The fine old gentleman revealed when she opened the door was probably the
last great merchant in America to wear the chin beard. White as white
frost, it was trimmed short with exquisite precision, while his upper lip
and the lower expanses of his cheeks were clean and rosy from fresh
shaving. With this trim white chin beard, the white waistcoat, the white
tie, the suit of fine gray cloth, the broad and brilliantly polished black
shoes, and the wide-brimmed gray felt hat, here was a man who had found his
style in the seventies of the last century, and thenceforth kept it. Files
of old magazines of that period might show him, in woodcut, as, "Type of
Boston Merchant"; Nast might have drawn him as an honest statesman. He was
eighty, hale and sturdy, not aged; and his quick blue eyes, still
unflecked, and as brisk as a boy's, saw everything.
"Well, well, well!" he said, heartily. "You haven't lost any of your good
looks since last week, I see, Miss Alice, so I guess I'm to take it you
haven't been worrying over your daddy. The young feller's getting along all
right, is he?"
"He's much better; he's sitting up, Mr. Lamb. Won't you come in?"
"Well, I don't know but I might." He turned to call toward twin disks of
light at the curb, "Be out in a minute, Billy"; and the silhouette of a
chauffeur standing beside a car could be seen to salute in response, as the
old gentleman stepped into the hall. "You don't suppose your daddy's
receiving callers yet, is he?"
"He's a good deal stronger than he was when you were here last week, but
I'm afraid he's not very presentable, though."
"'Presentable?'" The old man echoed her jovially. "Pshaw! I've seen lots of
sick folks. I know what they look like and how they love to kind of nest
in among a pile of old blankets and wrappers. Don't you worry about that,
Miss Alice, if you think he'd like to see me."
"Of course he would--if----" Alice hesitated; then said quickly," Of course
he'd love to see you and he's quite able to, if you care to come up."
She ran up the stairs ahead of him, and had time to snatch the crocheted
wrap from her father's shoulders. Swathed as usual, he was sitting beside a
table, reading the evening paper; but when his employer appeared in the
doorway he half rose as if to come forward in greeting.
"Sit still!" the old gentleman shouted. "What do you mean? Don't you know
you're weak as a cat? D'you think a man can be sick as long as you have and
not be weak as a cat? What you trying to do the polite with me for?"
Adams gratefully protracted the handshake that accompanied these inquiries.
"This is certainly mighty fine of you, Mr. Lamb," he said. "I guess Alice
has told you how much our whole family appreciate your coming here so
regularly to see how this old bag o' bones was getting along. Haven't you,
Alice?"
"Yes, papa," she said; and turned to go out, but Lamb checked her.
"Stay right here, Miss Alice; I'm not even going to sit down. I know how it
upsets sick folks when people outside the family come in for the first
time."
"You don't upset me," Adams said. "I'll feel a lot better for getting a
glimpse of you, Mr. Lamb."
The visitor's laugh was husky, but hearty and re- assuring, like his voice
in speaking. "That's the way all my boys blarney me, Miss Alice," he said.
"They think I'll make the work lighter on 'em if they can get me kind of
flattered up. You just tell your daddy it's no use; he doesn't get on my
soft side, pretending he likes to see me even when he's sick."
"Oh, I'm not so sick any more," Adams said. "I expect to be back in my
place ten days from now at the longest."
"Well, now, don't hurry it, Virgil; don't hurry it. You take your time;
take your time."
This brought to Adams's lips a feeble smile not lacking in a kind of
vanity, as feeble. "Why?" he asked. "I suppose you think my department runs
itself down there, do you?"
His employer's response was another husky laugh. "Well, well, well!" he
cried, and patted Adams's shoulder with a strong pink hand. "Listen to this
young feller, Miss Alice, will you! He thinks we can't get along without
him a minute! Yes, sir, this daddy of yours believes the whole works 'll
just take and run down if he isn't there to keep 'em wound up. I always
suspected he thought a good deal of himself, and now I know he does!"
Adams looked troubled. "Well, I don't like to feel that my salary's going
on with me not earning it."
