Part II. Arnstead
Chapter XVIII. More Materialism and Some Spiritualism.
God wisheth none should wreck on a strange shelf:
To Him man's dearer than to himself.
BEN Jonson.--The Forest: To Sir Robert Wroth.
At breakfast the following morning, the influences of the past day
on the family were evident. There was a good deal of excitement,
alternated with listlessness. The moral atmosphere seemed
unhealthy; and Harry, although he had, fortunately for him, had
nothing to do with the manifestations of the previous evening, was
affected by the condition of those around him. Hugh was still
careful enough of him to try to divert the conversation entirely
from what he knew would have a very injurious effect upon him; and
Mr. Arnold, seeing the anxious way in which he glanced now and then
at his pupil, and divining the reason, by the instinct of his
affection, with far more than his usual acuteness, tried likewise to
turn it aside, as often as it inclined that way. Still a few words
were let fall by the visitors, which made Harry stare. Hugh took
him away as soon as breakfast was over.
In the afternoon, Funkelstein called to inquire after the ladies;
and hoped he had no injury to their health to lay on his conscience.
Mr. Arnold, who had a full allowance of curiosity, its amount being
frequently in an inverse ratio to that of higher intellectual gifts,
begged him to spend the rest of the day with them; but not to say a
word of what had passed the day before, till after Harry had retired
for the night.
Renewed conversation led to renewed experiments in the library.
Hugh, however, refused to have anything more to do with the
plate-writing; for he dreaded its influence on his physical nature,
attributing, as I have said, the vision of Margaret to a cerebral
affection. And the plate did not seem to work satisfactorily with
any one else, except Funkelstein, who, for his part, had no great
wish to operate. Recourse was had to a more vulgar method--that of
expectant solicitation of those noises whereby the prisoners in the
a๋rial vaults are supposed capable of communicating with those in
this earthly cell. Certainly, raps were heard from some quarter or
another; and when the lights were extinguished, and the crescent
moon only allowed to shine in the room, some commotion was
discernible amongst the furniture. Several light articles flew
about. A pen-wiper alighted on Euphra's lap, and a sofa-pillow
gently disarranged Mrs. Elton's cap. Most of the artillery,
however, was directed against Lady Emily; and she it was who saw, in
a faint stream of moonlight, a female arm uplifted towards her, from
under a table, with a threatening motion. It was bare to the elbow,
and draped above. It showed first a clenched fist, and next an open
hand, palm outwards, making a repellent gesture. Then the back of
the hand was turned, and it motioned her away, as if she had been an
importunate beggar. But at this moment, one of the doors opened,
and a dark figure passed through the room towards the opposite door.
Everything that could be called ghostly, ceased instantaneously.
The arm vanished. The company breathed more freely.
Lady Emily, who had been on the point of going into hysterics,
recovered herself, and overcame the still lingering impulse: she
felt as if she had awaked from a momentary aberration of the
intellect. Mr. Arnold proceeded to light the candles, saying, in a
righteous tone:
When the candles were lighted, there was no one to be seen in the
room besides themselves. Several, Hugh amongst them, had observed
the figure; but all had taken it for part of the illusive
phantasmagoria. Hugh would have concluded it a variety of his
vision of the former night; but others had seen it as well as he.
There was no renewal of the experiments that night. But all were in
a very unhealthy state of excitement. Vague fear, vague wonder, and
a certain indescribable oppression, had dimmed for the time all the
clearer vision, and benumbed all the nobler faculties of the soul.
Lady Emily was affected the most. Her eyes looked scared; there
was a bright spot on one cheek amidst deathly paleness; and she
seemed very unhappy. Mrs. Elton became alarmed, and this brought
her back to a more rational condition. She persuaded Lady Emily to
go to bed.
