It was the beginning of a battle. The skirmish line of the Union
advance was sweeping rapidly over a rough mountainous region in
the South, and in his place on the extreme left of this line was
Private Anson Marlow. Tall trees rising from underbrush, rocks,
bowlders, gulches worn by spring torrents, were the
characteristics of the field, which was in wild contrast with the
parade-grounds on which the combatants had first learned the
tactics of war. The majority, however, of those now in the ranks
had since been drilled too often under like circumstances, and
with lead and iron shotted guns, not to know their duty, and the
lines of battle were as regular as the broken country allowed. So
far as many obstacles permitted, Marlow kept his proper distance
from the others on the line and fired coolly when he caught
glimpses of the retreating Confederate skirmishers. They were
retiring with ominous readiness toward a wooded height which the
enemy occupied with a force of unknown strength. That strength was
soon manifested in temporary disaster to the Union forces, which
were driven back with heavy loss.
Neither the battle nor its fortunes are the objects of our present
concern, but rather the fate of Private Marlow. The tide of battle
drifted away and left the soldier desperately wounded in a narrow
ravine, through which babbled a small stream. Excepting the voices
of his wife and children no music had ever sounded so sweetly in
his ears. With great difficulty he crawled to a little bubbling
pool formed by a tiny cascade and encircling stones, and partially
slaked his intolerable thirst.
He believed he was dying--bleeding to death. The very thought
blunted his faculties for a time; and he was conscious of little
beyond a dull wonder. Could it be possible that the tragedy of his
death was enacting in that peaceful, secluded nook? Could Nature
be so indifferent or so unconscious if it were true that he was
soon to lie there dead? He saw the speckled trout lying motionless
at the bottom of the pool, the gray squirrels sporting in the
boughs over his head. The sunlight shimmered and glinted through
the leaves, flecking with light his prostrate form. He dipped his
hand in the blood that had welled from his side, and it fell in
rubies from his fingers. Could that be his blood--his life-blood;
and would it soon all ooze away? Could it be that death was coming
through all the brightness of that summer afternoon?
From a shadowed tree further up the glen, a wood-thrush suddenly
began its almost unrivalled song. The familiar melody, heard so
often from his cottage-porch in the June twilight, awoke him to
the bitter truth. His wife had then sat beside him, while his
little ones played here and there among the trees and shrubbery.
They would hear the same song to-day; he would never hear it
again. That counted for little; but the thought of their sitting
behind the vines and listening to their favorite bird, spring
after spring and summer after summer, and he ever absent,
overwhelmed him.
"Oh, Gertrude, my wife, my wife! Oh, my children!" he groaned.
His breast heaved with a great sigh; the blood welled afresh from
his wound; what seemed a mortal weakness crept over him; and he
thought he died.
"'Clar to grashus if I know. 'Pears mighty like it." These words
were spoken by two stout negroes, who had stolen to the
battlefield as the sounds of conflict died away.
"I'm doggoned if I tink dat he's dead. He's only swoonded,"
asserted the man addressed as Eb. "'Twon't do to lebe 'im here to
die, Zack."
On the morning of the 24th of December, Mrs. Anson Marlow sat in
the living-room of her cottage, that stood well out in the suburbs
of a Northern town. Her eyes were hollow and full of trouble that
seemed almost beyond tears, and the bare room, that had been
stripped of nearly every appliance and suggestion of comfort, but
too plainly indicated one of the causes. Want was stamped on her
thin face, that once had been so full and pretty; poverty in its
bitter extremity was unmistakably shown by the uncarpeted floor,
the meagre fire, and scanty furniture. It was a period of
depression; work had been scarce, and much of the time she had
been too ill and feeble to do more than care for her children.
Away back in August her resources had been running low; but she
had daily expected the long arrears of pay which her husband would
receive as soon as the exigencies of the campaign permitted.
Instead of these funds, so greatly needed, came the tidings of a
Union defeat, with her husband's name down among the missing.
Beyond that brief mention, so horrible in its vagueness, she had
never heard a word from the one who not only sustained her home,
but also her heart. Was he languishing in a Southern prison, or,
mortally wounded, had he lingered out some terrible hours on that
wild battlefield, a brief description of which had been so dwelt
upon by her morbid fancy that it had become like one of the scenes
in Dante's "Inferno"? For a long time she could not and would not
believe that such an overwhelming disaster had befallen her and
her children, although she knew that similar losses had come to
thousands of others. Events that the world regards as not only
possible but probable are often so terrible in their personal
consequences that we shrink from even the bare thought of their
occurrence.