"Listen to him, Miss Alice! Wouldn't you think, now, he'd let me be the one
to worry about that? Why, on my word. if your daddy had his way, I
wouldn't be anywhere. He'd take all my worrying and everything else off my
shoulders and shove me right out of Lamb and Company! He would!"
"It seems to me I've been soldiering on you a pretty long while, Mr. Lamb,"
the convalescent said, querulously. "I don't feel right about it; but I'll
be back in ten days. You'll see."
The old man took his hand in parting. "All right; we'll see, Virgil. Of
course we do need you, seriously speaking; but we don't need you so bad
we'll let you come down there before you're fully fit and able." He went to
the door. "You hear, Miss Alice? That's what I wanted to make the old
feller understand, and what I want you to kind of enforce on him. The old
place is there waiting for him, and it'd wait ten years if it took him that
long to get good and well. You see that he remembers it, Miss Alice!"
She went down the stairs with him, and he continued to impress this upon
her until he had gone out of the front door. And even after that, the husky
voice called back from the darkness, as he went to his car, "Don't forget,
Miss Alice; let him take his own time. We always want him, but we want him
to get good and well first. Good-night, good-night, young lady!"
When she closed the door her mother came from the farther end of the
"living-room," where there was no light; and Alice turned to her.
"I can't help liking that old man, mama," she said. "He always sounds
so--well, so solid and honest and friendly! I do like him."
But Mrs. Adams failed in sympathy upon this point. "He didn't say anything
about raising your father's salary, did he?" she asked, dryly.
She would have said more, but Alice, indisposed to listen, began to
whistle, ran up the stairs, and went to sit with her father. She found him
bright-eyed with the excitement a first caller brings into a slow
convalescence: his cheeks showed actual hints of colour; and he was smiling
tremulously as he filled and lit his pipe. She brought the crocheted scarf
and put it about his shoulders again, then took a chair near him.
"I believe seeing Mr. Lamb did do you good. papa," she said. "I sort of
thought it might, and that's why I let him come up. You really look a
little like your old self again."
Adams exhaled a breathy "Ha!" with the smoke from his pipe as he waved the
match to extinguish it. "That's fine," he said. "The smoke I had before
dinner didn't taste the way it used to, and I kind of wondered if I'd lost
my liking for tobacco, but this one seems to be all right. You bet it did
me good to see J. A. Lamb! He's the biggest man that's ever lived in this
town or ever will live here; and you can take all the Governors and
Senators or anything they've raised here, and put 'em in a pot with him,
and they won't come out one-two-three alongside o' him!
And to think as big a man as that, with all his interests and everything
he's got on his mind--to think he'd never let anything prevent him from
coming here once every week to ask how I was getting along, and then walk
right upstairs and kind of call on me, as it were well, it makes me sort of
feel as if I wasn't so much of a nobody, so to speak, as your mother seems
to like to make out sometimes."
"How foolish, papa! Of course you're not 'a nobody.'"
Adams chuckled faintly upon his pipe-stem, what vanity he had seeming to be
further stimulated by his daughter's applause. "I guess there aren't a
whole lot of people in this town that could claim J. A. showed that much
interest in 'em," he said. "Of course I don't set up to believe it's all
because of merit, or anything like that. He'd do the same for anybody else
that'd been with the company as long as I have, but still it is something
to be with the company that long and have him show he appreciates it."
"Yes, sir," Adams said, reflectively. "Yes, sir, I guess that's so. And
besides, it all goes to show the kind of a man he is. Simon pure, that's
what that man is, Alice. Simon pure! There's never been anybody work for
him that didn't respect him more than they did any other man in the world,
I guess. And when you work for him you know he respects you, too. Right
from the start you get the feeling that J. A. puts absolute confidence in
you; and that's mighty stimulating: it makes you want to show him he hasn't
misplaced it. There's great big moral values to the way a man like him gets
you to feeling about your relations with the business: it ain't all just
dollars and cents--not by any means!"
He was silent for a time, then returned with increasing enthusiasm to this
theme, and Alice was glad to see so much renewal of life in him; he had not
spoken with a like cheerful vigour since before his illness. The visit of
his idolized great man had indeed been good for him, putting new spirit
into him; and liveliness of the body followed that of the spirit. His
improvement carried over the night: he slept well and awoke late, declaring
that he was "pretty near a well man and ready for business right now."
