Do not fear: Heaven is as near,
By water, as by land.--LONGFELLOW.
The fifth of May was poor Harry's eighteenth birthday, and, as usual,
was a holiday. Etheldred privately thought his memory more likely to
be respected, if Blanche and Aubrey were employed, than if they were
left in idleness; but Mary would have been wretched had the
celebration been omitted, and a leisure day was never unwelcome.
Dr. Spencer carried off Blanche and Aubrey for a walk, and Ethel
found Mary at her great resort--Harry's cupboard--dusting and
arranging his books, and the array of birthday gifts, to which, even
to-day, she had not failed to add the marker that had been in hand at
Christmas. Ethel entreated her to come down, and Mary promised, and
presently appeared, looking so melancholy, that, as a sedative, Ethel
set her down to the basket of scraps to find materials for a tippet
for some one at Cocksmoor, intending, as soon as Margaret should be
dressed, to resign her morning to the others, invite Miss Bracy to
the drawing-room, and read aloud.
Gertrude was waiting for her walk, till nurse should have dressed
Margaret, and was frisking about the lawn, sometimes looking in at
the drawing-room window at her sisters, sometimes chattering to Adams
at his work, or laughing to herself and the flowers, in that overflow
of mirth, that seemed always bubbling up within her.
She was standing in rapt contemplation of a pear-tree in full
blossom, her hands tightly clasped behind the back, for greater
safety from the temptation, when, hearing the shrubbery gate open,
she turned, expecting to see her papa, but was frightened at the
sight of two strangers, and began to run off at full speed.
"Stop! Blanche! Blanche, don't you know me?" The voice was that
tone of her brother's, and she stood and looked, but it came from a
tall, ruddy youth, in a shabby rough blue coat, followed by a
grizzled old seaman. She was too much terrified and perplexed even
to run.
"What's the matter! Blanche, it is I! Why, don't you know me--
Harry?"
"Poor brother Harry is drowned," she answered; and, with one bound,
he was beside her, and, snatching her up, devoured her with kisses.
"Put me down--put me down, please," was all she could say.
"It is not Blanche! What? the little Daisy, I do believe!"
"Yes, I am Gertrude, but please let me go;" and, at the same time,
Adams hurried up, as if he thought her being kidnapped, but his
aspect changed at the glad cry, "Ha! Adams' how are you? Are they
all well?"
"'Tisn't never Master Harry! Bless me!" as Harry's hand gave him
sensible proof; "when we had given you up for lost!"
"My father well?" Harry asked, hurrying the words one over the other.
"Quite well, sir, but he never held up his head since he heard it,
and poor Miss Mary has so moped about. If ever I thought to see the
like--"
"So they did not get my letter, but I can't stop. Jennings will tell
you. Take care of him. Come, Daisy--" for he had kept her unwilling
hand all the time. "But what's that for?" pointing to the black
ribbons, and, stopping short, startled.
"Because of poor Harry," said the bewildered child.
"Oh, that's right!" cried he, striding on, and dragging her in a
breathless run, as he threw open the well-known doors; and, she
escaping from him, hid her face in Mary's lap, screaming, "He says he
is Harry! he says he is not drowned!"
At the same moment Ethel was in his arms, and his voice was sobbing,
"Ethel! Mary! home! Where's papa?" One moment's almost agonising
joy in the certainty of his identity! but ere she could look or
think, he was crying, "Mary! oh, Ethel, see--"
Mary had not moved, but sat as if turned to stone, with breath
suspended, wide-stretched eyes, and death-like cheeks--Ethel sprang
to her, "Mary, Mary dear, it is Harry! It is himself! Don't you
see? Speak to her, Harry."
He seemed almost afraid to do so, but, recovering himself, exclaimed,
"Mary, dear old Polly, here I am! Oh, won't you speak to me?" he
added piteously, as he threw his arm round her and kissed her,
startled at the cold touch of her cheek.
The spell seemed broken, and, with a wild hoarse shriek that rang
through the house, she struggled to regain her breath, but it would
only come in painful, audible catches, as she held Harry's hand
convulsively.
"What's this! Who is this frightening my dear?" was old nurse's
exclamation, as she and James came at the outcry.
"Oh, nurse, what have I done to her?" repeated Harry.