If Mrs. Marlow had been told from the first that her husband was
dead, the shock resulting would not have been so injurious as the
suspense that robbed her of rest for days, weeks, and months. She
haunted the post-office, and if a stranger was seen coming up the
street toward her cottage she watched feverishly for his turning
in at her gate with the tidings of her husband's safety. Night
after night she Jay awake, hoping, praying that she might hear his
step returning on a furlough to which wounds or sickness had
entitled him. The natural and inevitable result was illness and
nervous prostration.
Practical neighbors had told her that her course was all wrong;
that she should be resigned and even cheerful for her children's
sake; that she needed to sleep well and live well, in order that
she might have strength to provide for them. She would make
pathetic attempts to follow this sound and thrifty advice, but
suddenly when at her work or in her troubled sleep, that awful
word "missing" would pierce her heart like an arrow, and she would
moan, and at times in the depths of her anguish cry out, "Oh,
where is he? Shall I ever see him again?"
But the unrelenting demands of life are made as surely upon the
breaking as upon the happy heart. She and her children must have
food, clothing, and shelter. Her illness and feebleness at last
taught her that she must not yield to her grief, except so far as
she was unable to suppress it; that for the sake of those now
seemingly dependent upon her, she must rally every shattered nerve
and every relaxed muscle. With a heroism far beyond that of her
husband and his comrades in the field, she sought to fight the
wolf from the door, or at least to keep him at bay. Although the
struggle seemed a hopeless one, she patiently did her best from
day to day, eking out her scanty earnings by the sale or pawning
of such of her household goods as she could best spare. She felt
that she would do anything rather than reveal her poverty or
accept charity. Some help was more or less kindly offered, but
beyond such aid as one neighbor may receive of another, she had
said gently but firmly, "Not yet."
The Marlows were comparative strangers in the city where they had
resided. Her husband had been a teacher in one of its public
schools, and his salary small. Patriotism had been his motive for
entering the army, and while it had cost him a mighty struggle to
leave his family, he felt that he had no more reason to hold back
than thousands of others. He believed that he could still provide
for those dependent upon him, and if he fell, those for whom he
died would not permit his widow and children to suffer. But the
first popular enthusiasm for the war had largely died out; the
city was full of widows and orphans; there was depression of
spirit, stagnation in business, and a very general disposition on
the part of those who had means, to take care of themselves, and
provide for darker days that might be in the immediate future.
Sensitive, retiring Mrs. Marlow was not the one to push her claims
or reveal her need. Moreover, she could never give up the hope
that tidings from her husband might at any time bring relief and
safety.
But the crisis had come at last; and on this dreary December day
she was face to face with absolute want. The wolf, with his gaunt
eyes, was crouched beside her cold hearth. A pittance owed to her
for work had not been paid. The little food left in the house had
furnished the children an unsatisfying breakfast; she had eaten
nothing. On the table beside her lay a note from the agent of the
estate of which her home was a part, bidding her call that
morning. She knew why--the rent was two months in arrears. It
seemed like death to leave the house in which her husband had
placed her, and wherein she had spent her happiest days. It stood
well away from the crowded town. The little yard and garden, with
their trees, vines, and shrubbery, some of which her husband had
planted, were all dear from association. In the rear there was a
grove and open fields, which, though not belonging to the cottage,
were not forbidden to the children; and they formed a wonderland
of delight in spring, summer, and fall. Must she take her active,
restless boy Jamie, the image of his father, into a crowded
tenement? Must golden-haired Susie, with her dower of beauty, be
imprisoned in one close room, or else be exposed to the evil of
corrupt association just beyond the threshold?
Moreover, her retired home had become a refuge. Here she could
hide her sorrow and poverty. Here she could touch what he had
touched, and sit during the long winter evenings in his favorite
corner by the fire. Around her, within and without, were the
little appliances for her comfort which his hands had made, flow
could she leave all this and live? Deep in her heart also the hope
would linger that he would come again and seek her where he had
left her.
"O God!" she cried suddenly. "Thou wouldst not, couldst not permit
him to die without one farewell word," and she buried her face in
her hands and rocked back and forth, while hard, dry sobs shook
her slight, famine-pinched form.
The children stopped their play and came and leaned upon her lap.
