The Christmas holidays had come, and with them a welcome vacation
for Hedley Marstern. Although as yet a briefless young lawyer, he
had a case in hand which absorbed many of his thoughts--the
conflicting claims of two young women in his native village on the
Hudson. It must not be imagined that the young women were pressing
their claims except as they did so unconsciously, by virtue of
their sex and various charms. Nevertheless, Marstern was not the
first lawyer who had clients over whom midnight oil was burned,
they remaining unaware of the fact.
If not yet a constitutional attorney, he was at least
constitutionally one. Falling helplessly in love with one girl
simplifies matters. There are no distracting pros and cons--
nothing required but a concentration of faculties to win the
enslaver, and so achieve mastery. Marstern did not appear amenable
to the subtle influences which blind the eyes and dethrone reason,
inspiring in its place an overwhelming impulse to capture a
fortuitous girl because (to a heated imagination) she surpasses
all her sex. Indeed, he was level-headed enough to believe that he
would never capture any such girl; but he hoped to secure one who
promised to make as good a wife as he would try to be a husband,
and with a fair amount of self-esteem, he was conscious of
imperfections. Therefore, instead of fancying that any of his fair
acquaintances were angels, he had deliberately and, as some may
think, in a very cold-blooded fashion, endeavored to discover what
they actually were. He had observed that a good deal of prose
followed the poetry of wooing and the lunacy of the honeymoon; and
he thought it might be well to criticise a little before marriage
as well as after it.
There were a number of charming girls in the social circle of his
native town; and he had, during later years, made himself quite
impartially agreeable to them. Indeed, without much effort on his
part he had become what is known as a general favorite. He had
been too diligent a student to become a society man, but was ready
enough in vacation periods to make the most of every country
frolic, and even on great occasions to rush up from the city and
return at some unearthly hour in the morning when his partners in
the dance were not half through their dreams. While on these
occasions he had shared in the prevailing hilarity, he
nevertheless had the presentiment that some one of the laughing,
light-footed girls would one day pour his coffee and send him to
his office in either a good or a bad mood to grapple with the
problems awaiting him there. He had in a measure decided that when
he married it should be to a girl whom he had played with in
childhood and whom he knew a good deal about, and not to a chance
acquaintance of the world at large. So, beneath all his
diversified gallantries he had maintained a quiet little policy of
observation, until his thoughts had gradually gathered around two
of his young associates who, unconsciously to themselves, as we
have said, put in stronger and stronger claims every time he saw
them. They asserted these claims in the only way in which he would
have recognized them--by being more charming, agreeable, and, as
he fancied, by being better than the others. He had not made them
aware, even by manner, of the distinction accorded to them; and as
yet he was merely a friend.
But the time had come, he believed, for definite action. While he
weighed and considered, some prompter fellows might take the case
out of his hands entirely; therefore he welcomed this vacation and
the opportunities it afforded.
The festivities began with what is termed in the country a "large
party"; and Carrie Mitchell and Lottie Waldo were both there,
resplendent in new gowns made for the occasion. Marstern thought
them both charming. They danced equally well and talked nonsense
with much the same ease and vivacity. He could not decide which
was the prettier, nor did the eyes and attentions of others afford
him any aid. They were general favorites, as well as himself,
although it was evident that to some they might become more,
should they give encouragement. But they were apparently in the
heyday of their girlhood, and thus far had preferred miscellaneous
admiration to individual devotion. By the time the evening was
over Marstern felt that if life consisted of large parties he
might as well settle the question by the toss of a copper.
It must not be supposed that he was such a conceited prig as to
imagine that such a fortuitous proceeding, or his best efforts
afterward, could settle the question as it related to the girls.
It would only decide his own procedure. He was like an old
marauding baron, in honest doubt from which town he can carry off
the richest booty--that is, in case he can capture any one of
them. His overtures for capitulation might be met with the "slings
and arrows of outrageous fortune" and he be sent limping off the
field. Nevertheless, no man regrets that he must take the
initiative, and he would be less than a man who would fear to do
so. When it came to this point in the affair, Marstern shrugged
his shoulders and thought, "I must take my chances like the rest."
But he wished to be sure that he had attained this point, and not
lay siege to one girl only to wish afterward it had been the
other.
His course that evening proved that he not only had a legal cast
of mind but also a judicial one. He invited both Miss Mitchell and
Miss Waldo to take a sleigh-ride with him the following evening,
fancying that when sandwiched between them in the cutter he could
impartially note his impressions. His unsuspecting clients
laughingly accepted, utterly unaware of the momentous character of
the trial scene before them.
