. Spencer made the finest
speech you ever heard, only it was rather tiresome; and Norman made
everybody cry--and Mary worse than all!"
"There is no speaking of it. One should live such things, not talk
over them," said Meta Rivers.
Margaret received the reports of the select few, who visited her
upstairs, where she was kept quiet, and only heard the hum of the
swarm, whom Dr. May, in vehement hospitality, had brought home to
luncheon, to Ethel's great dread, lest there should not be enough for
them to eat.
Margaret pitied her sisters, but heard that all was going well; that
Flora was taking care of the elders, and Harry and Mary were making
the younger fry very merry at the table on the lawn. Dr. May had to
start early to see a sick gardener at Drydale before coming on to
Cocksmoor, and came up to give his daughter a few minutes.
"We get on famously," he said. "Ethel does well when she is in for
it, like Norman. I had no notion what was in the lad. They are
perfectly amazed with his speech. It seems hard to give such as he
is up to those outlandish places; but there, his speech should have
taught me better--one's best--and, now and then, he seems my best."
"One comfort is," said Margaret, smiling, you would miss Ethel more."
"Gallant old King! I am glad she has had her wish. Good-bye, my
Margaret, we will think of you. I wish--"
"I am very happy," was Margaret's gentle reassurance. "The dear
little Daisy looks just as her godfather imagined her;" and happy was
her face when her father quitted her.
Margaret's next visitor was Meta, who came to reclaim her bonnet,
and, with a merry smile, to leave word that she was walking on to
Cocksmoor. Margaret remonstrated on the heat.
"Let me alone," said she, making her pretty wilful gesture. "Ethel
and Mary ought to have a lift, and I have had no walking to-day."
"My dear, you don't know how far it is. You can't go alone."
"I am lying in wait for Miss Bracy, or something innocent," said
Meta. "In good time--here comes Tom."
Tom entered, declaring that he had come to escape from the clack
downstairs.
"I'll promise not to clack if you will be so kind as to take care of
me to Cocksmoor," said Meta.
"I shall be most happy," said Tom, colouring with gratification, such
as he might not have felt, had he known that he was chosen for his
innocence.
He took a passing glimpse at his neck-tie, screwed up the nap of his
glossy hat to the perfection of its central point, armed himself with
a knowing little stick, and hurried his fair companion out by the
back door, as much afraid of losing the glory of being her sole
protector as she was of falling in with an escort of as much
consequence, in other eyes, as was Mr. Thomas in his own.
She knew him less than any of the rest, and her first amusement was
keeping silence to punish him for complaining of clack; but he
explained that he did not mean quiet, sensible conversation--he only
referred to those foolish women's raptures over the gabble they had
been hearing at the Town Hall.
She exclaimed, whereupon he began to criticise the speakers with a
good deal of acuteness, exposing the weak points, but magnanimously
owning that it was tolerable for the style of thing, and might go
down at Stoneborough.
"I thought it would be marked," observed the thread-paper Tom, as if
he had been at least county member.
"You did quite right," said Meta, really thinking so.
"I wished to hear Dr. Spencer, too," said Tom. "There is a man who
does know how to speak! He has seen something of the world, and
knows what he is talking of."
"They are all niggers together," said Tom vehemently. "I cannot
think why Norman should care for them more than for his own brothers
and sisters. All I know is, that if I were my father, I would never
give my consent."
"It is lucky you are not," said Meta, smiling defiance, though a tear
shone in her eye. "Dr. May makes the sacrifice with a free heart and
willing mind."
"Everybody goes and sacrifices somebody else," grumbled Tom.
"All of us. What are we to do without Norman? He is worth all of us
put together; and I--" Meta was drawn to the boy as she had never
been before, as he broke off short, his face full of emotion, that
made him remind her of his father.
"You might go out and follow in his steps," said she, as the most
consoling hope she could suggest.
"Not I. Don't you know what is to happen to me? Ah! Flora has not
told you. I thought she would not think it grand enough. She talked
about diplomacy--"
"Oh, Tom! you don't talk of that as if you despised it?"