"It is joy--it is sudden joy!" said Ethel. "See, she is better
now--"
"Master Harry! Well, I never!" and James, "with one wring of the
hand, retreated, while old nurse was nearly hugged to death,
declaring all the time that he didn't ought to have come in such a
way, terrifying every one out of their senses! and as for poor Miss
May--
"Where is she? " cried Harry, starting at the sight of the vacant
sofa.
"Only upstairs," said Ethel; "but where's Alan? Is not he come?"
"Oh, Ethel, don't you know?" His face told but too plainly.
"Nurse! nurse, how shall we tell her?" said Ethel.
"Poor dear!" exclaimed nurse, sounding her tongue on the roof of her
mouth. "She'll never abear it without her papa. Wait for him, I
should say. But bless me, Miss Mary, to see you go on like that,
when Master Harry is come back such a bonny
man!"
"I'm better now," said Mary, with an effort. "Oh, Harry! speak to me
again."
"But Margaret!" said Ethel, while the brother was holding Mary in his
embrace, and she lay tremulous with the new ecstasy upon his breast--
"but Margaret. Nurse, you must go up, or she will suspect. I'll
come when I can; speak quietly. Oh! poor Margaret! If Richard would
but come in!"
Ethel walked up and down the room, divided between a tumult of joy,
grief, dread, and perplexity. At that moment a little voice said at
the door, "Please, Margaret wants Harry to come up directly."
They looked one upon another in consternation. They had never thought
of the child, who, of course, had flown up at once with the tidings.
"Oh! nurse, I can't be the first. Come, Harry, come."
Hand-in-hand, they silently ascended the stairs, and Ethel pushed
open the door. Margaret was on her couch, her whole form and face in
one throb of expectation.
She looked into Harry's face--the eagerness flitted like sunshine on
the hillside, before a cloud, and, without a word, she held out her
arms.
He threw himself on his knees, and her fingers were clasped among his
thick curls, while his frame heaved with suppressed sobs, "Oh, if he
could only have come back to you."
"Thank God," she said; then slightly pushing him back, she lay
holding his hand in one of hers, and resting the other on his
shoulder, and gazing in silence into his face. Each was still--she
was gathering strength--he dreaded word or look.
"It was in the Loyalty Isles; it was fever--the exertions for us.
His head was lying here," and he pointed to his own breast. "He sent
his love to you--he bade me tell you there would be meeting by and
by, in the haven where he would be. --I laid his head in the grave--
under the great palm--I said some of the prayers--there are
Christians round it."
He said this in short disconnected phrases, often pausing to gather
voice, but forced to resume, by her inquiring looks and pressure of
his hand.
She asked no more. "Kiss me," she said, and when he had done so,
"Thank you, go down, please, all of you. You have brought great
relief. Thank you. But I can't talk yet. You shall tell me the
rest by and by."
She sent them all away, even Ethel, who would have lingered.
"Go to him, dearest. Let me be alone. Don't be uneasy. This is
peace--but go."
Ethel found Mary and Harry interlaced into one moving figure, and
Harry greedily asking for his father and Norman, as if famishing for
the sight of them. He wanted to set out to seek the former in the
town, but his movements were too uncertain, and the girls clung to
the newly-found, as if they could not trust him away from them. They
wandered about, speaking, all three at random, without power of
attending to the answers. It was enough to see him, and touch him;
they could not yet care where he had been.
Dr. May was in the midst of them ere they were aware. One look, and
he flung his arms round his son, but, suddenly letting him go, he
hurst away, and banged his study door. Harry would have followed.
"No, don't," said Ethel; then, seeing him disappointed, she came
nearer, and murmured, "'He entered into his chamber and--'"
Harry silenced her with another embrace, but their father was with
them again, to verify that he had really seen his boy, and ask, alas!
whether Alan were with Margaret. The brief sad answer sent him to
see how it was with her. She would not let him stay; she said it was
infinite comfort, and joy was coming, but she would rather be still,
and not come down till evening.
Perhaps others would fain have been still, could they have borne an
instant's deprivation of the sight of their dear sailor, while
greetings came thickly on him. The children burst in, having heard a
report in the town, and Dr. Spencer waited at the door for the
confirmation; but when Ethel would have flown out to him, he waved
his hand, shut the door, and hurried away, as if a word to her would
have been an intrusion.
