There is no sweeter spot in all the west Highlands of Scotland than
the valley that runs back from that far penetrating arm of the sea,
Loch Fyne, to Craigraven. There, after a succession of wild and
gloomy glens, one comes upon a sweet little valley, sheltered from
the east and north winds and open to the warm western sea and to
the long sunny days of summer. It is a valley full of balmy airs,
fragrant with the scents of sea and heather, and shut in from the
roar and rush of the great world, just over the ragged rim of the
craggy hills that guard it. A veritable heaven on earth for the
nerve-racked and brain-wearied, for the heart-sick and soul-
burdened; for it was the pleasure of the lady of Ruthven Hall, a
kindly, homely mansion house that stood at the valley's head, to
bring hither such of her friends or her friends' friends as needed
the healing that soft airs and sunny days, with long quiet hours
filled with love that understands, can give.
To this spot Lady Ruthven herself had been brought, a girl fresh
from the shelter of her English home, the bride of Sir Hector
Ruthven; and here for five happy summers they had come from the
strenuous life of Diplomatic Service to find rest. Here, too, came
Sir Hector, when his work was done, still a young man, to rest
under the yews in the little churchyard near the Hall, leaving his
lady with her little daughter and her infant son to administer his
vast estates. After the first sharp grief had passed, Lady Ruthven
took up her burden and, with patient courage, bore it for the sake
of the dead first, and then for the sake of the living. Round her
son, growing into sturdy young manhood, her heart's roots wound
themselves, striking deep into his life, till one day he, too, was
laid beneath the yew trees in the churchyard. From that deep
shadow she came forth, bearing her cross of service to her kind, to
live a life fragrant with the airs of Heaven, in fellowship with
Him who, for love of man, daily gave Himself to die.
It was through her nephew, Alan Ruthven, artist and poet, pure of
heart and clean of life, that Jack Charrington came to know Ruthven
Hall and its dwellers. The young men first met in London, and
later in Edinburgh, where both were pursuing their professions with
a devotion that did not forbid attention to sundry social duties,
or prevent them from taking long walks over the Lammermuirs on
Saturday afternoons. To Ruthven Hall, Alan was permitted to bring
his young Canadian friend, who, he was secretly convinced, stood
sorely in need of just such benediction as his saintly aunt could
bestow. The day of Jack Charrington's coming to Ruthven Hall was
the birthday of his better life, when he had a vision of his
profession in the light of that great ministry to the world's sick
and wounded and weary by Him who came to the world "to heal." In
another sense, too, it was for him the beginning of days, for it
was the day on which his eyes first fell upon sunny, saucy Maisie
Ruthven. Thenceforth the orbit of Jack's life swung round Ruthven
Hall, and thus it fell that when, on one of his visits to the great
metropolis, he found Iola exhausted after her season's triumphs and
forbidden to sing again for a year, and so well-nigh heart-broken,
he bethought him of the little valley of rest in the far western
Highlands. Straightway he confided to Lady Ruthven his concern for
his co-patriot and friend, giving as much of her story as he
thought it well that both Lady Ruthven and her daughter should
know. Hence, when they went north to their Highland valley again,
they carried with them Iola, to be rested and nursed, and to be
healed in heart, too, if that could be. For Lady Ruthven, with her
eyes made keen by grief and love, had not been long in discovering
that, with Iola, the deeper sickness was that which no physician's
medicine can reach.
Through the early summer they waited for signs of returning health
to their guest, but neither the most watchful care nor the most
tender nursing could keep the strength from gradually waning.
"She is fretting her heart out. That's the chief cause of this
terrible restlessness," said Alan Ruthven to his friend, who was
visiting at the Hall.
"Partly," replied Charrington gloomily, "but not altogether, I
fear. This restlessness is symptomatic. We must have Bruce Fraser
out again. But if we only could get track of Boyle it would
greatly help. She wrote yesterday to her great friend, Miss
Robertson, who, more than anyone, has kept in touch with him."