"Don't cry, mother," said Jamie, a little boy of ten. "I'll soon
be big enough to work for you; and I'll get rich, and you shall
have the biggest house in town. I'll take care of you if papa
don't come back."
Little Sue knew not what to say, but the impulse of her love was
her best guide. She threw her arms around her mother's neck with
such an impetuous and childlike outburst of affection that the
poor woman's bitter and despairing thoughts were banished for a
time. The deepest chord of her nature, mother love, was touched;
and for her children's sake she rose up once more and faced the
hard problems of her life. Putting on her bonnet and thin shawl
(she had parted with much that she now so sorely needed), she went
out into the cold December wind. The sky was clouded like her
hopes, and the light, even in the morning hours, was dim and
leaden-hued.
She first called on Mr. Jackson, the agent from whom she rented
her home, and besought him to give her a little more time.
"I will beg for work from door to door," she said. "Surely in this
Christian city there must be those who will give me work; and that
is all I ask."
The sleek, comfortable man, in his well-appointed office, was
touched slightly, and said in a voice that was not so gruff as he
at first had intended it should be:
"Well, I will wait a week or two longer. If then you cannot pay
something on what is already due, my duty to my employers will
compel me to take the usual course. You have told me all along
that your husband would surely return, and I have hated to say a
word to discourage you; but I fear you will have to bring yourself
to face the truth and act accordingly, as so many others have
done. I know it's very hard for you, but I am held responsible by
my employer, and at my intercession he has been lenient, as you
must admit. You could get a room or two in town for half what you
must pay where you are. Good-morning."
She went out again into the street, which the shrouded sky made
sombre in spite of preparations seen on every side for the chief
festival of the year. The fear was growing strong that like Him in
whose memory the day was honored, she and her little ones might
soon not know where to lay their heads. She succeeded in getting
the small sum owed to her and payment also for some sewing just
finished. More work she could not readily obtain, for every one
was busy and preoccupied by the coming day of gladness.
"Call again," some said kindly or carelessly, according to their
nature. "After the holidays are over we will try to have or make
some work for you."
"But I need--I must have work now," she ventured to say whenever
she had the chance.
In response to this appeal there were a few offers of charity,
small indeed, but from which she drew back with an instinct so
strong that it could not be overcome. On every side she heard the
same story. The times were very hard; requests for work and aid
had been so frequent that purses and patience were exhausted.
Moreover, people had spent their Christmas money on their
households and friends, and were already beginning to feel poor.
At last she obtained a little work, and having made a few
purchases of that which was absolutely essential, she was about to
drag her weary feet homeward when the thought occurred to her that
the children would want to hang up their stockings at night; and
she murmured: "It may be the last chance I shall ever have to put
a Christmas gift in them. Oh, that I were stronger! Oh, that I
could take my sorrow more as others seem to take theirs! But I
cannot, I cannot! My burden is greater than I can bear. The cold
of this awful day is chilling my very heart, and my grief, as hope
dies, is crushing my soul. Oh, he must be dead, he must be dead!
That is what they all think. God help my little ones! Oh, what
will become of them if I sink, as I fear I shall! If it were not
for them I feel as if I would fall and die here in the street.
Well, be our fate what it may, they shall owe to me one more gleam
of happiness;" and she went into a confectioner's shop and bought
a few ornamented cakes. These were the only gifts she could
afford, and they must be in the form of food.
Before she reached home the snow was whirling in the frosty air,
and the shadows of the brief winter day deepening fast. With a
smile far more pathetic than tears she greeted the children, who
were cold, hungry, and frightened at her long absence; and they,
children-like, saw only the smile, and not the grief it masked.
They saw also the basket which she had placed on the table, and
were quick to note that it seemed a little fuller than of late.
"Jamie," she said, "run to the store down the street for some coal
and kindlings that I bought, and then we will have a good fire and
a nice supper;" and the boy, at such a prospect, eagerly obeyed.
She was glad to have him gone, that she might hide her weakness.
She sank into a chair, so white and faint that even little Susie
left off peering into the basket, and came to her with a troubled
face.
"It's nothing, dearie," the poor creature said. "Mamma's only a
little tired. See," she added, tottering to the table, "I have
brought you a great piece of gingerbread."
The hungry child grasped it, and was oblivious and happy.
By the time Jamie returned with his first basket of kindling and
coal, the mother had so far rallied from her exhaustion as to meet
him smilingly again and help him replenish the dying fire.