The brothers had been summoned by a headlong apparition of Will Adams
in Cocksmoor school, shouting that Master Harry was come home; and
Norman's long legs out-speeding Richard, had brought him back,
flushed, and too happy for one word, while, "Well, Harry," was
Richard's utmost, and his care for Margaret seemed to overpower
everything else, as he went up, and was not so soon sent away.
Words were few downstairs. Blanche and Aubrey agreed that they
thought people would have been much happier, but, in fact, the joy
was oppressive from very newness. Ethel roamed about, she could not
sit still without feeling giddy, in the strangeness of the revulsion.
Her father sat, as if a word would break the blest illusion; and
Harry stood before each of them in turn, as if about to speak, but
turned his address into a sudden caress, or blow on the shoulder, and
tried to laugh. Little Gertrude, not understanding; the confusion,
had taken up her station under the table, and peeped out from beneath
the cover.
There was more composure as they sat at dinner, and yet there was
very little talking or eating. Afterwards Dr. May and Norman
exultingly walked away, to show their Harry to Dr. Spencer and Mr.
Wilmot; and Ethel would gladly have tried to calm herself, and
recover the balance of her mind, by giving thanks where they were
due; but she did not know what to do with her sisters. Blanche was
wild, and Mary still in so shaky a state of excitement, that she went
off into mad laughing, when Blanche discovered that they were in
mourning for Harry.
Nothing would satisfy Blanche but breaking in on Margaret, and
climbing to the top of the great wardrobe to disinter the coloured
raiment, beseeching that each favourite might be at once put on, to
do honour to Harry. Mary chimed in with her, in begging for the
wedding merinos--would not Margaret wear her beautiful blue?
Mary looked at her and was again in a flood of tears, incoherently
protesting, together with Ethel, that they would not change.
"No, dears," said Margaret. "I had rather you did so. You must not
be unkind to Harry. He will not think I do not welcome him. I am
only too glad that Richard would not let my impatience take away my
right to wear this."
Mary could not check her tears, and would go on making heroic
protests against leaving off her black, sobbing the more at each.
Margaret's gentle caresses seemed to make her worse, and Ethel,
afraid that Margaret's own composure would be overthrown, exclaimed,
"How can you be so silly? Come away!" and rather roughly pulled her
out of the room, when she collapsed entirely at the top of the
stairs, and sat crying helplessly.
"I can't think what's the use of Harry's coming home," Gertrude was
heard saying to Richard. "It is very disagreeable;" whereat Mary
relapsed into a giggle, and Ethel felt frantic.
"Richard! Richard! what is to be done with Mary? She can't help it,
I believe, but this is not the way to treat the mercy that--"
"Mary had better go and lie down in her own room," said Richard,
tenderly and gravely.
"Oh, please! please!" began Mary, "I shall not see him when he comes
back!"
"If you can't behave properly when he does come," said Richard,
"there is no use in being there."
"Remember, Ritchie," said Ethel, thinking him severe, "she has not
been well this long time."
Mary began to plead, but, with his own pretty persuasive manner, he
took her by the hand, and drew her into his room; and when he came
down, after an interval, it was to check Blanche, who would have gone
up to interrupt her with queries about the perpetual blue merino. He
sat down with Blanche on the staircase window-seat, and did not let
her go till he had gently talked her out of flighty spirits into the
soberness of thankfulness.
Ethel, meanwhile, had still done nothing but stray about, long for
loneliness, find herself too unsteady to finish her letters to Flora
and Tom; and, while she tried to make Gertrude think Harry a pleasant
acquisition, she hated her own wild heart, that could not rejoice,
nor give thanks, aright.
By and by Mary came down, with her bonnet on, quite quiet now. "I am
going to church with Ritchie," she said. Ethel caught at the notion,
and it spread through the house. Dr May, who just then came in with
his two sons, looked at Harry, saying, "What do you think of it?
Shall we go, my boy?" And Harry, as soon as he understood, declared
that he should like nothing better. It seemed what they all needed,
even Aubrey and Gertrude begged to come, and, when the solemn old
minster was above their heads, and the hallowed stillness around
them, the tightened sense of half-realised joy began to find relief
in the chant of glory. The voices of the sanctuary, ever uplifting
notes of praise, seemed to gather together and soften their emotions;
and agitation was soothed away, and all that was oppressive and
tumultuous gave place to sweet peace and thankfulness. Ethel dimly
remembered the like sense of relief, when her mother had hushed her
wild ecstasy, while sympathising with her joy. Richard could not
trust his voice, but Mr. Wilmot offered the special thanksgiving.