Moreover, having slept again in the afternoon, he dressed and went down to
dinner, leaning but lightly on Alice, who conducted him.
"My! but you and your mother have been at it with your scrubbing and
dusting!" he said, as they came through the "living-room." "I don't know I
ever did see the house so spick and span before!" His glance fell upon a
few carnations in a vase, and he chuckled admiringly. "Flowers, too! So
that's what you coaxed that dollar and a half out o 'me for, this morning!"
Other embellishments brought forth his comment when he had taken his old
seat at the head of the small dinner-table. "Why, I declare, Alice!" he
exclaimed. "I been so busy looking at all the spick- and-spanishness after
the house-cleaning, and the flowers out in the parlour--'living-room' I
suppose you want me to call it, if I just got to be fashionable-- I been so
busy studying over all this so-and-so, I declare I never noticed you till
this minute! My, but you are all dressed up! What's goin' on? What's it
about: you so all dressed up, and flowers in the parlour and everything?"
"Don't you see, papa? It's in honour of your coming downstairs again, of
course."
"Oh, so that's it," he said. "I never would 'a' thought of that, I guess."
But Walter looked sidelong at his father, and gave forth his sly and
knowing laugh. "Neither would I!" he said.
Adams lifted his eyebrows jocosely. "You're jealous, are you, sonny? You
don't want the old man to think our young lady'd make so much fuss over
him, do you?"
"Go on thinkin' it's over you," Walter retorted, amused. "Go on and think
it. It'll do you good."
"Of course I'll think it," Adams said. "It isn't anybody's birthday.
Certainly the decorations are on account of me coming downstairs. Didn't
you hear Alice say so?"
Walter interrupted him with a little music. Looking shrewdly at Alice, he
sang:
"I was walkin' out on Monday with my sweet thing. She's my neat thing, My
sweet thing: I'll go round on Tuesday night to see her. Oh, how we'll
spoon----"
"Walter!" his mother cried. "Where do you learn such vulgar songs?"
However, she seemed not greatly displeased with him, and laughed as she
spoke.
"So that's it, Alice!" said Adams. "Playing the hypocrite with your old
man, are you? It's some new beau, is it?"
"I only wish it were," she said, calmly. "No. It's just what I said: it's
all for you. dear."
"Don't let her con you," Walter advised his father. "She's got
expectations. You hang around downstairs a while after dinner and you'll
see."
But the prophecy failed, though Adams went to his own room without waiting
to test it. No one came.
Alice stayed in the "living-room" until half-past nine, when she went
slowly upstairs. Her mother, almost tearful, met her at the top, and
whispered, "You mustn't mind, dearie."
"Mustn't mind what?" Alice asked, and then, as she went on her way, laughed
scornfully. "What utter nonsense!" she said.
Next day she cut the stems of the rather scant show of carnations and
refreshed them with new water. At dinner, her father, still in high
spirits, observed that she had again "dressed up" in honour of his second
descent of the stairs; and Walter repeated his fragment of objectionable
song; but these jocularities were rendered pointless by the eventless
evening that followed; and in the morning the carnations began to appear
tarnished and flaccid.
Alice gave them a long look, then threw them away; and neither Walter nor
her father was inspired to any rallying by her plain costume for that
evening. Mrs. Adams was visibly depressed.
When Alice finished helping her mother with the dishes, she went outdoors
and sat upon the steps of the little front veranda. The night, gentle with
warm air from the south, surrounded her pleasantly, and the perpetual smoke
was thinner. Now that the furnaces of dwelling-houses were no longer fired,
life in that city had begun to be less like life in a railway tunnel;
people were aware of summer in the air, and in the thickened foliage of the
shade-trees, and in the sky. Stars were unveiled by the passing of the
denser smoke fogs, and to-night they could be seen clearly; they looked
warm and near. Other girls sat upon verandas and stoops in Alice's street,
cheerful as young fishermen along the banks of a stream.