"Now you shall rest and have your gingerbread before going for
your second load," she said cheerily; and the boy took what was
ambrosia to him, and danced around the room in joyous reaction
from the depression of the long weary day, during which, lonely
and hungry, he had wondered why his mother did not return.
"So little could make them happy, and yet I cannot seem to obtain
even that little," she sighed. "I fear--indeed, I fear--I cannot
be with them another Christmas; therefore they shall remember that
I tried to make them happy once more, and the recollection may
survive the long sad days before them, and become a part of my
memory."
The room was now growing dark, and she lighted the lamp. Then she
cowered shiveringly over the reviving fire, feeling as if she
could never be warm again.
The street-lamps were lighted early on that clouded, stormy
evening, and they were a signal to Mr. Jackson, the agent, to
leave his office. He remembered that he had ordered a holiday
dinner, and now found himself in a mood to enjoy it. He had
scarcely left his door before a man, coming up the street with
great strides and head bent down to the snow-laden blast, brushed
roughly against him. The stranger's cap was drawn over his eyes,
and the raised collar of his blue army overcoat nearly concealed
his face. The man hurriedly begged pardon, and was hastening on
when Mr. Jackson's exclamation of surprise caused him to stop and
look at the person he had jostled.
"Why, Mr. Marlow," the agent began, "I'm glad to see you. It's a
pleasure I feared I should never have again."
"My wife," the man almost gasped, "she's still in the house I
rented of you?"
"Oh, certainly," was the hasty reply. "It'll be all right' now."
"Well, you see," said Mr. Jackson, apologetically, "we have been
very lenient to your wife, but the rent has not been paid for over
two months, and--"
"And you were about to turn her and her children out-of-doors in
midwinter," broke in the soldier, wrathfully. "That is the way you
sleek, comfortable stay-at-home people care for those fighting
your battles. After you concluded that I was dead, and that the
rent might not be forthcoming, you decided to put my wife into the
street. Open your office, sir, and you shall have your rent."
"Now, Mr. Marlow, there's no cause for pitching into me in this
way. You know that I am but an agent, and--"
"Tell your rich employer, then, what I have said, and ask him what
he would be worth to-day were there not men like myself, who are
willing to risk everything and suffer everything for the Union.
But I've no time to bandy words. Have you seen my wife lately?"
"Yes," was the hesitating reply; "she was here to-day, and I--"
"I said two weeks, but no doubt I could have had the time
extended."
"I have my doubts. Will you and your employer please accept my
humble gratitude that you had the grace not to turn her out-of-
doors during the holiday season? It might have caused remark; but
that consideration and some others that I might name are not to be
weighed against a few dollars and cents. I shall now remove the
strain upon your patriotism at once, and will not only pay
arrears, but also for two months in advance."
"Yes, there is. My wife shall feel to-night that she has a home.
She evidently has not received the letter I wrote as soon as I
reached our lines, or you would not have been talking to her about
two weeks more of shelter."
The agent reopened his office and saw a roll of bills extracted
from Marlow's pocket that left no doubt of the soldier's ability
to provide for his family. He gave his receipt in silence, feeling
that words would not mend matters, and then trudged off to his
dinner with a nagging appetite.
As Marlow strode away he came to a sudden resolution--he would
look upon his wife and children before they saw him; he would
feast his eyes while they were unconscious of the love that was
beaming upon them. The darkness and storm favored his project, and
in brief time he saw the light in his window. Unlatching the gate
softly, and with his steps muffled by the snow that already
carpeted the frozen ground, he reached the window, the blinds of
which were but partially closed. His children frolicking about the
room were the first objects that caught his eye, and he almost
laughed aloud in his joy. Then, by turning another blind slightly,
he saw his wife shivering over the fire.
"Great God!" he muttered, "how she has suffered!" and be was about
to rush in and take her into his arms. On the threshold he
restrained himself, paused, and said, "No, not jet; I'll break the
news of my return in my own way. The shock of my sudden appearance
might be too great for her;" and he went back to the window. The
wife's eyes were following her children with such a wistful
tenderness that the boy, catching her gaze, stopped his sport,
came to her side, and began to speak. They were but a few feet
away, and Marlow caught every word.
"Mamma," the child said, "you didn't eat any breakfast, and I
don't believe you have eaten anything to-day. You are always
giving everything to us. Now I declare I won't eat another bit
unless you take half of my cake;" and he broke off a piece and
laid it in her lap.