Harry was, indeed, "at home," and his tears fell fast over his book,
as he heard his father's "Amen," so fervent and so deep; and he gazed
up and around, with fond and earnest looks, as thoughts and
resolutions, formed there of old, came gathering thick upon him. And
there little Gertrude seemed first to accept him. She whispered to
her papa, as they stood up to go away, that it was very good in God
Almighty to have sent Harry home; and, as they left the cloister, she
slipped into Harry's hand a daisy from the grave, such a gift as she
had never carried to any one else, save her father and Margaret, and
she shrank no longer from being lifted up in his arms, and carried
home through the twilight street.
He hurried into the drawing-room, and was heard declaring that all
was right, for Margaret was on the sofa; but he stopped short,
grieved at her altered looks. She smiled as he stooped to kiss her,
and then made him stand erect, and measure himself against Norman,
whose height he had almost reached. The little curly midshipman had
come back, as nurse said, "a fine-growed young man," his rosy cheeks,
brown and ruddy, and his countenance--
"You are much more like papa and Norman than I thought you would be,"
said Margaret.
"He has left his snub nose and yellow locks behind," said his father;
"though the shaggy mane seems to remain. I believe lions grow darker
with age. So there stand June and July together again!"
Dr. May walked backwards to look at them. It was good to see his
face.
"I shall see Flora and Tom to-morrow!" said Harry, after nodding with
satisfaction, as they all took their wonted places.
"Why, don't you know?" said Ethel; "it is current in the nursery that
he is going to be tried by court-martial for living with the King of
the Cannibal Islands."
"Aubrey says he had a desert island, with Jennings for his man
Friday," said Blanche.
"Harry," said little Gertrude, who had established herself on his
knee, "did you really poke out the giant's eye with the top of a fir-
tree?"
"Who told you so, Daisy?" was the general cry; but she became shy,
and would not answer more than by a whisper about Aubrey, who
indignantly declared that he never said so, only Gertrude was so
foolish that she did not know Harry from Ulysses.
"After all," said Ethel, "I don't think our notions are much more
defined. Papa and Norman may know more, but we have heard almost
nothing. I have been waiting to hear more to close up my letters to
Flora and Tom. What a shame that has not been done!"
"I'll finish," said Mary, running to the side-table.
"And tell her I'll be there to-morrow," said Harry. "I must report
myself; and what fun to see Flora a member of Parliament! Come with
me, June; I'll be back next day. I wish you all would come."
"Yes, I must come with you," said Norman. "I shall have to go to
Oxford on Thursday;" and very reluctant he looked. "Tell Flora I am
coming, Mary."
"How did you know that Flora was a married lady?" asked Blanche, in
her would-be grown-up manner.
"I heard that from Aunt Flora. A famous lot of news I picked up
there!"
"Did you not know he had been at Auckland?" said Dr. May. "Aunt
Flora had to nurse him well after all he had undergone. Did you not
think her very like mamma, Harry?"
"Mamma never looked half so old!" cried Harry indignantly.
"Yes, there is some money of Uncle Arnott's that must be looked
after, but he does not like the voyage, and can't leave his office,
so perhaps Aunt Flora may come alone. She had a great mind to come
with me, but there was no good berth for her in this schooner, and I
could not wait for another chance. I can't think what possessed the
letters not to come! She would not write by the first packet,
because I was so ill, but we both wrote by the next, and I made sure
you had them, or I would have written before I came."
The words were not out of his mouth before the second post was
brought in, and there were two letters from New Zealand! What would
they not have been yesterday? Harry would have burned his own, but
the long closely-written sheets were eagerly seized, as, affording
the best hope of understanding his adventures, as it had been written
at intervals from Auckland, and the papers, passing from one to the
other, formed the text for interrogations on further details, though
much more was gleaned incidentally in tete-a-tetes, by Margaret,
Norman, or his father, and no one person ever heard the whole
connectedly from Harry himself.
"What was the first you knew of the fire, Harry?" asked Dr. May,
looking up from the letter.
"Owen shaking me awake; and I thought it was a hoax," said Harry.
"But it was true enough, and when we got on deck, there were clouds
of smoke coming up the main hatch-way."