Alice could hear them from time to time; thin sopranos persistent in
laughter that fell dismally upon her ears. She had set no lines or nets
herself, and what she had of "expectations," as Walter called them, were
vanished. For Alice was experienced; and one of the conclusions she drew
from her experience was that when a man says, "I'd take you for anything
you wanted me to," he may mean it or, he may not; but, if he does, he will
not postpone the first opportunity to say something more. Little affairs,
once begun, must be warmed quickly; for if they cool they are dead.
But Alice was not thinking of Arthur Russell. When she tossed away the
carnations she likewise tossed away her thoughts of that young man. She had
been like a boy who sees upon the street, some distance before him, a bit
of something round and glittering, a possible dime. He hopes it is a dime,
and, until he comes near enough to make sure, he plays that it is a dime.
In his mind he has an adventure with it: he buys something delightful. If
he picks it up, discovering only some tin-foil which has happened upon a
round shape, he feels a sinking. A dulness falls upon him.
So Alice was dull with the loss of an adventure; and when the laughter of
other girls reached her, intermittently, she had not sprightliness enough
left in her to be envious of their gaiety. Besides, these neighbours were
ineligible even for her envy, being of another caste; they could never know
a dance at the Palmers', except remotely, through a newspaper. Their
laughter was for the encouragement of snappy young men of the stores and
offices down-town, clerks, bookkeepers, what not--some of them probably
graduates of Frincke's Business College.
Then, as she recalled that dark portal, with its dusty stairway mounting
between close walls to disappear in the upper shadows, her mind drew back
as from a doorway to Purgatory. Nevertheless, it was a picture often in her
reverie; and sometimes it came suddenly, without sequence, into the midst
of her other thoughts, as if it leaped up among them from a lower darkness;
and when it arrived it wanted to stay. So a traveller, still roaming the
world afar, sometimes broods without apparent reason upon his family burial
lot: "I wonder if I shall end there."
The foreboding passed abruptly, with a jerk of her breath, as the
street-lamp revealed a tall and easy figure approaching from the north,
swinging a stick in time to its stride. She had given Russell up --and he
came.
"What luck for me!" he exclaimed. "To find you alone!"
Alice gave him her hand for an instant, not otherwise moving. "I'm glad it
happened so," she said. "Let's stay out here, shall we? Do you think it's
too provincial to sit on a girl's front steps with her?"
"'Provincial?' Why, it's the very best of our institutions," he returned,
taking his place beside her. "At least, I think so to-night."
"Thanks! Is that practice for other nights somewhere else?"
"No," he laughed. "The practicing all led up to this. Did I come too soon?"
"Oh,did she!" Alice said, sharply, but she recovered herself in the same
instant, and laughed. "She wanted to show you to the principal business
women, I suppose."
"I don't know. At all events, I shouldn't give myself out to be so much
feted by your 'fellow- citizens,' after all, seeing these were both done by
my relatives, the Palmers. However, there are others to follow, I'm afraid.
I was wondering--I hoped maybe you'd be coming to some of them. Aren't
you?"
"I rather doubt it," Alice said, slowly. "Mildred's dance was almost the
only evening I've gone out since my father's illness began. He seemed
better that day; so I went. He was better the other day when he wanted
those cigars. He's very much up and down." She paused. "I'd almost
forgotten that Mildred is your cousin."
"Not a very near one," he explained. "Mr. Palmer's father was my
great-uncle."
She laughed. "No. You wouldn't. I mean it's an advantage over the rest of
us who might like to compete for some of your time; and the worst of it is
we can't accuse her of being unfair about it. We can't prove she showed any
trickiness in having you for a cousin. Whatever else she might plan to do
with you, she didn't plan that. So the rest of us must just bear it!"
"The 'rest of you!' " he laughed. "It's going to mean a great deal of
suffering!"
Alice resumed her placid tone. "You're staying at the Palmers', aren't
you?"
"No, not now. I've taken an apartment. I'm going to live here; I'm
permanent. Didn't I tell you?"
"I think I'd heard somewhere that you were," she said. "Do you think you'll
like living here?"
"Why, good gracious!" she cried. "Haven't you got the most perfect creature
in town for your--your cousin? She expects to make you like living here,
doesn't she? How could you keep from liking it, even if you tried not to,
under the circumstances?"