As Marstern smoked a cigar before retiring that night, he admitted
to himself that it was rather a remarkable court that was about to
be held. He was the only advocate for the claims of each, and
finally he proposed to take a seat on the bench and judge between
them. Indeed, before he slept he decided to take that august
position at once, and maintain a judicial impartiality while
noting his impressions.
Christmas Eve happened to be a cold, clear, star-lit night; and
when Marstern drove to Miss Waldo's door, he asked himself, "Could
a fellow ask for anything daintier and finer" than the red-lipped,
dark-eyed girl revealed by the hall-lamp as she tripped lightly
out, her anxious mamma following her with words of unheeded
caution about not taking cold, and coming home early. He had not
traversed the mile which intervened between the residences of the
two girls before he almost wished he could continue the drive
under the present auspices, and that, as in the old times, he
could take toll at every bridge, and encircle his companion with
his arm as they bounced over the "thank-'ee mams." The frosty air
appeared to give keenness and piquancy to Miss Lottie's wit, and
the chime of the bells was not merrier or more musical than her
voice. But when a little later he saw blue-eyed Carrie Mitchell in
her furs and hood silhouetted in the window, his old dilemma
became as perplexing as ever. Nevertheless, it was the most
delightful uncertainty that he had ever experienced; and he had a
presentiment that he had better make the most of it, since it
could not last much longer. Meanwhile, he was hedged about with
blessings clearly not in disguise, and he gave utterance to this
truth as they drove away.
"Surely there never was so lucky a fellow. Here I am kept warm and
happy by the two finest girls in town."
"Yes," said Lottie; "and it's a shame you can't sit on both sides
of us."
"I assure you I wish it were possible. It would double my
pleasure."
"I'm very well content," remarked Carrie, quietly, "as long as I
can keep on the right side of people--"
"Well, you are not on the right side to-night," interrupted
Lottie.
"Good gracious!" thought Marstern, "she's next to my heart. I
wonder if that will give her unfair advantage;" but Carrie
explained:
"Why, then, since I am more than content--exultant, indeed--it
appears that we all start from excellent premises to reach a happy
conclusion of our Christmas Eve," cried Marstern.
"Now you are talking shop, Mr. Lawyer--Premises and Conclusions,
indeed!" said Lottie; "since you are such a happy sandwich, you
must be a tongue sandwich, and be very entertaining."
He did his best, the two girls seconding his efforts so genially
that he found himself, after driving five miles, psychologically
just where he was physically--between them, as near to one in his
thoughts and preferences as to the other.
"Let us take the river road home," suggested Lottie.
"As long as you agree," he answered, "you both are sovereign
potentates. If you should express conflicting wishes, I should
have to stop here in the road till one abdicated in favor of the
other, or we all froze."
"But you, sitting so snugly between us, would not freeze," said
Lottie. "If we were obstinate we should have to assume our
pleasantest expressions, and then you could eventually take us
home as bits of sculpture. In fact, I'm getting cold already."
"Well, then, mind me," resumed Lottie. "See how white and smooth
the river looks. Why can't we drive home on the ice? It will save
miles--I mean it looks so inviting."
"Oh, dear!" cried Carrie, "I feel like protesting now. The longest
way round may be both the shortest and safest way home."
"You ladies shall decide. This morning I drove over the route we
would take to-night, and I should not fear to take a ton of coal
over it."
"A comparison suggesting warmth and a grate-fire. I vote for the
river," said Lottie, promptly.
"Oh, well, Mr. Marstern, if you've been over the ice so recently--
I only wish to feel reasonably safe."
"I declare!" thought Marstern, "Lottie is the braver and more
brilliant girl; and the fact that she is not inclined to forego
the comfort of the home-fire for the pleasure of my company,
reveals the difficulty of, and therefore incentive to, the suit I
may decide to enter upon before New Year's."
Meanwhile, his heart on Carrie's side began to grow warm and
alert, as if recognizing an affinity to some object not far off.
Granting that she had not been so brilliant as Lottie, she had
been eminently companionable in a more quiet way. If there had not
been such bursts of enthusiasm at the beginning of the drive, her
enjoyment appeared to have more staying powers. He liked her none
the less that her eyes were often turned toward the stars or the
dark silhouettes of the leafless trees against the snow. She did
not keep saying, "Ah, how lovely! What a fine bit that is!" but he
had only to follow her eyes to see something worth looking at.