Margaret's eyes were upon him, and her lips formed the question, "And
he?"
"He met us, and told us to be steady--but there was little need for
that! Every man there was as cool and collected as if it had been no
more than the cook's stove--and we should have scorned to be
otherwise! He put his hand on my shoulder and said, 'Keep by me,'
and I did."
"Then there was never much hope of extinguishing the fire?"
"No; if you looked down below the forecastle it was like a furnace,
and though the pumps were at work, it was only to gain time while the
boats were lowered. The first lieutenant told off the men, and they
went down the side without one word, only shaking hands with those
that were left."
"Oh, Harry! what were you thinking of?" cried Blanche.
Ethel thought there was more in that answer than met the ear, and
that Harry, at least, had thought of the powder to-night at church.
"Mr. Ernescliffe had the command of the second cutter. He asked to
take me with him; I was glad enough; and Owen--he is mate, you know--
went with us."
As to telling how he felt when he saw the good ship Alcestis blown to
fragments, that was past Harry, and all but Blanche were wise enough
not to ask. She had by way of answer, "Very glad to be safe out of
her."
Nor was Harry willing to dwell on the subsequent days, when the
unclouded sun had been a cruel foe; and the insufficient stores of
food and water did, indeed, sustain life, but a life of extreme
suffering. What he told was of the kindness that strove to save him,
as the youngest, from all that could be spared him. "If I dropped
asleep at the bottom of the boat, I was sure to find some one shading
me from the sun. If there was an extra drop of water, they wanted me
to have it."
"Tell me their names, Harry!" cried Dr. May. "If ever I meet one of
them--"
"But the storm, Harry, the storm?" asked Blanche. "Was that not
terrible?"
"Very comfortable at first, Blanche," was the answer. "Oh, that
rain!"
"We did not reck much what happened to us," said Harry. "It could
not be worse than starving. When we missed the others in the
morning, most of us thought them the best off."
Mary could not help coming round to kiss him, as if eyes alone were
not enough to satisfy her that here he was.
Dr. May shuddered, and went on reading, and Margaret drew Harry down
to her, and once more by looks craved for more minute tidings.
"All that you can think," murmured Harry; "the very life and soul of
us all--so kind, and yet discipline as perfect as on board. But
don't now, Margaret--"
The tone of the don't, the reddening cheek, liquid eye, and heaving
chest, told enough of what the lieutenant had been to one, at least,
of the desolate boat's crew.
"Oh, Harry, Harry! I can't bear it!" exclaimed Mary. "How long did
it last? How did it end?"
"Fifteen days," said Harry. "It was time it should end, for all the
water we had caught in the storm was gone--we gave the last drop to
Jones, for we thought him dying; one's tongue was like a dry sponge."
"Jennings saw a sail. We thought it all a fancy of weakness, but
'twas true enough, and they saw our signal of distress!"
The vessel proved to be an American whaler, which had just parted
with her cargo to a homeward bound ship, and was going to refit, and
take in provisions and water at one of the Milanesian islands, before
returning for further captures. The master was a man of the shrewd,
hard money-making cast; but, at the price of Mr. Ernescliffe's
chronometer, and of the services of the sailors, he undertook to
convey them where they might fall in with packets bound for
Australia.
The distressed Alcestes at first thought themselves in paradise, but
the vessel, built with no view, save to whales, and, with a
considerable reminiscence of the blubber lately parted with, proved
no wholesome abode, when overcrowded, and in the tropics! Mr.
Ernescliffe's science, resolution, and constancy, had saved his men
so far; but with the need for exertion his powers gave way, and he
fell a prey to a return of the fever which had been his introduction
to Dr. May.
"There he was," said Harry, "laid up in a little bit of a stifling
cabin, just like an oven, without the possibility of a breath of air!
The skin-flint skipper carried no medicine; the water--shocking stuff
it was--was getting so low, that there was only a pint a day served
out to each, and though all of us Alcestes clubbed every drop we
could spare for him--it was bad work! Owen and I never were more
glad in our lives than when we heard we were to cast anchor at the
Loyalty Isles! Such a place as it was! You little know what it was
to see anything green! And there was this isle fringed down close to
the sea with cocoa-nut trees! And the bay as clear!--you could see
every shell, and wonderful fishes swimming in it! Well, every one
was for going ashore, and some of the natives swam out to us, and
brought things in their canoes, but not many; it is not encouraged by
the mission, nor by David--for those Yankee traders are not the most
edifying society--and the crew vowed they were cannibals, and had
eaten a man three years ago, so they all went ashore armed."