"If it is good enough for him, it is good enough for me, I suppose,"
said Tom. "I hate everything when I think of my brothers going over
the world, while I, do what I will, must be tied down to this slow
place all the rest of my days."
"If you were away, you would be longing after it."
"Don't you see? Norman told me it would be a great relief to him if
I would turn my mind that way--and I can't go against Norman. I
found he thought he must if I did not; and, you know, he is fit for
all sorts of things that-- Besides, he has a squeamishness about him,
that makes him turn white, if one does but cut one's finger, and how
he would ever go through the hospitals--"
Meta suspected that Tom was inclined to launch into horrors. "So you
wanted to spare him," she said.
"Ay! and papa was so pleased by my offering that I can't say a word
of the bore it is. If I were to back out, it would come upon Aubrey,
and he is weakly, and so young, that he could not help my father for
many years."
Meta was much struck at the motives that actuated the self-sacrifice,
veiled by the sullen manner which she almost began to respect. "What
is done for such reasons must make you happy," she said; "though
there may be much that is disagreeable."
"Not the study," said Tom. "The science is famous work. I like what
I see of it in my father's books, and there's a splendid skeleton at
the hospital that I long to be at. If it were not for Stoneborough,
it would be all very well; but, if I should get on ever so well at
the examinations, it all ends there! I must come back, and go racing
about this miserable circuit, just like your gold pheasant rampaging
in his cage, seeing the same stupid people all my days."
"I think," said Meta, in a low, heartfelt voice, "it is a noble,
beautiful thing to curb down your ambition for such causes. Tom, I
like you for it."
The glance of those beautiful eyes was worth having. Tom coloured a
little, but assumed his usual gruffness. "I can't bear sick people,"
he said.
"It has always seemed to me," said Meta, "that few lives could come
up to Dr. May's. Think of going about, always watched for with hope,
often bringing gladness and relief; if nothing else, comfort and
kindness, his whole business doing good."
"Nothing could ever repay Dr. May," said Meta. "Can any one feel the
fee anything but a mere form? Besides, think of the numbers and
numbers that he takes nothing from; and oh! to how many he has
brought the most real good, when they would have shut their doors
against it in any other form! Oh, Tom, I think none of you guess how
every one feels about your father. I recollect one poor woman
saying, after he had attended her brother, 'He could not save his
body, but, surely, ma'am, I think he was the saving of his soul.'"
"It is of no use to talk of my being like my father," said Tom.
Meta thought perhaps not, but she was full of admiration of his
generosity, and said, "You will make it the same work of love, and
charity is the true glory."
Any inroad on Tom's reserved and depressed nature was a benefit; and
he was of an age to be susceptible of the sympathy of one so pretty
and so engaging. He had never been so much gratified or encouraged,
and, wishing to prolong the tete-a-tete, he chose to take the short
cut through the fir-plantations, unfrequented on account of the
perpendicular, spiked railings that divided it from the lane.
Meta was humming-bird enough to be undismayed. She put hand and foot
wherever he desired, flattered him by letting him handily help her
up, and bounded light as a feather down on the other side,
congratulating herself on the change from the dusty lane to the
whispering pine woods, between which wound the dark path, bestrewn
with brown slippery needle-leaves, and edged with the delicate
feathering ling and tufts of soft grass.
Tom had miscalculated the chances of interruption. Meta was
lingering to track the royal highway of some giant ants to their fir-
leaf hillock, when they were hailed from behind, and her squire felt
ferocious at the sight of Norman and Harry closing the perspective of
fir-trunks.
"Hallo! Tom, what a guide you are!" exclaimed Norman. "That fence
which even Ethel and Mary avoid!"
"Mary climbs like a cow, and Ethel like a father-long-legs," said
Tom. "Now Meta flies like a bird."
"And Tom helped me so cleverly," said Meta. "It was an excellent
move, to get into the shade and this delicious pine tree fragrance."
"I cannot," said Harry. "I must get there in time to set Dr.
Spencer's tackle to rights. He is tolerably knowing about knots, but
there is a dodge beyond him. Come on, Tom."
He drew on the reluctant Etonian, who looked repiningly back at the
increasing distance between him and the other pair, till a turn in
the path cut off his view.