"Charrington," inquired Alan hesitatingly, "would you advise that
he should be looked up? Of course, you credit me with being
perfectly disinterested. I gave up my dream some time ago, you
know."
"You fear I'm prejudiced. Well, I confess I am. I hate to think
of a girl like that having anything to do with a man unworthy of
her, as from what you have told me of him he must be."
"Unworthy!" cried Jack. "Did I ever call him unworthy? It depends
upon what you mean. He gambles. He has terrific passions; but
he's a man through and through, and he's clean and honourable."
"Ah," said Ruthven, drawing a deep breath, "then would to Heaven
she could find him! For this fretting is like a fever in her
bones."
"At present, we can only wait for an answer to her letter."
And so they waited, each one of the little group vying with the
other in providing interest and amusement for the weary, restless,
fevered girl. Often, at the first, the old impatience would break
out, mostly in her talk with Charrington, at rare times to her
hostess, too, but at such times followed by quick penitence.
"Dear Lady Ruthven," she said one day after one of her little
outbreaks, "I wish I were like you. You are so sweetly good and so
perfectly self-controlled. Even I cannot wear out your patience.
You must have been born good and sweet."
For a few moments Lady Ruthven was silent, her mind going back
swiftly to long gone years. "No, dear," she said gently; "I have
much to be thankful for. It was a hard lesson and slowly learned,
but He was patient and bore long with me. And He is still
bearing."
"Tell me how you learned," asked Iola timidly, and then Lady
Ruthven told her life story, without tears, without repinings,
while Iola wondered. That story Iola never forgot, and the
influence of it never departed from her. Never were the days quite
so bad again, but every day while she struggled to subdue her
impatience even in thought, she kept looking for word from across
the sea with a longing so intense that all in the house came to
share it with her.
"Oh! if we only knew where to get him!" groaned Jack Charrington to
her one day, for to Jack, who was the only link with her happy
past, she had opened her heart. "Why does he keep away?" he added
bitterly.
"It is my fault, Jack," she replied. "He is not to blame. No one
is to blame but me. But he will come some day. I feel sure he
will come, I only hope he may be in time. He would greatly grieve
if--"
"Hush, Iola. Don't say it. I can't bear to have you say it. You
are getting better. Why, you walked out yesterday quite smartly."
"Some days I am so well," she replied, unwilling to grieve him. "I
would like him to see me first on one of my good days. I am sure
to hear soon now."
They had hardly turned to enter the house when they saw a messenger
wearing the uniform of the Telegraph Department approaching.
"Come, Iola," said Jack, almost sternly, "come in and sit down."
So saying, he brought her into the library and made her recline
upon the couch, in that sunny room near the window where many of
her waking hours were spent.
It was Alan who took the message. They all followed him into the
library. "Shall I open it?" he asked, with an anxious look at
Iola.
"Yes," she said faintly, laying both hands upon her heart.
Lady Ruthven came to her side. "Iola, darling," she said, taking
both her hands in hers, "it is good to feel that God's arms are
about us always."
"Yes, dear Lady Ruthven," replied the girl, regaining her
composure; "I'm learning. I'm not afraid."
Opening, Alan read the message, smiled, and handed it to her. She
read the slip, handed it to Jack, closed her eyes, and, smiling,
lay back upon her couch. "God is good," she whispered, as Lady
Ruthven bent over her. "You were right. Teach me how to trust Him
better."
"Are you all right, Iola?" said Jack, anxiously feeling her pulse.
"Then hooray!" cried Jack, starting up. "Let's see, 'Coming
Silurian seventh. Barney.'" he read aloud. "The seventh was
yesterday. Six days. She'll be in on the thirteenth. Ought to be
here by Monday at latest."
"Well, we'll plan for Monday. We're not going to be disappointed.
Meantime, you're not to fret." And he frowned sternly down upon
her.