"Oh, Jamie," cried the poor woman, "you looked so like your father
when you spoke that I could almost see him;" and she caught him in
her arms and covered him with kisses.
"I'll soon be big enough to take care of you. I'm going to grow up
just like papa and do everything for you," the boy said proudly as
she released him.
Little Susie also came and placed what was left of her cake in her
mother's lap, saying:
"I'll work for you, too, mamma; and to-morrow I'll sell the doll
Santa Claus gave me last Christmas, and then we'll all have plenty
to eat."
Anson Marlow was sobbing outside the window as only a man weeps;
and his tears in the bitter cold became drops of ice before they
reached the ground.
"My darlings!" the mother cried. "Oh, God spare me to you and
provide some way for us! Your love should make me rich though I
lack all else. There, I won't cry any more, and you shall have as
happy a Christmas as I can give you. Perhaps He who knew what it
was to be homeless and shelterless will provide for our need; so
we'll try to trust Him and keep His birthday. And now, Jamie, go
and bring the rest of the coal, and then we will make the dear
home that papa gave us cheery and warm once more. If he were only
with us we wouldn't mind hunger or cold, would we? Oh, my
husband!" she broke out afresh, "if you could only come back, even
though crippled and helpless, I feel that I could live and grow
strong from simple gladness."
"Don't you think, mamma," Jamie asked, "that God will let papa
come down from heaven and spend Christmas with us? He might be
here like the angels, and we not see him."
"I'm afraid not," the sad woman replied, shaking her head and
speaking more to herself than to the child. "I don't see how he
could go back to heaven and be happy if he knew all. No, we must
be patient and try to do our best, so that we can go to him. Go
now, Jamie, before it gets too late. I'll get supper, and then
we'll sing a Christmas hymn; and you and Susie shall hang up your
stockings, just as you did last Christmas, when dear papa was with
us. We'll try to do everything he would wish, and then by and by
we shall see him again."
As the boy started on his errand his father stepped back out of
the light of the window, then followed the child with a great
yearning in his heart. He would make sure the boy was safe at home
again before he carried out his plan. From a distance he saw the
little fellow receive the coal and start slowly homeward with the
burden, and he followed to a point where the light of the street-
lamps ceased, then joined the child, and said in a gruff voice,
"Here, little man, I'm going your way. Let me carry your basket;"
and he took it and strode on so fast that the boy had to run to
keep pace with him. Jamie shuffled along through the snow as well
as he could, but his little legs were so short in comparison with
those of the kindly stranger that he found himself gradually
falling behind. So he put on an extra burst of speed and managed
to lay hold of the long blue skirt of the army overcoat.
"Only to our house--mamma's. She's Mrs. Marlow, you know."
"Yes, I know--that is, I reckon I do. How much further is it?"
"Oh, not much; we're most half-way now. I say, you're a soldier,
aren't you?"
"Yes, my boy," said Marlow, with a lump in his throat. "Why?"
"Well, you see, my papa is a soldier, too, and I thought you might
know him. We haven't heard from him for a good while, and--"
choking a bit--"mamma's afraid he is hurt, or taken prisoner or
something." He could not bring himself to say "killed."
Jamie let go the overcoat to draw his sleeve across his eyes, and
the big man once more strode on faster than ever, and Jamie began
to fear lest the dusky form might disappear in the snow and
darkness with both basket and coal; but the apparent stranger so
far forgot his part that he put down the basket at Mrs. Marlow's
gate, and then passed on so quickly that the panting boy had not
time to thank him. Indeed, Anson Marlow knew that if he lingered
but a moment he would have the child in his arms.
"Why, Jamie," exclaimed his mother, "how could you get back so
soon with that heavy basket? It was too heavy for you, but you
will have to be mamma's little man mow."
"A big man caught up with me and carried it. I don't care if he
did have a gruff voice, I'm sure he was a good kind man. He knew
where we lived too, for he put the basket down at our gate before
I could say a word, I was so out of breath, and then he was out of
sight in a minute." Some instinct kept him from saying anything
about the army overcoat.
"It's some neighbor that lives further up the street, I suppose,
and saw you getting the coal at the store," Mrs. Marlow said,
"Yes, Jamie, it was a good, kind act to help a little boy, and I
think he'll have a happier Christmas for doing it."
"Do you really think he'll have a happier Christmas, mamma?"