"I am afraid you do not know what you have undertaken," said Norman.
"I am a capital walker. And I know, or do not know, how often Ethel
takes the same walk."
"I believe there is," said Meta, "but when trumpet-peals are ringing
around, it is hard to know whether one is really 'waiting beside the
tent,' or only dawdling."
"It is great self-denial in the immovable square not to join the
charge," said Norman.
"Yes; but they, being shot at, are not deceiving themselves."
"I suppose self-deception on those points is very common."
"Especially among young ladies," said Meta. "I hear so much of what
girls would do, if they might, or could, that I long to see them like
Ethel--do what they can. And then it strikes me that I am doing the
same, living wilfully in indulgence, and putting my trust in my own
misgivings and discontent."
"I should have thought that discontent had as little to do with you
as with any living creature."
"You don't know how I could growl!" said Meta, laughing. "Though
less from having anything to complain of, than from having nothing to
complain of."
"You mean," he said, pausing, with a seriousness and hesitation that
startled her--"do you mean that this is not the course of life that
you would choose?"
A sort of bashfulness made her put her answer playfully--
"All play and no work makes Jack a mere toy.
"Toys have a kindly mission, and I may be good for nothing else; but
I would have rather been a coffee-pot than a china shepherdess."
The gaiety disconcerted him, and he seemed to try to be silent, or to
reply in the same tone, but he could not help returning to the
subject. "Then you find no charm in the refinements to which you
have been brought up?"
He was silent, and fearing to have added to his fine-lady impression,
she resumed. "I mean that I never could dislike anything, and
kindness gives these things a soul; but, of course, I should be
better satisfied, if I lived harder, and had work to do."
"Meta!" he exclaimed, "you tempt me very much! Would you? --No, it
is too unreasonable. Would you share--share the work that I have
undertaken?"
He turned aside and leaned against a tree, as if not daring to watch
the effect of the agitated words that had broken from him. She had
little imagined whither his last sayings had been tending, and stood
still, breathless with the surprise.
"Forgive me," he said hastily. "It was very wrong. I never meant to
have vexed you by the betrayal of my vain affection."
He seemed to be going, and this roused her. "Stay, Norman,"
exclaimed she. "Why should it vex me? I should like it very much
indeed."
He faced suddenly towards her-- "Meta, Meta! is it possible? Do you
know what you are saying?"
"You must understand me," said Norman, striving to speak calmly. "You
have been--words will not express what you have been to me for years
past, but I thought you too far beyond my hopes. I knew I ought to
be removed from you--I believed that those who are debarred from
earthly happiness are marked for especial tasks. I never intended
you to know what actuated me, and now the work is undertaken, and--
and I cannot turn back," he added quickly, as if fearing himself.
"Then I may believe it!" cried Norman. "You do--you will--you
deliberately choose to share it with me?"
"I will try not to be a weight on you," answered the young girl, with
a sweet mixture of resolution and humility. "It would be the
greatest possible privilege. I really do not think I am a fine lady
ingrain, and you will teach me not to be too unworthy."
"I? Oh, Meta, you know not what I am! Yet with you, with you to
inspire, to strengthen, to cheer--Meta, Meta, life is so much changed
before me, that I cannot understand it yet--after the long dreary
hopelessness--"
"I can't think why--" Meta had half said, when feminine dignity
checked the words, consciousness and confusion suddenly assailed her,
dyed her cheeks crimson, and stifled her voice.
It was the same with Norman, and bashfulness making a sudden prey of
both--on they went under its dominion, in a condition partaking
equally of discomfort and felicity; dreading the sound of their own
voices, afraid of each other's faces, feeling they were treating each
other very strangely and ungratefully, yet without an idea what to
say next, or the power of speaking first; and therefore pacing
onwards, looking gravely straight along the path, as if to prevent
the rabbits and foxgloves from guessing that anything had been
passing between them.
Dr. May had made his call at Drydale, and was driving up a rough
lane, between furzy banks, leading to Cocksmoor, when he was aware of
a tall gentleman on one side of the road and a little lady on the
other, with the whole space of the cart-track between them, advancing
soberly towards him.