"Fret?" she cried, looking up brightly. "Never more, Jack. I
shall never fret again in all my life. I'm going to build up for
these five days, every hour, every minute. I want Barney to see me
well."
It was a marvel to all the house how she kept her word. Every
hour, every minute, she appeared to gain strength. She ate with
relish and slept like a child. The old feverish restlessness left
her, and she laid aside many of her invalid ways.
"You are going down to Glasgow to-morrow, I suppose, Charrington?"
said Alan on Thursday, after the Silurian had been reported.
"I've just been thinking," replied Jack, with careful deliberation,
"that it would be almost better you should go, Ruthven. You see
you're the man of the house, and it would be easier for a stranger
to tell him."
"Come, Charrington," replied his friend, "you don't often play the
coward. You've simply got to go. But why should you tell?"
"Tell? He'll see it in my face. That last report of Bruce
Fraser's he would read in my eyes. I see the ghastly words yet,
'Quite hopeless. Heart seriously involved. Cannot be long
delayed.' I say, old man, I suppose I ought to go, but you've got
to come along and make talk. I'll simply blubber right out when I
see him. You know I'm awfully fond of the old boy."
"I say, Charrington, I've got it! Take my aunt with you."
Jack gasped. "By Jove! The very thing! It's rough on her, but
she's the saintly kind that delights to bear other people's
burdens."
And so it was arranged that Jack and Lady Ruthven should meet the
boat and bring Barney, with all speed, to Ruthven Hall.
At the Silurian's gangway Jack received his friend with
outstretched hands, crying, "Barney, old boy, we're glad to see
you! Here, let me present you to Lady Ruthven, at whose house Iola
is staying." With feverish haste he hurried Barney through the
crowds, bustling hither and thither about his luggage and giving
himself not a moment for conversation till they were seated in the
first-class apartment carriage that was to carry them to
Craigraven. But they had hardly got settled in their places when
the conversation, in spite of all Jack's efforts, dropped to
silence.
"You have bad news for me," said Barney, looking Lady Ruthven
steadily in the face. "Has anything happened?"
"No, Dr. Boyle," replied Lady Ruthven, a little more quickly than
was her wont, "but--" and here she paused, shrinking from
delivering the mortal stab, "but we are anxious about our dear
Iola."
"That is all. We are very anxious. It is her lungs chiefly and
her heart. But she is very bright and very hopeful. It is better
she should be kept so."
Barney listened with face growing grey, his eyes looking out of
their deep sockets with the piteous, mute appeal of an animal
stricken to death. He moistened his lips and tried to speak, but,
failing, kept his eyes fixed on Lady Ruthven's face as if seeking
relief. Charrington turned his head away.
"We feel thankful for her great courage," said Lady Ruthven, in her
sweet, calm voice, "and for her peace of mind."
At last Barney found his voice. "Does she suspect anything?" he
asked hoarsely.
"I think she must, but she has said nothing. She has been eager
all summer to get back to her home--to you--to those she loved.
She will rejoice to see you."
Suddenly Barney dropped his face into his hands with a low, long
moan. Jack looked out upon the fleeting landscape dimmed by the
tears he dared not wipe away. A long silence followed while, drop
by drop, Barney drank his cup to the bitter dregs.
"We try to think of the bright side," at length said Lady Ruthven
gently.
Barney lifted his face from his hands, looked at her in dumb
misery.
"There is the bright side," she continued, "the side of the
immortal hope. We like to think of the better country. That is
our real home. There, only, are our treasures safe." She was
giving him time to get hold of himself after the first deadly stab.
But Barney made no reply except to gravely bow. "It is, indeed, a
better country," she added softly as if to herself, "the only place
we immortals can call home." Then she rose. "Come, Jack," she
said, "I think Dr. Boyle would like to be alone." Before she
turned away to another section of the carriage, she offered him her
hand with a grave, pitying smile.