"Yes, I truly think so. We are so made that we cannot do a kind
act without feeling the better for it."
"Well, I think he was a queer sort of a man if he was kind. I
never knew any one to walk so fast. I spoke to him once, but he
did not answer. Perhaps the wind roared so he couldn't hear me."
"No doubt he was hurrying home to his wife and children," she said
with a deep sigh.
When his boy disappeared within the door of the cottage, Marlow
turned and walked rapidly toward the city, first going to the
grocery at which he had been in the habit of purchasing his
supplies. The merchant stared for a moment, then stepped forward
and greeted his customer warmly.
"Well," he said, after his first exclamations of surprise were
over, "the snow has made you almost as white as a ghost; but I'm
glad you're not one. We scarce ever thought to see you again."
"Has my wife an open account here now?" was the brief response.
"Yes, and it might have been much larger. I've told her so too.
She stopped taking credit some time ago, and when she's had a
dollar or two to spare she's paid it on the old score. She bought
so little that I said to her once that she need not go elsewhere
to buy; that I' d sell to her as cheap as any one: that I believed
you'd come back all right, and if you didn't she could pay me when
she could. What do you think she did? Why, she burst out crying,
and said, 'God bless you, sir, for saying my husband will come
back! So many have discouraged me.' I declare to you her feeling
was so right down genuine that I had to mop my own eyes. But she
wouldn't take any more credit, and she bought so little that I've
been troubled. I'd have sent her something, but your wife somehow
ain't one of them kind that you can give things to, and--"
Marlow interrupted the good-hearted, garrulous shopman by saying
significantly, "Come with me to your back-office"; for the soldier
feared that some one might enter who would recognize him and carry
the tidings to his home prematurely.
"Mr. Wilkins," he said rapidly, "I wanted to find out if you too
had thriftily shut down on a soldier's wife. You shall not regret
your kindness."
"Hang it all!" broke in Wilkins, with compunction, "I haven't been
very kind. I ought to have gone and seen your wife and found out
how things were; and I meant to, but I've been so confoundedly
busy--"
"No matter now; I've not a moment to spare. You must help me to
break the news of my return in my own way. I mean they shall have
such a Christmas in the little cottage as was never known in this
town. You could send a load right over there, couldn't you?"
"Certainly, certainly," said Wilkins, under the impulse of both
business thrift and goodwill; and a list of tea, coffee, sugar,
flour, bread, cakes, apples, etc., was dashed off rapidly; and
Marlow had the satisfaction of seeing the errand-boy, the two
clerks, and the proprietor himself busily working to fill the
order in the shortest possible space of time.
He next went to a restaurant, a little further down the street,
where he had taken his meals for a short time before he brought
his family to town, and was greeted with almost equal surprise and
warmth. Marlow cut short all words by his almost feverish haste. A
huge turkey had just been roasted for the needs of the coming
holiday, and this with a cold ham and a pot of coffee was ordered
to be sent in a covered tray within a quarter of an hour. Then a
toy-shop was visited, and such a doll purchased! for tears came
into Marlow's eyes whenever he thought of his child's offer to
sell her dolly for her mother's sake.
After selecting a sled for Jamie, and directing that they should
be sent at once, he could restrain his impatience no longer, and
almost tore back to his station at the cottage window. His wife
was placing the meagre little supper on the table, and how poor
and scanty it was!
"Is that the best the dear soul can do on Christmas Eve?" he
groaned. "Why, there's scarcely enough for little Sue. Thank God,
my darling, I will sit down with you to a rather different supper
before long!"
He bowed his head reverently with his wife as she asked God's
blessing, and wondered at her faith. Then he looked and listened
again with a heart-hunger which had been growing for months.
"Do you really think Santa Claus will fill our stockings to-
night?" Sue asked.
"I think he'll have something for you," she replied. "There are so
many poor little boys and girls in the city that he may not be
able to bring very much to you."
Tears came into the wife's eyes as she thought of the one who had
always remembered them so kindly as far as his modest means
permitted.
She hesitated in her reply; and before she could decide upon an
answer there was a knock at the door. Jamie ran to open it, and
started back as a man entered with cap, eyebrows, beard, and
shaggy coat all white with the falling snow. He placed two great
baskets of provisions on the floor, and said they were for Mrs.
Anson Marlow.
"There is some mistake," Mrs. Marlow began; but the children,
after staring a moment, shouted, "Santa Claus! Santa Claus!"