"Hallo! Why, Meta! Norman! what brings you here? Where are you
going?"
Norman perceived that he had turned to the left instead of to the
right, and was covered with shame.
"That is all your wits are good for. It is well I met you, or you
would have led poor Meta a pretty dance! You will know better than
to trust yourself to the mercies of a scholar another time. Let me
give you a lift."
The courteous doctor sprang out to hand Meta in, but something made
him suddenly desire Adams to drive on, and then turning round to the
two young people, he said, "Oh!"
"Yes," said Norman, taking her hand, and drawing her towards him.
"What, Meta, my pretty one, is it really so? Is he to be happy after
all? Are you to be a Daisy of my own?"
"If you will let me," murmured Meta, clinging to her kind old friend.
"No flower on earth could come so naturally to us," said Dr. May.
"And, dear child, at last I may venture to tell you that you have a
sanction that you will value more than mine. Yes, my dear, on the
last day of your dear father's life, when some foreboding hung upon
him, he spoke to me of your prospects, and singled out this very
Norman as such as he would prefer."
Meta's tears prevented all, save the two little words, "thank you;"
but she put out her hand to Norman, as she still rested on the
doctor's arm, more as if he had been her mother than Norman's father.
"Did he?" from Norman, was equally inexpressive of the almost
incredulous gratitude and tenderness of his feeling.
It would not bear talking over at that moment, and Dr. May presently
broke the silence in a playful tone. "So, Meta, good men don't like
heiresses?"
"Quite true," said Meta, "it was very much against me."
"Eh? Good men don't like heiresses--here's a man who likes an
heiress--therefore here's a man that is not good? Ah, ha! Meta, you
can see that is false logic, though I've forgotten mine. And pray,
miss, what are we to say to your uncle?"
"Ha!" said the doctor, laughing, "we remember our twenty-one years,
do we?"
"I did not mean--I hope I said nothing wrong," said Meta, in blushing
distress. "Only after what you said, I can care for nothing else."
"If I could only thank him," said Norman fervently.
"I believe you know how to do that, my boy," said Dr. May, looking
tenderly at the fairy figure between them, and ending with a sigh,
remembering, perhaps, the sense of protection with which he had felt
another Margaret lean on his arm.
The clatter of horses' hoofs caused Meta to withdraw her hand, and
Norman to retreat to his own side of the lane, as Sir Henry
Walkinghame and his servant overtook them.
"We will be in good time for the proceedings," called out the doctor.
"Tell them we are coming."
"I did not know you were walking," said Sir Henry to Meta.
"It is pleasant in the plantations," Dr. May answered for her; "but I
am afraid we are late, and our punctual friends will be in despair.
Will you kindly say we are at hand?"
Sir Henry rode on, finding that he was not to be allowed to walk his
horse with them, and that Miss Rivers had never looked up.
A silence of perplexity ensued. Meta, brave as she was, hardly knew
her uncle enough to volunteer, and Norman was privately devising a
beginning by the way of George, when Dr. May said, "Well, since it is
not a case for putting Ethel in the forefront, I must e'en get it
over for you, I suppose."
"Oh, thank you," they cried both at once, feeling that he was the
proper person in every way, and Norman added, "The sooner the better,
if Meta--"
"Oh, yes, yes, the sooner the better," exclaimed Meta. "And let me
tell Flora--poor dear Flora--she is always so kind."
A testimony that was welcome to Dr. May, who had once, at least, been
under the impression that Flora courted Sir Henry's attentions to her
sister-in-law.
Further consultation was hindered by Tom and Blanche bursting upon
them from the common, both echoing Norman's former reproach of "A
pretty guide!" and while Blanche explained the sufferings of all the
assembly at their tardiness, Tom, without knowing it, elucidated what
had been a mystery to the doctor, namely, how they ever met, by his
indignation at Norman's having assumed the guidance for which he was
so unfit.
"A shocking leader; Meta will never trust him again," said Dr. May.