"Well, you see, there's such a lot of circumstances," he explained; "I'm
not sure I'll like getting back into a business again. I suppose most of
the men of my age in the country have been going through the same
experience: the War left us with a considerable restlessness of spirit."
"You were in the War?" she asked, quickly, and as quickly answered herself,
"Of course you were!'
"I was a left-over; they only let me out about four months ago," he said.
"It's quite a shake-up trying to settle down again."
"I guessed a major," she said. "You'd always be pretty grand, of course."
Russell was amused. "Well, you see," he informed her, "as it happened, we
had at least several other majors in our army. Why would I always be
something 'pretty grand?'"
"You're related to the Palmers. Don't you notice they always affect the
pretty grand?"
"Then you think I'm only one of their affectations, I take it."
"Yes, you seem to be the most successful one they've got!" Alice said,
lightly. "You certainly do belong to them." And she laughed as if at
something hidden from him. "Don't you?"
"But you've just excused me for that," he protested. "You said nobody could
be blamed for my being their third cousin. What a contradictory girl you
are!"
Alice shook her head. "Let's keep away from the kind of girl I am."
"No," he said. "That's just what I came here to talk about."
She shook her head again. "Let's keep first to the kind of man you are. I'm
glad you were in the War."
"Oh, I don't know." She was quiet a moment, for she was thinking that here
she spoke the truth: his service put about him a little glamour that helped
to please her with him. She had been pleased with him during their walk;
pleased with him on his own account; and now that pleasure was growing
keener. She looked at him, and though the light in which she saw him was
little more than starlight, she saw that he was looking steadily at her
with a kindly and smiling seriousness. All at once it seemed to her that
the night air was sweeter to breathe, as if a distant fragrance of new
blossoms had been blown to her. She smiled back to him, and said, "Well,
what kind of man are you?"
"I don't know; I've often wondered," he replied. "What kind of girl are
you?"
"Don't you remember? I told you the other day. I'm just me!"
"Oh, no. I only want you to say what kind of a girl you are."
She mocked him. "'I don't know; I've often wondered!' What kind of a girl
does Mildred tell you I am? What has she said about me since she told you I
was 'a Miss Adams?'"
"Because she's such a perfect creature and I'm such an imperfect one.
Perfect creatures have the most perfect way of ruining the imperfect ones."
"But then they wouldn't be perfect. Not if they----"
"Oh, yes, they remain perfectly perfect," she assured him. "That's because
they never go into details. They're not so vulgar as to come right out and
tell that you've been in jail for stealing chickens. They just look
absent-minded and say in a low voice, 'Oh, very; but I scarcely think you'd
like her particularly'; and then begin to talk of something else right
away."
His smile had disappeared. "Yes," he said, somewhat ruefully. "That does
sound like Mildred. You certainly do seem to know her! Do you know
everybody as well as that?"
"Not myself," Alice said. "I don't know myself at all. I got to wondering
about that--about who I was--the other day after you walked home with me."
He uttered an exclamation, and added, explaining it, "You do give a man a
chance to be fatuous, though! As if it were walking home with me that made
you wonder about yourself!"
"It was," Alice informed him, coolly. "I was wondering what I wanted to
make you think of me, in case I should ever happen to see you again."
This audacity appeared to take his breath. "By George!" he cried.
"You mustn't be astonished," she said. "What I decided then was that I
would probably never dare to be just myself with you--not if I cared to
have you want to see me again--and yet here I am, just being myself after
all!"
"Youare the cheeriest series of shocks," Russell exclaimed, whereupon
Alice added to the series.
"Tell me: Is it a good policy for me to follow with you?" she asked, and he
found the mockery in her voice delightful. "Would you advise me to offer
you shocks as a sort of vacation from suavity?"
"Suavity" was yet another sketch of Mildred; a recognizable one, or it
would not have been humorous. In Alice's hands, so dexterous in this work,
her statuesque friend was becoming as ridiculous as a fine figure of wax
left to the mercies of a satirist.