"A proof that Miss Carrie also is not so preoccupied with the
pleasure of my company that she has no thoughts for other things,"
cogitated Marstern. "It's rather in her favor that she prefers
Nature to a grate fire. They're about even yet."
Meanwhile the horse was speeding along on the white, hard expanse
of the river, skirting the west shore. They now had only about a
mile to drive before striking land again; and the scene was so
beautiful with the great dim outlines of the mountains before them
that both the girls suggested that they should go leisurely for a
time.
"We shouldn't hastily and carelessly pass such a picture as that,
any more than one would if a fine copy of it were hung in a
gallery," said Carrie. "The stars are so brilliant along the brow
of that highland yonder that they form a dia--oh, oh! what is the
matter?" and she clung to Marstern's arm.
"Whoa!" said Marstern, firmly. Even as he spoke, Lottie was out of
the sleigh and running back on the ice, crying and wringing her
hands.
"We shall be drowned," she almost screamed hysterically.
"Mr. Marstern, what shall we do? Can't we turn around and go back
the way we came?"
"Miss Carrie, will you do what I ask? Will you believe me when I
say that I do not think you are in any danger?"
"Yes, I'll do my best," she replied, catching her breath. She grew
calm rapidly as he tried to reassure Lottie, telling her that
water from the rising of the tide had overflowed the main ice and
that thin ice had formed over it, also that the river at the most
was only two or three feet deep at that point. But all was of no
avail; Lottie stood out upon the ice in a panic, declaring that he
never should have brought them into such danger, and that he must
turn around at once and go back as they came.
"But, Miss Waldo, the tide is rising, and we may find wet places
returning. Besides, it would bring us home very late. Now, Miss
Carrie and I will drive slowly across this place and then return
for you. After we have been across it twice you surely won't
fear."
"I won't be left alone; suppose you two should break through and
disappear, what would become of me?"
"You would be better off than we," he replied, laughing.
"I think it's horrid of you to laugh. Oh, I'm so cold and
frightened! I feel as if the ice were giving way under my feet."
"Why, Miss Lottie, we just drove over that spot where you stand.
Here, Miss Carrie shall stay with you while I drive back and forth
alone."
"Then if you were drowned we'd both be left alone to freeze to
death."
"I pledge you my word you shall be by that grate-fire within less
than an hour if you will trust me five minutes."
"Oh, well, if you will risk your life and ours too; but Carrie
must stay with me."
"Willyou trust me, Miss Carrie, and help me out of this scrape?"
Carrie was recovering from her panic, and replied, "I have given
you my promise."
He was out of the sleigh instantly, and the thin ice broke with
him also. "I must carry you a short distance," he said. "I cannot
allow you to get your feet wet. Put one arm around my neck, so;
now please obey as you promised."
She did so without a word, and he bore her beyond the water,
inwardly exulting and blessing that thin ice. His decision was
coming with the passing seconds; indeed, it had come. Returning to
the sleigh he drove slowly forward, his horse making a terrible
crunching and splashing, Lottie meanwhile keeping up a staccato
accompaniment of little shrieks.
"Ah, my charming creature," he thought, "with you it was only,
'What will become of me?' I might not have found out until it was
too late the relative importance of 'me' in the universe had we
not struck this bad crossing; and one comes to plenty of bad
places to cross in a lifetime."
The area of thin ice was not very narrow, and he was becoming but
a dim and shadowy outline to the girls. Lottie was now screaming
for his return. Having crossed the overflowed space and absolutely
assured himself that there was no danger, he returned more rapidly
and found Carrie trying to calm her companion.
"Oh," sobbed Lottie, "my feet are wet and almost frozen. The ice
underneath may have borne you, but it won't bear all three of us.
Oh, dear, I wish I hadn't--I wish I was home; and I feel as if I'd
never get there."
"Miss Lottie, I assure you that the ice will hold a ton, but I'll
tell you what I'll do. I shall put you in the sleigh, and Miss
Carrie will drive you over. You two together do not weigh much
more than I do. I'll walk just behind you with my hands on the
back of the sleigh, and if I see the slightest danger I'll lift
you out of the sleigh first and carry you to safety."
This proposition promised so well that she hesitated, and he
lifted her in instantly before she could change her mind, then
helped Carrie in with a quiet pressure of the hand, as much as to
say, "I shall depend on you."
"But, Mr. Marstern, you'll get your feet wet," protested Carrie.