Barney bowed reverently over her hand. "I am grateful to you," he
said brokenly, "believe me." His face was contorted with the agony
that filled his soul. A quick rush of tears rendered her
speechless and in silence they turned away from him, and for the
long hour that followed they left him with his grief.
When they came back they found him with face grave and steady,
carrying the air of one who has fought his fight and has not been
altogether beaten. And with that same steady face he reached the
great door of Ruthven Hall.
"Jack, you will take Dr. Boyle to his room," said Lady Ruthven; "I
shall see Iola and send for him." But just then her daughter came
down the stairs. "Mamma," she said in a low, quick tone, "she
wants him at once."
"Yes, dear, I know," replied her mother, "but it will be better
that I--"
But there was a light cry, "Barney!" and, looking up, they all saw,
standing at the head of the great staircase, a figure slight and
frail, but radiant. It was Iola.
"Pardon me, Lady Ruthven," said Barney, and was off three steps at
a time.
"Come, children." Swiftly Lady Ruthven motioned them into the
library that opened off the hall, where they stood gazing at each
other, awed and silent.
"Let go my arm, Dr. Charrington," said Miss Ruthven. "You are
hurting me."
"Your pardon, a thousand times. I didn't know. This is more than
I can well stand."
"It will be well to leave them for a time, Dr. Charrington," said
Lady Ruthven, with a quiet dignity that subdued all emotion and
recalled them to self-control. "You will see that Dr. Boyle gets
to his room?"
"I shall go up with you, Lady Ruthven, a little later," replied
Jack. "Yes, I confess," he continued, answering Miss Ruthven's
look, "I am a coward. I am afraid to see him. He takes things
tremendously. He was quite mad about her years ago, fiercely mad
about her, and when the break came it almost ruined him. How he
will stand this, I don't know, but I am afraid to see him."
"This will be a terrible strain for her, Lady Ruthven," said Alan.
"It should not be prolonged, do you think?"
"It is well that they should be alone for a time," she replied, her
own experience making her wise in the ways of the breaking heart.
When with that quick rush Barney reached the head of the stairs
Iola moved toward him with arms upraised. "Barney! Barney! Have
you come to me at last?" she cried.
A single, searching glance into her face told him the dread truth.
He took her gently into his arms and, restraining his passionate
longing to crush her to him, lifted her and held her carefully,
tenderly, gazing into her glowing, glorious eyes the while.
"Where?" he murmured.
He entered the little boudoir off her bedroom and laid her upon a
couch he found there. Then, without a word, he put his cheek close
to hers upon the pillow, murmuring over and over, "Iola--Iola--my
love--my love!"
"Why, Barney," she cried, with a little happy laugh, "don't tremble
so. Let me look at you. See, you silly boy, I am quite strong and
calm. Look at me, Barney," she pleaded, "I am hungry to look at
your face. I've only seen it in my dreams for so long." She
raised herself on her arm and lifted his face from the pillow.
"Now let me sit up. I shall never see enough of you. Never!
Never! Oh, how wicked and how foolish I was!"
"It was I who was wicked," said Barney bitterly, "wicked and
selfish and cruel to you and to others."
"Hush!" She laid her hand on his lips. "Sit here beside me. Now,
Barney, don't spoil this one hour. Not one word of the past. You
were a little hard, you know, dear, but you were right, and I knew
you were right. I was wrong. But I thought there would be more in
that other life. Even at its best it was spoiled. I wanted you.
The great 'Lohengrin' night when they brought me out so many
times--"
"I was there," interrupted Barney, his voice still full of bitter
pain.
"I know. I saw you. Oh! wasn't that a night? Didn't I sing? It
was for you, Barney. My soul, my heart, my body, went all into
Ortrud that night."
"Yes," said Iola, with a proud little laugh, "I think the dear old
Spectator was right when it said it was a truly great performance,
but I waited for you, and waited and waited, and when you didn't
come I found that all the rest was nothing to me without you. Oh,
how I wanted you, Barney, then--and ever since!"