The grocer's man took the unexpected cue instantly, and said, "No
mistake, ma'am. They are from Santa Claus;" and before another
word could be spoken he was gone. The face of the grocer's man was
not very familiar to Mrs. Marlow, and the snow had disguised him
completely. The children had no misgivings and pounced upon the
baskets and with, exclamations of delight drew out such articles
as they could lift.
"I can't understand it," said the mother, bewildered and almost
frightened.
"Why, mamma, it's as plain as day," cried Jamie. "Didn't he look
just like the pictures of Santa Claus--white beard and white
eyebrows? Oh, mamma, mamma, here is a great paper of red-cheeked
apples!" and he and Susie tugged at it until they dragged it over
the side of the basket, when the bottom of the bag came out, and
the fruit flecked the floor with red and gold. Oh, the bliss of
picking up those apples; of comparing one with another; of running
to the mother and asking which was the biggest and which the
reddest and most beautifully streaked!
"There must have been some mistake," the poor woman kept murmuring
as she examined the baskets and found how liberal and varied was
the supply, "for who could or would have been so kind?"
"Why, mommie," said little Sue, reproachfully, "Santa Claus
brought 'em. Haven't you always told us that Santa Claus liked to
make us happy?"
The long-exiled father felt that he could restrain himself but a
few moments longer, and he was glad to see that the rest of his
purchases were at the door. With a look so intent, and yearning
concentration of thought so intense that it was strange that they
could not feel his presence, he bent his eyes once more upon a
scene that would imprint itself upon his memory forever.
But while he stood there, another scene came before his mental
vision. Oddly enough his thought went back to that far-off
Southern brookside, where he had lain with his hands in the cool
water. He leaned against the window-casing, with the Northern snow
whirling about his head; but he breathed the balmy breath of a
Southern forest, the wood-thrush sang in the trees overhead, and
he could--so it seemed to him--actually feel the water-worn
pebbles under his palms as he watched the life-blood ebbing from
his side. Then there was a dim consciousness of rough but kindly
arms bearing him through the underbrush, and more distinctly the
memory of weary weeks of convalescence in a mountaineer's cabin.
All these scenes of peril, before he finally reached the Union
lines, passed before him as he stood in a species of trance beside
the window of his home.
The half-grown boys sent from the restaurant and toy-shop could
not be mistaken for Santa Claus even by the credulous fancy of the
children, and Mrs. Marlow stepped forward eagerly and said:
"I am sure there is some mistake. You are certainly leaving these
articles at the wrong house." The faces of the children began to
grow anxious and troubled also, for even their faith could not
accept such marvellous good-fortune. Jamie looked at the sled with
a kind of awe, and saw at a glance that it was handsomer than any
in the street "Mr. Lansing, a wealthy man, lives a little further
on," Mrs. Marlow began to urge; "and these things must be meant--"
"Isn't your name Mrs. Anson Marlow?" asked the boy from the
restaurant.
"Then I must do as I've been told;" and he opened his tray and
placed the turkey, the ham, and the coffee on the table.
"If he's right, I'm right too," said he of the toy-shop. "Them was
my directions;" and they were both about to depart when the woman
sprang forward and gasped: "Stay!"
"Our bosses, mum," replied the boy from the restaurant,
hesitatingly.
She sprang toward him, seized his arm, and looked imploringly into
his face. "Who ordered them sent?" she asked in a low, passionate
voice.
The young fellow began to smile, and stammered awkwardly, "I don't
think I'm to tell."
She released his arm and glanced around with a look of intense
expectation.
"Oh, oh!" she gasped with quick short sobs, "can it be--" Then she
sprang to the door, opened it, and looked out into the black,
stormy night. What seemed a shadow rushed toward her; she felt
herself falling, but strong arms caught and bore her, half
fainting, to a lounge within the room.
Many have died from sorrow, but few from joy. With her husband's
arms around her Mrs. Marlow's weakness soon passed. In response to
his deep, earnest tones of soothing and entreaty, she speedily
opened her eyes and gave him a smile so full of content and
unutterable joy that all anxiety in her behalf began to pass from
his mind.
"Yes," she said softly, "I can live now. It seems as if a new and
stronger life were coming back with every breath."
The young fellows who had been the bearers of the gifts were so
touched that they drew their rough sleeves across their eyes as
they hastened away, closing the door on the happiest family in the
city.