"That doesn't matter," he replied good-naturedly. "I shall be no
worse off than Miss Lottie, and I'm determined to convince her of
safety. Now go straight ahead as I direct."
Once the horse stumbled, and Lottie thought he was going down head
first. "Oh, lift me out, quick, quick!" she cried.
"Yes, indeed I will, Miss Lottie, as soon as we are opposite that
grate fire of yours."
They were soon safely over, and within a half-hour reached
Lottie's home. It was evident she was a little ashamed of her
behavior, and she made some effort to retrieve herself. Bat she
was cold and miserable, vexed with herself and still more vexed
with Marstern. That a latent sense of justice forbade the latter
feeling only irritated her the more. Individuals as well as
communities must have scapegoats; and it is not an unusual impulse
on the part of some to blame and dislike those before whom they
have humiliated themselves.
She gave her companions a rather formal invitation to come in and
get warm before proceeding further; but Marstern said very
politely that he thought it was too late, unless Miss Carrie was
cold. Carrie protested that she was not so cold but that she could
easily wait till she reached her own fireside.
"Well, good-night, then," and the door was shut a trifle
emphatically.
"Mr. Marstern," said Carrie, sympathetically, "your feet must be
very cold and wet after splashing through all that ice-water."
"They are," he replied; "but I don't mind it. Well, if I had tried
for years I could not have found such a test of character as we
had to-night."
"Oh, well, you two girls did not behave exactly alike. I liked the
way you behaved. You helped me out of a confounded scrape."
"Would you have tried for years to find a test?" she asked,
concealing the keenness of her query under a laugh.
"I should have been well rewarded if I had, by such a fine
contrast," he replied.
Carrie's faculties had not so congealed but that his words set her
thinking. She had entertained at times the impression that she and
Lottie were his favorites. Had he taken them out that night
together in the hope of contrasts, of finding tests that would
help his halting decision? He had ventured where the intuitions of
a girl like Carrie Mitchell were almost equal to second-sight; and
she was alert for what would come next.
He accepted her invitation to come in and warm his feet at the
glowing fire in the grate, which Carrie's father had made before
retiring. Mrs. Mitchell, feeling that her daughter was with an old
friend and playmate, did not think the presence of a chaperon
essential, and left the young people alone. Carrie bustled about,
brought cake, and made hot lemonade, while Marstern stretched his
feet to the grate with a luxurious sense of comfort and
complacency, thinking how homelike it all was and how paradisiacal
life would become if such a charming little Hebe presided over his
home. His lemonade became nectar offered by such hands.
She saw the different expression in his eyes. It was now homage,
decided preference for one and not mere gallantry to two.
Outwardly she was demurely oblivious and maintained simply her
wonted friendliness. Marstern, however, was thawing in more senses
than one, and he was possessed by a strong impulse to begin an
open siege at once.
"I haven't had a single suit of any kind yet, Carrie," he said,
dropping the prefix of "Miss," which had gradually been adopted as
they had grown up.
"Oh, well, that was the position of all the great lawyers once,"
she replied, laughing. Marstern's father was wealthy, and all knew
that he could afford to be briefless for a time.
"I may never be great; but I shall work as hard as any of them,"
he continued. "To tell you the honest truth, however, this would
be the happiest Christmas Eve of my life if I had a downright suit
on my hands. Why can't I be frank with you and say I'd like to
begin the chief suit of my life now and here--a suit for this
little hand? I'd plead for it as no lawyer ever pleaded before. I
settled that much down on the ice."
"And if I hadn't happened to behave on the ice in a manner
agreeable to your lordship, you would have pleaded with the other
girl?" she remarked, withdrawing her hand and looking him directly
in the eyes.
"What makes you think so?" he asked somewhat confusedly.
He sprang up and paced the room a few moments, then confronted her
with the words, "You shall have the whole truth. Any woman that I
would ask to be my wife is entitled to that," and he told her just
what the attitude of his mind had been from the first.
She laughed outright, then gave him her hand as she said, "Your
honesty insures that we can be very good friends; but I don't wish
to hear anything more about suits which are close of kin to
lawsuits."
He looked very dejected, feeling that he had blundered fatally in
his precipitation.
"Come now, Hedley, be sensible," she resumed, half laughing, half
serious. "As you say, we can be frank with each other. Why, only
the other day we were boy and girl together coasting downhill on
the same sled. You are applying your legal jargon to a deep
experience, to something sacred--the result, to my mind, of a
divine instinct. Neither you nor I have ever felt for each other
this instinctive preference, this subtle gravitation of the heart.