"Now, Barney, we are not to go back. We are to take all the joy
out of this hour. Promise me, Barney, you will not blame yourself--
now or ever--promise me, promise me!" she cried, eagerly insistent.
"Oh, Barney! promise me this, we will look forward, not back, will
you, Barney?" The pleading in her voice swept away all feeling but
the desire to gratify her.
"Yes, you do, Barney. Oh, thank you, darling." She wreathed her
arms about his neck and laid her head upon his breast. "Oh!" she
said with a deep sigh, "I shall rest now--rest--rest. That's what
I've been longing for. I could not rest, Barney."
Barney shuddered. Only too well he knew the meaning of that
fateful restlessness, but he only held her closer to him, his heart
filled with a fierce refusal of his lot.
"There is no one like you, Barney, after all," she murmured,
nestling down with a delicious sigh of content. "You are so
strong. You will make me strong, I know. I feel stronger already,
stronger than for months."
Again Barney shuddered at that cruel deception, so characteristic
of the treacherous disease.
"Why don't you speak to me, Barney? You haven't said a word except
just 'Iola, Iola, Iola.' Haven't you anything else to say, sir?
After your long silence you might--" She raised her head and
looked into his eyes with her old saucy smile.
"There is nothing to say, Iola. What need to speak when I can hold
you like this? But you must not talk too much."
"Tell me something about yourself," she cried. "What? Where?
How? Why? No, not why. I don't want that, but all the rest."
"It is hardly worth while, Iola," he replied, "and it would take a
long time."
"Oh, yes, think what a delicious long time. All the time there is.
All the day and every day. Oh, Barney! does one want more Heaven
than this? Tell me about Margaret and--yes--and Dick," she shyly
added. "Are they well and happy?"
"Now, darling," said Barney, stroking her hair; "just rest there
and I'll tell you everything. But you must not exhaust yourself."
"Go on then, Barney," she replied with a sigh of ineffable bliss,
nestling down again. "Oh, lovely rest!"
Then Barney told her of Margaret and Dick and of their last few
days together, making light of Dick's injury and making much of the
new joy that had come to them all. "And it was your letter that
did it all, Iola," he said.
"No," she replied gently, "it was our Father's goodness. I see
things so differently, Barney. Lady Ruthven has taught me. She is
an angel from Heaven, and, oh, what she has done for me!"
"I, too, Iola, have great things to be thankful for."
A tap came to the door and, in response to their invitation, Lady
Ruthven, with Jack in the background, appeared.
"Dinner will be served in a few minutes, Iola, and I am sure Dr.
Boyle would like to go to his room. You can spare him, I suppose?"
"No, I can't spare him, but I will if you let me go down to-night
to dinner."
"Is it wise, do you think?" said Lady Ruthven gravely. "You must
save your strength now, you know."
"Oh, but I am strong. Just for to-night," she pleaded. "I'm not
going to be an invalid to-night. I'm going to forget all about it.
I am going to eat a good dinner and I'm going to sing, too. Jack,
tell them I can go down. Barney, you will take me down. You may
carry me, if you like. I am going, Jack," she continued with
something of her old imperious air.
Barney searched her face with a critical glance, holding his
fingers upon her wrist. She was growing excited. "Well, I think
she might go down for a little. What do you think, Charrington?
You know best."
"If she is good she might," said Jack doubtfully. "But she must
promise to be quiet."
"Jack, you're a dear. You're an angel. I'll be good--as good as I
can." With which extremely doubtful promise they had to content
themselves.