But the contagion spread; and indistinct terrors were no longer
confined to the upper portions of the family. The bruit revived,
which had broken out a year before--that the house was haunted. It
was whispered that, the very night after these occurrences, the
Ghost's Walk had been in use as the name signified: a figure in
death-garments had been seen gliding along the deserted avenue, by
one of the maid-servants; the truth of whose story was corroborated
by the fact that, to support it, she did not hesitate to confess
that she had escaped from the house, nearly at midnight, to meet one
of the grooms in a part of the wood contiguous to the avenue in
question. Mr. Arnold instantly dismissed her--not on the ground of
the intrigue, he took care to let her know, although that was bad
enough, but because she was a fool, and spread absurd and annoying
reports about the house. Mr. Arnold's usual hatred of what he
called superstition, was rendered yet more spiteful by the fact,
that the occurrences of the week had had such an effect on his own
mind, that he was mortally afraid lest he should himself sink into
the same limbo of vanity. The girl, however, was, or pretended to
be, quite satisfied with her discharge, protesting she would not
have staid for the world; and as the groom, whose wages happened to
have been paid the day before, took himself off the same evening, it
may be hoped her satisfaction was not altogether counterfeit.
"If all tales be true," said Mrs. Elton, "Lady Euphrasia is where
she can't get out."
"But if she repented before she died?" said Euphra, with a muffled
scorn in her tone.
"My dear Miss Cameron, do you call becoming a nun--repentance? We
Protestants know very well what that means. Besides, your uncle
does not believe it."
"Haven't you found out yet, dear Mrs. Elton, what my uncle's
favourite phrase is?"
"I'm not naughty," answered Euphra, affecting to imitate the
simplicity of a chidden child. "My uncle is so fond of casting doubt
upon everything! If salvation goes by quantity, his faith won't
save him."
Euphra knew well enough that Mrs. Elton was no tell-tale. The good
lady had hopes of her from this moment, because she all but quoted
Scripture to condemn her uncle; the verdict corresponding with her
own judgment of Mr. Arnold, founded on the clearest assertions of
Scripture; strengthened somewhat, it must be confessed, by the fact
that the spirits, on the preceding evening but one, had rapped out
the sentence: "Without faith it is impossible to please him."
Lady Emily was still in bed, but apparently more sick in mind than
in body. She said she had tossed about all the previous night
without once falling asleep; and her maid, who had slept in the
dressing-room without waking once, corroborated the assertion. In
the morning, Mrs. Elton, wishing to relieve the maid, sent Margaret
to Lady Emily. Margaret arranged the bedclothes and pillows, which
were in a very uncomfortable condition, sat down behind the curtain;
and, knowing that it would please Lady Emily, began to sing, in what
the French call a, veiled voice, The Land o' the Leal. Now the air
of this lovely song is the same as that of Scots wha hae; but it is
the pibroch of onset changed into the coronach of repose, singing of
the land beyond the battle, of the entering in of those who have
fought the good fight, and fallen in the field. It is the silence
after the thunder. Before she had finished, Lady Emily was fast
asleep. A sweet peaceful half smile lighted her troubled face
graciously, like the sunshine that creeps out when it can, amidst
the rain of an autumn day, saying, "I am with you still, though we
are all troubled." Finding her thus at rest, Margaret left the room
for a minute, to fetch some work. When she returned, she found her
tossing, and moaning, and apparently on the point of waking. As
soon as she sat down by her, her trouble diminished by degrees, till
she lay in the same peaceful sleep as before. In this state she
continued for two or three hours, and awoke much refreshed. She
held out her little hand to Margaret, and said:
"Thank you. Thank you. What a sweet creature you are!"
And Lady Emily lay and gazed in loving admiration at the face of the
lady's-maid.
"Shall I send Sarah to you now, my lady?" said Margaret; "or would
you like me to stay with you?"
"Oh! you, you, please--if Mrs. Elton can spare you."
"She will only think of your comfort, I know, my lady."
"That recalls me to my duty, and makes me think of her."
"But your comfort will be more to her than anything else."
"What a comfort it is," said Mrs. Elton, wishing to interest Lady
Emily, "that now-a-days, when infidelity is so rampant, such
corroborations of Sacred Writ are springing up on all sides! There
are the discoveries at Nineveh; and now these Spiritual
Manifestations, which bear witness so clearly to another world."
But Lady Emily made no reply. She began to toss about as before,
and show signs of inexplicable discomfort. Margaret had hardly been
gone two minutes, when the invalid moaned out:
"What a time Margaret is gone!--when will she be back?"
Lady Emily did not answer. Margaret returned. She took the
beef-tea, and grew quiet again.