"Ay, it was my turn, and I was glad enough to have some fresh fruit
and water for him, but he could not take any notice of it. Did not
I want you, papa? Well, by and by, Owen came back, in a perfect
rapture with the place and the people, and said it was the only hope
for Mr. Ernescliffe, to take him on shore--"
"Then you did really go amongst the cannibals!" exclaimed Blanche.
"That is all nonsense," said Harry. "Some of them may once have
been, and I fancy the heathens might not mind a bit of 'long pig'
still; but these have been converted by the Samoans."
The Samoans, it was further explained, are the inhabitants of the
Navigator Islands, who, having been converted by the Church
Missionary Society, have sent out great numbers of most active and
admirable teachers among the scattered islands, braving martyrdom and
disease, never shrinking from their work, and, by teaching and
example, preparing the way for fuller doctrine than they can yet
impart. A station of these devoted men had for some years been
settled in this island, and had since been visited by the missions of
Newcastle and New Zealand. The young chief, whom Harry called David,
and another youth, had spent two summers under instruction at New
Zealand, and had been baptised. They were spending the colder part
of the year at home, and hoped shortly to be called for by the
mission-ship to return, and resume their course of instruction.
Owen had come to an understanding with the chief and the Samoans, and
had decided on landing his lieutenant, and it was accordingly done,
with very little consciousness on the patient's part. Black figures,
with woolly mop-heads, and sometimes decorated with whitewash of
lime, crowded round to assist in the transport of the sick man
through the surf; and David himself, in a white European garb, met
his guests, with dignified manners that would have suited a prince of
any land, and conducted them through the grove of palms, interspersed
with white huts, to a beautiful house consisting of a central room,
with many others opening from it, floored with white coral lime, and
lined with soft shining mats of Samoan manufacture. This, Harry
learned, had been erected by them in hopes of an English missionary
taking up his abode amongst them.
They were a kindly people, and had shown hospitality to other
Englishmen, who had less appreciated it than these young officers
could. They lavished every kindness in their power upon them, and
Mr. Ernescliffe, at first, revived so much, that he seemed likely to
recover.
But the ship had completed her repairs, and was ready to sail. The
two midshipmen thought it would be certain death to their lieutenant
to bring him back to such an atmosphere; "and so," continued Harry's
letter to his father, "I thought there was nothing for it but for me
to stay with him, and that you would say so. I got Owen to consent,
after some trouble, as we were sure to be fetched off one time or
another. We said not a word to Mr. Ernescliffe, for he was only
sensible now and then, so that Owen had the command. Owen made the
skipper leave me a pistol and some powder, but I was ashamed David
should know it, and stowed it away. As to the quarter-master, old
Jennings, whose boy you remember we picked up at the Roman camp, he
had not forgotten that, and when we were shaking hands and wishing
good-bye, he leaped up, and vowed 'he would never leave the young
gentleman that had befriended his boy, to be eaten up by them black
savage niggers. If they made roast-pork of Mr. May, he would be
eaten first, though he reckoned they would find him a tougher
morsel.' I don't think Owen was sorry he volunteered, and no words
can tell what a blessing the good old fellow was to us both.
"So there we stayed, and, at first, Mr. Ernescliffe seemed mending.
The delirium went off, he could talk quite clearly and comfortably,
and he used to lie listening, when David and I had our odd sort of
talks. I believe, if you had been there, or we could have
strenthened him any way, he might have got over it; but he never
thought he should, and he used to talk to me about all of you, and
said Stoneborough had been the most blessed spot in his life; he had
never had so much of a home, and that sharing our grief, and knowing
you, had done him great good, just when he might have been getting
elated. I cannot recollect it all, though I tried hard, for
Margaret's sake, but he said Hector would have a great deal of
temptation, and he hoped you would be a father to him, and Norman an
elder brother. You would not think how much he talked of Cocksmoor,
about a church being built there, as Ethel wished, and little Daisy
laying the first stone. I remember one night, I don't know whether
he was quite himself, for he looked full at me with his eyes, that
had grown so large, till I did not know what was coming, and he said,
'I have seen a ship built by a sailor's vow; the roof was like the
timbers of a ship--that was right. Mind, it is so. That is the ship
that bears through the waves; there is the anchor that enters within
the veil.' I believe that was what he said. I could not forget
that--he looked at me so; but much more he said, that I dimly
remember, and chiefly about poor dear Margaret. He bade me tell her-
-his own precious pearl, as he used to call her--that he was quite
content, and believed it was best for her and him both, that all
should be thus settled, for they did not part for ever, and he
trusted-- But I can't write all that." (There was a great tear-blot
just here). "It is too good to recollect anywhere but at church. I
have been there to-day, with my uncle and aunt, and I thought I could
have told it when I came home, but I was too tired to write then, and
now I don't seem as if it could be written anyhow. When I come home,
I will try to tell Margaret. The most part was about her; only what
was better seemed to swallow that up."