At dinner none was more radiant that Iola. Without effort or
strain her wit and gaiety bubbled over, till Barney, watching her
in wonder, asked himself whether in his first impression of her he
had not been mistaken. As he still watched and listened his wonder
grew. How brilliantly clever she was! How quick her wit! How
exquisitely subtle her fancy! Her mind, glowing like a live coal,
seemed to kindle by mere contact the minds about her, till the
whole table, catching her fire, scintillated with imagination's
divine flame. Through it all Barney became conscious of a change
in her. She was brighter than of old, cleverer by far. Her
conversation was that of a highly cultured woman of the world. But
it was not these that made the change. There was a new quality of
soul in her. Patience had wrought her perfect work. She exhaled
that exquisite aroma of the spirit disciplined by pain. She was
less of the earth, earthy. The airs of Heaven were breathing about
her.
To Barney, with his new sensitiveness to the spiritual, this change
in Iola made her inexpressibly dear. It seemed as if he had met
her in a new and better country where neither had seen the other
before. And yet it filled him with an odd sense of loss. It was
as if earth were losing its claim in her, as if her earthward
affinities were refining into the heavenly. She was keenly
interested in the story of Dick's work and, in spite of his
reluctance to talk, she so managed the conversation, that, before
he was aware, Barney was in the full tide of the thrilling tale of
his brother's heroic service to the men in the mountains of Western
Canada. As Barney waxed eloquent, picturing the perils and
privations, the discouragements and defeats, the toils and triumphs
of missionary life, the lustrous eyes grew luminous with deep inner
light, the beautiful face, its ivory pallor relieved by a touch of
carmine upon lip and cheek, appeared to shed a very radiance of
glory that drew and held the gaze of the whole company.
"Oh, what splendid work!" she cried. "How good to be a man! But
it's better," she added, with a quick glance at Barney and a little
shy laugh, "to be a woman."
It was the anxiety in Charrington's eyes that arrested Lady
Ruthven's attention and made her bring the dinner somewhat abruptly
to a close.
"Oh, Lady Ruthven, must we go?" cried Iola, as her hostess made a
move to rise. "What a delightful dinner we have had! Now you are
not going to send me away just yet. 'After dinner sit a while,'
you know, and I believe I feel like singing to-night."
"My dear, my dear," said Lady Ruthven, "do you think you should
exert yourself any more? You have had an exciting day. What does
your doctor say?"
"Barney, indeed!" echoed Jack indignantly. "Oh, the ingratitude of
the female heart! Here for all these weeks I have--"
"Forgive me, Jack. I am quite sure you won't be hard-hearted
enough to banish me."
"An hour on the library couch, whence one can look upon the sea, in
an atmosphere of restful quiet, listening to cheerful but not too
exciting conversation," said Jack gravely.
"And music, Doctor?" inquired Iola, with mock humility.
"Oh, my dear Iola," cried Miss Ruthven, "hasten to bed, I beg of
you, and save us all. And yet, do you know, I rather like to hear
Dr. Charrington sing. It makes me think of our automobile tour in
the Highlands last year," she continued with mischievous gravity.
"Ah," said Jack, much flattered, "I don't quite--"
"Really? And after we had prepared ourselves for the--ah--
experience."
"How do you feel now, Iola?" said Jack, quietly placing his fingers
upon her pulse.
"Perfectly strong, I assure you. Listen." And she ran up her
chromatics in a voice rich and strong and clear.
"Well, this is most wonderful!" exclaimed Jack. "Her pulse is
strong, even, steady. Her respiration is normal."
"I told you!" cried Iola triumphantly. "Now you will let me sing--
not a big song, but just that wee Scotch thing I learned from old
Jennie. Barney's mother used to sing it."
"My dear Iola," entreated Lady Ruthven, "do you think you should
venture? Do you think she should, Dr. Boyle?"
"Don't ask me," said Barney. "I should forbid it were it anyone
else."
"But it isn't anyone else," persisted Iola, "and my doctor says
yes. I'll only hum, Jack."
"Well, one only. And mind, no fugues, arpeggios, double-stoppings,
and such frills."