But the lively young sculptress knew better than to overdo: what she did
must appear to spring all from mirth; so she laughed as if unwillingly, and
said, "I mustn't laugh at Mildred! In the first place, she's your--your
cousin. And in the second place, she's not meant to be funny; it isn't
right to laugh at really splendid people who take themselves seriously. In
the third place, you won't come again if I do."
"Don't be sure of that," Russell said, "whatever you do."
"'Whatever I do?' " she echoed. "That sounds as if you thought I could be
terrific! Be careful; there's one thing I could do that would keep you
away."
"Then let's both be mysteries to each other," she suggested. "I mystify you
because I wonder, and you mystify me because you don't guess why I wonder.
We'll let it go at that, shall we?"
"Very well; so long as it's certain that you don't tell me not to come
again."
"I'll not tell you that--yet," she said. "In fact----" She paused,
reflecting, with her head to one side. "In fact, I won't tell you not to
come, probably, until I see that's what you want me to tell you. I'll let
you out easily--and I'll be sure to see it. Even before you do, perhaps."
"That arrangement suits me," Russell returned, and his voice held no trace
of jocularity: he had become serious. "It suits me better if you're enough
in earnest to mean that I can come--oh, not whenever I want to; I don't
expect so much!--but if you mean that I can see you pretty often."
"Of course I'm in earnest," she said. "But before I say you can come
'pretty often,' I'd like to know how much of my time you'd need if you did
come 'whenever you want to'; and of course you wouldn't dare make any
answer to that question except one. Wouldn't you let me have Thursdays
out?"
"No, no," he protested. "I want to know. Will you let me come pretty
often?"
"Lean toward me a little," Alice said. "I want you to understand." And as
he obediently bent his head near hers, she inclined toward him as if to
whisper; then, in a half-shout, she cried,
"Well, for the first reason, because you have such gaieties as that one. I
should think your father would actually like being ill, just to be in the
house with you all the time."
"You mean by that," Alice inquired, "I keep my family cheerful with my
amusing little ways?"
For a moment he puzzled over her meaning, then saw it, and was more
delighted with her than ever. "I can answer a question of yours, now, that
I couldn't a while ago."
"It's the question I asked you about whether you were going to like living
here," she said. "You're about to tell me that now you know you will like
it."
"More telepathy!" he exclaimed. "Yes, that was it, precisely. I suppose the
same thing's been said to you so many times that you----"
"No, it hasn't," Alice said, a little confused for the moment. "Not at all.
I meant----" She paused, then asked in a gentle voice, "Would you really
like to know?"
"Well, then, I was only afraid you didn't mean it."
"See here," he said. "I did mean it. I told you it was being pretty
difficult for me to settle down to things again. Well, it's more difficult
than you know, but I think I can pull through in fair spirits if I can see
a girl like you 'pretty often.'"
"All right," she said, in a business-like tone. "I've told you that you can
if you want to."
"That's splendid!" he said. "You'll walk with me day after to-morrow, and
the night after that I'll see you at Miss Lamb's dance, won't I?"
But this fell rather chillingly upon Alice. "Miss Lamb's dance? Which Miss
Lamb?" she asked.
"I don't know--it's the one that's just coming out of mourning."
"Oh, Henrietta--yes. Is her dance so soon? I'd forgotten."
"You'll be there, won't you?" he asked. "Please say you're going."
Alice did not respond at once, and he urged her again: "Please do promise
you'll be there."
"No, I can't promise anything," she said, slowly. "You see, for one thing,
papa might not be well enough."
"But if he is?" said Russell. "If he is you'll surely come, won't you? Or,
perhaps----" He hesitated, then went on quickly, "I don't know the rules in
this place yet, and different places have different rules; but do you have
to have a chaperone, or don't girls just go to dances with the men
sometimes? If they do, would you--would you let me take you?"
"Papa's not really any better," Alice said, huskily. "I'm too worried about
him to go to a dance." Her voice sounded emotional, genuinely enough; there
was something almost like a sob in it. "Let's talk of other things,
please."
He acquiesced gently; but Mrs. Adams, who had been listening to the
conversation at the open window, just overhead, did not hear him. She had
correctly interpreted the sob in Alice's voice, and, trembling with sudden
anger, she rose from her knees, and went fiercely to her husband's room.