"You must not leave her ladyship, Margaret," whispered her mistress.
"She has taken it into her head to like no one but you, and you must
just stay with her."
"My lady, I love God with all my heart, and I cannot bear you should
think so of him. You might as well say that a mother would go away
from her little child, lying moaning in the dark, because it could
not see her, and was afraid to put its hand out into the dark to
feel for her."
"Then you think he does care for us, even when we are very wicked.
But he cannot bear wicked people."
"Who dares to say that?" cried Margaret. "Has he not been making the
world go on and on, with all the wickedness that is in it; yes,
making new babies to be born of thieves and murderers and sad women
and all, for hundreds of years? God help us, Lady Emily! If he
cannot bear wicked people, then this world is hell itself, and the
Bible is all a lie, and the Saviour did never die for sinners. It
is only the holy Pharisees that can't bear wicked people."
"Oh! how happy I should be, if that were true! I should not be
afraid now."
"You are not wicked, dear Lady Emily; but if you were, God would
bend over you, trying to get you back, like a father over his sick
child. Will people never believe about the lost sheep?"
"You can't trust it quite. Trust in God, then, the very father of
you--and never mind the words. You have been taught to turn the
very words of God against himself."
"Lady Emily," Margaret went on, "if I felt my heart as hard as a
stone; if I did not love God, or man, or woman, or little child, I
would yet say to God in my heart: 'O God, see how I trust thee,
because thou art perfect, and not changeable like me. I do not love
thee. I love nobody. I am not even sorry for it. Thou seest how
much I need thee to come close to me, to put thy arm round me, to
say to me, my child; for the worse my state, the greater my need of
my father who loves me. Come to me, and my day will dawn. My
beauty and my love will come back; and oh! how I shall love thee, my
God! and know that my love is thy love, my blessedness thy being.'"
As Margaret spoke, she seemed to have forgotten Lady Emily's
presence, and to be actually praying. Those who cannot receive such
words from the lips of a lady's-maid, must be reminded what her
father was, and that she had lost him. She had had advantages at
least equal to those which David the Shepherd had--and he wrote the
Psalms.
Margaret stooped and kissed her forehead. Lady Emily threw her arms
round her neck, and offered her mouth to be kissed by the maid. In
another minute she was fast asleep, with Margaret seated by her
side, every now and then glancing up at her from her work, with a
calm face, over which brooded the mist of tears.
That night, as Hugh paced up and down the floor of his study about
midnight, he was awfully startled by the sudden opening of the door
and the apparition of Harry in his nightshirt, pale as death, and
scarcely able to articulate the words:
"Come and show it to me," said Hugh, wanting to make light of it.
"No, no, Mr. Sutherland--please not. I couldn't go back into that
room."
"Very well, dear Harry; you shan't go back. You shall sleep with
me, to-night."
"Oh! thank you, thank you, dear Mr. Sutherland. You will love me
again, won't you?"
This touched Hugh's heart. He could hardly refrain from tears. His
old love, buried before it was dead, revived. He clasped the boy to
his heart, and carried him to his own bed; then, to comfort him,
undressed and lay down beside him, without even going to look if he
too might not see the ghost. She had brought about one good thing
at least that night; though, I fear, she had no merit in it.
Lady Emily's room likewise looked out upon the Ghost's Walk.
Margaret heard the cry as she sat by the sleeping Emily; and, not
knowing whence it came, went, naturally enough, in her perplexity,
to the window. From it she could see distinctly, for it was clear
moonlight: a white figure went gliding away along the deserted
avenue. She immediately guessed what the cry had meant; but as she
had heard a door bang directly after (as Harry shut his behind him
with a terrified instinct, to keep the awful window in), she was not
very uneasy about him. She felt besides that she must remain where
she was, according to her promise to Lady Emily. But she resolved
to be prepared for the possible recurrence of the same event, and
accordingly revolved it in her mind. She was sure that any report
of it coming to Lady Emily's ears, would greatly impede her
recovery; for she instinctively felt that her illness had something
to do with the questionable occupations in the library. She watched
by her bedside all the night, slumbering at times, but roused in a
moment by any restlessness of the patient; when she found that,
simply by laying her hand on hers, or kissing her forehead, she
could restore her at once to quiet sleep.