The narrative broke off here, but had been subsequently resumed.
"For all Mr. Ernescliffe talked as I told you, he was so quiet and
happy, that I made sure he was getting well, but Jennings did not;
and there came an old heathen native once to see us, who asked why we
did not bury him alive, because he got no better, and gave trouble.
At last, one night--it was the third of August--he was very restless,
and could not breathe, nor lie easily; I lifted him up in my arms,
for he was very light and thin, and tried to make him more
comfortable. But presently he said, 'Is it you, Harry? God bless
you;' and, in a minute, I knew he was dead. You will tell Margaret
all about it. I don't think she can love him more than I did; and
she did not half know him, for she never saw him on board, nor in all
that dreadful time, nor in his illness. She will never know what she
has lost."
There was another break here, and the story was continued.
"We buried him the next day, where one could see the sea, close under
the great palm, where David hopes to have a church one of these days.
David helped us, and said the Lord's Prayer and the Glory with us
there. I little thought, when I used to grumble at my two verses of
the psalms every day, when I should want the ninetieth, or how glad I
should be to know so many by heart, for they were such a comfort to
Mr. Ernescliffe.
"David got us a nice bit of wood, and Jennings carved the cross, and
his name, and all about him. I should have liked to have done it,
but I knocked up after that. Jennings thinks I had a sun-stroke. I
don't know, but my head was so bad, whenever I moved, that I thought
only Jennings would ever have come to tell you about it. Jennings
looked after me as if I had been his own son; and there was David
too, as kind as if he had been Richard himself--always sitting by, to
bathe my forehead, or, when I was a little better, to talk to me, and
ask me questions about his Christian teaching. You must not think of
him like a savage, for he is my friend, and a far more perfect
gentleman than I ever saw any one, but you, papa, holding the command
over his people so easily and courteously, and then coming to me with
little easy first questions about the Belief, and such things, like
what we used to ask mamma. He liked nothing so well as for me to
tell him about King David; and we had learned a good deal of each
other's languages by that time. The notion of his heart--like
Cocksmoor to Ethel--is to get a real English mission, and have all
his people Christians. Ethel talked of good kings being Davids to
their line; I think that is what he will be, if he lives; but those
islanders have been dying off since Europeans came among them."
But Harry's letter could not tell what he confessed, one night, to
his father, the next time he was out with him by starlight, how
desolate he had been, and how he had yearned after his home, and, one
evening, he had been utterly overcome by illness and loneliness, and
had cried most bitterly and uncontrollably; and, though Jennings
thought it was for his friend's death, it really was homesickness,
and the thought of his father and Mary. Jennings had helped him out
to the entrance of the hut, that the cool night air might refresh his
burning brow. Orion shone clear and bright, and brought back the
night when they had chosen the starry hunter as his friend. "It
seemed," he said, "as if you all were looking at me, and smiling to
me in the stars. And there was the Southern Cross upright, which was
like the minster to me; and I recollected it was Sunday morning at
home, and knew you would be thinking about me. I was so glad you had
let me be confirmed, and be with you that last Sunday, papa, for it
seemed to join me on so much the more; and when I thought of the
words in church, they seemed, somehow, to float on me so much more
than ever before, and it was like the minster, and your voice. I
should not have minded dying so much after that."
At last, Harry's Black Prince had hurried into the hut with the
tidings that his English father's ship was in the bay, and soon
English voices again sounded in his ears, bringing the forlorn boy
such warmth of kindness that he could hardly believe himself a mere
stranger. If Alan could but have shared the joy with him!