She took her guitar. "I'll sing this for Barney's dear mother,"
she said. And in a voice soft, rich and full of melody, and with
perfect reproduction of the quaint old-fashioned cadences and
quavers, she sang the Highland lament, "O'er the Moor."
"O'er the moor I wander lonely,
Ochon-a-rie, my heart is sore;
Where are all the joys I cherished?
With my darling they have perished,
And they will return no more.
"I loved thee first, I loved thee only,
Ochon-a-rie, my heart is sore;
I loved thee from the day I met thee.
What care I though all forget thee?
I will love thee evermore."
And then, before anyone could utter a word of protest, she said,
"You never heard this, I think, Barney. I'll sing it for you."
And in a low, soft voice, thrilling with pathetic feeling, she sang
the quaint little song that described so fittingly her own
experience, "My Heart's Rest."
"I had wandered far, and the wind was cold,
And the sharp thorns clutched, and the day was old,
When the Master came to close His fold
And saw that one had strayed.
"Wild paths I fled, and the wind grew chill,
And the sharp rocks cut, and the day waned, till
The Master's voice searched vale and hill:
I heard and fled afraid.
"Dread steeps I climbed, and the wind wailed on.
And the stars went out, and the day was gone,
Then the Master found, laid me upon
His bosom, unafraid."
A hush followed upon her song. Far down the valley the moon rose
red out of the sea, the sweet night air, breathing its fragrance of
mignonette and roses, moved the lace of the curtains at the open
window as it passed. A late thrush was singing its night song of
love to its mate.
"I feel as if I could sleep now," said Iola. "Barney, carry me."
Like a tired child she nestled down in Barney's strong arms.
"Good-night, dear friends, all," she said. "What a happy evening
it has been." Then, with a little cry, "Oh, Barney! hold me. I'm
slipping," she locked her arms tight about his neck, lifting her
face to his. "Goodnight, Barney, my love, my own love," she
whispered, her breath coming in gasps. "How good you are to me--
how good to have you. Now kiss me--quick--don't wait--again, dear--
good-night." Her arms slipped down from his neck. Her head sank
upon his breast.
"Iola!" he cried, in a voice strident with fear and alarm, glancing
down into her face. He carried her to the open window. "Oh, my
God! My God! She is gone! Oh, my love, not yet! not yet!"
But the ear was dull even to that penetrating cry of the broken
heart, and the singing voice was forever still from words or songs
that mortal ears could hear. In vain they tried to revive her.
The tired lids rested upon the lustrous eyes from which all light
had fled. The weary heart was quiet at last. Gently, Barney
placed her on the couch, where she lay as if asleep, then, standing
upright, he gazed round upon them with eyes full of dumb anguish
till they understood, and one by one they turned and left him alone
with his dead.
For two days Barney wandered about the valley, his spirit moving in
the midst of a solemn and mysterious peace. The light of life for
him had not gone out, but had brightened into the greater glory.
Heaven had not snatched her away. She had brought Heaven near.
At first he was minded to carry her back with him to the old home
and lay her in the churchyard there. But Lady Ruthven took him to
the spot where her dead lay.
"We should be glad that she should sleep beside our dear ones
here," she said. "You know we love her dearly."
"It is a great kindness you are doing, Lady Ruthven," Barney
replied, his heart responding with glad acceptance to the
suggestion. "She loved this valley, and it was here she first
found rest."
"Yes, she loves this valley," replied Lady Ruthven, refusing to
accept Barney's tense. To her, death made no change. "And here
she found peace and perfect love again."
A single line in the daily press brought a few close friends from
London to bury her. Old Sir Walter himself was present. He had
taken such pride in her voice, and had learned to love his pupil as
a daughter, and with him stood Herr Lindau, the German impresario,
under whose management she had made her London debut in "Lohengrin."
There in the sunny valley they laid her down, their faces touched
with smiles that struggled with their tears. But on his face who
loved her best of all there were no tears, only a look of wonder,
and of gladness, and of peace.