Still Blanche thought them not nearly sufficiently sensible of their
enormities, and preached eagerly about their danger of losing
standing-room, when they emerged on the moor, and beheld a crowd,
above whose heads rose the apex of a triangle, formed by three poles,
sustaining a rope and huge stone.
"Here comes Dr. Spencer," she said. "I hope he will scold you."
Whatever Dr. Spencer might have suffered, he was far too polite to
scold, and a glance between the two physicians ended in a merry
twinkle of his bright eyes.
"You'll see her in a minute. She is as good as gold."
He drew them on up the bank--people making way for them--till he had
stationed them among the others of their own party, beside the deep
trench that traced the foundation, around a space that seemed far too
small.
Nearly at the same moment began the soft clear sound of chanting
wafted upon the wind, then dying away--carried off by some eddying
breeze, then clear, and coming nearer and nearer.
I will not suffer mine eyes to sleep,
Nor mine eye-lids to slumber:
Neither the temples of my head to take any rest;
Until I find out a place for the temple of the Lord:
An habitation for the mighty God of Jacob.
Few, who knew the history of Cocksmoor, could help glancing towards
the slight girl, who stood, with bent head, her hand clasped over
little Aubrey's; while, all that was not prayer and thanksgiving in
her mind, was applying the words to him, whose head rested in the
Pacific isle, while, in the place which he had chosen, was laid the
foundation of the temple that he had given unto the Lord.
There came forth the procession: the minster choristers, Dr. Spencer
as architect, and, in her white dress, little Gertrude, led between
Harry and Hector, Margaret's special choice for the occasion, and
followed by the Stoneborough clergy.
Let thy priests be clothed with righteousness.
It came in well with the gentle, meek, steadfast face of the young
curate of Cocksmoor, as he moved on in his white robe, and the
sunlight shone upon his fair hair, and calm brow, thankful for the
past, and hoping, more than fearing, for the future.
The prayers were said, and there was a pause, while Dr. Spencer and
the foreman advanced to the machine and adjusted it. The two youths
then led forward the little girl, her innocent face and large blue
eyes wearing a look of childish obedient solemnity, only half
understanding what she did, yet knowing it was something great.
It was very pretty to see her in the midst of the little gathering
round the foundation, the sturdy workman smiling over his hod of
mortar, Dr. Spencer's silver locks touching her flaxen curls as he
held the shining trowel to her, and Harry's bright head and hardy
face, as he knelt on one knee to guide the little soft hand, while
Hector stood by, still and upright, his eyes fixed far away, as if
his thoughts were roaming to the real founder.
The Victoria coins were placed--Gertrude scooped up the mass of
mortar, and spread it about with increasing satisfaction, as it went
so smoothly and easily, prolonging the operation, till Harry drew her
back, while, slowly down creaked the ponderous corner-stone into the
bed that she had prepared for it, and, with a good will, she gave
three taps on it with her trowel.
Harry had taken her hand, when, at the sight of Dr. May, she broke
from him, and, as if taking sudden fright at her own unwonted part,
ran, at full speed, straight up to her father, and clung to him,
hiding her face as he raised her in his arms and kissed her.
Thou heavenly, new Jerusalem,
Vision of peace, in Prophet's dream;
With living stones, built up on high,
And rising to the starry sky--
The blessing of peace seemed to linger softly and gently in the
fragrant summer breeze, and there was a pause ere the sounds of
voices awoke again.
"Etheldred--" Mr. Wilmot stood beside her, ere going to unrobe in the
school-- "Etheldred, you must once let me say, God bless you for
this."
As she knelt beside her sister's sofa, on her return home, Margaret
pressed something into her hand. "If you please, dearest, give this
to Dr. Spencer, and ask him to let it be set round the stem of the
chalice," she whispered.
Ethel recognised Alan Ernescliffe's pearl hoop, the betrothal ring,
and looked at her sister without a word.
"I wish it," said Margaret gently. "I shall like best to know it
there."
So Margaret joined in Alan's offering, and Ethel dared say no more,
as she thought how the "relic of a frail love lost" was becoming the
"token of endless love begun." There was more true union in this,
than in clinging to the mere tangible emblem--for broken and weak is
all affection that is not knit together above in the One Infinite
Love.