Don't you see? Your head has been concerned about me, and only
your head. By a kindred process you would select one bale of
merchandise in preference to another. Good gracious! I've faults
enough. You'll meet some other girl that will stand some other
test far better than I. I want a little of what you call silly
romance in my courtship. See; I can talk about this suit as coolly
and fluently as you can. We'd make a nice pair of lovers, about as
frigid as the ice-water you waded through so good-naturedly;" and
the girl's laugh rang out merrily, awakening echoes in the old
house. Mr. and Mrs. Mitchell might rest securely when their
daughter could laugh like that. It was the mirth of a genuine
American girl whose self-protection was better than the care of a
thousand duennas.
He looked at her with honest admiration in his eyes, then rose
quietly and said, "That's fine, Carrie. Your head's worth two of
mine, and you'd make the better lawyer. You see through a case
from top to bottom. You were right--I wasn't in love with you; I
don't know whether I'm in love with you now, and you haven't an
infinitesimal spark for me. Nevertheless, I begin my suit here and
now, and I shall never withdraw it till you are engaged to another
fellow. So there!"
Carrie looked rather blank at this result of her reductio ad
absurdum process; and he did not help her by adding, "A fellow
isn't always in love. There must be a beginning; and when I arrive
at this beginning under the guidance of reason, judgment, and
observation, I don't see as I'm any more absurd than the fellow
who tumbles helplessly in love, he doesn't know why. What becomes
of all these people who have divine gravitations? You and I both
know of some who had satanic repulsions afterward. They used their
eyes and critical faculties after marriage instead of before. The
romance exhaled like a morning mist; and the facts came out
distinctly. They learned what kind of man and woman they actually
were, and two idealized creatures were sent to limbo. Because I
don't blunder upon the woman I wish to marry, but pick her out,
that's no reason I can't and won't love her. Your analysis and
judgment were correct only up to date. You have now to meet a suit
honestly, openly announced. This may be bad policy on my part; yet
I have so much faith in you and respect for you that I don't
believe you will let my precipitation create a prejudice. Give me
a fair hearing; that's all I ask."
"Well, well, I'll promise not to frown, even though some finer
paragon should throw me completely in the shade."
"You don't believe in my yet," he resumed, after a moment of
thought. "I felt that I had blundered awfully a while ago; but I
doubt it. A girl of your perceptions would soon have seen it all.
I've not lost anything by being frank from the start. Be just to
me, however. It wasn't policy that led me to speak, but this
homelike scene, and you appearing like the good genius of a home."
He pulled out his watch, and gave a low whistle as he held it
toward her. Then his manner suddenly became grave and gentle.
"Carrie," he said, "I wish you, not a merry Christmas, but a happy
one, and many of them. It seems to me it would be a great
privilege for a man to make a woman like you happy."
"Is this the beginning of the suit?" she asked with a laugh that
was a little forced.
"I don't know. Perhaps it is; but I spoke just as I felt. Good-
night."
She would not admit of a trace of sentiment on her part. "Good-
night," she said. "Merry Christmas! Go home and hang up your
stocking."
"Bless me!" she thought, as she went slowly up the stairs, "I
thought I was going to be through with him for good and all,
except as a friend; but if he goes on this way--"
The next morning a basket of superb roses was left at her home.
There was no card, and mamma queried and surmised; but the girl
knew. They were not displeasing to her, and somehow, before the
day was over, they found their way to her room; but she shook her
head decidedly as she said, "He must be careful not to send me
other gifts, for I will return them instantly. Flowers, in
moderation, never commit a girl."
But then came another gift--a book with pencillings here and
there, not against sentimental passages, but words that made her
think. It was his manner in society, however, that at once
annoyed, perplexed, and pleased her. On the first occasion they
met in company with others, he made it clear to every one that he
was her suitor; yet he was not a burr which she could not shake
off. He rather seconded all her efforts to have a good time with
any and every one she chose. Nor did he, wallflower fashion, mope
in the meanwhile and look unutterable things. He added to the
pleasure of a score of others, and even conciliated Lottie, yet at
the same time surrounded the girl of his choice with an atmosphere
of unobtrusive devotion. She was congratulated on her conquest--
rather maliciously so by Lottie. Her air of courteous indifference
was well maintained; yet she was a woman, and could not help being
flattered. Certain generous traits in her nature were touched also
by a homage which yielded everything and exacted nothing.