He was carried down to the boat in the cool of the evening, and
paused on the way, for a last farewell to the lonely grave under the
palm tree-one of the many sailors' graves scattered from the tropics
to the poles, and which might be the first seed in a "God's acre" to
that island, becoming what the graves of holy men of old are to us.
A short space more of kind care from his new friends and his
Christian chief, and Harry awoke from a feverish doze at sounds that
seemed so like a dream of home, that he was unwilling to break them
by rousing himself; but they approved themselves as real, and he
found himself in the embrace of his mother's sister.
And here Mrs. Arnott's story began, of the note that reached her in
the early morning with tidings that her nephew had been picked up by
the mission-ship, and how she and her husband had hastened at once on
board.
"They sent me below to see a hero," she wrote. "What I saw was a
scarecrow sort of likeness of you, dear Richard; but, when he opened
his eyes, there was our Maggie smiling at me. I suppose he would not
forgive me for telling how he sobbed and cried, when he had his arms
round my neck, and his poor aching head on my shoulder. Poor fellow,
he was very weak, and I believe he felt, for the moment, as if he had
found his mother.
"We brought him home with us, but when the next mail went, the fever
was still so high, that I thought it would be only alarm to you to
write, and I had not half a story either, though you may guess how
proud I was of my nephew."
Harry's troubles were all over from that time. He had thenceforth to
recover under his aunt's motherly care, while talking endlessly over
the home that she loved almost as well as he did. He was well more
quickly than she had ventured to hope, and nothing could check his
impatience to reach his home, not even the hopes of having his aunt
for a companion. The very happiness he enjoyed with her only made
him long the more ardently to be with his own family; and he had
taken his leave of her, and of his dear David, and sailed by the
first packet leaving Auckland.
"I never knew what the old Great Bear was to me till I saw him
again!" said Harry.
It was late when the elders had finished all that was to be heard at
present, and the clock reminded them that they must part.
"I must. Jennings has to go on to Portsmouth, and see after his
son."
"Oh, let me see Jennings!" exclaimed Margaret. "May I not, papa?"
Richard, who had been making friends with Jennings, whenever he had
not been needed by his sisters that afternoon, went to fetch him from
the kitchen, where all the servants, and all their particular
friends, were listening to the yarn that made them hold their heads
higher, as belonging to Master Harry.
Harry stepped forward, met Jennings, and said, aside, "My sister,
Jennings; my sister that you have heard of."
Dr. May had already seen the sailor, but he could not help addressing
him again. "Come in; come in, and see my boy among us all. Without
you, we never should have had him."
"Make him come to me," said Margaret breathlessly, as the embarrassed
sailor stood, sleeking down his hair; and, when he had advanced to
her couch, she looked up in his face, and put her hand into his great
brown one.
"Mr. May, sir!" cried Jennings, almost crying, and looking round for
Harry, as a sort of protector--"tell them, sir, please, it was only
my duty--I could not do no less, and you knows it, sir," as if Harry
had been making an accusation against him.
"We know you could not," said Margaret, "and that is what we would
thank you for, if we could. I know he--Mr. Ernescliffe--must have
been much more at rest for leaving my brother with so kind a friend,
and--"
"Please, miss, don't say no more about it. Mr. Ernescliffe was as
fine an officer as ever stepped a quarter-deck, and Mr. May here
won't fall short of him; and was I to be after leaving the like of
them to the mercy of the black fellows--that was not so bad neither?
If it had only pleased God that we had brought them both back to you,
miss; but, you see, a man can't be everything at once, and Mr.
Ernescliffe was not so stout as his heart."
"'Twas a real pleasure," said Jennings hastily, "for two such real
gentlemen as they was. Mr. May, sir, I beg your pardon if I say it
to your face, never flinched, nor spoke a word of complaint, through
it all; and, as to the other--"
"Margaret cannot bear this," said Richard, coming near. "It is too
much."
The sailor shook his head, and was retreating, but Margaret signed
him to come near again, and grasped his hand. Harry followed him out
of the room, to arrange their journey, and presently returned.
"He says he is glad he has seen Margaret; he says she is the right
sort of stuff for Mr. Ernescliffe."
Harry had not intended Margaret to hear, but she caught the words,
smiled radiantly, and whispered, "I wish I may be!"