The holidays soon passed, and he returned to his work. She learned
incidentally that he toiled faithfully, instead of mooning around.
At every coigne of vantage she found him, or some token of his
ceaseless effort. She was compelled to think of him, and to think
well of him. Though mamma and papa judiciously said little, it was
evident that they liked the style of lover into which he was
developing.
Once during the summer she said: "I don't think it's right to let
you go on in this way any longer."
"No; some one else, so as to unloose your conscience and give you
a happy deliverance,"
"You would leave me still bound and hopeless in that case. I love
you now, Carrie Mitchell."
"Oh, dear! you are incorrigible. It's just a lawyer's persistence
in winning a suit."
"You can still swear on the dictionary that you don't love me at
all?"
"I might--on the dictionary. There, I won't talk about such things
any more," and she resolutely changed the subject.
But she couldn't swear, even on the dictionary. She didn't know
where she stood or how it would all end; but with increasing
frequency the words, "I love you now," haunted her waking and
dreaming hours.
The holidays were near again, and then came a letter from
Marstern, asking her to take another sleigh-ride with him on
Christmas Eve. His concluding words were: "There is no other woman
in the world that I want on the other side of me." She kissed
these words, then looked around in a startled, shamefaced manner,
blushing even in the solitude of her room.
Christmas Eve came, but with it a wild storm of wind and sleet.
She was surprised at the depth of her disappointment. Would he
even come to call through such a tempest?
He did come, and come early; and she said demurely: "I did not
expect you on such a night as this."
He looked at her for a moment, half humorously, half seriously,
and her eyes drooped before his. "You will know better what to
expect next time," was his comment.
"Well, they ought to know as much, by this time, also."
She thought it was astonishing how he made himself at home in the
family circle. In half an hour there was scarcely any restraint
left because a visitor was present. Yet, as if impelled by some
mysterious influence, one after another slipped out; and Carrie
saw with strange little thrills of dismay that she would soon be
alone with that indomitable lawyer. She signalled to her mother,
but the old lady's eyes were glued to her knitting.
At last they were alone, and she expected a prompt and powerful
appeal from the plaintiff; but Marstern drew his chair to the
opposite side of the hearth and chatted so easily, naturally, and
kindly that her trepidation passed utterly. It began to grow late,
and a heavier gust than usual shook the house. It appeared to
waken him to the dire necessity of breasting the gale, and he rose
and said:
"I feel as if I could sit here forever, Carrie. It's just the
impression I had a year ago to-night. You, sitting there by the
fire, gave then, and give now to this place the irresistible charm
of home. I think I had then the decided beginning of the divine
gravitation--wasn't that what you called it?--which has been
growing so strong ever since. You thought then that the ice-water
I waded was in my veins. Do you think so now? If you do I shall
have to take another year to prove the contrary. Neither am I
convinced of the absurdity of my course, as you put it then. I
studied you coolly and deliberately before I began to love you,
and reason and judgment have had no chance to jeer at my love."
"But, Hedley," she began with a slight tremor in her tones, "you
are idealizing me as certainly as the blindest. I've plenty of
faults."
"I haven't denied that; so have I plenty of faults. What right
have I to demand a perfection I can't offer? I have known people
to marry who imagined each other perfect, and then come to court
for a separation on the ground of incompatibility of temperament.
They learned the meaning of that long word too late, and were
scarcely longer about it than the word itself. Now, I'm satisfied
that I could cordially agree with you on some points and lovingly
disagree with you on others. Chief of all it's your instinct to
make a home. You appear better at your own fireside than when in
full dress at a reception. You--"
"See here, Hedley, you've got to give up this suit at last. I'm
engaged," and she looked away as if she could not meet his eyes.
"Engaged?" he said slowly, looking at her with startled eyes.
"Well, about the same as engaged. My heart has certainly gone from
me beyond recall." He drew a long breath. "I was foolish enough to
begin to hope," he faltered.
"You must dismiss hope to-night, then," she said, her face still
averted.
He was silent and she slowly turned toward him. He had sunk into a
chair and buried his face in his hands, the picture of dejected
defeat.
There was a sudden flash of mirth through tear-gemmed eyes, a
glance at the clock, then noiseless steps, and she was on her
knees beside him, her arm about his neck, her blushing face near
his wondering eyes as she breathed:
"Happy Christmas, Hedley! How do you like your first gift; and
what room is there now for hope?"